I invite all human kind
to shun Trumpeting Towers
because they are irrelevant
to all MeWe things therapeutic
And because
my depressing blues signs
and green songs
tell
and retell
ultra-nonviolet me
we don’t feed narcissistic
angry red
rabidly stampeding
ballistic elephants.
Anger
is such a useful learning silence tool,
when not too short-term
ballistically reactive,
weaponized.
I have seldom noticed
when my own hot-burning issues
cold turn into
a Self and Other harsh
punishing vengeance weapon.
When left unnoticed,
unmedicated,
unmeditated
by forgiving lack of ego-supremacist
humility
By explicit co-invested intentions
of nonviolent verbal communication
informed by nonverbal win/win felt intuition,
bipartisan green consensus
For paying forward residual profits
of bicamerally balanced
co-passionately held
co-investments
Now silently neglected
in a more long-term LeftBrain dominating
colonizing monoculture
of win/lose shame and blame
Other
Alien
Enemy
Xenophobic supremacist
lingering long before and after
royalist reactionary
revenge,
Playing with BusinessAsUsual
Zero/Sum Closed degenerating
risky systemic compromises
Falsely agreeing
to disagree
about who profits more
from Mutually Assured Destruction
yet feeling everybody loses
in an overheated war,
no one left
to silently
reflectively keep score
Detente
camouflaging unresolved potential
for healthy and safe
win/win cooperative
green economic and political
integrally compassionate
resolution.
Perhaps this angry turn
to burning out red hot revenge,
retribution,
win/lose capital monopolistic,
vengeful and jealous,
self-rightenously extractive
and divinely-inspired
overbearing
patriarchal straight white monotheistic
Omniscient ego-saving face
of nation-states
reporting dull Loser
unhealthy climate
fading statistics
sometimes more masochistic
depressed
about deserving
emotional and erotic neglect
and physical
dispiriting abuse
from EcoFeminist Earth
CoArising
in other less than sanely sacred spaces,
sadistic
capitalistic gotcha games
Short-circuited
most win/win effectively
by bodhisattva-grade Win/Win
co-invested commitment
LeftBrain
out loud disagreeing
against RightBrain felt
Othered
depressed
repressed
suppressed
disagreement feelings
Cognitive/Affective co-punishing dissonance
stress
chronic underlying trauma
of silence
rewarmed toward therapeutic potential
co-arising cooperative reflection
While quietly accepting
and silently celebrating
renewing awareness
of inhumane win/lose Business As Usual
rediscovered as less powerful and health enlightened
than win/win cooperative co-investment
in democratic co-governance sharing
caring about all Lose/Lose traumas,
big and small,
recent
and long ago
Renewing spacious multiculturing revivals
recommiting to humane/divine
Win/Win restorative justice,
therapy of active musing
polycultural
polyphonic
polypathic joy
of Open Organic Systems
EarthTribe’s regenerative life
inclusive love
rerooting sacred hope
That agreeing
what is LeftHemisphere health care
giving communion
and receiving resilient resonance
is also RightHemisphere
intersectional safety
secure unitarian interdependence,
serene universal security
When
and where short-term uniting
ego/eco dancing dopamine
greets long-term universally co-passionate
singing serotonin
As night
dawns dance revolving into each new
ego/eco-systemic
bicameral play day
Remembering silent righteousness
trailing stone cold anger,
silent sails
back through pre-history
of polyvagal neuro-systems
Long
long before international anger
became such a useful learning silent tool
when not RightWing fired up
Leading to ballistics
as if short-term war
might finally lead
to peaceful climate health
As nonviolent co-empathic silence
leads toward
active cultures
musing forth health compassion.
I wonder what happened
to deep metric learning
That The Autocratic Man
who cannot even run his own corporation
to benefit a healthier planet
certainly does not know how
to preside over executive functions,
economically empowering
and politically enlightened,
of a safely co-invested Nation.
I wonder what happened
to deep metric learning
ZeroSum rooted Open,
not Closed,
for interdependent systemic business
and transparent cooperative reflection
Both, together, more culturally resistant,
and organic health resilient,
for cooperative historic dialogue,
For feeding and watering
economic deep learning co-investment
and democratically engaging health
flow across timeless eternity
of Earth’s great transitioning
health is green wealth care
regeneration
As contrasted to Yang-Capital strength
of 1-based Closed
entropic
win/lose
zero-sum systems
Requiring EgoCentric dissonant metric assumptions
that autonomy of Either 1-Me
is full spectral empowered
or 0-We is null
and void
and devoid of potential light,
degeneratively nihilistic.
