I lay to waste
Earth-centered
omnisciently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
questing enlightened faith
Wasting Anthro-centered
wealthy sacred life,
overindulging Ego-preoccupied
healthy organic lust
Wasting Ego-healing opportunities
for Earth-centered healthy love,
greedily grabbing for immortality
Laying to waste
Earth-centered
omnipotently questioning life,
overindulging Anthro-preoccupied
power questing fame
Wasting Anthro-recentering
wealthy organic life.
What would we need to know
about coming correctly to an EarthWisdom Party
if we were wanting to attend a cooperatively hosted party?
Well speaking for myself,
and I guess probably my extended at-risk family
of “failure-to-thrive” relatives and friends and neighbors,
certainly including polar bears and turtles
and frogs and mother-trees
Although I hesitate
to put my words in Other’s nutrition-consuming mouths,
or share my feelings about Other’s nutrition-producing root systems
I do so hope our cooperatively held agenda
works with compassionately communing
healthy wealth care
So we are all transparently clear
we do not work, or party,
dispassionately disinforming
pathologically impoverishing
climatic EarthFoolish uncaring
outrageous partisan competitions
Hosting,
instead of ghosting,
outrageously anthropocentric competitions
in consumer rape
and labor pillage parties.
Unfortunately,
some of us seem to already be too EarthPassion bereft
to transform these desecrating pathologies
we are compassionately against
Not really party-planning adept
with cooperatively co-invested refinements
of Earth’s health-wise wealth,
which we are all neurosystemically endowed
to get down boogie for.
That historically said,
and mysteriously unsaid,
I believe we all might,
in some deep meaningful layer of wokeness,
long for nurturing invitations
to cooperative economic
and political health-work parties
for playing Win ecological pleasure
to Win anthropological passionate
co-invested treasure games.
For someone who feels so hesitant to speak and sing and dance
co-invested with others,
I certainly do invest a lavish amount
of self-indulgent nonparty time
not transparently
and vulnerably
responding to this EarthWisdom Party
preparation question
Too distracted, perhaps,
by chronic EarthClimate trauma
to reconsider who is most often excluded
from active hope
to become more cooperatively co-invested
in EarthMother’s indigenous healthcare wisdom party.
Love grows easier to EarthWise cooperative party play
WinWin bicamerally fusing
flowing AnthroMind liberating
EarthBody conserving
co-passionate pleasure
No EarthWise Party bodhisattva
becomes optimally prepared
for full sacred mind invitation
until every breathing player wins
EarthGaia’s abundantly integrative potential
for democratic body health.
Qualities of empowering
and too often disempowering time
lurk within quantities of Yang
spatially in-forming
Yintegrally ex-flowing out
co-empathic peace-full powers.
We are organic eco-climates
sometimes
thriving summers
other times surviving winters,
qualities of sacred ego-cultures
praying for,
while preying on,
rich quantities of composting Earth’s co-relational powers
over EgoSelf v EcoOther’s underpassing
overpassing Self /Other’s WePowers against
monotheistic global powers
except within panentheistic quality time’s
passing-on poly-empathic healing powers
Not toxic qualities of maladaptive loss
and monoculturally addictive waste,
pain and irreligious dispassion
atheistic anxiety and monolithic anguish
fear and anger
bad and mad
organically sad Anthropocene neglect
and desecrating ecocidal abuse
While anticipating more regenerate Great Transition qualities
more positively AnthroPassion/EarthPleasure
wealth-liberating Mind inside health-conserving Body
crown/root hypnotically therapeutic
bipartisanly democratic
win/win co-empathic
Universal-Me/Unitarian-We dipolarities
are not MonoMe v PolyThee bipolarities
Appositional EitherPositive/OrNegative
LeftHemisphere verbal integrity
within paradoxical Both/And RightHemisphere nonverbally engaging
prescient WinWiseMind/WinOrganicBody
sacred/organic co-intelligent feelings
SageWise enticing and MuseIntegrity seductive
wealthy-passion/healthy-pleasure quality time
opportunities to heal Anthro-monoculture
v Earth-polyclimate win v lose competitions
with co-empowering AnthroMind/EarthBody promise
disempowering neuro- v eco-systemic trauma risk.
