Humbling human cracks
in every theological
theoretical
divine relationship
Monotheistic faith
in our sacred past
religiously fine,
but anti-polytheistic hope
for our organic future,
irreligiously not OK.
Humanistic pleasure
cognitively fine,
but atheistic displeasure
not intuitively OK.
WE compassion
good-natured
definitely fine,
but THEY dispassion
bad-spirited
infinitely not OK
Cracks that whet
shared Light inside.
This universal question
we unitingly share
about “God”
Whether I believe,
or not
Inviting some binary answer,
HopeFull or DespairEmpty
Yes or No, and not maybe,
True or False, and not sometimes agnostic ambivalence
Yet, maybe dipolar co-arising equivalence?
Could also become a healthier question
about intuitive reception
of co-empathically felt peak spirited nature
Sacred passion
and organic pleasure
peace-filling trust experiences
Not restricted to cognitive perception,
verbal reflection
on co-passionately non-violent communication
Through verbally mindful words
about nonverbally graceful ways.
Perhaps “God” is an English-Christian proper noun,
for a multiculturally transformative verb
a religiously constructed map
exploring multigenerationally trusted
multicultural experiences
of safe and healthy sacred territory
Pointing to a deeper question
about organically spirited trust
and dispirited distrust
and in-between unspirited denatured mistrust
underlying peak co-empathic relationships
of sacredly organic hypostatic unions
opposing neurosystemic trauma histories
Mysteries conjoining
FatherSun’s enlightening passion for Truth
EarthMother’s empowering pleasure in trust
as humanely-divine peace
that compassionately passes
crowning Sage either/or cognitive understanding
removed from
Muse-rooting polyvagal neurosystemic feelings
Nonverbal
nonviolent
polyvagal cobinary peak experiences
of co-empathic trust in feelings
inviting co-passionate Truths
of Gaia’s hypostatic
hypothetical
pronoia hypothesis
Warmly regarding
prehistoric questioning mysteries
Intuitively questing
God’s creative map
historic reconstruction
of trusted healthy neurosystemic opportunities
and actively distrusted
uneasy unhealthy unsafe risks
Inside this universal question
we unitingly quest
about Gaia’s pronoia feelings
Stillness
stuckness of human nature longing
to EarthMother nature
belong
Whether we believe
in past peak experiences
of compassionate trust
and/or unpeacefully
and unpleasantly
not so much.
Elder RightBrain felt compassions never die,
they simply enter colonizing peak
and complexly exit creolizing deep
erotic/agapic sexsensory sleeps
co-arising passion’s positive redemption
Not quite so much ecstatically felt
in our first inhale longing breath
as in our last surrendered exhale
Synergetic belonging
co-redeeming breathless pleasure,
however unrequited,
resiliently touches sacred peace
with all indigenously resonant souls
ReGenerating EarthTribe’s healthy heartbeat way
panentheistically anticipating wealthy paradise life
first inhaling birth of longing truth
last exhaling re-birthed belonging
Within Elder EarthMother’s root felt
pronoia choice
empowering FatherSun’s light crown
touching pleasure voice.
How does it feel to you
when presidents proclaim anthro-supremacy
exclusively made male
in one universal God’s
straight WesternWhite monotheistic
over-Capitalized
autocratic entitlement
for a mono-polistic winner
to tax and spend against all weak
poor in spirit
vulnerable
disempowered
marginalized
despised losers?
How might Earth-dissociated
patriarchal monotheism have felt
empowering and disempowering
across centuries of Western academics
straight light-skinned male monastics
expecting historically salvific privilege?
