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Primal Voices and Choices

Paranoia feeds on dark roots.
In full bloom, everything and everyone that happens against me
happens for a sinister conspiratorial reason.
This is my felt conjecture,
to which I respond
by struggling against trust
in Other’s monopolistic monocultural Wins,
so I might survive to tolerate
yet another scrappy day of paranoia.

Pronoia feeds on everything and everyone
not out to get me
but more in to let me
happen for a blessed season
with which I am invested to resonate,
including my fair share of struggling with,
but not against,
my WinLose enculturation
so we might thrive to mutually WinWin
yet another multiculturing
polypathic
Beloved Community Way.

This is our primal ecopolitical choice,
Both-And over Either-Or,
made each moment in time’s evolving articulation
deep learning incarnation
of days and nights
within this not-paranoia and not-pronoia
in-between identity,
risk with opportunity
conjectural life.

Conservative LeftBrain Either-Or
sees a bipolar world
of either I am saved
or demonic,
either I am part of the solution
or part of the problem,
either I am True
or I am False,
only pretending to be True
to get you to become False.

Liberating Elder RightBrain Both-And
fluid feelings
multi-sensually engage in a dipolar EarthTribe
in which I experience pronoia on healthy days
and paranoia on more challenging days,
I am an integral and authentic organic part
of EarthTribe’s living win/win resolution
and part of an irreligious ecocidal global problem,

I sometimes feel unconditional warm regard
with peak win/win opportunities to Trust
and usually also feel win/lose risks of MisTrust
and occasionally paranoid panic
with deep dissociative valleys
of shadows
of death,
lose/lose despairing DisTrust.

But, even should this become bipartisan political science,
bicameral neuropsychology,
bilaterally conjectured co-intelligence,
let us not delude ourselves into a hypnotic state of academic neutrality,
ambivalently pretending either choice is equally healthy,
when ecocidal outcomes are so clearly etched in patriarchal bones
of troubling dissociative history.

Love’s mutual promise clearly points toward evolutions
embracing elegant polyculturally resonant
healthy democratic systems furthering win/win wealth,
while paranoid fundamentalist God v Man terror
degenerates toward further traumatic pathology,
afraid of our own anthro-suprema-cast
dark blaming mind v shameful body

Conjecturing fundamentally irreligious
punishing
paranoid shadows.

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RightWing Answers Without LeftWing Questions

“There ain’t no answer. There ain’t going to be any answer. There never has been an answer. That’s the answer.” Gertrude Stein

Because there ain’t no question.
There ain’t going to be any question.
There never has been a question.
That’s the question,
why isn’t that obvious?

Because there ain’t no answer.
There ain’t gonna be no answer.
Never was an answer.
That’s my answer.
Because I’m always right!

Empathy challenges grow active curiosity for asking Why.
Trust responds with mind’s open multisensory search
for understanding
Because?…

Antipathy grows WhyNot win/lose answers,
prejudiced against investing in open questions.

Deeply learned distrust responds with lose/lose anxiety,
anger,
anticipating heated discommunication–
exclusively receiving pathological answers
to questions not ecologically asked

Because positive co-relationship is not for me,
of me,
by me,
with me,
like me,
in me,
near me–
nearly universal negative assumption strings of mutual disregard,
escalating,
too often going ballistic,
immunity to open bilateral communication.

CoEmpathic love evolves body chemistry inviting Why and WhyNot.
Trust empowers receptive questions
actively hoping for resonant win/win resolving answers

Typically leading to further resilient reiterations,
refining trusted answers
to more open communing questions.

Pathological discommunication
ruminates actively distrustful feelings
provoking viciously closed
darkly unanswerable loss of desire
for sacred EarthTribe communion

Because there ain’t no question.
There ain’t going to be any question.
There never has been a question
that I am democratically left
to assume your republican right
to give self-righteous non-answers
to my actively distrusting non-questions

Just like any other dysfunctional
disintegrating couple.

And yet,
and yet
I can re-member
a preverbal indigenous wisdom
spacious time

When “In God We Trust”
respected a deeply primal
panentheistic integrity

A non-dueling sacred communion
between monotheistic SunGod’s trusted pleasure
enlightening quests
and polytheistic EarthGaian deeply co-empathic
fertile
grace-empowering
respectively responsive
inter-religious answers

In compassionately benign contrast
to a more LeftBrain/RightWing verbally dominant discommunication
like
“There ain’t no answer.
There ain’t going to be any answer.
There never has been an answer.
That’s the answer.”

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ReWeaving EarthTribal Peace

Radicals of PostMillennial Zeroism,
like Fundamental PreMillennial Taoism:

YangMind,
severed from YinBody,
falsely promises
unmitigated monopolistic political omniscience
and monotheistic economic omnipotence.

