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ReWeaving EarthTribal Peace

Radicals of PostMillennial Zeroism,
like Fundamental PreMillennial Taoism:

YangMind,
severed from YinBody,
falsely promises
unmitigated monopolistic political omniscience
and monotheistic economic omnipotence.

YinBody becomes spiritualized-denatured
empty womanized
invisibly purged
recessed
depressed
repressed
suppressed
voiceless
powerless,
eco-normatively absent
lacking positive nutritional flow trends,
panentheistically dormant.

Just as Holonic Spirit/Nature abhors vacuums of appositionality,
insides divorced from outsides,
there is no such physical dipolar divide
as either of these bipolar metaphysical extremes
might imagine

just as there is no such thing as Yang MindSpace
without YinBody’s bilaterally evolving sensations
of not ANGRYpast and not FEARFULfuture
panentheistically omnipresent -(-0)
co-passionateMind/pleasureBody
peace-full NowTime +/- 1
midway in-between
polymathic polynomial equity.

And, their divinely humane ecopolitical stage
balances MidWay Wu Wei
issuing advent of M.L. King’s (et. al.)
non-violent powers of love

Beloved Climaxing CoPassionate Community/Communication,
Health/Wealthy Indigenous Wisdom Family,
organic/sacred EarthTribal Peace,
and any other polypathic/polyvagal
eco/neuro-logical
bilateral YANGformation YINflowing system
we might care to nondualistic bicameral wealthyMIND
and polyculturally healthyBODY
co-arise together

Like a primal positive
peaceful co-relationship
between monotheistic FatherSun’s enlightenment
and panentheistic EarthMother’s empowerment

Renewing
reconnecting
reweaving
re-ligioning

wealthy plutocratic YangMind’s
sacred omniscience
healthy democratic YinBody’s
organic omnipotence

Regenerating
bicamerally nondualistic omnipresence

RePresenting a choice
deeply felt within each Sage/Muse soul
between win/lose 0-sum Business As Usual,
continuing irreligious anthropocentric retributive wars,
or re-ligious EarthTribe
restoring win/win
+1 = -(-0) polynomial peace:

For both Radicals of PostMillennial Zeroism
and Fundamentalists of PreMillennial Taoism

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UnSung Delusional DisAuguration

How does it feel to you
when presidents proclaim anthro-supremacy
exclusively made male
in one universal God’s
straight WesternWhite monotheistic
over-Capitalized
autocratic entitlement
for a mono-polistic winner
to tax and spend against all weak
poor in spirit
vulnerable
disempowered
marginalized
despised losers?

How might Earth-dissociated
patriarchal monotheism have felt
empowering and disempowering
across centuries of Western academics
straight light-skinned male monastics
expecting historically salvific privilege?

How might this orthodox Fundamentalism feel
to left-brain verbally dominant scribes?
scholars of ancient language,
orthodox-hungry translators,
interpreters of living multicultural language

And more modern militant publishers,
monotonously anthro-civilized monoculturists,
OneFather divinely entitled monotheists

Ageing and vulnerable
royal monopolists of power
to dominate democratic communication,
to demonstrate discommunication,
and demonize unitarian communal pleasures

Peak neurosystemic co-passions
organically felt
sacredly therapeutic
panentheistic pronoia

Transcendent SunFather enlightened Mind
Immanent EarthMother empowered Body
win/win communion
deep liberating-mind/conserving-body rooted
re-ligiously regenerating
both sacred neuro-systemic peaceful intuitions
and organic eco-systemic justice cognitions

spiritual/natural co-binary
indigenously wise revival
win/win inter-religious thrival

Peak compassionate experiences
followed by pronoia’s peace-full afterglow
neurologically predicating passion’s pleasure flow,
preparing for another go,
a cosmic afterglow

Re-embodying Earth’s naturally scripted scholarship
re-interpreting disembodied verbal texts
sometimes struggling,
but usually not commercially concerned,
to recapture indigenous EarthTribe’s resonant
nature-spirited
resiliently peaceful
panentheistic wisdom

of peak HolySpirit fruitful natured
neuro-sexsensory light and power experiences
transubstantiating sacred AnthroMind meta-physics
and organic EarthBody hypo-kinesthetic physics

Pre-historically sung and danced
encircling crown and root-systemic
passion and pleasure
non-violent communication

Nondualistically co-empathic
non-dissociative pantheistic
nonverbal inner- and inter-communicating
eco-womanist Me/We wounded
belonging/longing midway compassion

EarthMother-friendly passion
evolving trauma-informed prophetic Muses
emerging from deep pleasure listening
for win/win bipartisan
post-coital depolarizing
re-ligiously healing resolutions
of chronic winner v loser deficiencies

EarthHistory’s smoldering
anthropocentrically mono-theistic
irreligiously dissociative
devolutions.

