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WeedPatch Therapy

What words do we choose to express our ultimate accomplishments,
achieving our healthiest goals,
measuring our most successful outcomes?

Why do these words,
and our feelings about these choices,
wave in and out of happiness and prosperity,
even when quantitative measures suggest our resilience
continues to trend up and out toward infinite resonance?

We say we could become anything,
but do we mean we might achieve everything,
every power,
but not necessarily any time or way we choose?
How does WinWin associative integrity
accommodate WinLose dissociative history?

Integral PolyCulturists,
global environmental wealth therapists,
holistic health practitioners,
favorably contrast polycultural climax
with monocultural collapse
into rabidly aggressive “weed” patches,
where “responsible owner”
investment “planner”
intelligent “controller”
master “gardener” you
imagined your organically healthy
and sacred-beauty wealthy
well-groomed and wellness-inviting front yard–
rather than an uninvited cancerous infestation
where you intended to extend your healthy ego identity.

We might hope to become more adept polyamorous achievers
by acclimating to less anthropocentric monopolistic aspirations,
competitive Anthropocene climates of self-inspiration
too privileged to care about other-expiration

win/lose survivalist desperations
becoming uncontrollably messy “weed patch” subclimates,
stubbornly monolithic

EarthNatural disgrace
defeating HumanSpiritual grace
of concomitant eco-trust and ego-faith
in cooperatively resonant
win/win well-being resilience

ReCognizing ego’s always limited
co-empathic feelings

Healthy anthropocentric neurosystems
don’t require unwealthy Anthropocene ecosystems
anymore than good love-life days
require bad fear-death nights

Measuring out divine successes
and inhumane failures
day by day,
decade by decade,
life against life survival contests,
invidious “weedpatch” comparisons,
virtuous win/win AnthroMind/EarthBody contrasts,
each and all co-arising
polycultural integrity’s nondualistic potential.

Yet, like Yangish competitive AnthroEnlightenment
over all Lesser Othered-Lives
and Yin’s gooier cooperative co-empathic win/win powers
with Others,
these opposing bilaterals
are also dynamically recycling appositional revolutions

Neurosystemic health within
as ecosystemic wealth without
co-intelligent exchange,
searching for words and deeds
to optimally extend pronoia’s tensegrity
sacredly resonant synergy
organically resilient neuro/eco-therapy,
softly contentious sustainable contentment

Peace through EarthTribe solidarity
and cooperatively-held flexibility,
in-between victimization and virtualization,
in-between LeftBrain doer verbalizations
and RightBrain feeler harmonizations,
in-between monotheistic Anthropocene optimization
and polytheistic EarthCentric integration

An omnipotently
and omnipresently complex neuro/ecosystemic
win/win contentment
and yet often feeling win/lose transitionally chaotic
contentious

An overwhelmingly monolithic “weedpatch” of despair
further polarizing any active hope
of middle-ground integrity’s
AnthroMind/EarthBody repair.

With healthy democracy tools
for front lawn re-landscaping,
monocultures begin to feel like painful resources,
artifacts of pleasure passionate polyculturing Elders

With trust and good-faith wellness
co-governing more ecosystemically wealthy
and neurosystemically healthy
Anthro-crown/Earth-root therapeutic
inter-religiously resonant
and multiculturally resilient
thriving love-life futures.

What looked like monopolistic alien powers over little benign-ego me,
begin to also feel like restoring peace opportunities
with what remains from our former shared polypathic
NeuroAnthroMind/EcoEarthBody co-empathic
passion/pleasure
mind/body therapeutic depolarizing co-identity

ReWeaving promise,
never beginning re-ligious omnipotence
and ever ending dissociative omnipresence,
timelessly wealthy
front lawn win/lose “weedpatch” reseeding
healthy win/win spaciousness.

CoPassionate edible trust
with ornamental beauty pleasure
enlightening resilient climate Nature
continuously co-arise
old composted death
into new life change,
but these are transitions
that have historically favored multiculturally democratic health
and disfavored autocratic “weedpatch” pathology.