YinBody becomes spiritualized-denatured
empty womanized
invisibly purged
recessed
depressed
repressed
suppressed
voiceless
powerless,
eco-normatively absent
lacking positive nutritional flow trends,
panentheistically dormant.

Just as Holonic Spirit/Nature abhors vacuums of appositionality,
insides divorced from outsides,
there is no such physical dipolar divide
as either of these bipolar metaphysical extremes
might imagine

just as there is no such thing as Yang MindSpace
without YinBody’s bilaterally evolving sensations
of not ANGRYpast and not FEARFULfuture
panentheistically omnipresent -(-0)
co-passionateMind/pleasureBody
peace-full NowTime +/- 1
midway in-between
polymathic polynomial equity.

And, their divinely humane ecopolitical stage
balances MidWay Wu Wei
issuing advent of M.L. King’s (et. al.)
non-violent powers of love

Beloved Climaxing CoPassionate Community/Communication,
Health/Wealthy Indigenous Wisdom Family,
organic/sacred EarthTribal Peace,
and any other polypathic/polyvagal
eco/neuro-logical
bilateral YANGformation YINflowing system
we might care to nondualistic bicameral wealthyMIND
and polyculturally healthyBODY
co-arise together

Like a primal positive
peaceful co-relationship
between monotheistic FatherSun’s enlightenment
and panentheistic EarthMother’s empowerment

Renewing
reconnecting
reweaving
re-ligioning

wealthy plutocratic YangMind’s
sacred omniscience
healthy democratic YinBody’s
organic omnipotence

Regenerating
bicamerally nondualistic omnipresence

RePresenting a choice
deeply felt within each Sage/Muse soul
between win/lose 0-sum Business As Usual,
continuing irreligious anthropocentric retributive wars,
or re-ligious EarthTribe
restoring win/win
+1 = -(-0) polynomial peace:

For both Radicals of PostMillennial Zeroism
and Fundamentalists of PreMillennial Taoism

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Cooperative Bicameral Congress

If Yang is tea,
Yin is water.

If Yang is a vulnerable yolk,
Yin is a polyculturing transparent embryo.

If Yang is a sage ego,
Yin is a musecological body.

If Yang is fire,
Yin is air.

If Yang says Goodbye or Hello,
Yin feels Aloha.

If Yang is a convex mountain,
Yin is a concave river valley.

If Yang is a community,
Yin is communication.

If Yang is a sacred community,
Yin is re-ligious communication.

If Yang is Earth,
Yin is our Solar System.

If Yang is our enlightening FatherSun,
Yin is our empowering EarthMother.

If Yang is monotheistically sacred,
Yin is panentheistically organic.

If Yang wakes polycultured
crown polypathic Me,
Yin urges multiculturally inter-religious
root systemic We.

If Yang is inter-religious metaphysics
Yin is polyculturing environmental physics.

If Yang is 1,
Yin is 0.

If Yang is penetrative male,
Yin is receptive wombanist.

If Yang explicates future win/lose fear,
Yin implicates angry lose/lose past

If Yang explicates win/lose patrimony,
Yin implicates win/win matrimony.

If Yang explicates
universal messianic salvation,
Yin implicates
unitarian bodhisattva co-redemption.

If Yang restores EarthJustice
Yin re-ligions GlobalPeace

If Yang is 1 HumanSpirit,
Yin is 0 DivineNature

If Yang is welcoming Mind,
Yin is well-being Body.

If Yang explains compassion,
Yin implies pleasure.

If Yang is wisdom-forming Tea,
Yin is musical flowing Water.

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IrReligious MisEducation

S/he is controversially counter-cultural

And yet,
MotherEartha defensively claims,
not so:

We grow trans-regenerational
transubstantiating substances
and subjects
to integrate more sacredly organic

Positive passions
re-connecting
re-membered past peak
pleasures restoring universal EarthJustice
and unitarian EarthMother peace.

I stand before you today
not to bury every conservative re-ligion
but to praise our natural SunGod history.

Rising from East
and setting West
indigenous mystery traditions,
re-ligiously enlightening experience
has always defended human longing
to more resiliently remain
in sacred peaceful relationship
with divine gifts
of enlightening communication
and empowering relationships.

Felt joy
mindful peace
and all fruits of holy
holonic
whole EarthMother Spirit

Symbiosis
synergetic body pleasures
consilient mind passions.

Authentic re-ligious communication plays
a win/win liberating role
within any polyculturally healthy democracy

Built on trust in positive
humane-spirit/divine-body nonduality
resonant communion experience.

Religion is culture’s project
to engage integrity’s passion-mind/pleasure-body potential

Not only for individual human persons,
not only for individual nations,
not only for democratically engaging societies

But
for all Earth’s interdependent web
of reconnecting
reweaving
restorative
re-ligiously transcendent integrity.