WinWin profoundly democratizing opportunity
and WinLose AnthroCapitalizing
less religiously organic Gaian health
while pursuing DivineGrace v HumanDisgrace addiction
to more desecrating
disorganizing
bipolarizing chaotic pursuit
of autocratically paranoid
AnthroPrivileged all-consuming wealth
Destroying yin-quality
mindfully revolving sacred climates
yang-quantitatively spacious
polyculturing organic cultures
co-arising +0/-(-1) co-binding
co-empathic thought/felt
+1Yangiversal/-(-0)Yinitarian
taoist paradoxical enlightenment
Empowering indigenously organic
prodigiously re-ligious
bicamerally co-intelligent
nondualism
Pronoia’s democratizing MotherGaia
-(-0) Unitarian HypoThesis
decapitalizing over-investment in
Paranoia’s autocratizing FatherGod
+1 Universal MonoThesis.
Good Humors Create Healers
Electing and selecting humorless weaponed officials
to legislate and administer laws
empowering challenged and challenging
unarmed natures,
is like expecting a rabid rattlesnake
to advocate with and for patience,
understanding through calming and merciful listening,
to apply active love’s curiously empathic trust,
which no just law, or logical practice thereof, could prohibit.
The truth of complex situations,
so necessary to uncover for wise application of our ethical codes
for economic and political behaviors,
is best accessed by vulner-ability
to co-empathic trust,
active listening,
Basic Win/Win Anticipation,
as is intelligent paradoxical humor.
Loss of humor’s appositional equanimity
is an ominous spiritual v natural sign
Yet another rabidly riled-up,
not yet cooled-down, rattlesnake
with too much “healthiest defense
is a massively wealthy offense”
post-traumatic neurosystemic intelligence.
If you are feeling like delivering toxic venom,
rather than inviting kindness in return,
then probably best and brightest
to stay home
and curl up on a warm rock.
Hard-hearted victimization intent
to neglect and abuse,
marginalize and criminalize, others
is not softened or redeemed
by anything less or more than orthopraxis of loving kindness
with a good-humored smile, as possible,
without someone thinking you are up to something devious.
Pronoia’s comedy is most effective therapeutic drama
when transparently co-responding
to the co-empathic paradox
of paranoia’s tragically triggered trauma.
Those who expect citizens to behave civilly,
best mentor what they would optimally hope to see
on our FlashMob singing streets
and not MassMurder flinging roads
and life’s Competing Business As Usual highways
and bad rumored conspiracy byways.
Front-line customer service to those suspected,
or even known,
to struggle with bad-sad-mad humored tendencies,
cannot be optimally effective
by treating them to further misdemeanors of humorless
unglad
cold-blooded
unsym-pathetic
systemic winner v loser
0-sum paranoid rabidity.
Are you in our shared health-humored busyness?
or in our too much anger/fear pathological business,
or, paradoxically, both?
If both,
which direction seems to bring you,
and the rest of us,
economically wealthier ecological,
and healthier political,
resilient relationship outcomes?
I would love to anticipate more good humored officials
(and clergy)
for multiculturally transformative public health
and become less anxious
about officious nests
of reformative rattlesnakes
threatening venomous rabidity
of bad-sad-mad humored pathology.
I am aware
we have a growing conservative academic position
that political science
becomes too didactic for scientific neutrality
when political scientists are too pro-liberating democracy
v pro status-quo theocracy,
plutocracy,
autocracy,
kleptocracy, etc.
too delusionally enthusiastic about economic
and sociological
and neurological health meritocracy
too positive about win/win co-empathic trust
as our best and brightest eco-political polypath
toward subjectively advocating for:
polytheistic/monotheistic co-liberating faith
polyculturally positive hope
and resonantly polyphonic love.
It does seem that this conservative political skepticism
bites the liberal education system that has fed them,
put probably uncontaminated food on their deregulation tables,
paid their gated suburban mortgages.
As conservative academic views
Trumpian turn toward military-industrialized advocacy
of second amendments to a better dead
than not-red constitution
for national corporate monoculturing greed
and irreligiously anthropocentric monotheism
I nervously notice that patriarchal conservation
of straight-western-white corporate
monocultural colonizing traditions
have become rather too comfortable
with a disempowering and unenlightened monstrous
win/lose 0-sum evolutionary survival hypothesis
that therapeutic and medicinal sciences best remain neutral
about climates and cultures of healthcare,
compassionate kindness,
and neurosystemic win/win peace,
while growing rabidly dissociative tolerance
for conserving anthro-entitled pathologies
such as divesting of international healthcare
environmental safety
secure and effective home and life prosperity
and vaccinated domestic defense systems.
