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NonChump Change

My problem with change,
it seldom presents our whole systemic bill,
our full currency required,
including Other ecological costs.

My theological change issues
are in Win/Lose and Lose/Lose
degenerative economic directions

Unraveling cancerous erections
eruptions
extractions
excommunications
extinctions of natural species
and spiritual beauty
and truth objectives
and cooperative subjects
co-invested in political trust,
in health/wealth bicameral development,

Secularizing autonomous ZeroSum
LeftBrain dominance
and not enough sacred polycultural NonZero/One
RightBrain ecosystemic prominence

Of nonviolent
eco-political communication,
relationship,
integrity’s therapeutic change
toward interdependent balance
for polyculturally health wealth

Of polypathic
metabolic multimathic experimental thoughts
with imaged feelings
for improving Earth’s cooperative health
and co-invested economic safety.

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Savoring Summer

He steps outside
on love’s front yard
to savor this final summer
of playful intent,

Too soon stuck inside
when he would happily
and more healthily
have worked out
surrounded by garden sex
with sacred gratitude

And forest walks
through fecundity
entered under unshaken silence
of deep summer waiting,
as ominous as an approaching tsunami
terrifyingly known
yet not experienced.

But
not today.
Not here
in this dappled refuge
from jaded burning out
and inside sun
savoring his final summer
of playfully naive intent.

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Healthy Systems

I think I shall never see
a difference in an organic tree
and a Win/Win communication string
restructuring through annual developmental time,
or an ecopolitical climate healthcare network
observed from outside
sacred health/wealth space.

Perhaps all examples
of a whole metabolic health optimizing system.

And,
if there be equitable differences
in-between polyphonic and polyvagal sensory systems,
one environmental and the other interior,

Perhaps also integral resemblances
between linear verbally cognized causes
with non-verbal felt effects
predict future co-arising non-surprises

In sometimes ever widening
deep listening
win/win ego/eco-health care
co-arising green cooperative new deal systems

EcoFeminist life multiculturing
nonviolent communication networks
for restorative justice
through polycultural community mediation,

Perhaps calling for analogous skill sets
for analysis
through integral permaculture design
with non-zero zone Whole EarthSystemic
resonant co-empathic experiences
on the Right
and resilient cooperative win/win investment
on our Left

Of one whole metabolic health optimizing
system.

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Country Green

I drive through sultry green-leaved countryside;
so divorced from toxic urban suicide,

I notice a black and white hand-painted sign
emerging on my right side
of patriotic red resolution,

“STAND UP
FOR YOUR COUNTRY”

Which feels aimed against
tall and massive Black
Lives Mattering athletes
on politicized knees
before national commodified cameras
of discontent.

Yet also aimed at me,
longing to erase homophobic “COUNTRY”

Despite our polycultural beauty
and historical promise
of universal democracy,
of economic regenerating energy,

Longing to replace this monocultural
narrow patriotic word
with our Whole Open Systemic
“PLANET”
of interdependent tribes
and green cooperative corporations.

No sooner thought
than multiculturally retransfigured
to please
and pleasure
and paradise us all,

STAND UP,
AS YOU ARE ABLE,
FOR YOUR COUNTRY
AND OUR PLANET

To do otherwise
feels like still having empty hope
that Straight White Daddy knows best

While his wife
and kids
and grandkids
and other sentient organic property
are poisoned,
suffocated,
drowned,
burned,
shot,
plagued,
terrorized,
criminalized,
hate-crimed,
vilified,
tarred and feathered,
hung,
beheaded,
commodified,
commercialized,
bought and sold,
rented out,
pimped,
capitalized,
exploited,
extracted from the herd,
marginalized,
impoverished,
Othered,
sex-crimed

While starving,
thirsting for global
ecofeminist
green cooperative
win/win EarthJustice

Soaking into sultry green-leaved countryside
divorced from toxic nationalistic suicide.

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Health Culturing Wealth

Where does nonviolence begin?
Take root?

What is compassion’s fertilizer?
Especially in a fast-paced
utilitarian
capital acquisition and extraction
competitive monoculture.

Does nonviolent intention,
within and without,
not arise from positive health experience?

From a sense of remembered safety,
well-being,
co-passion,
unconditional regard
for mutual peace,
for breathtaking beauty

Within a Whole Systems context
of working
and playing win/win together
for holistic health optimizing wealth
of polycultural EarthJustice.

Unlike a predisposition to mistrust
rooted in win/lose experience

And unlike an indisposition activating distrust
cemented in lose/lose
degenerative
monoculturing personal
and political
and economic history.

A thought/felt bilateral position
combined in compassionate ecopolitically enlightened
Left empowering Right co-passioning balance
begins in my own primal win/win
EarthMother health/wealth attachment,
relationship,
co-investment

In fully interdependent Trust and Beauty,
Health and safe Wealth
primal bilateral co-relationship,
experiencing sensory-neural
nutritional communing
co-passion.
What can nonviolently
and logically
right and leftbrain
integrally and licitly
be x and not-x
at the same time?
Yang and not Yang?
Space and not Place?
Timely and yet Timeless?

NonViolent Relationship.

What’s inside defined
and refined
by what and who,
where and why,
how and when
is not outside.