How might patriarchal
monotheistic nationalism
monocultural religiosity
monolithic capitalism
monopolistic evangelical colonization
feel unmerited
and dis-merited
if you are unstraight
unwhite
unmale?

uninvested
disengaged from
disenchanted with
monstrously straight
monochromatically white
messianic ideation.

Coitally favoring instead, perhaps,
unitarian panentheistic EarthTribe Peace
reconnecting Mind-passion/Body-pleasure

GoodNews sexsensory sacred soulful healthcare
wealthy AnthroCrown/EarthRoot recreation
decolonizing oppression
to reconnect anticipation,
neurosystemic procreation

aspiring
inspiring win/win
ego-healthy LeftMind liberating thought
and eco-wealthy RightBody conserving felt
safe polyvagal neurosystemic feelings
of inside/outside AnthroPeace
restoring EarthJustice

Especially when inclusive PeaceWarrior sung
and wellness circle inter-religiously danced
in MotherTree governing sanctuary circles
of wealthy woke
compassionate EarthTribe forests

Mindfully enlightened
re-ligioning root-sensory resonance
from and for
resilience-empowering communion
co-arising revolutions.

AnthroPeace
panentheistically re-healing
our own self-polluting EarthHome InJustice

Not yet
reconnecting indigenously wise
authentic Yang-health
integral Yin-wealth
nonviolent communications,
co-passionate

bipartisan Win/Win
bilaterally intelligent co-pleasure
multisensory resilience

GoldenRule and Reverse GoldenRule worthy
of a princely peace presider

With a Chief of Staff
whose most Yin effective flowing
and Yang efficient transforming question
could be:

How was that winner v loser stuff you just personally proclaimed
politically win/win useful?
democratically empowering?
ecologically and inter-religiously enlightened?

For healing our dispassioned/unpleased
less perfect disunion,
irreligiously discommunicating against
bodhisattva EarthMothered
herstorically pronoia Bodies

Not feeling your patriarchally disassociated
unpeacefully discommunicating
revenge-obsessed masturbations
delusionally messianic
unwoke, and probably paranoid,
disembodied mindlessness.

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HIStory Lessons

Testosterone performance history
shows great narcissistic
straight male supremacist
empire-building

Empirically right-justified
just sacred war apartheid
RightHand verbal
male scribe dominant
religious HIStory writers

HerStory defensive
offensive bipolar
oppositionally defiant risk

MonoTheistic colonizing missions
disassociating AnthroSupremacism
from Holy Nature/Spirit
AngryRight/FearfulLeft
dipolar appositional

Testosterone AnthroMind v Estrogen EarthBodies
dispassionately misogynistic

Cognitive brights v Intuitive nights,
verbal logos Historian v nonverbal mythos HerStory
of systemic trauma dominant/recessive
depressive dissonance

Failure to strong synergy survive
as if Earth’s nondualistic
nonverbal energy
for short-term
discontinuously enlightened sperm strength
could resiliently thrive
without long-term
continuously empowering egg integrity

As if
nonviolent indigenous wisdom
could have resonantly imagined
divine SunFather light unborn
without wounding pregnant
sacred EarthMother
empowering energetic light
and synergetic power,
bicamerally co-intelligent
religiously co-binding
Yang/YintegrityStories

As if testosterone alone
could give birth to generous estrogen
as Mothers reincarnate both Yang-formed Sons
and Yin-flow Daughters

Both Osiris historic light
producing energetic poles
and Re her-story night
engaging synergetic holes

MonoTheistic enlightened YHWH
western dusk born
of PolyTheistic empowering
eastern dawn HolonicSpirit

FatherSun enlightened unilateral mind
cherishing MotherEarth empowering bilateral bodies
made of panentheistic sacred/organic communion
of TestosteronePassion/EstrogenPleasure

Wo/man wu-wei depolarizing
epic cisgender political narratives
of love lives
won humane testosterone sung
and divinely dancing estrogen lost
religiously reweaving
bi-partisan reconnecting
polyamorous gain.