How might this orthodox Fundamentalism feel
to left-brain verbally dominant scribes?
scholars of ancient language,
orthodox-hungry translators,
interpreters of living multicultural language
And more modern militant publishers,
monotonously anthro-civilized monoculturists,
OneFather divinely entitled monotheists
Ageing and vulnerable
royal monopolists of power
to dominate democratic communication,
to demonstrate discommunication,
and demonize unitarian communal pleasures
Peak neurosystemic co-passions
organically felt
sacredly therapeutic
panentheistic pronoia
Transcendent SunFather enlightened Mind
Immanent EarthMother empowered Body
win/win communion
deep liberating-mind/conserving-body rooted
re-ligiously regenerating
both sacred neuro-systemic peaceful intuitions
and organic eco-systemic justice cognitions
spiritual/natural co-binary
indigenously wise revival
win/win inter-religious thrival
Peak compassionate experiences
followed by pronoia’s peace-full afterglow
neurologically predicating passion’s pleasure flow,
preparing for another go,
a cosmic afterglow
Re-embodying Earth’s naturally scripted scholarship
re-interpreting disembodied verbal texts
sometimes struggling,
but usually not commercially concerned,
to recapture indigenous EarthTribe’s resonant
nature-spirited
resiliently peaceful
panentheistic wisdom
of peak HolySpirit fruitful natured
neuro-sexsensory light and power experiences
transubstantiating sacred AnthroMind meta-physics
and organic EarthBody hypo-kinesthetic physics
Pre-historically sung and danced
encircling crown and root-systemic
passion and pleasure
non-violent communication
Nondualistically co-empathic
non-dissociative pantheistic
nonverbal inner- and inter-communicating
eco-womanist Me/We wounded
belonging/longing midway compassion
EarthMother-friendly passion
evolving trauma-informed prophetic Muses
emerging from deep pleasure listening
for win/win bipartisan
post-coital depolarizing
re-ligiously healing resolutions
of chronic winner v loser deficiencies
EarthHistory’s smoldering
anthropocentrically mono-theistic
irreligiously dissociative
devolutions.
How might patriarchal
monotheistic nationalism
monocultural religiosity
monolithic capitalism
monopolistic evangelical colonization
feel unmerited
and dis-merited
if you are unstraight
unwhite
unmale?
uninvested
disengaged from
disenchanted with
monstrously straight
monochromatically white
messianic ideation.
Coitally favoring instead, perhaps,
unitarian panentheistic EarthTribe Peace
reconnecting Mind-passion/Body-pleasure
GoodNews sexsensory sacred soulful healthcare
wealthy AnthroCrown/EarthRoot recreation
decolonizing oppression
to reconnect anticipation,
neurosystemic procreation
aspiring
inspiring win/win
ego-healthy LeftMind liberating thought
and eco-wealthy RightBody conserving felt
safe polyvagal neurosystemic feelings
of inside/outside AnthroPeace
restoring EarthJustice
Especially when inclusive PeaceWarrior sung
and wellness circle inter-religiously danced
in MotherTree governing sanctuary circles
of wealthy woke
compassionate EarthTribe forests
Mindfully enlightened
re-ligioning root-sensory resonance
from and for
resilience-empowering communion
co-arising revolutions.
AnthroPeace
panentheistically re-healing
our own self-polluting EarthHome InJustice
Not yet
reconnecting indigenously wise
authentic Yang-health
integral Yin-wealth
nonviolent communications,
co-passionate
bipartisan Win/Win
bilaterally intelligent co-pleasure
multisensory resilience
GoldenRule and Reverse GoldenRule worthy
of a princely peace presider
With a Chief of Staff
whose most Yin effective flowing
and Yang efficient transforming question
could be:
How was that winner v loser stuff you just personally proclaimed
politically win/win useful?
democratically empowering?
ecologically and inter-religiously enlightened?
For healing our dispassioned/unpleased
less perfect disunion,
irreligiously discommunicating against
bodhisattva EarthMothered
herstorically pronoia Bodies
Not feeling your patriarchally disassociated
unpeacefully discommunicating
revenge-obsessed masturbations
delusionally messianic
unwoke, and probably paranoid,
disembodied mindlessness.