All robustly polycultural landscapes
lead to a more globally wealthy Home,
but AnthroPrivileged LeftBrain liberating verbal intelligence
chooses which directions to healthy-democracy walk
and which to unsafe-autocracy avoid

and when it’s time to win/lose contentiously pick up
and to win/win contentedly slow down
our WholeEarth peace-making pace

Calmly anticipating
leaving no anthropocentric weedpatch behind
monotheistically uncared for
and panentheistically neglected.

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Powers of Enlightenment

I’ve noticed our Republic’s
IrReligious RightWing Tree of Life v Death
reacts to root-systemic problems
as if oak strong branches
lifted to majestic worshiping heights
of crowning supremacy
need not be concerned
with watering
and feeding democratic roots
of nutrition
nursing organic trust
and nurturing EarthMother empowerment.

Such behavior feels less organically intelligent
than a sacred Tree of MotherEarth

More like a gang
of Bully Putin Pulpits
and capital addicted TrumPublican Puppets
with upset expansive stomachs,
boundlessly hungry eyes
and private paranoid parts,
and irritatingly irreligious deaf ears

Trying to feed
from entitled top,
trickling down to lowly
leftover
humiliated bottoms,
what we must primally breed
and seed
from deep down
communing democratic trust inside

Roots musing down
and communicating in
to feed organic communion up
and sacred community out

Conserving crown to root neurological tree-systems
resonantly nurturing
harmoniously liberacious crowns
both/and
win/win
organic/sacred
resiliently conservational root systems
interdependently
inter-religiously
empowering/enlightening communion.

Not quite so angry
with enfeebled branched-out leaders
and not mad
with anemically sad internal conspiracies
and bad dis-investment habits
rather than glad co-investment skills

for resolving which top bully,
devouring all challenger bullies,
will next be crowned King
of trauma-riddled TrumPublican triumph

Trumped-up singing:
It’s my party
and you’ll cry
when I want you to.

Meanwhile
democratic grassroot systemic wisdom
burns and blows
drowns and starves

Degenerating patriarchal migraines
and not regenerating grains
of deep-rooted integrity

to feel multicultural health
trust
truth
beauty
pleasure
wisdom
compassion
loving kindness
pronoia peace

courageous polycultural curiosity
about interweaving wisdom
of inter-religious root systems.

Liberating resonant crowns
and conserving resilient roots,
bipartisan integrity of a wealthy
healthy
EarthMothered Tree.

Or so it seems to me
noticing our disunited Republic’s
troubled Tree of CrownHeavy Life
reacting against healthy multicultural democracy

Deaf
to wilderness voices of dying forests
coral reefs
oceans
topsoil
shrinking polar caps
glaciers
rivers

EarthMother’s unenlightened crown of thorns
and disempowering trunk of sorrows,
man-privileged monotheistic
irreligiously and monoculturally wrong
ecocidally desecrating
anthropocentric maladaptive root-trauma

cannot resiliently support
TrumPublican crown drama.

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Sketchy Boundary Issues

My left-brain dominant challenge
begs for a worldview
of unconditional warm regard

Which sometimes feels uncomfortably warm
through heated confrontations
confused about whose voice is rightfully speaking
respectfully with whom

And who is listening curiously
for
and with whom
to practice universal
uniting compassion,
employing warm organically-fed tools
sometimes slow as molasses
in January

Not cold steel weapons,
icicles aimed for the hearts
and minds of difficult Others.

On our best days
and nights
not too coldly distant
and not too heatedly dissonant

Even on our worst traumatic days
and narcissistic dramatic nights,
silent listening voices
urge unconditionally curious regard

To avoid slippery unsafe
unhealthy slopes
of anger blaming lack of patience
and self-shaming fear
reacting against Others’ impatience

Judgment
that I am not important enough
to respect,
to regard,
to notice,
to matter,
to value,
to appreciate,
to love
unconditionally

Outside my left-hemisphere dominant
claustrophobic box
of mere linear
cause-effect
univocal reason

And

Inside limbic right-hemisphere resonance,
dark/light
mindful inside/outside
enlightenment/empowerment

For integral indigenous mind/bodies
peaceful spirit/natures
recreating co-passionate ego/eco-spirals
transforming queer uniting mirrors
rebalancing yin/yang boundary treasons
reassessing Earth’s safe wealth/health seasons

For white male privileged
left-brain dominant challenges
continuing to punish and divide
insufficient time from sufficient sacred space
for unconditional warm regard.

