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Bodhisattva Myths

Creation Stories
Salvation Narratives
regenerate,
together win/win co-operate
bodhisattva risks
and universal opportunities
for mutual co-investment

In sacred meaning
as also interdependent ecological webs
of blue/green
Heaven/Earth
Patristic/Matriarchal
enlightening/empowering
mono/poly-theistic
communal myths,

Anthrosupremacists
need to feel divinely re-inspired
win/win strategically salvific protagonists
re-activists
multiculturally adept communal mediators
Win/Winning within these co-passionate narratives.

It’s win/lose
either/or
LeftBrain verbally
unredemptively
retributively obvious
why StraightWhiteMale privileged predators
want to believe in Patriarchal-Capitalist
toxic PC cancelling polytheistic myths,

But
how do we make more EcoFeminist healthy wealth
(without degenerative anthropocentric walls)
feel regeneratively win/win
resonantly cooperative
co-empathically co-invested
resiliently long-term
healthy wealth
real?

Thousands of polytheistic choices
polyculturing voices
pre-historic years ago
birdsong and firecircle
singing and dancing rituals
were,
still are,
reattaching EarthNature and EgoSpirit
co-passioning HeavenLight/EarthPower
BlueAbove/GreenBelow communion,

A sacramental inhale-nature/exhale-spirit intervention
re-enacts LeftBrain dominant
transcendent monotheistic abstractions
feeling neuro-sensory incomplete
without RightBrain spiritual intelligence
naturally win/win
systematically positive ego/eco-contextually bilateral
binomially democratic bicameral
felt as co-operatively real
healthyTrue and wealthyBeautiful
bodhisattva theo/eco-cratic healing narratives

Ecofeminist
healthiest when also egowomanist
panentheistic NonZero Zone
of globally sacred
neuro-sensory integral communicating
interdependent Earth

The binomial God/Goddess essence
of polymathic ritual
in patterned
rhythmic co-relational EarthMother DNA
dynamic bodhisattva
healthy wealth salvation fractal spirals

Yang Yintegrity
as X is part of Yang
as Y is also part
of yintegral NonZero Zone
systemic bodhisattva X/Y co-determining destiny
win/win health/wealth systemic
salvific EarthTribe
NonZero Zone potential

As YangSpace
is part of bilaterally Yintegral Time
is bicameral 4D co-reflective
mirrored Heaven/Earth
communion Place

As Yang particles are Yintegrally wavey
correlated binomial
bilateral bicamerals
being historic Creation Stories

And becoming Salvation Narratives
together win/win regenerating
LeftBrain word creations
also RightBrain health-felt salvation

Uncomforted by LeftBrain weapon stories
disempowering RightBrain safe felt
narrative neuro-sensory tools
for in/out-balancing formation
enculturing more resonantly resilient
ego/eco-schools.

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Fear of Failure

I know you don’t want to hurt
or even disappoint
me

And I know you don’t want to hurt
yourself.

Yet still your shame
and self-blame hurt

Your self-judging
punishing closet frame
suffocates our transparent life
my caring curiosity craves,
and mutual vulnerability
our sharing courage braves.

Addiction to feeling happy
is not free
and connected to sensory satisfaction
nor to ego significant gratification
and certainly not natural and spiritual bilateral wealth
of healthy feeling substantiation,

Which, as you know,
I also recognize as body and mind healthy
choice voices.

Before you even small voice object,
I also recognize you may feel natural
or spiritual choice
has nothing to do with driving off
without “goodbye,
see you safely soon.”

If no physically tolerable choice
of resources to feed serotonin
and water dopamine,
I know, from years of isolated,
neglected experience,
how frightening loss of lonely ego-powered control
can feel.

Speaking not of choice,
but inside swatting interminable Voice
never still
until you self-shame
and blame
hiding hurts
and unfree frames
us both,
unhappy you,
not Here,

And me
loving enough for Us,
not yet Now

Still worrying
what will voiceless nonchoice happen
disempowered There
and unenlightened Then
suddenly Amen

Our silently uninvited End.

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Choosing Happiness

Tonight I heard a terminally cancered
yet not cancelled
singer songwriter say
“I can’t wait for life to not be hard
before choosing to be happy.”

She spoke well from her own experience
and I remain moved,
but also curiously confused
about physical v mental
hardness.

For someone with chronic depression
or suffering from loneliness,
chronic climate anxiety,
lack of nonviolent
and actively compassionate communication,
pathological attachments,
monocultural self-depreciation,
transparent and vulnerable dissociation,

For someone profoundly missing
resonant and resilient
spiritual and natural healthy wealth,
mental and physical,
sacred and secular,

Our primary suffering
includes not having ego-empowering
and cooperatively enlightened choices
to be happy,
nor healthy.