It seems to me,
declared the preacher
to the distracted music Teacher,
that sacred MonoTheism
smugly explains
and exalts AnthroOwnership Privilege
to ordain,
buy and sell
Earth health-care rights.
It may sound to we,
sang the woke musician
refraining
and training Her preacher,
that rabid AnthroSupremacy
explains,
and expects a cooperative
bipartisan resolution to
the colonizing historical problem
of Straight
WhitePrivileged
monotheistic
monocultural
monopolistic WealthCarelessness
about Trust
and Integrity
and Compassion
As if our Original Prime Relationship
was Win/Lose traumatized,
punishing experiences of vengeful justice
Divinely jealous
and autocratic intent
of a tyrant society
terrorist military
dogmatist dignitary
fascist ecocidal obituary.
Going in the opposite direction
compassionate
win/win co-invested
ecopolitical co-erection
sounds like the more pleasant
and health resilient
green wealth
peak sacred experience
co-arising dipolar emergent
win/win selection.
Which is why,
revised the preacher
with the music Teacher,
a universally individual CreatorGod
is made in the imaginative image
of AnthroSupremacy
LeftBrain verbal dominant
baritone-bass resonant sacred Privilege
to pursue economic monopolies
and political patriarchal rightwing societies
and sensual/sexual binary monocultures
and religious monotheistic autocracies
Hierarchies of power
empires made of golden ManStrong
Might/Light resilience
gone somewhat flat
of integrity’s best health-wealth
less dour and sour
green/blue sacred fresh
neurosensual
Open Whole Black Sacred potential.
I was bruised by dogmatically non-evangelical
Christ monotheistic Jehovah judgmental bad faith
of divine powers
equally entitled
to generously create love
and selfishly act out of jealousy
divine punishment for unfaithful sins
of worship omission
and secularizing commission
Prescribed by the inspired
and kleptocratically negotiated
Greek
and Latin
and English transubstantiations
of AnthroSupremacist visions
speaking
and singing
and dancing
in white male dominant translations
Royal capital is holy
next to divine monopolistic inspiration
of presumably omniscient sacred values
captured by scribes
and conserved by councils
of presumably straight white orthodox
literate males
representing ecclesial royalty
Featuring Jewish Saul
turned Christ Active Revivalist Paul
writing self-governance purification letters
suggesting that ecclesial rituals
of a polytheistic sensual nature
are the opposite
of our most monotheistic spiritual
yet HolySpirit EarthMatriarchal mindful
sacred panentheistic experiences.
I am also more metaphysically resonant
as a YangNatural/YinSpiritual co-passion Taoist
believing through deep listening
to my (and possibly our)
deepest restorative regenerous justice
Yang/Yin co-operative communication intentions
throughout male/female co-investing reproductive
cause-effect linear days
and co-empathic
regeneratively resilient
lunar recircling nights
CoPassioning
yintegral humane sexuality
as our deepest,
highest
and best sacred sensory practice
positive synergy practice
health wealthing practice
till we get ourselves
Yang in and Yintegral out
depolarizing balance
resiliently Left/Right
co-empathic
resonant dialogical praxis
Bodhisattva
co-messianic
co-passionate Left/Right
internal/external communionation
practice
verbally positive thoughts
and metaphysical theories
about nonverbal healthy felt
nonviolent physical feelings.
Don’t want to be stuck
in the Trauma Prevention Department.
Don’t want to work that hard
on dogmatic compartments
for politically correct CAPITAL INVESTMENT
governments
over-investing in cautionary
conditional
chronic win/lose mistrustful
competitive dissonant miscommunications
and excommunication
which is counterproductive
for best Trauma Prevention practice
Of mindful-civil cooperative warm regard
AND co-investments in
EarTherapeutic Community Resilience.