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Mindfulness As Usual

If I had an IQ of 17,
would this be normal?

My son,
with cerebral palsy,
no language capacity, no LeftBrain ability to read or write
or speak using linguistic tools,
with no hint of verbal or violent dominance issues,
has an angelic peace-loving IQ
in the 17 ballpark

On several behavioral measures of IQ
(does he have a swallow reflex?
Does he flinch
if his toe is pinched
or his foot is tickled?).

For him,
this IQ is normal,
when he’s feeling healthy,
relatively free of trauma
(including social
and political
and economic
and ecological
and theological
and biological, etc.),

Having a good win/win cooperative,
synergetic,
unconditionally warm regarding day.

And, for me,
his IQ seems normal,
or he would not be
the magnificent young man I know
and love
and care for
and listen to,

As he most times sits in silent
(hopeful bliss?)

Yet sometimes roars his verbal agency
to be seen
with unconditional warm regard
and heard with warm and sacred prophecies,

Our indigenous EarthTribe time
will never be less wisdom
than restoring ecojustice
compassionately co-invested
healthy and safe enough.

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Earth Hugging

What could I do?

What to do
when your biological,
and even formerly sober ecological,
relationships suddenly veer insanely romantic?

Or worse,
mistrustful
and yet
not always distrustful,
or not,
maybe deeper sadness
and occasional manic gladness
emerging inclusively wider questions
of approach and/or avoid

Both romantic
and yet soberly pedantic
sometimes before,
to plan, for after
feeling up
and/or sore
predicts anxiously down,
as genocide
predicts ecocide,
as biological attraction
follows ecological co-invested transaction
secular lust
must be felt sacred just
to know need for win/win romance
from greed for a winner take all
anthroprivileged chance
to flex power
without sharing light,
capital wealth
without nutritional health,
disvalues of Yang infestment
without Yintegral co-investment values
predation
without co-operative elation

My rabid rabbit hole
suddenly re-opening inter-religiously
grasping indigenously divine romantic
mystery
or sacred nomadic history
not told
or remembered

When mother trees
and father limbs
felt sexy
and bark,
like skin,
felt consensual,
ecologically curious
and biologically courageous

Mystically nondualistic
Yanged up healthy
and yet also,
more kinda ecofeminist
Yintegral safe sex
yet curiously pantheistic MotherEarth
[is, and is not my sacred EarthMother]
outrageously romantic wombing

What to do when
win/win romantic co-investments
don’t go green cooperative ecstatic
resiliently resonating peak experience?

Instead, may feel not just egotistic
but also HumanPredative
pedantic privilege
more than ecologically resilient
and/or romantically brilliant,
depending, I suppose,
on which side of the secular courage
v sacred curiosity
I may feel,
and need,
and want this day

Worshipping manly mountains
and crouching in warm breezed grassy valleys
multiculturally enlightening
and polyculturally empowering

New ego/eco-logical systemic questions
about what to do
when One dominating monotheistic
StraightWhiteMale
dogmatically scripted
incorporated
religion in Power

And yet
disproportionately GrandMother funded
and nurtured
and fed
while marginalized,
still feeling disenfranchised
and stuck

On what to do
when your biological
and even formerly ecological
sacred relationships
suddenly veer insanely win/win romantic

I suppose it has something to do with
avoiding your personal slam-bam purposes
to feed and breed
our EarthRevival slow-grown
inspiraling cooperative
deep sacred meaning
is also highest and best mindbody use,
not abuse

