Hear me fight
to free us
from my dark despair depression.
Speak this night
for freedom
from our wrong self-blame impressions.
Hold me tight
to free me
from silent
screaming isolation.
Hug me right
to free me
for our streaming restoration.
Hear me fight
to free us
from my dark despair depression.
Speak this night
for freedom
from our wrong self-blame impressions.
Hold me tight
to free me
from silent
screaming isolation.
Hug me right
to free me
for our streaming restoration.
If pulpy green words
had red meat nutritional value,
As feelings have openly positive
and closed negative
nurturing peace normals
and turmoil boiling abdominal
abominable abnormals,
robust health feeding
and sick bad watering,
What would you choose
to feed your co-passion learning kids,
your cornucopia complex spouse,
your significantly nonOthered
this ego-cooking day?
If fertilizing actions
were rooted in compassion
as light
fades into night
Dreams for healing yourself,
for saving this EarthTribe
self-cognized
humbled
for Whole Earth empowering
enlightened
dawning peaceful governance,
Who
and what
and when
and where
and why
would you co-passion with,
co-invest with,
co-operate with feeding bright?
This PeacEarth crunchy day
and Justice restoring
spring flowing
heart glowing
starlight witnessed
night.
Sad
mad
wealth of bad;
Not so glad
not so rad
and not really healthy gonad
regenerative gospel.
Sad sex,
mad religion,
wealth of unaffordable,
rapaciously bad politics
seducing capitalist white bad boys
with mad cash investments
in wealthy corporate religions
with win/lose purposive missions
To forget we little regular folk
may all worship different Sons,
but all those Sons and Suns
and heavenly Daughters
share one Holy Green EarthMother
Nurturing,
sensitively natural,
ecologically nutritious
Not so unenlightened sad
Not so disempowering mad,
Not so health care bad.
Not choosing life
as love
story’s win/win co-arising cues,
good news
Enlightening glad multicultural nonviolence,
green communion,
EarthTribe here is now
radically empowering
mystical peak
root-systemic
indigenously sacred
co-empathic experiences,
Polyvagal
polycultural
neurosystemic communion
Left hemisphere agnostic
Right hemisphere divinely engaged
bilaterally co-enraptured
with full-spectral spiraling
NonZero OpenSpacious Nutritional Systems
supporting ambiguous
sacred curiosity
of a green health
makes a truly wealthy
bodhisattva messianic Planet.
Who could imagine
One ZeroSum
without
Earth’s biosystemic Other?
What could be Now
without someday becoming There?
Yang strength resonantly Now
without Yintegrity flowing
healthy wealth balance
SomeWhere
we would all like to become
There
ReMembering healthy Then
without sick Here
Economic yintegrity Then
with politically empowering Yang
co-arising potential green
cooperative
nonviolent
compassionate Here
Sadly rad,
madly bad
singing and dancing
with glad gospel gonads.
Are you ready to greet
this new day, Dillen?
To get up off your
couch-chilled feet,
to bring new warm meanings
to life lived without deadly restraint
embraced with sparse complaint
to repurpose all our favored ways
and means for chillin
Are you ready
to give up all ego-fattening strategies
to hardly survive
the WhiteMan’s rage
raving consumer competitions
Are you ready
to gratefully engage
all EarthTribes
cooperatively willin
To take
and make
and rake
and shake
and bake
this day’s new choice cake
not fake
for thrillin
All who meet you feelin
you, our fully engaged
young Black American son,
the only one
Earth brings forth
for this still perfect multicolored day,
chill Dillen.
A nut
is just a nut
till planted
in robust healthy soil
Soulfully watered
nurtured
fed by solidarity
among sympathetic neighbors
Not necessarily nuts,
yet from this same root
system of passionate EarthTribes
Trees
and seas
and sacred nests
of honey bees
Enlightening
and empowering
nut engaging mysteries.
This little light of mine
I’m gonna let it shine
Wide and longing
for committed dialogue
not surrounded
by elitist debate,
Win/lose games,
Zero-sum asinine assumptions
requiring ego-infested shadows
Resisting win/win opportunities
of healthy
democratic dialogue
Between constituencies,
residents sufficiently humble
to become students together
and unschooled
unprofessional parents
and not totally enlightened teachers
and investigative staff
and neighborhood enquiry co-investors
in this democratic
nonpartisan
Thermos On Thames Experiment.
Where the School for Daily Integrity
hosts community resources
co-engaging win/win resolutions
producing cooperative educational opportunities
to practice
practice
compassionate praxis
nonviolent communication
to restore EarthJustice,
Where co-investors co-invite
contributions around ecofeminist friendly circles
just close enough for everyone
to hear all respected neighbors
who will not be Othered
Because we are learning,
through this pandemic of anxiety,
to anticipate more than climate floods
and fears,
Both risks
and opportunities,
dissonance
and resonance,
chaotic cacophony
and complex symphony
entrusting our capacity
for resilient health and safety
co-governance.