I do want resilience to be free minded
in a compassionate
healing
and attentive way
To re-awake,
at least in the intimate privacy
of my own imagined MusicTherapy video,
a more youthful
possibly kinda lustful
want and need to sing and dance
For some extravagantly hot romance
inspiring love songs
To MotherTrees
practicing Earth mindful
sacred MoonDance motion skills
Chill
No nasty military commodified drills
for Trauma Perpetuation
Reviving soulful sensory want to play
win/win economic and political
peak experiences
all day
Often on some water shore,
a river valley waiting with anticipation
for just this one last gasp more
economically correcting
by power and light reconnecting
Unconditionally positive warm
well-moisturized humane bodies
co-invested
in co-operative
co-empathic passions
for universal health
and unitarian EarthTribe safety
Is probably not more
win/lose competitive
LeftBrain dominating monocultural worship
of monotheistic AnthroVerbal Supremacy
afraid to listen and speak nonviolently
about our need to deny
our apparent desecrating vocation
propelling EarthMatricide
Which is why I am feeling overwhelmed
and don’t want to be stuck
in the Trauma Prevention Department
So, I was wondering
could you direct me
to the Restorative Resilience Department?
It must be
I fear
some small wayside closeted
indigenous wisdom compartment,
probably dusty
from lack of use
during the monotheistic hegemony era
blessing straight white industrial
and commercial
and agricultural
and financial
and labor forced predations.
Restorative Resilience Department…
Not sure if that would be the Psych Ward
for Trauma Management
or Public Health and Safety
My constituents are MotherTrees.
Do we have any Public Health and Safety plans
or programs
or policies
or procedures
or practices
to restore their neural root
and branch resilience?
I ask
because I know the therapists
and administrators at the Psych Ward
and they don’t have a clue
about resilience planning.
Way too busy
managing trauma
anxiety
depression
chronic stress
overwhelming the Trauma Prevention Department
Which is why I’m feeling stuck,
not having a lot of luck
finding anyone who gives a…
outside the apparently missing
Restorative Resilience Department
of Mindful Corrections
and more positive redirections.
I’m working on this Systems Theory
All existing formal religious traditions
and informal spiritual experience
of Great Sacred EcoLogical Transitions
[e.g. Blue Holocene to
Green AnthroScene]
Originally,
through our divine monotheistic
and/or polytheistic
and/or atheistic naturalistic
shared one root curiosity system
of healthy resilient enculturing nutrition:
“I’ll believe it
when I can see it,
or hear it,
or maybe safe to smell it,
but probably not safe to taste it,
feel it
Feel spiritually interested
and/or naturally disinterested
in my own personal sensual peak
and valley inside experiences,
yet also our professional education
and empowerment-driven
unconditional integrity
of warm cooperative
co-invested win/win therapeutic intent
Born of body/mind neural root systems
and delivered for
restoring wounded sacred Earth’s
indigenous Physical Resilient HealthSystems
are also MetaPhysically Resonant
Mental Win/Win Synergetic FaithSystems
ReInterReLigionReFlecting
Yang/Yin BiPartisan Balancing
Natural Economies of Resilient Health Justice
also produce Spiritually Resonant Wealth
of Peace
AnthroPrivileged,
but not competitive ZeroSum;
more Whole Open Holistic
green cooperative
FatherSun
LeftBrain dominant
verbal enlightening
do not emerge from
Closed MonoCulturally Defensive Systems
dipolar co-arising
Sacred Organically Receptive MotherEarth
RightHemisphere prominent multisensory
indigenously nature/spirit rooted
natural economic nutritional health
systems:
cooperative Win/Win
positive sacred co-relationship thrival
robustly complex networks
win/lose survivalist competitive
ecopolitical apartheid corporate transactions
lose/lose negative desecrating trauma-despair
chaotic anti-communion fading egosystems
bipolar not-not polynomially unbalanced
degenerating
Sacred MotherEarth
spiritually panentheistic
naturally synergetic
ergodic co-balancing energy
positive-1/not negative-0
AnthroPrivileged bicameral balancing health care
neuro-sensory communication systems
Remembering
matriarchal ancient-lined
ringed
circling
spiraling birthing
baptismal waters
within universal
unconditional
unitarian co-empowering
Original Win/Win EarthMother
peak emergent health is wealth
warm and wet womb
formed and flowing
integral spacetime rebalancing
1-Yang/0-Yintegral co-balancing
Whole Open HealthSystems
incubating mutual warm regard
For bilateral sacred enlightened peaks
umbilically reconnecting
co-empowering valleys
Panentheistically still lurking
in all current quietly mindful
through past nutritional faith-based traditions,
this quiet cooperatively co-invested hope
against all win/lose treasons
of win/win healthy resilient
love reasons
PolyCultural positive perception
was originally rooted in
natural food and elimination
and reproductive
ecological resilient co-operating systems,
organisms,
biospheres surrounding ego-core identity systems,
plants and living planets.
