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Kindness Is Free

Teachers
and parents
throughout the world
remind us kindness costs nothing.

Compassion is both free
and freeing.

But, those same teachers
and parents
and preachers
may not as directly mention
that meanness risks losing everything
you would care to feel positively healthy,
and not quite so negatively overstuffed wealthy,

Like anger and fear about loss,
Like competitions in escalating bipolar hate
and immigrant Othering,
Like loss of cooperative control,
Like loneliness,
Like criminalization,
judged degenerate,
defective.

We might borrow a chapter
from the natural ecologist’s textbook
about walking the second cooperative win/win mile
before anticipating win/lose meanness
in climatic return.

Meanness,
intent to harm,
rather than kindly heal,
costs society,
including privileged Straight White Fathers,
and communities
and families
and individuals,
everything good
healthy
prosperous
promoting well-being,

Like greed
envy
hate
anger
fear,

A bundle of endless need
to escape and shun
and starve and dry up
and heal
to restore ecosystemic justice

Where punishing egosupremacy
continues to fail
to motivate the hearts
of thriving healthy kindness

More redemptively co-invested
in health and safety governing systems
than competitively infested
meanness,
which costs everything,
including loss of Left and Right
cooperative enlightenment
and sacred empowerment
producing win/win co-invested kindness.

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Compassion Stories

What
to my LeftBrain appears
but Santa CapitalistClaus
and his eight domesticated
and monetized octaves
of neuro-sensory reindeer

To my LeftBrain
appears to not be
much of a healthcare giving
Creation ReCreation Story,
neither astutely ecological
nor gracefully polyculturing

Feels to my sacred Earth Right MindBody
like not becoming a wealthy grace receiving
PolyPathic ComPassion Narrative,
panentheistically theological
and nonviolently multiculturing

These two, together
recreating co-investing Stories
of and for
compassionate health systemic
redevelopment and restoration narratives,
natural and spiritual,
secularly sacred,

Scientifically polypathic,
integral, holistic, sacredly erotic
exotic
sensual climaxing WinWin systemic climates

Restoring healthcare
rooted in negatively redefining research
isolating violent neural ego/eco-crashing sensory
crushing Lose/Lose inside/outside withdrawal
and concomitant LeftBrain anthrosupremacist denial
of Earth climate
public outdoor wealth
and inside health degeneration

Where once lived regenerating co-empowerment,
ecological theory
of polytheistic divine nurturing light

On integrity’s potential
climaxing health experience
of polypathic theoretical wealth.

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Engaging Green Integrity

Not competing he
Not fleeing me,
Meaning found
through womyn We,
swimming bicamerally.

Impatient exhale lost,
curious slow-grown inhale gained.

Meaning found
in liberty
gaining win/win energy
as tangible as CapitalHeaded currency,
not autonomously
but interdependently
full-flowing integrity,
synergy.

Denial lost,
engagement gained.

Capital gains
empty with hoard rotted grains
fouled against a wet
sweat polluting air
of unfair drought
consuming future health investments

Perilous for mere
more anthrosupremacist consumers
of vanishing climate comforts

Like health care
wealth of cooperatives
steeped in synergy’s Win,
green in digenous organs
of cooperating natural
yet spiritual infrastructure
absent corrupting hierarchical sin,

Co-investing in
nonviolent intersectional communication
restoring multi-polycultures,
natural cooperative systems
eco-theological
spawning nature’s most spiritual communion

Drenched in digenous DNA’s
health wealthy engaged
enlightening
empowering
integrally interdependent
polypathic
bilateral optimizing
health systemic
wealth of meaning-filled
binomial design

Not so much by He,
Not just freely autonomous ego Me,

Meaning found
through yintegral health-yanging We,
bold integrity unfolding
bicamerally.

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A Crisis of Rhetoric

Yes, you are so correct, my dear Straight White Patriarchal Republicans, we do have an economic crisis, an immigration crisis, a labor crisis, and a fossil-fuel energy crisis. And, yes, we do have a national security crisis, brought to us most threateningly by White Supremacists, many spawned, fed and watered by “Christian” fundamentalism.

You have not been quite so outspoken about our public health crisis and our climate health crisis, but these too, are real, alarming, critical, and, in large part, global crises.

Now, when do we get to the part of your economic and political analysis that unveils how your RightWing agenda of patriarchalism and capitalism have played such a devastatingly unvarnished and direct toxic role in leading to these crises? And when do we get to hear about how eager you are to support Green New Deal policies to improve our economic and ecological and global political challenges? And when will you wake up and realize that these are not entirely separate and distinguishable crises? And when might it occur to you that these are not merely national crises, but crises on a planetary systemic scale which will last as long as you choose to pretend we live in a win/lose ZeroSum environment when all scientific and religious evidence, and your own ecomatriarchal experiences of natural and spiritual attachment clearly point in the other win health care to also win resilient wealth optimization for all God’s creation?

