What grows integral
shows up cooperative,
not competitive,
Like communion
transcends capitalism.
Earth knows cooperative co-investment
expands informed sacred vestments
stretching co-empathic communication
Mother Eartha
verbal WestHemisphere dominant communion
and nonverbal EastHemisphere intuitive
self/other reunions
seeking Me/We bilateral resonance
for 7 regenerations
potentiating full and whole-sum octaves
of green resilience.
The economics student
was gaily rooting around
absorbing nutrients
like compassion
investing in deep learning
positively resonant roots
and negatively dissociative
branching values
and toxic disvalues
When s/he had a bold
green epiphany
These cooperatively positive values
were
are
will also inspire
“Nutritional health
co-arises green economic wealth.”
An ecofeminist textbook
not yet streaming
polyculturally accessible
thus continuing
a chronic NorthWest Hemisphere dominant
monocultural
monotheistic
cultural mystery
Why two negatives
trust equality
of positive
polypathic energy
regenerating nurturing integrity
of synergetically fused co-passion
This economic empowering
and enlightening principle
applied throughout any polynomial
YangTime 1
equals polymathic Yintegral Whole 0 Space
Spreading Open EcoOrganic Green Systems
empowering squared-fractal
dialectical binomial spiraling
LeftBrain dominant integrity
1-positive
equals RightBrain bicameral NonZero-FullSum
0-not(not) dipolar co-arising balance
also not-not
Dominant Capital Yang
monoculturally overpowering
Recessive but Positive
Yintegral Nutrient Flow
1 Whole EarthSystem
naturally over under-spirited
0 full encircling systems
co-binary valued
as Positive Universal-Yang/Unitarian-Yintegral Balance
Green EcoFeminist economics
also health/wealth cooperative politics
Positively eco-politically regenerative
LeftBrain healthy space
dipolar co-arising
not(not) degenerating RightBrain wisdom
Indigenous wisdom time
revolving toward integrity’s green Earth
economic potential
for investing
in natural love song infesting
enjoying this spiritual co-passion
dance reunion
Restoring
healthy
happy wealthy
ecofeminist enlightened
masculine empowering poli-statistics
Peaceful green cooperative
global revolution
resonating revoiving values
of indigenous LeftBrain winning
ego-nature
is also winning
for RightBrain feelings
about EcoFeminist Earth
Economic spirit
of nutritional systems
NonZero WholeSum designed
To harbor
and co-passion,
conserve
and co-liberate,
universal health integrity
of green uniting wealth.
Anger
is such a useful learning silence tool,
when not too short-term
ballistically reactive,
weaponized.
I have seldom noticed
when my own hot-burning issues
cold turn into
a Self and Other harsh
punishing vengeance weapon.
When left unnoticed,
unmedicated,
unmeditated
by forgiving lack of ego-supremacist
humility
By explicit co-invested intentions
of nonviolent verbal communication
informed by nonverbal win/win felt intuition,
bipartisan green consensus
For paying forward residual profits
of bicamerally balanced
co-passionately held
co-investments
Now silently neglected
in a more long-term LeftBrain dominating
colonizing monoculture
of win/lose shame and blame
Other
Alien
Enemy
Xenophobic supremacist
lingering long before and after
royalist reactionary
revenge,
Playing with BusinessAsUsual
Zero/Sum Closed degenerating
risky systemic compromises
Falsely agreeing
to disagree
about who profits more
from Mutually Assured Destruction
yet feeling everybody loses
in an overheated war,
no one left
to silently
reflectively keep score
Detente
camouflaging unresolved potential
for healthy and safe
win/win cooperative
green economic and political
integrally compassionate
resolution.