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Religion and Other Strange Passions

Religions,
and other strange passions
exotic
and erotic
and hypnotic,
are at their healthiest natural
and safe wealthiest spiritual
best

Reconnecting compassion
between yesterday’s remembered
conservational enlightenment
and tomorrow’s anticipated
liberating empowerment
restoring EarthPeace healthy wealth.

A peak spiritually experienced Warrior
dances.

A peak nature experiencing Muse
sings
of sensexual joy
in colorful
and fragrant play
thrival

Conserving cautionary work
for anthroprivileged survival
with birds
and frogs
and insects
and other mammals
giving peaceful voice
to health resonant choice
to mind/body rejoice.

A peak nature spirited Sage
sings while dancing
and thinking about reconnecting

All these thoughtful feelings
with healthy timeless resonance
and pathological
closed down dissonance

And wisdom
to resiliently search
for inside cooperatively
co-invested outside

Nature’s sacred compassions
at their healthiest
and best sacred Muse wealthiest
reconnecting Warriors

Dancing
between yesterday’s inhaled enlightenment
exhaling tomorrow’s singing
dancing
healing
restoring Earth’s organic
orgasmic empowerment.

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Muse Ecology

MusEcology
is like musicology
except music theory
is about how to write
outside
resiliently capturing what is felt
and heard resonantly flowing first
inside

Using a shared
polycultural (P) notation
Language System.

While MusEcology
mind sings
and body swings
nonviolent music communication therapy

Emphatically erupting
round octaves of sound
and spectral color,
not so much dogmatically disrupting
with cognition v intuition dissonance

Yang/Yin together,
not Yang v Yin apart,
Nature/Spirit nondualistic
FatherSun/MotherEarth
compassion plays

Enlightening/Empowering
Universal RedYang
embracing Unitarian GreenYintegrity,
liberating Win/Win
BothLeft/AndRight Muses
from win/lose conserving frays

Monocultural dogmatism
dipolar co-arising
polyculturally emphatic muses
mind voiced
and body choiced
with bicameral/bilateral compelling grace
empowering health resonant/resilient wealth
musical displays

Secular/sacred praise
systemically therapeutic
win/win bipartisan Ways

Exploring truth and beauty
mono/poly-theistic
complex +P=-(-P) binomials
dialectically appositional,
co-passionate

Co-Invested
Co-operative

Wellness sung
and
well-being danced
Therapeutic MusEcology.

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Not Speaking of Not Sex

Said flowing River
to glowing Mountain

What warms deepest
Thou cannot see
from sacred heights
of eternity

Robustly responds
growing Mountain
to deeply embedded River

What spills widest
shared compassion
Thou must deeply feel
to reconsider Integrity’s warm
boundlessly reflective faces

Said Father Sun’s light
radiantly bright
when not in Mother Earth’s
dualdark shadow

Empowering shivered
quivered sacred passions.

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Dark

Dark chances,
unhealthy and unsafe trauma
HiStories

Degenerating predative dogmas
not wanting to let go of ballistics
even for dawning light’s sacred promise
to grab full-immersion hold
and heal dark mythologies
lose now and again later ecologies
repeat rehearsed
inside-only voiced
dark passion narratives

Speaking out alarmed Betrayal
from those you were taught to Trust–
[it was Her job!
I have an unconditional contract
on a warm wet naturally wombed
and spiritually unwounded
birthright!

Defying Other’s Anger
about my gift-economy Hypocrisy
about my sacred Golden Rule restriction
win/win positive aspiration,
invoked by nature’s spiritual
Hippocratic Oath
to at least do no damage
losing trusted breath in
so losing full breath back out
again
and again
and repeat breathlessly again.