Sure,
in this more modern monotheistic branch
of ancient faith traditions
on our Tree of Sacred Indigenous Knowledge,
predative privileged light
and evangelical right
to identify
quantify
define and refine
percentage of God’s sacred
humane individuation
As compared against
a monoculturing GoldRuled Standard
StraightWhiteMale supremacist
LeftBrain nouned
monotheistic renouned right to control
exclusive sacred narratives
of divine light’s full manly power
to control all warm nutritioning
water co-gravitating ReSources
Lurking quietly
in poetry and psalms
and parables
of matriarchal sacred history
Rooted in nature-based
oral traditions,
psalmody
indigenous nondualistic wisdom literature
Not quite so over-invested
in militarized religious war events
witnessed
and victimizing
in potential win/win ways often ignored
by global ecological history
To write down mythology
and passion narratives
and bodhisattva cooperative
green co-invested
restorative justice healing ceremonies,
passion story telling
Vulnerably personal
and yet transparently professional
ego/ecosystemic open
natural mindbody healthcare
resilient history
iconic, sometimes ironically,
of spiritual eco-panentheistic
indigenous wisdom
Gaian wealthcare synergetic
ancient EarthGoddess integrity
of neuro-organic resonant mystery
Still playing with Her win/win
faith-based resilient
EarthJustice theory
Trauma-informed remains
for explaining to a win/win undamaged child
wondering, in face of emergent ecocide,
why would sacred MotherEarth
think it was a good highest and best use
of valuable organic real estate
to over invest in AnthroPrivilege?
So, I’m playing with this win/win
restoring healthy
wealth co-optimizing
empowering and enlightening
Yang/Yin bilateral ego/eco-resiliently felt
brilliant win/win re-connecting
neurosystemic ancient thrival
organic systems history
of AnthroPrivileged
positive co-relational
lurking sacred mystery theory.
What are your most winterish
critical trauma events
in these most recent
three millennia?
Why
just my traumas,
and not their corresponsive
ecotherapies
for restoring EarthJustice?
Please go on
and on
questioning my questions
seemingly without end,
like an arctic wind-blown
starless night
in eternally restless January.
As you say,
and, but for this grand analogy,
you would pay dearly
for your unsprung youth,
Back in pre-colonial daze
of sacred tribal glad,
mostly naked clad,
reunions,
Fall harvests produced fertile gratitude,
more of a positive
win/win attitude.
In those last warm and golden times
of nature nighttime naivete
some Governor,
a Wise Elder, perhaps
No matter how Patriarchal,
would deep dream think
to set defenses against
each sacred Other
Yet pantheistically inclusive Mother Earth
could not feel ripe
or right, apart
Summer fullness
and winter dormant absence
fail to positively correlate
Earth’s spirited spring minds
and physical womb-falling bodies
with metaphysical,
sacred bipartisan,
deeply thoughtful
yet hibernating
frustrated feelings
failing to confluently
and competently understand
Communicating
and excommunicating
across seasons
and present seas
of sacred vulnerable immigration
integration
creolization,
followed by thoughtfully transparent
slow-grown emigrant sacred status
rooted in wisdom
and freedom to,
not freedom from
and some other kindless
kingdom
Immigrating/Emigrating EarthTribes
exhaling summer’s sway
away
and migrating winter’s WombDream play
back in to sacred circling
and recycling stay.