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Living Healthier Together

That we are

And, that we are together
more than apart,

Rather than are not
and never were

Resourcing regeneration’s universal promise
for growing unitarian integrity

Is not our hottest question,
passion,
nor academic topic
for therapeutic conversations,

Curious and courageous
EarthTribe
developing health integrity

Robust
and wealthier
than ignoring how we struggle
through Western life’s capitalistic
LeftBrain dominant muddle
to the esteemed Paradise top
of a non-existent GoldenRuled patriotic hill

Beaconing and beckoning
enlightened thought/feeling relationships
of win/win togathering compassion
actively dispersing violent
degenerative Lose/Lose
unbecoming entropy

Reversing cooperative Both/And
overwhelming competitive Either/Or

BiCamerally in-between Win/Win v Lose/Lose
ecological
analogical relationships

InBetween patriarchal red Capitalism
is not togathering
redeeming
becoming
polyculturally healthy Green Communion

Of organic political integrity
overseeing
mechanical econometric technology

Unable to comprehend
how we are

And, that we are together
more than apart,

Rather than are not
and never were

Resourcing regeneration’s universal promise
for growing unitarian integrity.

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Thoughtful CoOperative Experiments

Einstein had his mathematical
Thought Experiments,
as did Bucky Fuller.

Eisenstin has our cooperative economics
feeling sacred Win/Win CoInvestments,
as did Jesus of multicultural New Nazareth
and Gautama traveling Buddha.

We all naturally have spiritual Thoughts
with natural organic Feelings,
experiments and curiosities
polyculturally ecopolitical
scientifically noticing ecological systemic empowerment
regenerates
religiously poly-theological enlightenment
through compassion stories
and nonviolent principles of secular health purpose
with sacred green wealth meaning.

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Old Green Deals

When I sense a pathway
in between my mountain of narcissistic need
to control my relationships
and all my anthrosupremacist rivered lessons
cause-effect linear
verbal assumptions
with nonverbal consecutive resolving
and unresolved ambiguous feelings

Veering away from dark trauma
blue loneliness
and toward ego- and eco-therapies
of green abundance,

When I feel polyphonic harmony,
synergy between and within my interior biosystem

Deep listening,
and not digging for control,
even eventually,
settling in for perpetual unconditional co-control
both/and nuancing interdependent co-investment,
enlightened co-empowerment
empowering win/win resolutions
of thoughtful conscious feelings,

Transparently rivered valleys
of neuro-sensory unvoiced
win/win resolving
solvent flowing return choice
soothing past win/lose sensory traumatic
in-between

Decisions for economic
Whole Systemic
pro-ecological
co-relational
multi-lateral solidarity
of animus mundi awe,
holonic nature-enspirited

History encultured
Yang/Yintegral timelessly
unconditionally regarded,
esteemed sacred space

Of balanced
co-relational place

InBetween old and new
internal sensory rivers of feeling
win/lose anxious trauma
and environmental stress

And anticipating health
and felt wealth of ego/eco defensive
yang/yintegral safety
actively co-investing
in shared economic and pro-ecological,
cooperatively reborn,
original prime NonZero Zone,
ego/eco-matriarchal political relationship

Win/win restoring
health/wealth optimizing
new/old green wisdom
nutritional communication deals.

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Self-Unfulfilling Prophecy

Mental
mortal traumatic anxiety
is a metaphor for physical pain experience

As anticipating personal therapeutic healing
is analogically connected to absence
of win/lose cultural pathology
in a bad air
anxious atmosphere
climate.

Atheism about sacred healing Benefactors
is not so much a theological position
as it is a disconnected memory,
disembodied experience,
dissociatively anthrosupremacist,
non-panentheistic

In a secularizing monocultural climate
often PatriarchalCapitalist nationalistic,
fear and anger-rooted
cognitive/affective chronic dissonance,
dis-ease,
stress,
detachment from Whole Systemic Healthy EarthMother’s
traumatic
laborious
nihilistic experience
of autonomously stressed-out
disordered monotheistic humanity.

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Liberating Philanthropists

I doubt a benefactor,
philanthropist,
a short-term financial investor,
could optimally provide
protect
prevail with
an ecopolitically healthy therapeutic service

Yet,
intersectionally,
interdependently,
multiculturally,
poly-sensorily
fall far short
of co-investing in cooperative
sacred green ecofeminist
organic empowering
and enlightening communion.

Disempowering
codependent
anthrosupremacist services
in some way(s) Other,
commodifying non-profit and government intention,
subjugating potential enrichment rivals,
marginalizing direct service providers

These, often HealthTrust and WealthBeauty
wise EarthMother’s most sacred multi-sensory recreation
regeneratively throws resonant
and resilient
enlightening
and empowering
bicfameral
bilateral
binomial
bionic
bigenderal opportunities
for and of restoring
CoAttaching Green EcoPolitical Communion,

All co-invested cooperative life systems
are about as likely to have appeared,
as disappeared,
win/win TrueAtomic
and Synergetic WaveLinear

As a Yang/Yintegral polyculturing slut
creolizing his/her/their predative PatriarchOther
needs sacred HerOther
in hearted heat Welcoming-Wombing Self

More than S/He lives to merely
ever-more serve philanthropic benefits
as unfavorably contrasted with
committing to cooperatively lusty solidarity
empowering and enlightening
fertile resilient thriving

Entries and exits
for compassion
passions cooperatively climaxing,
ecopolitically predicting long-term healthy
and safe win/win
global,
universally uniting afterglow.

At least more so
than waking up the next morning
sadly realizing your latest RightWing investment
further jeopardizes health
and safe wealth of all our grandchildren
and their foodchains
and their climate healthcare infrastructures
and their ecopolitical co-investing cooperatives
and their green indigenous wisdom deals.

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