Religion
enhances polycultural wokeness
passionate awe
healthy wonder
passion/pleasure
to experience integrity’s potential communication
between human development
and SunGod’s divinely resilient peace,
one liturgical day
in revolving seasonal time.

And here
I pause to include re-communicating opportunity
for those,
like We,
whose YangGod of transcendent Love
is also Yintegral MotherEarth
of immanent pantheistic compassion,
timeless resilience,
spacious resonance

Win/win green-graced tears
without win/lose reddened fears
when we speak this language
of neuropsychology
and polyvagally therapeutic
re-associative health care.

Now, turning to a darker side
of RightWing dissociative
irreligious
desecrating secularization
of authentically integral re-ligious expression

Fundamentalism
is an abstract metaphysical word
that has lost its fundamental SunGod roots
in profoundly polycultural co-passion/pleasure
enlightenment.

“Fundamentalism”
has become an agent of irreligious apartheid
advocating restrictive monotheistic conformity
to LeftBrain verbally dominant texts
written
institutionally redacted
translated and reinterpreted
in monoculturing royalist traditions
of their patriarchal clergy time
and cathedral insider spaces.

Fundamentalism
is a secularizing
severing
apartheid
dissociative attack
fundamentally AGAINST
authentically integral re-ligious communication
and education

Rooted in neurosystemic passion/pleasures
we can only positively and peacefully integrate
within each present
continuously organic
love-life moment.

Fundamentalism,
including evangelical monotheism,
is anti-gospel
and profoundly inaccessible
to all organic creatures,
sacred creations,
not LeftBrain verbally dominant.

Our non-verbal
non-violent sons and daughters
could never experience HolySpirit fruits

Love
Joy
Peace
compassionate SunGod Understanding
Patience
Kindness
Gentleness
Faithfulness
Charity
Generosity
could not be manifest
in Elder RightBrain prominent populations
if the scripted constraints of evangelicalism
were authentically the one ReligiousRight Way
toward experiencing human/divine relationship.

Divinely inspired written instructions
are neither necessary
nor sufficient
to appreciate SunGod’s radically inclusive grace.

These positive feelings
and empowering Elder neurosystemic experiences
of resonant relationships
fill resilient communication days
of all non-LeftBrain abled species
and, perhaps, musical nights
without fright.

Evidence
perhaps explaining
why Evangelical “Christians”
and monotheistic fundamentalists
of all irreligious anthrosupremacist dogmas
are NOT known
“by their love for one another”
but by their active distrust
against polycultural
and polytheistic Others;
a reputation of pastor-induced
blindly patriarchal
miseducated
narrow-minded
short-sighted
autocratic triumphalism.

The damage that irreligious
LeftBrain dominant literalism
gracelessly perpetuates
against any remaining healthy peak experiences
of positive compassion-mind/pleasure-bodies,
including life-loving EarthMother’s sacred body,
is terrifying systemic RightWing trauma,
and irreligiously wrong,
missing SunGod’s enlightening mark.

We are angry
and horrified
about ecocide,
rapacious Earth-matricide,
about rabid anthrosupremacy
about evangelistic bullying
about spreading fear

absence of pleasure
and positive compassion
and hope for empowering sacred Peace,
or even deeply meaningful communication
between humane minds
and divinely co-invested
interdependent
inter-religious Bodies.

And yet,
even more demonically devastating,
those ensnared in fundamental blindness
to our cooperatively engaging inter-religious
EarthMother healthcare project
of re-engaging interdependent communications
(not apartheid discommunications)
are among Earth’s most lonely
emotionally impoverished
and self-isolating victims
of active internal dissonance
and external distrust,
leading to disrapturous global despair.

If our “religious” beliefs
suggest that we have more spiritual intelligence
and are aware of more divine inspiration
than a healthy happy puppy,
or a lily in a field,
or a sparrow

Then we have gone very dogmatically,
anthropocentrically,
and irreligiously
astray

which is neither humanely compassionate
nor divinely pleasant.

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HIStory Lessons

Testosterone performance history
shows great narcissistic
straight male supremacist
empire-building

Empirically right-justified
just sacred war apartheid
RightHand verbal
male scribe dominant
religious HIStory writers

HerStory defensive
offensive bipolar
oppositionally defiant risk

MonoTheistic colonizing missions
disassociating AnthroSupremacism
from Holy Nature/Spirit
AngryRight/FearfulLeft
dipolar appositional

Testosterone AnthroMind v Estrogen EarthBodies
dispassionately misogynistic

Cognitive brights v Intuitive nights,
verbal logos Historian v nonverbal mythos HerStory
of systemic trauma dominant/recessive
depressive dissonance

Failure to strong synergy survive
as if Earth’s nondualistic
nonverbal energy
for short-term
discontinuously enlightened sperm strength
could resiliently thrive
without long-term
continuously empowering egg integrity