My own most difficult,
occasionally traumatic,
distressingly long, slow
letting go transition

Feels almost inevitably headed
for natural health-Lose
spiritual health-Lose
despair

Unless we all keep trying our best,
not just me
cleaning up your mess
to suffering servant impress

All us AnthroPrivileged victims
aware of traumatic over-populated
rabid traumatic
and pandemic health risks,
and runaway
emerging PTSD
and dementia
and suicide
and matricide
and ecocide

Make it almost impossible
to respect ourselves
yet not fear
retributive justice officers
and judges
and monolithic Yang-Jehovah

Dispensing punishments and fines
and shame
and blame
where the only obvious victim
I can see
is me.

My dark protagonist continues
to be victimized,
even now in aging memories

Every day past light
leads, at dusk,
to dark future
leads, at dawn,
to soon past light…

Yet my attachment to enlightenment
encourages me to disregard
co-arising dipolar dark empowerments
bicamerally re-associated

Yet awkwardly, sometimes
with high-risk trauma histories
monoculturally LeftBrain
EgoCentric predative Yang

AnthroPrivileged Voices
stuck on healthy and safe past orthodox
value systems
personal
and economic
and political
and separate and unequal
bi-sensory
and anti-sexual competitive dogmatic traditions

Not spiritually or naturally learning
so not wanting to let go
even for dawning light’s healthy promise
to grab resilient hold
and heal dark
post-traumatic lose/lose
zero-sum global
ecocidal winterish nightmares

Dipolar co-arising
unconditional warm sun rising
well-moisturized
copassionately co-invested day dreams
and horizontal dances,
core-chakra interpersonal win/win
exercises
nonviolent practice
practice
practice

Until we get our cooperative peak experience
sacredly awesome
and restorative ecojustice
left and right again

BiLateral
BiCameral creolization
in timeless tides
of over-swelling
regenerativity

Not quite
so bleakly alone
trapped in silent screaming stark
Dark.

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Therapeutic JustUs

Lori Gottlieb
describes mental health mediators
and dream translators
prescribing more cost-effective therapeutic questions:

Who am I?
What do I want?
What’s in my natural health/spiritual wealth
bilaterally balancing way?

What do I want more:
to autonomously control
OR
to be part of some monopolizing,
possibly monotheistic, Thing
bigger than egocentric Me?

May morph
more effluently co-therapeutic
than affluent expertise advice
into:
What do I want
to safely control
AND YET ALSO
be part of some EarthTribe
polyculturally intelligent Relationship?

Healthier
more inclusive
and indigenous
and holistic
and organic
and resilient
than excluded
and punished
and wounded
and thereby imprisoned
and victimized Me

And my LeftBrain capitalized dominance
affluently attracts Gottlieb’s rational health
and safety questions
about wounded AnthroEgos

AND my RightBrain effluent impressions
of slow-growing ecopolitical affluent feelings
grow improved for win/win cooperative global thrival
midst monoculturing win/lose competitive survival
of local health and safety therapeutic improvement
as a resilient panentheistic stress-reducer
organically connected cooperative management
re-connecting
iEarthTribe inter-religious narratives
sacredly inviting
more effluent trickles
and streams
and rivers
and oceans
of EarthTribe living
loving indigenous waters

Descended from prehistoric
more polytheistic
matriarchal cooperative economies
of co-invested local democratic
domestic energy

Tipping toward Tao balanced
bilateral co-governance
healthy communing nutritional cycles
and recycles of ecofeminist
fertile restorative justice
regenerative healing wombs
also asking:

Who are sacred We?
feeling
when we most effluently
fluidly feel
and formatively think?

What does bicameral MeWe intelligence want?

What’s in our ancient monotheistic
anthrocentric
LeftBrain dominant
encultured win/lose dissociative
wounded
traumatized
stress-triggered
climate anxiety

Rabidly emergent RightWing
punishing
and excluding
and victimizing
denial of anthropocentric harm
and fundamental EarthHealth despairing
Lose/Lose polyvagal
neuro-systemic
binomially dissonant
+P v -NP
EitherLeftOrRight unbalanced
+1/-(-0)
BothLeftAndNotNotRight rebalancing
co-therapeutic Way?