Perhaps this angry turn
to burning out red hot revenge,
retribution,
win/lose capital monopolistic,
vengeful and jealous,
self-rightenously extractive
and divinely-inspired
overbearing
patriarchal straight white monotheistic
Omniscient ego-saving face
of nation-states
reporting dull Loser
unhealthy climate
fading statistics
sometimes more masochistic
depressed
about deserving
emotional and erotic neglect
and physical
dispiriting abuse
from EcoFeminist Earth
CoArising
in other less than sanely sacred spaces,
sadistic
capitalistic gotcha games
Short-circuited
most win/win effectively
by bodhisattva-grade Win/Win
co-invested commitment
LeftBrain
out loud disagreeing
against RightBrain felt
Othered
depressed
repressed
suppressed
disagreement feelings
Cognitive/Affective co-punishing dissonance
stress
chronic underlying trauma
of silence
rewarmed toward therapeutic potential
co-arising cooperative reflection
While quietly accepting
and silently celebrating
renewing awareness
of inhumane win/lose Business As Usual
rediscovered as less powerful and health enlightened
than win/win cooperative co-investment
in democratic co-governance sharing
caring about all Lose/Lose traumas,
big and small,
recent
and long ago
Renewing spacious multiculturing revivals
recommiting to humane/divine
Win/Win restorative justice,
therapy of active musing
polycultural
polyphonic
polypathic joy
of Open Organic Systems
EarthTribe’s regenerative life
inclusive love
rerooting sacred hope
That agreeing
what is LeftHemisphere health care
giving communion
and receiving resilient resonance
is also RightHemisphere
intersectional safety
secure unitarian interdependence,
serene universal security
When
and where short-term uniting
ego/eco dancing dopamine
greets long-term universally co-passionate
singing serotonin
As night
dawns dance revolving into each new
ego/eco-systemic
bicameral play day
Remembering silent righteousness
trailing stone cold anger,
silent sails
back through pre-history
of polyvagal neuro-systems
Long
long before international anger
became such a useful learning silent tool
when not RightWing fired up
Leading to ballistics
as if short-term war
might finally lead
to peaceful climate health
As nonviolent co-empathic silence
leads toward
active cultures
musing forth health compassion.
Do we choose silence
not only as a tool
for self-protection
when speaking
our latest chapter stories
feels unsafe?
But also stern silence
may become a weapon
to ward off apathetic enemies
of our straight
hopelessly white
monotheistic
monopolistic
patriarchal capitalist
enemies
Who would not seem to care
to love us
more than we ourselves
can love them
as part of us
right now
left multiculturally
and ecofeminist
silenced here.
As you go
and liberally grow silent,
I may quietly
then traumatically
hear,
as isolating time
sticks ominously by,
“I am not your constant un-masked friend,”
and, thereby,
an ominous self-fulfilling prophecy
emergently erupts
in punishing response,
“I cannot remain
your therapeutic good-times,
vaccinated against silent unease,
healthy
co-empathic musing friend,”
To trust when skies grow silently dark
and night descends
beyond despair
to safely share
stressed Trauma
Itself first felt ray
of restoring justice promise
despite this loss of salvific
passioned hope.
Prosperity losses steal
from future compassion
already while first silenced weapons
dream denying
relentless truths of suffering
lack of healthy opportunity
to speak our fears
out loud
with those who trust
our trembling tears.
Hear me fight
to free us
from my dark despair depression.
Speak this night
for freedom
from our wrong self-blame impressions.
Hold me tight
to free me
from silent
screaming isolation.
Hug me right
to free me
for our streaming restoration.
If muses
have sacred meanings
deeper
and before secular evolving purposes,
As vocations
are to painful employment,
Then what music
would
could
should we prefer outside
to health care inside
digest?
Together peaceful
in resonance
Deeper
and before traumatic
warring
wearied
worn out dissonance.
If pulpy green words
had red meat nutritional value,
As feelings have openly positive
and closed negative
nurturing peace normals
and turmoil boiling abdominal
abominable abnormals,
robust health feeding
and sick bad watering,
What would you choose
to feed your co-passion learning kids,
your cornucopia complex spouse,
your significantly nonOthered
this ego-cooking day?
If fertilizing actions
were rooted in compassion
as light
fades into night
Dreams for healing yourself,
for saving this EarthTribe
self-cognized
humbled
for Whole Earth empowering
enlightened
dawning peaceful governance,
Who
and what
and when
and where
and why
would you co-passion with,
co-invest with,
co-operate with feeding bright?
This PeacEarth crunchy day
and Justice restoring
spring flowing
heart glowing
starlight witnessed
night.
Although I am a queer white Queen
let me reassure you
I can be just as mean
or as green,
Mr. Clean,
as any fascist
conjured in your wildest
wettest dream.
I can kick my ruby RightWing heels
and hold my green skanky breath
as long as it takes, tis true,
until you eventually agree
to turn less boring white
and unenlightened blue
It’s true,
I can spread my fascist net
get in line with Straight White Men
with penile envy
of dark-skinned vets
you never could acknowledge seeing
in the singing shower
much less slurping
in your homophobic panic
nastiest place to hide
just yet.