Perhaps in 2022 when, contrary to your expectations, you lose even more votes from those of us fed up with choking on the bile of your hypocrisy and toxic degenerative investments in nationalistic greed.

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Controlling Narratives

It all comes down to

Do you believe more
in enlightening original Earth creation stories
or
in empowering messianic passion narratives.

What comes down
inhaled
drawing in light
may reasonably appear like a monotheistic weapon
to avoid patriarchal-capitalist loneliness
loss

What goes out
exhaled
empowering polytheistic tools
to embrace polypathic-cooperative
co-passions.

What are we coming down and up
in and out toward?

Life,
love,
purpose,
destiny, I suppose,
whether secularly and democratically
universally enlightening multicultural stories
or sacredly and theistically
unitarian narratives
co-empathically empowered.

Yes, I see
your massive LeftBrain verbal story
Truth OR Fiction

AND then raise our RightBrain cooperating feelings
mythically narrating more.

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Performance Grade Meditations

In my ecotherapeutic world view,
right brain and left stratosphere friendly,

I know two interdependent types of people,
Mushy Meditators
and Prickly Performers.

These two, together, help all of us win,
democratically and multiculturally,
when Performers
listen to
and read more compassion remediating Meditators’
performance medications.

And,
frankly, it would also help shape up
and encourage peak experience resilience
if Meditators
would Perform with more cooperative co-investments
and ecopolitically win/win compassion
where dutiful Truth actively celebrates joyful Beauty
when neuro-sensory bliss
explodes into throbbing wonder
and climaxing awe.

We need,
(or is it just me?)
compassionate integrity
more LeftBrain high
and deep learning RightBrain bicameral
transregenerative win/win joy communion,
locally
and nationally
and globally not stern PatriarchalCapitalist competitions

Better resilient resistance
through ecofeminist
multicultural LeftBrain OverPerformance Cancellers

Counselors for patriarchal Performance addiction
cancelling further capital competitive investment
in dark rumination
rather than win/win mushy Meditation
medication

Inducing my ecotherapeutic world view,
right brain and left ecopolitically friendly.

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Bodhisattva Myths

Creation Stories
Salvation Narratives
regenerate,
together win/win co-operate
bodhisattva risks
and universal opportunities
for mutual co-investment

In sacred meaning
as also interdependent ecological webs
of blue/green
Heaven/Earth
Patristic/Matriarchal
enlightening/empowering
mono/poly-theistic
communal myths,

Anthrosupremacists
need to feel divinely re-inspired
win/win strategically salvific protagonists
re-activists
multiculturally adept communal mediators
Win/Winning within these co-passionate narratives.

It’s win/lose
either/or
LeftBrain verbally
unredemptively
retributively obvious
why StraightWhiteMale privileged predators
want to believe in Patriarchal-Capitalist
toxic PC cancelling polytheistic myths,

But
how do we make more EcoFeminist healthy wealth
(without degenerative anthropocentric walls)
feel regeneratively win/win
resonantly cooperative
co-empathically co-invested
resiliently long-term
healthy wealth
real?

Thousands of polytheistic choices
polyculturing voices
pre-historic years ago
birdsong and firecircle
singing and dancing rituals
were,
still are,
reattaching EarthNature and EgoSpirit
co-passioning HeavenLight/EarthPower
BlueAbove/GreenBelow communion,

A sacramental inhale-nature/exhale-spirit intervention
re-enacts LeftBrain dominant
transcendent monotheistic abstractions
feeling neuro-sensory incomplete
without RightBrain spiritual intelligence
naturally win/win
systematically positive ego/eco-contextually bilateral
binomially democratic bicameral
felt as co-operatively real
healthyTrue and wealthyBeautiful
bodhisattva theo/eco-cratic healing narratives

Ecofeminist
healthiest when also egowomanist
panentheistic NonZero Zone
of globally sacred
neuro-sensory integral communicating
interdependent Earth

The binomial God/Goddess essence
of polymathic ritual
in patterned
rhythmic co-relational EarthMother DNA
dynamic bodhisattva
healthy wealth salvation fractal spirals

Yang Yintegrity
as X is part of Yang
as Y is also part
of yintegral NonZero Zone
systemic bodhisattva X/Y co-determining destiny
win/win health/wealth systemic
salvific EarthTribe
NonZero Zone potential

As YangSpace
is part of bilaterally Yintegral Time
is bicameral 4D co-reflective
mirrored Heaven/Earth
communion Place

As Yang particles are Yintegrally wavey
correlated binomial
bilateral bicamerals
being historic Creation Stories

And becoming Salvation Narratives
together win/win regenerating
LeftBrain word creations
also RightBrain health-felt salvation

Uncomforted by LeftBrain weapon stories
disempowering RightBrain safe felt
narrative neuro-sensory tools
for in/out-balancing formation
enculturing more resonantly resilient
ego/eco-schools.