My idea of scientific neutrality takes a Positive Psychology position
that terrorism and fascism and racism,
like narcissism and anthropocentrism and nihilism
and monoculturing patriarchal anti-feminism
and monopolistic winner takes all capitalism
And other forms of neurosystemic
and ecosystemic trauma,
no longer seem political-choice neutral
about effective and healthy governance
when conservative educators and advocates
are choosing peaceful and non-toxic residential climates
and cooperative family co-investment economies
and federal/state cooperative tax revenue associations.
Exceptions to this win/win co-governance golden rule
might be political and economic scientists
who enjoy teaching
while parenting macho-tyranny within their own troubling
autocratic fear- and anger-mongering homes
plutocratically gated neighborhoods
dysfunctional polarized school boards
and disturbing town non-dialogical non-councils.
Truly objective political health standards
can be explored and discovered through subjective neutrality
and yet conclude that nihilism
is not an effective neurosystemic governance strategy
just as denialism
cannot achieve efficient ecosystemic stewardship capacity.
I look forward to a more cooperatively graced
co-intelligent bicameral meritocracy
nominating and electing
and rewarding and preferentially selecting
effective democratic healthcare scientists
co-passionate policy designers
religious and public sector leaders
of polyculturing inside/outside climate therapies
Having win/win engaged bipartisan kindness
isn’t win/lose apartisan meanness,
and presented a well-documented commitment
to co-empathic liberating-mind/conserving-body nondual trust
in therapeutic evolutionary merits
(not devolutionary demerits)
of neurosystemic co-operative enlightening
and ecosystemic empowering
woke up political consciousness.
This is a revised version of a piece published in a poetry anthology a few years ago. I have added an ecocide-prevention perspective to the original suicide-prevention focus.
When trauma lurks
with upper hand,
To know loss
is to fear death
of much-loved reputation
and taxing self-respect.
When therapy
lends Her feminist sway
to know
and co-invest in life
is to predict
and cherish waxing love.
For both these reasons,
we send a significantly wrong message
of blame the victim
when we post public health messages
like “Suicide is preventable”
Which is no more
or less true
than Systemic Trauma is
and is not preventable
within one anthropological
LeftBrain verbally dominant
monoculturally ecocidal lifetime,
or one healthy democratic trust relationship,
one compassionate communication PolyCulturing Story,
one encircling EnLightenMind/EmPowerBody
resiliently brilliant
resonantly elegant
polyamorous and possibly pantheistic
naked native Nature
sacred/organic
win/win narrative
Matrimonially prophesying,
When trauma lurks
with upper dissociative
and irreligiously patriarchal
right-handed fist,
To know mental depression
body-shaming repression
cognitive oppression
intuitive suppression
is to fear comprehensive
fight or flight
and critically frenzied frozen events
of neurosystemic,
and now also ecosystemic,
loss.
When therapy
lends EarthMother’s feminist sway
to know resonant win/win integrity
reconnecting healthy life’s
most resiliently wealthy impressions
is to predict patriotic trust
and matriotic safety,
animus penetrating truth
and anima receptive beauty,
expressive cognitive compassion
and impressive intuitive pleasure
Win/win thriving respite
from ego- and eco-distempered,
win/lose survivalist,
dissociatively irreligious,
RightWing dominant trauma history
To fully rekindle compassion’s
wealth embodied laughter
health mindful listening
EarthMother Muse lustery
Organic passion’s sacramental
deep erotic governing
exotically orgasmic
pleasure mystery.
When anthro-privileged consumers
of massive monotheistic miscommunications
replace faith in compassionate StatesMen
and bipartisan StatesWomen
with vainglorious hope
for straight white supremacist BusinessMen
Then what might have been a healthy
polycultural democracy
has now become just another nationalistic
monoculturing kleptocracy.
Sacred EarthMother
does not define
what matriarchal yin Beauty is,
and yet S/He seems to refine
what patriarchal yang Ugly is not.