Thanks for that,
Aunt Eartha.
Sounds like less of a summery answer
and more of a deep wintering question.
Yes, my dear,
and what does winter taste
and look
and feel like?
Restoring Earth’s
not-quite-so-everlasting
seemingly endless
cold white privilege,
Thawing into
more spring/fall balance,
sacred green/blue global
hibernating
matriarchal,
yet apparently dormant,
ecologists.
Sorry, Aunt Eartha,
drifting off,
wandering in winter wonder
EcoTherapy, once around again,
regenerating global
GoldenPlaying Peace
Within this silent wintered star’s
bright prolific night.
You could tell me your differences,
beat me down with distortions,
in-between fundamentally certain
of Either/Or
Yes or No
Stop or Go;
and never “and”
You also faithfully know sacred reasons
for secularized natural seasons.
You could whisper your silent discernments
in-between Both/And nuanced
curiously growing seasons
of sacred climate doubt
I could be heard and appreciated
beyond self-graced listening
for win/win mind is also spirit
is also health is also wealth
is also bicameral balancing options
for bi-curious co-empathic
communicating operations
For win/win longing nations
and tribes
and species to rebound from this precipice
thrusting forward further secularizing
decontextualizing
monopolistically monotheistic
Earth-desecrating AnthroSupremacy
SelfAppointed Sacred Rights
to play anthropocentric win/lose games
against co-passionate MotherNature’s HolyCene
Remains unhappy
with dogmatic rightwing Straight MonoTheistic Defensively
Patriarchal-Capitalist entitled White King’s English
for re-interpreting Her MiddleEastern eco-political narratives
and wisdom literature
and natural/spiritual
physical/mental nondualistic poetry
Monoculturally misappropriated
if not also sensed
internally sacred panentheistic
Promulgating polyculturally robust
creolizing values
not whatever transcendent hierarchical
colonizing disvalues
patriarchally privileged
monotheistic
misogynistically vengeful
extractively punishing demonic
dark lose/lose degenerative WuWay
The opposite of truly free
to healthy choose
Earth’s final sacred Revelation
Rather than stuck in dogmatic
God’s static never-changing word
Hell that burns in an eternal fire
of LeftBrain weaponed words
Yet, Earth will eventually Lose
capacity to support Win/Win juicy life
as we have outgrown Her
Yet, we need not hurry
trauma and win/lose stress
and environmental resource wars along,
distracted by inability to learn
global climate pandemic lessons
There is no resilient health care
for humans
without resonant wealth care
from nonhumans
Reclaimed a sacred WiseWoman
from her PostTraumatic Teacher
and PsychoDynamic Preacher
actively seeking EcoPolitical Win/Win Leaders
To re-member Whole Open EarthTribe’s sacred
historical experience
struggling with restoring
and restorying
entropic closed
secularized EarthScientist Demise
Yang’s LeftBrain privileged
monoculturing
lack of bicamerally balanced
health communicating
resiliently wealthy
post-traumatic win/win
curiously active LeftThought,
but not negatively reactive RightFelt,
bipartisan co-mediated experience
If I could teach you my differences,
sometimes beat down with distortions,
in-between fundamentally certain
of Either/Or Left
hopes also for Both/And Right co-passions
Yes and No
Stop and Go;
and almost never 0-sum
lack of panentheistic healing soul
As we also faithfully know
indigenously wise
sacred gifted reasons
for secularized
natural shifting seasons.
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