I think,
therefore I am
Feeling we are
touching on
what we sometimes
more brilliantly think
and sing
and dance
reconnecting trust
together
More than apart
when I feel alone
on my best days
of solitary reflection
And downright lonely
during my worst nights
of combative thinking
Not so much feeling
safe as I am
Because we were,
and ever shall be,
co-arising polypathic
EarthTribe.
What is this thing
called mortal love?
Yet not a Thing
at all
At least a Relationship,
Which, of course,
requires two or more
to adore-fully dance
or, divorcing,
fall
Back into Earth’s green ball
planting and replanting health
without one sign to recall
LeftBrain conserving dominance
preserving StraightWhiteMale prominence
throughout his-story’s clumsy appall
Peace brokers wondering,
How grows this integrity,
felt immortal passion
not not mortally unknown
after bodies
and before spirits
good health natured
co-arising All
These sacred relationships
for Earth’s immortal love
in one dynamic place,
passions springing forth
toward warm best known
recall.
I need to know
if you have seen
or heard anything from me
or about me
that would cause you to hesitate
to hire me full-time
for the next sex worker
and spiritual director
and financial co-investor
position
Opening up
on your personal
and political empowerment team.
I would also like to know
if you have seen and heard,
tasted and smelled,
felt and touched
anything positive
compelling
engaging about me
That would discourage you
from firing me
from my current part-time position
enabling your fears of losing me
to some better
bigger
more powerful,
possibly even somewhat more enlightened
and less angry,
narcissist.
Communication among organic creations
of sacred EarthMother
are overwhelmingly rooted
in nonverbal
nonviolent communion
Complex evidence of things
within relationships of feeling
and touch,
creatures seen
and heard,
smelled
and tasted,
cognitive awareness of purpose
and intuitive integrity
for meaningful
sacred smooth mindfulness
We are, together,
at our best,
on and in and for and of
Earth’s best solidarity day,
compassionate communion
of verbalized humane purposes
and nonverbal divine meaning.
CoPassionate nonverbal communion
turns movement into dance,
reincarnates muses into instruments
of recreative music,
evokes birdsong joy
and pensive grey mourning,
shushes ebbing and inhaling surf,
murmurs in babbling brooks
of suffering speaking servants.
Nonverbal communion
does not bring evidence
for falsely claimed risks
against democratic health.
Sacred integrity
proposes a good faith alternative
to zero-sum
win-lose competitive
compromised trust.
Earth’s meaningful
richly resonant
robustly resilient organic Tribes
nonverbally know
regeneratively believe
feel with full cultural integrity
Our univocally shared economic need
to advance ecologically healthy opportunity
While minimizing unwealthy
unwise political disempowering risks
to this profoundly communing
living
regenerative planet
with verbal and nonverbal persons
quieter plants
and all sentient
organically communicating
beings becoming
True purposive effects
and Beautiful
meaningful yet nonverbal
causes felt
as sacred needed
and positively wanted
co-passionate communion.
Wanting to not be alone
is not always the same
as wanting to speak with someone.
Sometimes
being with someone
also feels like being here
and listening now
nurturing source for each Other,
Non-coincidental Me
evolving toward
co-incident WeView identity
Sometimes in fear
and sometimes in courageous curiosity,
in sickness and in health,
in serious doubt
and in playful dialogue,
in physical troubles and in spiritual wealth,
in competition and in cooperation,
in silence and within chatty talk therapy,
in separation and in synergy,
in solitude
and in compassionate solidarity
Wanting to not be alone
and yet needing to deeply listen
for emerging peace.
Lately,
I too often experience
anger begets anger
to also remember
love begets love.
This same appositional binary
appears in retributive criminal justice codes
culturally outweighing
restorative EarthJust climates
of healthcare giving
is also wellness receiving.
Our criminal justice codes
are designed to hurt
and disempower
oppositionally defiant individuals,
greedy
ego-self-righteous
Takers,
Terror capitalized
Otherers,
Rapists
with rapid-fire militarized
Take Up PatriarchalCapitalist Arms
against Motherers,
Angry
and coldly calculating
Murderers,
Enslavers
Addictors
Hate Preachers,
And their neglected
mental/spiritual unhealthy
Followers
Often with police
or military commodified retaliation histories
speaking in Wins
for Good Straight WhiteMale privilege
so must Lose
Other rivalrous voices
Blind to win/win restorative peace
and EarthJustice
Where compassion begets potential
for growing cooperatively held
compassion
through nonviolent communication
Verbal
and nonverbal,
secularly spoken
and sacredly felt,
ecologically healthy
and theologically wealthy
polyculturing communion.