I woke up this morning
wondering where I was last night
when this morning,
a glint in my mind,
before wandering how I last got home
here from last night
again
Hoping
without probable gumption
maybe if I figured transport out
and in
I might have a clue about why
I woke up yesterday morning
wondering where I would end up last night
And just before last night’s end
when this morning couldn’t yet answer
any endtime circling questions
I wondered how I arrived
at this tomorrow
differently
and the ecocidal same
Approaching win/win play
and avoiding win/lose AnthroSupremacist work
Before becoming fully present
to yesterday’s disempowering promise
once curiously engaging
resilient win/win more
Sacred listening nighttime deeper
and multicultural trauma-prevention
daylight wider
long-term cooperative
co-invested ego resilience
following my most resonant
win/win sacred ecosystemic
re-entry Tao of brilliant
nonviolently communicating
inside/outside balance
Of morning rounds
perilously in-between lose/lose
nightmare traumatic despair
and win/win delight
daytime therapeutic repair.
It was E. B. White
who famously lamented
Waking each morning
feeling prevented
from improving
his worldview experience
Or waking each morning
feeling joy
for improvements made
during views of Earth
sacred smack in Her
other wise dead head
inexperience
Or something
probably not so involved
but with the same
missing the potential
for
Waking each morning
committed to enjoy improving
my co-invested worldview
sacred health-humored
wealth of experience.
But not in a preachy
judgment way,
more of a cosmic beauty
sacred green holonic
kinda open wholeEarth systemic
sort of win/win play
More trauma-informed
by advocates
for green cooperative
deep learning non-violent communication
ecofeminist EarthTribe Day
and Transition Town Time
for restoring resilient EarthJustice.
It might become too ironically
and iconically embareassing
to admit
I am taking a (s)hit
while exploring
my latest
and perhaps final
nutritional surmise
compressing peak climax
surprise
A well-capitalized
Systematic Theology
of EcoLogical Systems
is not such
an inviting much
of a moving title
Yet herein
we might energetically
not also massively invite “should”
raise up Yang’s enlightening strengths
without also evacuating Yin’s paradoxical
outgoing flow
of nutritional exchange
from what was brown
and healthy egocentric ownership
going down
into integral potential
for ecosystemic stewardship
as dull
as giving a crap
might not resound
Yang
could become LeftHemisphere’s name
too often verbally expressed
overly impressed with ecologically
abstractly decontextualized
secularized lack of curiosity
about patriarchally
well-capitalized
anal Trumpistic retention
AND
Yintegrity’s dipolar co-gravitating
unconditional regard
for self-therapeutic indigenous wisdom
often nonverbally nonviolently felt
too often ecowomanist suppressed
Yang obstructive repressed
economically and politically oppressed
polytheistic sacred sacramental
excremental integrity
of health care giving
wealth share receiving
nutritionally nurturing
fertile regenerative
co-assets.
Yang dominant
conditional curiosity
about what is safe
and also healthy
to cooperatively
and transparently
black
v brown
v suspiciously blond disregard
too often seeks inside enlightenment
from outside above
While Yin’s anally repressed integrity
wants to soil
and soul empower
by releasing egocentric resources from within
not perpetuating anthrosupremacist
agonizing constipation
pushing down against
royal ceramic throne imbalance
In a frightening gut-wrenching worldview
wherein positive does not quite logically
or ecologically
or analogically
or psychologically
or gastro-intestinally
or polyvagally neuro-systemically
equal not negative
Like 1 outgoing nutritional pole
and 0 outflowing nurturing hole
feel like Yang
unconditionally positive regarding
not not paradoxical Yintegral potential
self-health care
reproducing Earth soil’s
repurposing wealth-share potential
nonzero soul.
Yang integrity
hears
and bears down
with deep-seated dualdark brown
systemic enlightenment
biologically whole
holy open for fertile
Yintegrity.
I painfully need now
and want here
to communally co-hear
coherent co-empowerment
through eco-theological
Yang secular bodies don’t stink
where sacred Yintegral minds don’t blink
Against o-empathic
co-invested
co-binary
polypathic
co-passionate
nonviolent co-governing
polycultural fecal communion
Favoring fertile EarthSoul
fulfilling co-gravitating
mindbody happy
healthy
wealthy
doin my daily duty
early morning ablutions
Sacred EarthDay practices
gastro-intestinal
mutually-invested
nurturing nutritional
ego/ecosystemic balance
Co-operative Win/Win
synergetic potential,
my embarrassingly unconditional regard
routine for full iconic
and wholesome ironic
ego-evacuation
Not quite so
Yangishly Trumpian
triumphalistic
narcissistic
anthrosupremacist
LeftHemisphere dominant
Straight White Male privileged
royal ceramic throne traumatic
chronic anal retention
Once finally again last
speaking out of my (gr)ass
about my own stressed-in
long-term stuck stuff
don’t stink
extensive pretension.
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