Although, perhaps more individual choice
can be slow-grown
to positively engage EarthMother’s outside nurture
with robust healthy integrity,
intent,
cooperative investment practice,
courage,
active curiosity and hope,

Lurking,
hanging out,
furtively searching around dark mystic
re-connecting sacred corners
for co-empathic compassion,
light,
power,
sufficient win/win energy
not feeling outside alone
as also inside lonely,

Not feeling heterosexual
as also homophobic,
any more

Or less than I can
and will power
to enlighten health wealthiest opportunities

Here as Now engagement
is not over There and Then war
against PatriarchalCapitalist PC Them v Healthy Us

Left spatial seen
and heard consecutive Right deductions,
temporal happiness reductions,
felt and touched cumulative inductions
of each ego LeftBrain dominant voice
is not hopelessly PC alone
bereft of ecosystemic RightMind
felt Here/Now happy
healthy EarthMother’s solidarity choice.

To choose existential EarthHappiness,
sacred celebrating sacramental joy,
divine con-celebration,
is to choose to extend
and embrace polyculturing health

InsideSpace as Outside PC Time,
Ego as part of Earth’s healthy resonating
WholySpirit inspiring
to choose optimizing integral AnthroWealth
of ego/eco-resilient compassion

PhysicalHere/MentalNow
throughout Earth’s integral
Space/Time well-being,
with flashes of healing happiness
leisurely breaking through
like dawn seducing sunlight.

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Pope Francine’s TransLaudato

If Laudato Si’
were written by Pope Francine
and not me
replacing Pope Francis’
root anthrosupremacist choices
with similar
but more nuanced
and multiculturally inclusive choices,
cooperatively healthy premises
might further enlighten
to resolutely empower
a rather more transubstantially engaging
creolizing catholic haute cuisine.

110. The LeftBrain dominant specialization

belonging to industrializing
commodifying technology
makes it difficult to see
the larger restoring health justice picture,
ecofeminist designed more circular,
less straightly white bright male

Fragmentation of EitherRight/OrWronglyLeft knowledge
proves purposeful
for reductive
concrete nonorganic applications,
And yet straight white Northern predative male privilege
often leads to a loss
of healthy creolizing appreciation
for our catholic global open ecopolitical system,

For the spiraling distress/destress dynamic relationships
in-between fully articulated Left
cognitive dominant paradigms,
about things,
for reductive commodification
By ignoring RightMind ecofeminist prominence
supporting broader
multigenerational temporal health horizons

Which remain LeftBrain irrelevant
to this quarter’s financial profit report.

This very RightWing dominant ecopolitical fact
makes it hard to find adequate ways
of solving and resolving
more complex health systemic problems
in today’s StraightWhitePatriarchal
AnthroLives Matter Most
in a monoculturing monotheistic worldview,

Particularly problematic
are environmental health problems
and capitalist
patriarchal
monopolistic divestments
starving Whole OpenCatholic EarthTribe solidarity,
gated apartness against the lower caste poor
and non-anthroprivileged;

These problems cannot be therapeutically dealt with
from a single monoculturing
monotheistic StraightWhiteMale perspective
or from a monopolistic fragile field
of ecopolitical egotheistic privatized interests,
investments,
market control,
and multimedia access.

A science which would offer autonomous LeftBrain solutions
to the great health transition issues
of how to restore Earth Justice
would necessarily have to take into health and safety account
the data generated
and regenerated by organic ecowomanist fields
of ecological healing relationships
and theological SacredEarth knowledge
of co-redemptive worldview rebirth
and stewardship,

Including interreligious
creolizing catholic philosophies
and multicultural social ethical engagement;

But, this is a difficult
polytheistic
cooperative feminist economic revaluation habit
to Left/Right bicamerally acquire today.

Nor are there genuine economic enlightened
and politically empowering
democratic energy ethical horizons
to which one can secular/sacredly appeal
for ecosystemic resilient/resonant healthy balance.

StraightWhiteMale dominant life
gradually becomes a surrender
to pathological win/lose situations
conditioned by Either technological capital-endowed machines

Or organic mindbody health and safety
not viewed as the principal capitalist key
to the patrilinear meaning
of monotheistically endowed existence.

In our concrete global climate pathology situation
confronting Black TransGender Wealthy HealthLives Matter
for restoring EarthJustice,
there are a number of LeftBrain
RightWing dominant symptoms
which point to what is toxic absence
of interreligious dialogue,

Such as environmental degradation,
chronic desecration anxiety,
a loss of the win/win purpose
of multicultural joyful life
and of cooperative,
well-humored,
multigenerational matriarchal domestic
local healthy resilient community living.