Not another negative
Business As Sadly Usual
competitive ZeroSum game
of wounded ego-survival
until some future small light day
still dimly hoping for big bright
ecosystemic
polycultural
multicultural win/win robust community
Co-mediation
co-operation
co-invested co-dominions
engaging spring EarthDay celebrations
Of locals feeling active hope
and mutually earned trust
predicting environmental ideas
for healing Earth’s injustices
blighting compassionate
nonviolent communication,
which would be more transparent,
risking tender lights
for growing better humored
kindness
Where silence of executives
administrators
managers
means they are deeply listening
for how we can empower each other
through heartfelt consent
And cold dark silence melts,
no longer resisting Truth
to continue postures
of professional
authoritarian
legalistic
quarterly profit-preserving business
without also recognizing long-term threats
of flooding rivers
and subzero icy windstorms.
Straight white patriarchal privileged
incorporated silence means resistance
to sharing inclusive powers
with autonomously dimming lights
Rather than unveiling
wide and bright kindness moving
away from monocultural
either/or debate,
repressing fears about surviving future floods
fears
and famine
Rather than inclusively hoping
to thrive
with good humored faith
in INTEGRAL MARKERS
of democratic health
calling for this circle
to embrace trust-rebuilding
co-empathic engagement
Feeding
and watering each individual’s strengths
and cooperatively held assets
rather than punishing our weaknesses
of fear and anger,
passive mistrust
and active distrust
Further afflicting executive professional disadvantage,
dissociations
dividing shadows
weapons for continuing
White Patriarchal privileged
and disempowered
and unenlightened
talking Heads of lined up Authority
Speaking down,
darkly withholding honest
well-lit encircling dialogue
about our shared health
interactive safety
compassionate wealth
anticipations through actively
engaging transparent dialogue
While sitting around our annual fire circle
celebrating songs and dances
of green ecofeminist healthy lights
inviting yet another safe spring thaw
Inspiring this engaging light of ours
to let our best divine co-dominion
co-investments shine.
I wonder what happened
to deep metric learning
That The Autocratic Man
who cannot even run his own corporation
to benefit a healthier planet
certainly does not know how
to preside over executive functions,
economically empowering
and politically enlightened,
of a safely co-invested Nation.
I wonder what happened
to deep metric learning
ZeroSum rooted Open,
not Closed,
for interdependent systemic business
and transparent cooperative reflection
Both, together, more culturally resistant,
and organic health resilient,
for cooperative historic dialogue,
For feeding and watering
economic deep learning co-investment
and democratically engaging health
flow across timeless eternity
of Earth’s great transitioning
health is green wealth care
regeneration
As contrasted to Yang-Capital strength
of 1-based Closed
entropic
win/lose
zero-sum systems
Requiring EgoCentric dissonant metric assumptions
that autonomy of Either 1-Me
is full spectral empowered
or 0-We is null
and void
and devoid of potential light,
degeneratively nihilistic.
Patriarchal-Capitalist win/lose metrics
favoring RightWing sufficient strength
to survive our endless fear-mongering
through nationalistic war propaganda
is less optimistic
less important
less healthy
less safe
more risky
less Truth also speaking Power
When LeftBrain rabidly exhausted
with evermore StraightWhite industrialized
patriarchally competitive win/lose evolution
toward loselose devolution
sulks in silent
passive-aggressive
non-resolution
While Win/Win Open Systemic
cooperative compassion
stands aside,
waiting for voices
remembering how
to listen for cooperative empowerment
and not so much competitive
absence of RightBrain
artistic
and humane Both/And
nuanced balance
of EgoRisks
for EcoSystemic
Integral democratic Days
And sleep fulfilling Nights
revisioning co-passionate Charters,
engaging Schools
of healthy democratic thoughts
with feelings
co-empathically astute,
acute Both/And bicameral
contextual intelligence.
I wonder why 1 Positive
strong
systemic
rational Polynomial
still mysteriously equals
double-negative not(not)
dialectically null
and devoid of positive content
0 square rooted polymathic
student-teacher
Actively reflecting
under Earth’s regenerously divine
Bod hisattva healing tree
On and for and of
inside double-binary resonant
polypathic
integrally polymathic
neurally polyvagal
dialectical resilience.
You can count on red-hearted me
to always speak
my stupidest questions.
May we never count
our years of silence
hiding our greenest answers
to questions never mutually voiced.
I gladly promise
to stick my brown foot
in your white privileged mouth.
May we walk together
reassured
our mouths are for healing
and our feet
support health care
compassionate wealth of feelings.
I scandalously vow
to hotly drill you
till you
can’t walk straight.
May we always cherish
our warm passion
for sensually heated sacred spaces
mutually scorching
regenerative impassioned places.
If I were a poor woman
I would dance and sing
through basement boogy woogy bars
all these days and nights
of EarthTribe healthy men
Winning
not measured in applause
but absorbing painful bunions
in glad support
of Earth’s healthiest worn-out pause
Performing songs with peace
inviting massive choirs
composing mother muses,
matriarchs of deeply felt integrity
dancing EarthDay’s cause.
Please don’t be mean to me
Don’t shut me out.
Please be kind to me
Don’t blame me
for all this pain about
Please give me a chance
to dance
to different drums
in dialects dissonant,
unknown.
Bless me with a hug
and not a sharpened shout.
Look me in the eye
and tell me
I am worth your time
in sacred space
here free of fear
in night’s angry doubt-filled place.
Please embrace this dignity,
don’t be mean to me,
Take love’s fearsome risk
in vast integrity;
Please, please don’t shut me out…
Invite me in.