Tipping WuWei toward
P = N(NP)
equitable chance
of ego/eco-systemic
win/win resilient
bio/eco-logical resonant
brilliance,
as LeftBrain Either/Or
Light v Dark
is to RightBrain Both/And
+1/-(-0)= PolyMathic EcoPolitical Equity

Expressed in
polyvagal neuro-systemic communication
polypathic eco-systemic not not mental health systemic
natural/spiritual
thought/felt trauma prevention
internal/external resonant affection
resiliently romantic
good health humored
co-inspiring balance issues

Which keep obsessively
and compulsively,
defensively
and liberally
avoiding
and approaching
fleeing courage
and fighting/freezing curiosity
looping back
to what should I do
when my biological health
fights my former ecological wealth
of co-empathic communication systems,
suddenly and insanely veering
pan-sensory win/win romantic?

Seems a whole lot more
than merely not so win/lose traumatic.

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Caring Communion

We care for our cooperative
incorporated Community
of health and safety faith
by caring with
and for sacred
regeneratively hopefilled
Earth

ReMembering
fertile orgasmic Earth
and serene Water
shared EarthCare
to bare our mammaled sensory
sexual
sacred emerging intentions
born of EarthMother wombs

Incarnating matriarchal eggs
and patriarchal sperm
into safe
and healthy aging
EarthTribal caring minds
with trusted bodies.

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Natural Matters/Spiritual Desires

Natural sensory matter
organizes spiritual deep desires
metaphorically co-infested
co-invested
co-arising healthy space
wealth of timeless time
mindfully
playfully polynomial

Positives
more than equal not pathologies
naturally outside
remains not not spiritual inside
poly-estatic
panentheistic
polynomials
not not polycultural wisdom
polyphonically polypathic

LeftBrain thought
is an internally perceiving sense

Like right-brain implicit spiritual feelings
for deep inside win/win healing
not win/lose hurting
and not-not lose/lose
Yang hurting v healing Yintegrity,
colonizing v creolizing,
conquering v liberating,
controlling v freeing,
YangStrength v YinFlow,
hierarchical monocultural bandwidth
resisting integral polycultural depth

ReOpening
CoPassionate sunlight evolution
and green/blue Earth revolution

TransPartisan
EnLightenment and EmPowerment
wu-wei indigenous wisdom

Of natural sensory matter
re-organicizing spiritual deep desires
metaphonically co-infested
co-invested organic systems
co-arising healthy space
wealth of timeless time
mindfully
playfully polynomial
not not polypathically health humored
self/other optimizing wealth
of cosmically blissful laughter.

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ReWeaving ReLigioning ReConnections

It seems unlikely
Left Hemisphere’s
Either 100% Positive-On
Or 0% Negative-Dormant circuitry

Could change
toward polypolarizing
Right Hemisphere’s
Both Full
And NonZero Empty
CoPassion
And Silent Soul feelings

Devoid of unilaterally dissonant monoculturalism,
monotheistic judging voices,
depressing anthro-supremacism,
predicating overwhelming chaos,
underwhelming complexity
of unnatural lose-Me/lose-We despair
for fading
formerly healthy memories
of ecosystemic robust climates

For our already wounded children
and their affective climates
of high lose/lose risk
negatively correlated
with fading win/win opportunities
to rediscover
great Green EcoFeminist healthcare

For our future poly/mono-cultural
health of LeftHemisphere rational
verbal appreciation

For RightHemisphere wealth
of green eco-systemic
regenerative
resilient body-health/mind-wealth
strong/flowing
mountain/valley
convex-ego/concave-ecology

Ritualizing sacred green redeemers
Prophets of holy panentheistic
regenerative healthcare

Composed of dynamic spiraling revolutions,
emerging systems
remembering lunar ecocycles
of LeftHemisphere enlightenment,
RightHemisphere both/and co-empathic
passionate wisdom,
dipolar co-arising light/dark

Reweaving health/wealth
ReConnecting co-empathic evolutionals
like Yang/Yin
liberal love/conservational mental yintegrity
co-investing Left/Right
in Green poly-systemic health
resilience of hidden appositionals
in co-operating co-passion