Once more
we see that transparently wounding anthrosupremacist realities
are more financially important
than global health ideas,
regenerating polyculturing procedures,
ecofeminist healthy wealth policies,
permaculturally integral designs
inclusively engaging
nonviolently catholic communication
sharing robust well-being
re-connecting ecological
re-ligioning theological
anthro-womanist worldviews

If Laudato Si’
were Caring for Earth
by Pope Francine
and not bicameral me
creolizing catholic haute cuisine.

Note:

110, Laudato Si’, On Care for our Common Home, by Pope Francis

“The specialization which belongs to technology makes it difficult to see the larger picture. The fragmentation of knowledge proves helpful for concrete applications and yet it often leads to a loss of appreciation for the whole, for the relationships between things, and for the broader horizon, which then becomes irrelevant. This very fact makes it hard to find adequate ways of solving the more complex problems of today’s world, particularly those regarding the environment and the poor; these problems cannot be dealt with from a single perspective or from a single set of interests. A science which would offer solutions to the great issues would necessarily have to take into account the data generated by other fields of knowledge, including philosophy and social ethics, but this is a difficult habit to acquire today. Nor are there genuine ethical horizons to which one can appeal. Life gradually becomes a surrender to situations conditioned by technology, itself viewed as the principal kay to the meaning of existence. In the concrete situation confronting us, there are a number of symptoms which point to what is wrong, such as environmental degradation, anxiety, a loss of the purpose of life and of community living. Once more we see that ‘realities are more important than ideas’.”

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Primal LoveWombs

What is your ego’s original,
centrally embodied ZeroZone,
and yet sacredly ancient NonZero Universal
prime relationship with organic EarthTribe?

When still in your mother’s warm
co-habituating womb.

At least attached,
but probably committed
to win/win health/wealth
ecowomanist compassion,
if not outright and left biological addiction,
solidarity of Left/Right minded
late-emergent
co-relational image imprinting

This is exclusively not my LeftBrain dominant
ego’s mindbody growing
cancerous ZeroSum monoculturing experience,

Devoid of neuro-sensory winSelf/winOther love,
enriching joy and well-fed prosperity,
economic ecosystemic nutritional value,
nonviolent communication
cooperatively restoring ego/eco-normative peace
through bilaterally interdependent EarthMother Justice,

Lest we forget,
we are not the only creatures
emerging from ecofeminist wombs,
eggs,
seeds,
MotherTree win/win
multi-regenerationally interconnected
re-ligiously multiculturing nuts,

Space/time enscripted unfolding DNA
health/wealth fractal form and functions
of originally nonviolent developmental communication,

Nutrition,
bicameral cooperative education,
ecowomanist original NonZero Prime CoRelationship
promising integral health/wealth
interdependent
lifetime/EarthSpace consciousness.

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TransCuriosity

That’s queer!
said transculturing Curiosity,
peering out Her sacred big-boxed window
panes of misty white fog
gently covering her view
of upstream tiding River’s
mysterious grey
reverse time flow

Sometimes,

OK, really too often,
I could use more courageous exercise

But, Other times
I’m more content, inviting compassionate awareness
of Earth’s queer tidal rivers,
surfing sacred oceans
surrounding anthropocentric privileged Kingdoms

Patristic Empires already capable of replaying WinWin
with both holy bicameral Hands
of better monetized Nature/Spirit Balance
blue/green indigenously wise reconnection
ComPassion ReEducation.

I tire of ageing while standing
inside here now still gazing outside
where all my best copassioned sexual imagination
interdependent neuro-sensory anticipation/anxiety
intersectionally unfolds,

Usually remarkably nonviolent
normatively win/win
without anthropatriarchal
StraightWhiteWesternMale
upstream privileged
reactions against TransIntegral EcoFeminists

My own uncurious RightBrain oppressed nudging
invites for healthier win/win both/and non-shunning
longs to divest of over-capitalized
RightWing patristic
LeftBrain queer dominatrix
curiously demented
EarthBound ManiFestering
GodWord Judging Justice
finds SacredEarth Rapture
compatible with TransMatricide.