As if
nonviolent indigenous wisdom
could have resonantly imagined
divine SunFather light unborn
without wounding pregnant
sacred EarthMother
empowering energetic light
and synergetic power,
bicamerally co-intelligent
religiously co-binding
Yang/YintegrityStories

As if testosterone alone
could give birth to generous estrogen
as Mothers reincarnate both Yang-formed Sons
and Yin-flow Daughters

Both Osiris historic light
producing energetic poles
and Re her-story night
engaging synergetic holes

MonoTheistic enlightened YHWH
western dusk born
of PolyTheistic empowering
eastern dawn HolonicSpirit

FatherSun enlightened unilateral mind
cherishing MotherEarth empowering bilateral bodies
made of panentheistic sacred/organic communion
of TestosteronePassion/EstrogenPleasure

Wo/man wu-wei depolarizing
epic cisgender political narratives
of love lives
won humane testosterone sung
and divinely dancing estrogen lost
religiously reweaving
bi-partisan reconnecting
polyamorous gain.

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SunDay Before Selection

I asked my drab dressed Sabbath Teacher,
Who do you think Jesus would vote for?

As was her way
even today
she had her querulous say,
What would Jesus do?

He would ask,
and so should all of you,

Is this a loving
kind thing
to do
or not do?

Is this a loving
caring relationship
to continue,
to widen
and deepen,
to feed health,
to breed safe natural beauty wealth?

I was nearly asleep
by the time she sing-songed her predictable
faith-based dance
through the litany
of Jesus begat HealthyLove
when she delivered that last
politically curious line.

What would Jesus do
or not do
to feed and breed safe
natural
beautiful
and truly resilient wealth?

How would Jesus vote
or not vote
to feed and breed
neurosystemically resonant
resiliently sacred
peace communion wealth?
Might be how my SocialPsychology Preacher
would LeftBrain think to ask

How will each bipartisan win/win candidate
vote
or not vote,
act
or not act,
speak
or stay silent,
to feed and breed
neurosystemically healthy,
cooperative neuro-diverse wealthy,
compassionate verbal
and nonverbal CommunioNation?

Is this a loving
caring
kind vote
for healthy neurosystemic relationships
to win/win grow,
to continue to feed sacred enlightenment
and breed consensexual
passion/pleasure
Left/Right
bicamerally intelligent empowerment?

Which is maybe
what my dour Sabbath Teacher
was hoping to feed and breed
on that last class
before transparently vulnerable selection
to widen EarthTribe’s
safe
natural
beauty enlightened CommonWealth,
and deepen
neurosystemically spiritual
empowering
panentheistic health

Well sung
and wellness danced,
liberally enlightened
and conservatively empowered,
left and win/win right
into my Jesus-informed
trauma-free voting booth.

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Ferry Beach Fairy TransFormation

What did I take away
from summer camp?

Not COVID
this year,
nor the clap.

But, instead
a more resilient health
of authentic sacred wealth

TransFormative dance
singing integrity’s great
synergetic
bromance.

Polyphonic men
mind and body embracing
polypathic gods
re-imaging goddesses
engaging all us in-between
communal transubstantiations.

My own spirited mind
and strong natured body transmutation
has not been solely limited by Others’
lack of win/win imagination

But also,
perhaps primarily
and primally,
by my own win straight mind
lose queer body trauma story,
His-poled v Her-holed history

Mind blaming
and body shaming
Left hemisphere’s lack
of co-passioned pleasuring
Right-now transcendent
peak co-experienced mystery

More resiliently inquiring–
What transformative longing
does bromance take away
from summer’s sacred belonging
mind and body camp?

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NonViolent Musicians

When he speaks
transparently
he feels co-passionate
as long as s/he appears
to vulnerably listen

Without Me v We risks
of retributive judgment
when he aims
to restore cultures
and climates of peace
through win/win reassessment

Which may be why
music feels easier to sing
resonantly
when compassionate audiences
dance along
resiliently

Brilliantly co-empathic
indigenous community communion rituals
of peak and valley love stories

Natural/spiritual wisdom circles
as old as
universally enlightened mind space
unfolding/refolding
unitarian empowering body time.

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Dancing While Singing

Dancing minds
free singing bodies

Dancing bodies
reserve singing minds.

Minds find faith in wealthy
blue-sky synergy
where bodies have experienced hope
for sacred EarthTribe’s
healthiest green integrity.

Whether we feel we must invest
in cooperative minds
invoking compassionate
sacred bodies

Or think we might best divest
of competitive degenerating bodies
provoking dispassionate minds

Is an unnatural “loser”
shaming invoice
leaving a still small crack
enlightening a healthier political voice
and neuro-sensexual choice
inviting wealthy spiritual rejoice

In wealthy dancing minds
liberating soulful singing bodies
conservatively enhancing
healthy singing minds.

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