BiPolar sexual orientations
including dipolar co-arising transcendent Saints
AND TransPanTheistic seductive Sinners

Straight poles
and transgender holes,
tops and bottoms,
aboves and belows,
co-enlightnment and affective wise empowerment
together seeking blue/green global climates
of health-caring balance

In a NonZero systemic zone
Open to secular holistic
AND sacred panentheistic understandings
overwhelming global
bi-hemispheric
health/wealth care
both Eco/Theo-Logical

ReWeaving
ReConnecting
ReGenerating similarities
in double-negative equals positive balancing
win/win optimizing
resilient global healthcare
openness,
open wounded nest

That positive Polynomial (P) worldviews
LeftHemisphere dominant
are also
negative NotPolynomial (NP)
views of RightHemisphere
win/win healthy v lose/lose pathological
heuristic both/and theoretical experience

DiPolar co-arising
liberal Yang lovers
and conservational-integral
GreenBeauty ecofeminist
global healthcare
eco/theo-logically
enlightened/empowered

To inter-religiously interconnect
multicultural values for health
with our polycultural STEAM experience
of resilient green ecosystemic
resilient
global
Open Systemic
holistically healthy-wealth

ReWeaving
ReConnecting
ReGenerating
mountains/valleys
convex/concave
complex/chaotic
holistic/empty narcissistic ZeroZone
for EarthTribe’s global wealthshare
equivalently balancing
green/blue healthcare

ReConnecting
ReWeaving
interdependent red-blooded
USA patriotism
for Green MotherEarth,

reconnecting
reweaving
sweet
sacred Home.

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Why Meaningful Space Heals Purposeful Time

Why did you think then
and
Why do you feel now

You are OK to park here?
drive here?
breathe in here?
stop breathing out here?
love here?
live here?
eat here?
defecate here?
urinate here?
peak here?
fall apart here?
exercise here?
sleep here?
practice here?
reflect here?
act here?
heal here?
destroy here?
appeal here?
repeal here?
unravel here?
reweave here?
fornicate here?
make love here?

Play here as now?
Work here, and now?
Demand here, more now?
Invite here as now?
Initiate here, and now?
Conclude here is also now?
Breed here as now?
Feed here, and now?
Devour here, more now?
Regurgitate here feels now?
Learn here, as now?
Teach here and now?
Meditate here now?
Preach here is now?
Prophecy here will become back there?

Exhort here as now?
Impress here for now?
Repress here against now?
Suppress here was also now?
Oppress here loves now?
Invest here and now?
Divest here as not now?

As compared to there?
As part of liberally rooted
thinking Now
conserving felt back Then.

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Cooperative EarthCare

Where the Left
supports cooperative
respectful
integral
yet multicultural health care

The Right
conserves against future changes
in hierarchical wealth structures,
thereby augmenting competitive
ineffective class warfare

Rather than universal classroom welfare
where everybody can Left and Right bicamerally learn
healthy cognitive/affective resonant processing
of cooperative needs
and healthy wants

While the educational systems
we shape
and democratize
relearn the primal role
of cooperative positive
and negative competitive feelings

Trust/mistrust
that we are/are not
a gift species to empower all EarthTribe’s health
and safety

More than business as unenlightened usual
capitalist mistrusters
whose main faith is that we are
and must be
divinely ordained
StraightWhiteMale monotheistic God’s gift
to a sinful
unlistening
ungifted
uncaring
unhealthy
unsafe
former organic green garden
of now fallen Eden.

CoEmpathy
seeks internal absolution
from my own anthrosupremacy

Growing healthier polycultural experience
I want to pass through
my own monoculturing elitism,
too tolerably comfortable with apartheid,
with great anthro-loneliness,
narcissistically elite despair
about genocide
and ecocide.

Full multicultural health care giving
receiving
conserving
preserving
remembers gifts of trust
in EarthTribe’s polyculturing wealthy welfare

WholeEarth supported
by sacred gifts of sunlight,
divinely breathable air,
purely potable water
fertile empowering soil
domestic safety rules
for managing fire
and renewable fuels.

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