MultiGenerational deep learning
ecosystemic education invites these curious Both/And
rivers of misty
RightBrain foggy felt mysteries
nuancing questioning comments
feeding and breeding
nonviolent multiculturing responses

My cooperatively owned QueenCuriosity
anticipates Win/Win cooperative dragging outcomes
predicting ecopolitical transregenderal,
scientifically inclusive,
collaborative communication research
and nutritional transitional change

For climatic rivers of resilient health
multi-tipping up and downstream points
inhaling
while already anticipating
transubstantiating win/win exhales
of re-inspiring recorrections,
great and small transtherapy
for blue/green health education
supporting our best
and brightest,
empowering
and enlightening wealth.

Curiosity naturally thirsts
for enspirited inspiring examples.
Let’s see…
Here (Laudato Si’, #102)
Pope Francis strategically asks,
“How could we not acknowledge the work of many
scientists
and engineers
who have provided alternatives
to make development sustainable?”

Strangely,
my simultaneous queer curiosity
invokes indigenous Nature/Spirit
felt trans-reversion Both/And also asks

How could healthy EarthMothers not acknowledge the work
and Win/Win strategically cooperative play
of many deductive
LeftBrain dominant exploring
capital-starving corporate scientists
and transcultural communication engineers
cooperatively designed mediation empowerers
facilitators
meditators
knowledge follows deep feeling teachers
nonviolent communicating parents
ego/eco-systemic trans-therapists

Who have, together, already provided
way more anthro-supremacist
over-capitalized patrilinear
monoculturally combative alternatives
to make militaristic
inhumane ballistic
LeftBrain On/Off technological Natures
-overpowering-
BothCause/AndEffectiveness co-arising organic-transpiraling Spirits;
thus, degenerating more unsustainable
inhumane
StraightWhiteWesternMale ecopolitical overdevelopment?

“What kind of skills will he or she need
in order to get a job,
understand what is happening around him
or her,
and navigate the maze of life?”
cooperatively researches
and competitively publishes
Yuval Noah Harari
titling 21 Lessons
for the 21st Century
in “Education” (p. 266)

Also transregeneratively asking,
to my troubled embodied
sensory-neural informed mind,
respiring information
and expiring transflowation,

What kind of multicultural communication skills
and polycultural nutrition systems
and health/wealth education networks
will we transcendently feel
and cooperatively want
in order to interconnect with EarthTribe’s win/win
cooperative EarthJustice trans-restory
gracefully co-inviting
sacred pro-blue/green healthy life vocations,

To understand what is locally happening
globally still fog-enshrouded grey around
upstream tidal pushing Him
and within downstream flowing Her

To win/win trans-remediate
co-facilitate
this multi-regenerational
complex space/time big-boxed maze
of co-empathic bicameral love is trans-cerebral life
as hate is apartheid death

In this secular LeftBrain HereSpace
and sacred RightBrain NowTime
yanged yintegrity,
blue/green unitarian
TransCuriously Substantiated Universe…

Still almost back to NonZero
Queer!
said transculturing Curiosity,
peering out Her sacred big-boxed window
silently suffering
grey fog-recovering panes.

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Curious UnChosen Gifts

To my StraightWhiteMale
right-wing
left-brain
monoculturally dominating brothers,
and your antifeminist glamorous
amorous womanly allies,

You have not yet heard me,
if you only hear my resistance,
sharing my non-culpable experience
with non-choice of gender attraction
and gender identity.

It’s not only that my queer gender identity
is not my fault,
because not my choice;
but also my gender identity
and sensory-neural attachments, as also true of yours,
are my sacred gift.

CoArising identity and CoGravitating attraction ,
like awareness and consciousness,
are not just heavy social responsibilities,
but also enlightened
and empowering opportunities.

We’re not legitimately known by who
or what
we hate and hurt;
But we can be redeemed by who
and what
we love and heal.

We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we love,
than choice to respond with awe and wonder,
or boredom and disdain,
to Earth’s natural enspiriting Beauty

Of dawn
and dusk,
spring
and autumn,
ocean
and mountain
restorative reconnections

Which feel both Healthy
and True,
of the deepest
and highest
and yet safest resilient
and resonantly robust multicolored wealth
of nonchoiced
unfaulted gifting grace.

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UnOrthodox Grace

Unorthodox grace
is not limited to restoring healthy face
that your queer sexual wealthy place
is not your disgrace;

Deviation from hetero-statistical means
is your sacred gift
from EarthQueen

Outstanding difference
is not only
and always
your heavy depleting responsibility;
but also your socially enlightened
and culturally empowering opportunity.

We are not illegitimately unknown
and excommunicated
first and foremost by seed planters
overruling births that could not feel more legitimate
to those innocently born
and those giving graced birth
through organic solidarity–
graced labor rights
of compassionate re-creation.

We are also not legitimately known
by who or what we hate;
But we can become redeemed
by who and what we love.