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Fear of Failure

I know you don’t want to hurt
or even disappoint
me

And I know you don’t want to hurt
yourself.

Yet still your shame
and self-blame hurt

Your self-judging
punishing closet frame
suffocates our transparent life
my caring curiosity craves,
and mutual vulnerability
our sharing courage braves.

Addiction to feeling happy
is not free
and connected to sensory satisfaction
nor to ego significant gratification
and certainly not natural and spiritual bilateral wealth
of healthy feeling substantiation,

Which, as you know,
I also recognize as body and mind healthy
choice voices.

Before you even small voice object,
I also recognize you may feel natural
or spiritual choice
has nothing to do with driving off
without “goodbye,
see you safely soon.”

If no physically tolerable choice
of resources to feed serotonin
and water dopamine,
I know, from years of isolated,
neglected experience,
how frightening loss of lonely ego-powered control
can feel.

Speaking not of choice,
but inside swatting interminable Voice
never still
until you self-shame
and blame
hiding hurts
and unfree frames
us both,
unhappy you,
not Here,

And me
loving enough for Us,
not yet Now

Still worrying
what will voiceless nonchoice happen
disempowered There
and unenlightened Then
suddenly Amen

Our silently uninvited End.

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Dubious Miracles

My EarthMom used to stand easy
at our kitchen sink,
looking out across our fertile backyard
vegetable garden,

Rising from humbly short
but brilliantly red/green
bodhisattva radishes
inside white but spicy,
not the least bit sweet privileged
and vanilla nonperformance,

To the back soldier rows
of sweet yellow corn,
husky green
and stalky tall
militaristic Northern erections
toward seductive southern sunlight,

While my WaterBearer
SeedPushing
WeedPulling Mom
leisurely savors cold well water
drinking away thirst
from her misty blue metal cup.

One summer hot afternoon event,
yet this time industriously revisited
until deeply worn into sacred meaning,
without turning toward me
or any other optional consumer audience,

She reconsiders the Messiah’s most mysterious miracle,
to her open,
but first and last questing, mind
was turning well water
into wine.

“I’ve tasted patriarchal wine.
I don’t believe it’s an improvement.”

While I didn’t say it,
but I admit thinking it hungrily unfit,
I’m not so sure about those capitalist wafers either.

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Peak Communion Addiction

When struggling with addiction
to uncontrolled
and biologically controlling agents
and competitive outside agencies

Earth is helpful in mentoring patience
with failures of humane self-control
to extend,
feed and water
and grow mindbody wealth
of unwalled health.

So, when possible,
as possible,
extend your compassion
away from impatience
with your own owned egocentrism,
from which we all LeftBrain dominantly suffer,
and, instead, turn toward actively felt RightBrain
curiosity

About understanding your addiction cycles,
addictive relationships
vacillating in-between fear and anger
over inadequately safe and nourishing
cooperative humane attachments,

Like, for instance,
the primal neuro-sensory positive
happy
healthy resonant co-empathic
co-relationship you ego-shared
with your original eco-EarthMother
red-blood empowering

And enlightening green MotherEarth cooperative
co-invested
co-passion.

This active curiosity
about your own history of feeling lonely,
unwanted,
detached,
shunned,
marginalized-marginal
unnecessary
dispurposed,
depressed

Is not where
and when
and how you might also remember feeling
curiously connected,

High seratonin
and deep dopamine enriched,
resonantly and resiliently climaxing
health optimizing ego/eco-mother
bilaterally enlightened connection

Re-connection to our Universal Sacred Promise
of each integral Ego’s portentous meaning,
secular purpose,
re-connection to pre-historic memories
of perfectly compassionate nature inhaled
and spirit exhaled

Naturespiralation warm and active
high and deep
light empowering internal/external
natural and spiritual
scientific and aesthetic
Truth and Beauty

Here and Now
resiliently co-climaxing
curious impressions

Of secular addictions
to sacred resonant re-attachment.

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