Anger,
fear,
and hate speak harm
where unconditional regard
listens for healthcare giving
and receiving reciprocity,
for love,
for compassionate win/win healing
EgoCenters
living in organic EcoSystems.
Passionate anger
is not an intrinsic evil
nor does immature selfishness
always lead to egocentric greed
and hoarding
and aggression
sourcing original win/lose sins
of dark oppression
and disempowering violence.
Anger and greed and fear
are daily warnings
that our nationalistic
PatriarchalCapitalist cultural road
to internal health
and external peace
is more likely
through lovely PolyCultural Communion healing.
Sacred Earth Communion
may begin by simply taking a breath
to remember rainbow ecosystemic synergy
of humane light
shaping divinely synergetic powers
Just as anger begets anger
and retributive punishing
abusive and neglectful marginalizing,
dissociative wounding
monotheistic supremacist
DualDark inside/outside Systems
So too compassion and nonviolent deep listening
for win/win healing possibilities
for mind, inside
and body, outside
mental/spiritual health care
for egos still actively hoping
ecosystemic resonantly resilient
wealthy relationships
will restore interpersonal justice
through nonviolent communication
Transparently
and vulnerably communicating
reflections of a rainbow stopping traffic
to recall fleeting light perfections
of Earth’s health empowering peace.
Forgiveness,
like trust
and repentance
and the salvation of heroes
slowly getting back up,
Forgiveness,
of Other
and others
and self,
Forgiving
is not instant,
like a package of oatmeal
or grits,
because growing
and regrowing trust
is a process,
like growing flowers,
blossoming in their
and our own
best time for resilience,
regeneration,
restoring beauty
and peace
Forgiveness,
like repentance
and the win/win salvation of souls,
isn’t all or nothing,
except in those climatic moments
of anger,
when it is nothing,
and except in those climatic moments
of joy,
when it is all
When we are fully engaged
in trusting this place
investing this time
within win/win EarthTribe
mundane sacramental life
Just right
for getting back up
What’s left
for giving Other
yet another chance
to not screw us up.
No one loves alone,
sings EarthMother Muse.
No individual person
no isolated incorporation
or musical composition,
No monoculturing society,
No individual nation
or religious denomination,
No Father’s WhiteTheistic
Orthodox
ChosenPeople Church
or SinFree Synagogue
or Patriarchal Mosque
or Black Lives Assembly,
No transcendently triumphant Kingdom Hall
lives inside health resonantly
while outside remains entirely wealthy
with runaway dissonant loneliness,
despair
depression
oppression
suppression,
lack of multiculturally systemic impression
Neglecting cognitive opportunity
to grow deep intuitive feelings
of integrity
Loving inside EarthPower
and outside Heaven’sLight
resiliently
BiPartisan bilaterally
ego/ecosystemic brilliantly
Panentheistic holonic spirited
democratically
universally co-enlightened Left
co-empowering RightBrain wealthier expressions
of Earth’s polypathic Muse
Fusing and fuguing
toward polyphonic songs of synergy
found in healthy incorporated bodies
anticipating curiously communal
wealthy win/win minds.
When you give your body
proficient time
Your mind will hope
to lickety-split
complete our rhythmic
resonant
reasoned
just right…
EarthMother sacred psalms
invoke reconstructive words
and loving deeds
With Her Sun of universal peace
and unitarian justice
for all living
forgiving Creation,
and not Just Us
Who are anything but Other
co-evolving meaning
with sacred HolySpirits,
from biophilic womb
through necrophilic tomb
back to womb
sacredly again repurposing
secular mind embodied
static states of short-term health
relonging for ecstatic stirring
long-term wealth
Wherein even straight White male bodies
systemically appreciate more sustainable peaks
of win/win experience
unflat
unstraight
unwhite
unmale
empowering RightBrain wealthy
enlightening minds
Capable of meaningful passion
for purposeful
and cost-effective
religious passion
invoking sacred exhaled words
Inhaling intelligence
unstraight
unwhite
ecowomanist
warm wombing ways
Restoring Earth’s natural justice
through nonviolently peaking communication
Invoking sacred speak experience memories
communing green
and blue
and even nonreactive red
Peace
Mind embodied purposeful
mental/spiritual
biophilic passions
conjoining healthcare
natural spirited
soulful timeless fashions.
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