Patriarchal-Capitalist win/lose metrics
favoring RightWing sufficient strength
to survive our endless fear-mongering
through nationalistic war propaganda
is less optimistic
less important
less healthy
less safe
more risky
less Truth also speaking Power
When LeftBrain rabidly exhausted
with evermore StraightWhite industrialized
patriarchally competitive win/lose evolution
toward loselose devolution
sulks in silent
passive-aggressive
non-resolution
While Win/Win Open Systemic
cooperative compassion
stands aside,
waiting for voices
remembering how
to listen for cooperative empowerment
and not so much competitive
absence of RightBrain
artistic
and humane Both/And
nuanced balance
of EgoRisks
for EcoSystemic
Integral democratic Days
And sleep fulfilling Nights
revisioning co-passionate Charters,
engaging Schools
of healthy democratic thoughts
with feelings
co-empathically astute,
acute Both/And bicameral
contextual intelligence.
I wonder why 1 Positive
strong
systemic
rational Polynomial
still mysteriously equals
double-negative not(not)
dialectically null
and devoid of positive content
0 square rooted polymathic
student-teacher
Actively reflecting
under Earth’s regenerously divine
Bod hisattva healing tree
On and for and of
inside double-binary resonant
polypathic
integrally polymathic
neurally polyvagal
dialectical resilience.
Not so dear DT:
Many voices have avoided asking you
obviously challenging questions,
Like, “Why?”
I have a different
but related choice question:
Ten years from 2020 revision,
would you rather be dead
or a silently cancelled mystery
rightly left behind
by a more resilient
blood red
healthier EarthClimate
history?
This is my rightful
red-blooded
Earth patriotic question
for not only unjust you.
The entirely apartisan U.S. Senate
comes immediately to what’s left
of my right mind,
Especially those egregiously unclean
unrepentantly ungreen,
which seems to clearly exclude
no one
from blue penitence
seeking more red hot hope
for ecological salvation.
Better off already dead?
Or still breathing
but more left living behind,
out of over-invested
nemesis light?
Why, AntiUncle Samson,
Why?
What in degenerative
dogmatic Hell
was our bad trip all about?
The journey toward forgiveness
is a long one,
short on patience,
bankrupt
for culpable slack,
publicly mediated lack
of green clean curiosity.
Redemption begins with:
Hi. I am DeToxifying Donald.
I am part political fascist
and part economic fool.
I’m sorry.
Let me make reparations
by donating what little is left,
not yet self-righteously destroyed,
to Earth’s Feminist Future Gardeners
already permaculturing peace.
Then, cancelling
my monoculturing
“DT right is only red”
brand,
I choose to disappear
into a transgender nunnery
to clean ungilded toilets
To clean the pots
we marginally pee in
for myself
by myself
swiftly cancelled
by unplanned climate change
like everyone else.
Earth’s organic systems wonder
if both of these could be true:
Poverty and ignorance breed violence.
Capitalism and patriarchalism feed conflict.
If so,
is the first
or the second
history’s enculturing root system?
And is the Other
our competitively threatening
viral blossom of oppression?
And EarthMother wonders
if natural empowering
is also spiritual enlightening
cooperative Wisdom
inviting humane peace,
less dissonant debate praxis
preferring to invest
in more resilient dialogue practice
instead.
In dialogue with Monica Sharma’s “Radical Transformational Leadership: Strategic Action for Change Agents,” p. 13.
S/he wonders why
when we breathe in
our left sides
feel right mind dominant
when our rights inside
feel LeftBrain capital deviated,
Dysfunctional
disappointing
disharmonious
sad and lonely
dissonant
disturbed
unbalanced
uneased
Constipated
blocked
trumped
Stuck
obstructed
oppressed
suppressed
repressed
not fluently holistically impressed,
Pressured
disabled
disenabled
feminized
marginalized
enslaved
disempowered
Unenlightened
unarticulated
not understanding
not cooperatively experiencing
co-investing in questioning
Why we continue longing
for bicameral win/win engagement
of all our leisurely
peaceful
integral senses
And yet yearn
for vicarious entertainment
without discernable killing Time
guilt for giving up
on Earth health
restoring just systems
Losing out
on holistic Ego inside
Eco-outside Other
stereophonic redundancy
reiteration
remembering
reconnecting
religioning
reimagining
Feedback and forth
in-between engaging Others
entertaining Ego’s vacationing musical
sometimes vocational whimsical
Sometimes multi-sexual,
sometimes inter-religious,
sometimes eco-political,
sometimes co-invested
Yet unspoken
lyrically right spaced
and left lined
healthy mind
mined
mimed
mused questions.