Yang affluent
AND
Yin effluent

Ego/EcoTherapeutically
restoring personal secular Justice
AND BICAMERALLY COMMUNING
panentheistic
co-empathic sacred Peace

And maybe a little joy
now and then
becoming more faithfully
inclusively
restoratively
resonantly
resiliently
regeneratively frequent

Bicamerally communioning
co-arisingly dipolar
nonzero open
sacred
integral
WholeHolyHolonicEarth

Systemic eco/theo-logical
trust in therapeutic
not RightWing anthro-elitism
embracing
EarthTribe restorative justice
public health affluence
is also resilient sacred peace
public safety effluence,
reformatively reflowing political ego/eco-integrity,
co-empathic panentheistic compassion.

Unlike our left-hemispheres
taught
and monoculturally
RightWing capital over-invested
win/lose zero-sum assumptions,

Truly therapeutic
EarthTribe resilient polycultural wisdom
is more of an effluently joyful
Eastern bodhisattva peace-growing process
than an affluently measured
messianic critical judgment event

Which I believe
is what the New Testament
good news of Jesus narrative
is ego/eco-systemically
all Holy Nature/Spirited about
indigenously peaceful
Truth affluent
and sacred Beauty effluent,
definitely not RightWing
LeftBrain dominant,
wisdom.

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EarthTribe’s Intimacy

Imagine
your segregated ego identity
becomes your primal sensory system
perennially aiming toward
0-Zone peak experiential integrity

Intimately aware
all humane physical
and verbal touchers
and metaphysical
nonverbal feelers

Win/Win voiced teachers
and polytheistic out-reachers
ecologically surrounded
by sacred, living
lovely Earth’s health potential
for nurturing 1-Zone
environment-nurturing choices

Integral
polyculturally resilient
to more resonantly feel
multicultural health
and safer ego/ecosystemic wealth

1-EarthTribe/0-Ego co-binary
poly/mono-polistic
bicameral balance
toward Win/Win’s strategic
global/local wise integrity

Polytheistically sacred living
potential for resonant co-empathic health
and resiliently co-investing
in restoring peace felt
and justice touched

EarthTribe environmental 1-healthy
and neuro-systemic win/win 0-safety
co-empathic intention

Intimate intelligence
not resonantly shared
becomes at risk
of defensive fetid dogma,
colonizing anger and fear potential

Or fades away
giving sway
to further win/lose trauma

Where win/win creolization
had actively hoped
to co-intelligently play.

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Blank Page Syndrome

Blank page syndrome
feels like full page longing
to be done with some work project
that will not slowly grow worthy
of my time
and certainly no captivated reader.

I feel victimized,
tortured, actually,
by blank page syndrome

Where I want to feel some opening
and rewarding opportunity
and not dull risk
of further unnoticed failure
to richly
and wisely communicate
warm and wild communion.

My blank pages
demand content
spilled across blue horizontal lines
with a red left side vertical
demanding

Demarking where orderly thought correctly begins
to unfold top left
unfurling cause effectively
sequentially
toward right bottom

Yet Left dominance
overpowers Right feelings prominent
circling and recycling
whirling and spinning
spiraling out of win/win control
re-membering risks
of nontransparent failure
falling brawly short
of both peaceful Truth
and vulnerable Beauty.

Yet a bleakly black blank canvas
with no red
or blue bicameral communion rules
or tools
feels most frightening
intimidating of all
unbalanced
anthro-privileged
vaporous calls

My
“I can’t draw,
or sketch,
or paint,
or write,
or sing,
or dance,
or speak out woke”

Can’t preach
or teach inside voices
ignoring outside echoing choices
to evoke
childish dreams,
daydream schemes
to become Earth’s greatest love
of blank paged warm regard
for how we flew
and walked
and swam
and grew to Here embodied
meets Now compassioned mind

Greatest
deepest
widest
trusted EarthBeauty
dipolar co-arising
all scared yet sacred Time’s unfolding

Win/Win regenerative
peaks and valley sand
defining ecstatic
aesthetic lines
refining intimate circling graced spaces
etched throughout
neuro-systemic elegant
multigenerational potential

Not not synergetic journeys
deeply and widely
back and forth
out and inside
polyculturing communion

While staring at this straight lined
and otherwise white privileged
square-cut manufactured page

Holding my green health hope
and content contented circling pen
praying for worthy inspiration.

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