Although a queer male Queen
married to the blackest man
you’ve ever seen,
You may rest re-assured
I’ve clearly found it true
as blue:
Once a person
and a nation
has tried black,
There’s a whole lotta happy folk
don’t care to go back
to refight a civil war
against a white flight bully bore
Supremely self-chosen evangelists,
y’all just help me
deeply snore.
You think
and feel,
know
and spiel,
I’m rotten to my core
because, like your sissy sister
it’s men this male adores
But, if men were good enough
for your sainted mother,
and hers too,
and my two,
let me introduce this thought
to you
It wouldn’t really make you
all that blue
to admit just maybe
all that pleasure
could suit a special man just fine
too,
But, don’t worry,
be happy,
I’m not the least bit hot
for white bread
RightWing you.
Sad
mad
wealth of bad;
Not so glad
not so rad
and not really healthy gonad
regenerative gospel.
Sad sex,
mad religion,
wealth of unaffordable,
rapaciously bad politics
seducing capitalist white bad boys
with mad cash investments
in wealthy corporate religions
with win/lose purposive missions
To forget we little regular folk
may all worship different Sons,
but all those Sons and Suns
and heavenly Daughters
share one Holy Green EarthMother
Nurturing,
sensitively natural,
ecologically nutritious
Not so unenlightened sad
Not so disempowering mad,
Not so health care bad.
Not choosing life
as love
story’s win/win co-arising cues,
good news
Enlightening glad multicultural nonviolence,
green communion,
EarthTribe here is now
radically empowering
mystical peak
root-systemic
indigenously sacred
co-empathic experiences,
Polyvagal
polycultural
neurosystemic communion
Left hemisphere agnostic
Right hemisphere divinely engaged
bilaterally co-enraptured
with full-spectral spiraling
NonZero OpenSpacious Nutritional Systems
supporting ambiguous
sacred curiosity
of a green health
makes a truly wealthy
bodhisattva messianic Planet.
Who could imagine
One ZeroSum
without
Earth’s biosystemic Other?
What could be Now
without someday becoming There?
Yang strength resonantly Now
without Yintegrity flowing
healthy wealth balance
SomeWhere
we would all like to become
There
ReMembering healthy Then
without sick Here
Economic yintegrity Then
with politically empowering Yang
co-arising potential green
cooperative
nonviolent
compassionate Here
Sadly rad,
madly bad
singing and dancing
with glad gospel gonads.
Twenty-two
and our School Boards
are hoppin
Madly divided
’bout race
and white saving face
in-between fashion shoppin.
Dear Red and Blue
School Board Candidates,
Regarding Critical Race Theory
that ignores our own lack
of multiculturing experience,
Perhaps a primally significant reason
we have issues
discussing racial divisions
throughout historical seasons
of revision
Textbooking Straight White Patriarchal treasons
against EarthTribe’s polycultural humanity,
Sacred celebrating multicultural divinity
once felt as synergetic
universal Beauty,
Continues to divide
and conquer
our best LeftBrain schooled dominions
is because rich violent red
patriotic bloodshed
is difficult to own
within our own fascist
unmatriarchal histories
Of capitalized ownership
and encultured Earth corrupting
supremely anthro-worshiping
lack of healthy eco/theological
green stewardship
through co-empathically felt
relationship.
Red candidates predict
Critical Race Theory
becomes a cynical prescription
for an inevitable future
of win/lose
zero-sum unfolding
Continuing Business As Usual
White versus Black
reverses White,
While Blue candidates refocus
on Critical Race personal experiences
of historical individuals
investing in divested
separated
divided communities,
privileged versus unprivileged
polarized nations,
degenerate climates
of active distrust
in our apartheid studied past,
Not to prescribe an inevitable future
of rightwing supported hate,
but to describe our win/lose racist past
To inform a therapeutic win/win potential future
humanely balanced,
multiculturally healthy
for our democratic
planetary future.
Twenty-two
and our School Boards
are hoppin
Mad
divided ’bout race
and white saving face
in-between fashion shoppin.
Well, your Mama Eartha’s rich
and your Papa’s Sun
shines bright enlightenin,
So, hush co-despisin,
don’t you,
won’t you try?
gdill52 