S/he also wonders why
LeftBrain dominant monoculturalism,
like warring monopolies
and terrifying angry monotheism
and fear of His unfeeling monotony
and mono-monied values
sound like madness marching
in vicious politicized squares
While RightMind prominent S/He polycultures
feel polypathically polymathic
virtuous ecological recircling potential
and polyvagal music rivered
polyphonic inside shivered
energetic peace duo-potency
Not so much at war
dueling impotency.
S/he questions
If thick and robust LeftBrain engagement
could not possibly become
more stereophonically peaceful,
reiteratively co-passionate
RightMind communal,
Yet intimately at rest,
vicariously imagined
EarthCentric reality remembered
resilient
Entertainments,
vacations,
Healthy-Happy Holidays,
BiLateral questions
ego/eco-systemic communications,
ReCreative
BiCameral consciousness
of co-operating primacy
for peaceful co-relationship
S/he wonders
if her RightMind co-relational primacy
deeply listens for
and widely speaks of
his LeftBrain dominant Ego
capitalized AnthroSupremacy
When wiser win/win dialogue
degenerates
into win/lose debate
between healthy
cooperative
engaging Her not-not questions
and wealthy
competitions with HiStory
entertaining co-passionate Him
positive bicultural answers.
S/he wonders
if sometimes,
and perhaps always,
the opposite of peaceful integrity
is aggressive loneliness.
We all get religion
when we succumb to intimate sacred events
of our sexual sensuality
Integrity’s vast
yet intimate
love potential
Some of us also experience passions
of politically empowering economics
when we win/win cum
to remember cooperative health
climaxes
Stemming from regenerative
resonant root systems
polyculturing harmony
Interpersonal
inter-religious
inter-embodied,
transpirited
fully abundant
cooperative “churched” integrity
Of inter-connected
Anthro and Earth public
climate health
With double-binding
win/win sacred non-zero sum solidarity
open, sacred integrity
Whole GoldenRuled
Positively Holy
Holonic systems
Left/Right
West/East
North/South
bilateral dipolar
co-arising balance
co-passionately thought
and felt
PolyPathic potential
for sacred health
climaxing
globally passionate
healthy green churched wealth
of peaking
abundantly robust
and resilient integrity.
Any soulful song
of slow grown Earth
must incarnate roundly replicating
softly supplicating
deftly duplicating
mindfully non-masturbating
religiously regenerating
Wealthy climatic waves
of healthy EarthCulture
raves.
I know the difference
between cooperatively intended sympathy
and solidarity of empathy
more easily articulated
by identifying sympathy’s antithesis
as dissociation.
Sympathetic feelings
may be captured by:
Twinkle twinkle
little star
how I wonder what you are
from afar
As co-empathic compassion by:
Twinkle twinkle
big bright star
now I see just who we are,
new enlightening depths
mutually ajar.
Like the difference
between pornography
and regenerative
sexual ecology,
Asking for a thesaurus
for synonym wealthy choices
does not help
if my standard of healthy success
hopes to spin and weave
a co-arising dipolar chorus
Lyricizing analogies between theoretical God
and experiential Love
inviting our polyphonic
evolving metaphoric
spirit sympathetic
for EarthTribe’s polypathic
healing reeling
revolving metamorphic
wealthy rocking
nature co-empathetic
Enough to know the difference
between cooperatively intended sympathy
and solidarity of empathy
more fluidly articulate
separating sympathy’s antithesis
as silent
and neglected disassociations.
In the beginning
of individual first NoelNights
taking our great climatic breath,
All each of us possesses,
and is possessed by,
is sacred EarthMother
Humble shepherdess
singing vast compassion’s angelic empowerment
of great rebirth
giving enlightenment.
We each represent
remember
recreate
this first EarthJustice health communion
Wealth journey
into last and final Solstice
ChristMassive Eve
invoking universal health care giving
predicting local uniting harvest
of resilient wellness wealth
As we cooperatively push our babies forward
in silent carriages of active hope
to resist a dispassion climate
apartheid climax,
deadly stillborn
Wherein all that remains
of future warm breath generations
are shadow moon
and fading starlight
coldly witnessing
no angels singing
on high
nor below
what was our living
breathing MotherEarth
Now, this day,
still seeking and finding here
first empowering
and last enlightening
Dark and final climaxing
sacred co-empathic
passion storied climate frights
Of first/last bright night’s
final warm music intent
to breathe healthy co-passioned
co-arising journey flight
Breathing in
then together out,
Up
then back down
Western YangFull pride
and Eastern Yintegral Empty slide
dark
final restoring night
of Earth’s synergetic Solstice,
compassion’s resonant story
Greatest journey
patronage over-sold
yet never dark dopamining
seratonin angel told.
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