We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we express love
than choice to respond with awe
and wonder,
or boredom
and disdain,
to Earth’s natural inspiring
holistic spirited Beauty
Truths of trusted grace

Revisited each dawn and dusk,
each spring and autumn,
each ocean surf and mountain breeze,
each deepening sea and elevating land,
each plant and harvest,
each beginning and ending
empowering light and dark muses

Of graced beauty
which feels racing true
and recasting healthy,
of the highest
and deepest EarthMother legitimacy,
for safest
universally uniting resilience,

Resonantly robust
multicolored wealth
of unorthodox mind
embodied grace.

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Brother River

For a Taoist,
rivers and their valleys
are iconic
ecowomanist yintegrity,

Yet St. Francis feels rivers,
but probably not their embracing valleys,
as Brothers.

As the River running through my backdoor life
flows from northern right
downstream to southern left,
I remain nondualistically of two minds,
and probably all transinsurrections
in and out between

River waters flowing
and valleyed land supporting
gender specific identities

I cannot realistically experience upstream
from down,
or flow from strong stability
toward this River’s mouth
emptying into nonviolent surf
progressively surging forward
and regressively back

From overflowing ocean sources
refilling MotherEarth’s support
for stable
and resilient,
public
and intimate health care

TransGendered systems for all
Brother/Sister sacredly bilateral
spiritual strength
flowing naturally down
and out,
redeeming up
and in

Taoist interdependent rivers
and their intersectional valleys
flowing deep sea green
integrity.

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Parts and Holes

“You are a part of me
I do not yet know”
claims interdependent Valarie Kaur

And I wonder,
Is she speaking to me?
Or rhetorically asking any stranger
except me,
already known
because I feel her same unitarian way
already grown

Ego/Eco-centering balanced
symmetrically integral
as a social individual

And not so much economically
and politically privileged,
lethargic,
overfed
and drowning in domesticated leisure
overgrown inside
ruminating infamous monoculturing nightmares.

I hope Valarous curiously speaks
quietly yet surely
with hope tomorrow
having turned from overly familiar
anthro-privileged yesterday,
still a part of haunted
and blessed me
I do already know
less optimistically,

And I am awed
inside this great faith transition
and timeless merciful humor
passing by a personal premonition
tomorrow may be already written
rhymed,
numbered and counted,
bought and sold,
accounted yet too messily empowered

Speaking in a language learned
by well-hearted healthy hope
in new starlight
night promised memories

Premembering to continue regenerating
indigenously wise Earth
continues writing
and restructuring DNA recultured feelings
on this beautiful and precious known landscape
formed from yesterday’s most cooperative subclimates,
collaborative EarthTribe economics
empowering intersectional politics

Whose future energetic numbers
are embedded in prime multitudes of creative
and recreative organisms

LeftBrain labeled history
and RightBrain Win/Win
future bicameral integrity
Blue/Green EarthCommon Squared
enlightenment poly-rhythmically
empoweringly commodified
in yesterday
and tomorrow’s Yang Yintegrity
unitarian
universal knowing
cognizing
recognizing

Prime NonZeroZone space
and polyculturing time
eco-deductive and theo-inductive
spatiaLeft/TempoRight felt
compassionate 4D-fractal regenerative co-relationships

Restoring polypaths
between wealthy unknown tomorrow
and healthy felt yesterday
was today
tomorrow’s
short-term memory
statically sustainable
in this sadistic stuck satiation
silent station.

Here
and Now
my internal doomsday fear
against more global Loser queer
anthropocentric eco-politics over valued
while EarthTribe organisms
also die to Lose
tomorrow’s anthrosupremacist
dipolar eco/theo-logic
unhealthy in/unwealthy out
disvalues

Do not sanctify,
in fact, desecrate,
any cooperatively owned timeless corporation,
any intersectionally eating and living
giving and taking organism

Any numeric
iconic One-plus balances
(not-not) negative dipolarity
in a NonZero binomial development zone
for systemic health

Not from reading
memorizing
reiterating God’s one true holistic wealth
mathbook,
as if calculating
and deducing LeftBrain verbal communication
were the last alone apartheid Word
of yesterday’s final bottom zero-lined zone
not also tomorrow’s
Trust as Yintegral Beauty

In a WholeEarth
universal Open EcoWomanist
EgoPatristic SubSystem
choosing tomorrow’s healthiest win/win game

Fulfilling Her HistoEcological
Multicultural Health
promising today’s remediation
for resilient Blue/Green Wealth,

A part of tomorrow
I could not yet feel
alone
a part of me
I do not yet anxiously know
how to anticipate.

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