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Healthy Aside Benefits

Social distancing,
including global apartheid,
brings us to Zoom
into each Other, virtually,

More virtuously win/win
or uncivilly win/lose?

For remote educational,
advocacy,
organizing and planning
social communication
reading
and exercise
and meditation
prayer
and therapeutic circles,

Religious
and secular humanitarian
win/win physical
mental
economic
political health systems
for ecological/theological
democratic wealthcare receiving
and co-giving
remote green-therapeutic
non-violent communication
Services

Delivered with fewer carbon fuel-rooted risks
while increasing green cooperative
interfaith opportunities
for multiculturally compassionate communication,

Local win/win gaming
and other eco-systemic
remote green STEAM skill-set sharing
re-storing
re-storying Earth’s ClimateJustice
Revolutions

Educational,
compassionately communicated opportunities
to therapeutically experience
healthy green wealth,
to economically
and politically
practice empowering
and enlightened democratic healthy
ChoiceMaking

On green Zoom polycultural platforms
co-investing in restoring EarthJustice
more than Retributions against EarthViolators,
for, in such a war,
who is innocent enough
to throw Earth’s last DeathCulture
Stone?

LifeSource Issues safely
and appropriately accessible
to win/win preverbal infants
still left-hemisphere Yang emergent
anthro-child
Development

Of Left/Right non-binary exceptional ability
what can we say out loud
rather than merely feel inside
that could not already reinforce
LeftHemispheric MonoCultural
Dominance?

Without counter-privileged
EcoFeminist polycultural prominence
of light and power Wisdom
Circles

With exceptional cooperative image-ability
with win/lose v win/win opposing lose/lose
obsessed young fragile adults
and GoldenYear nostalgia re-memberings
and prominent ecofeminists
of all political left-hemisphere empowering
and right-hemisphere enlightening
Ages

I am aware of
now more social distantly
because my son and daughter
receive cerebral palsy
and blindness
and behavioral
counter-cultural not not left-hemisphere verbal
and right hemisphere hyperactively challenging
feelings about educational/therapeutic non-green
Ambivalent Don’t Touch! Services

Have pandemically benefitted from remote learning
opportunities to visit lush,
brightly colored gardens
and exotic animal habitations,
bird song forests,
surfing oceans,
Taoist sacred mountains
and southwest red
and green-flash sunsets,
Rock laughing rivers

To join in with seasoned
surfing mentors
facilitators
audio-visual nondisk jockeys,
mediators,
team win/win players,
nonviolent verbal coaches,
green new and old hemisphere
EarthHealth

Is also AnthroMental/Physical Health
and Democratic Health
and Ecological
Wealth

Of theological interfaith discussion circles,
cooperative tours
and community gardens
and local food resilience systems,
home and car and tool-sharing
Cooperatives

Hosting ZoomIn health
wealth conversations
steeped in richly multicultural active
interfaith discovering
Hope

And cooperative resistance
and fully embodied prayer
and bicameral meditation
Sensory experiences

In win/win compassionate
restructuring Ego/Earth systemic co-investment
in global EarthMother’s Green
Peace

Reminding each Other
wearing a protective mask
is what we reverse-transparently do
to actively protect our wealthiest health
of global belonging
to EarthMother

As She would not have us speak
and do
against compassionately robust Her
on our best remote Zoom learning
EarthMother Day

Filled with win/win educational opportunities
at our best green therapeutic change chance
to cut back on Business As LeftHemisphere
Usual

Win/Lose dominantly monoculturing
miseducating
untherapeutic RedDragon
Mouths

Overpowering
unenlightened risks
to disempower democratic
multicultural climate-enhancing health
Remote opportunities

For ecopolitical compassion
among Green EarthTribe
cooperative win/win communion
NonViolent Health/Wealth Events
Restoring Ego/Eco-Resilient Justice.

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Privileged Choice ValentineVoice

My problems
include discomfort
with Money overwhelmingly talks
and talks
and talks political privilege

When not monopolistically
monotheistically
monoculturally screaming
about short-term survival issues,
international violation
of national resource systemic tissues,
long root ego-systemic win/lose fissures.

My Here/Now bigger
eco-empowering global system
concern,
our patriarchally uncivil
red-winged capitalist
runaway extractionist
EarthMother-rapist
climatic issue,

Suffering,
sense of epic historical
left and right winged cooperative loss,

Money’s monopolistic verbing Voice
thereby unilaterally revaluing
safe EarthSurvival choice
in Her claustrophobic
polluted
soul starved
dehydrating
degenerating sacred Chamber
of my own monotheistic wombed
LeftBrain-ranting mind,

Thinking about safe short-term survival
when we would be more prudent
to cooperatively feel reassured
about our long-term global win/win
thrival of love-life on Earth–
including my own EgoIdentity

Which would not silence money’s multi-polyenculturing
co-invested Voice,
empowering healthy democratizing influence
on health and safety EarthChange Choice,

Better
in a lower
and more resonant tone of resource key
for worshiping all EarthTribe Lives
copresent Here with Now

Also with those sacredly curious compassions before
and those naturally recycling nonviolent communions
yet to offer sufficient silence

So I might more actively hope to hear
our more cooperative
globally unmonetized thrival Voice
for restoring health wealthy climates
of green
HereNow
peace-graced Choice
through EarthTribe joyful justice.

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Funner to be Kind

Sublime unitarian longings
stewed in outdoor green/blue sunshine
produces universal solitude belonging

Within this green/blue
multiculturally resilient solidarity
I likely feel compassionate warm win/win
communication in/on Earth’s most gracefilled
vocationally sacred shared
interfaithed intent

To find every day
with green
ecofeminist allies,
mother tree nutritional systems designers
and other sacred indigenous grandmothers

Wisdom camouflaged in nonempires of translucent peace
warriors of subconscious anonymity
two-sided waiting for sufficient deep
and wide,
power
and light sounds

Of ultra nonviolet circles
spectrals pristinely nonviolent
unclapping
unwhistling
uncalling
unspeaking
unseeing
unhearing
untasting
unhistoric

Resiliently compassionate unattachment
yet re-membering ego

Individualistic Yang autonomous
competitive
without sufficient Win/Win Yintegrity

Longing for immortal resilience
yet competitively extracting capital
for furthering patriarchally red
monoculturing led
ecofeminist hunts,
predative multigenerational identity strings
of sounded white male straight things
reactively unregenerative

Punishing
revengeful empty of heart
competitive mind Win/Lose monotheistic Path
Devolutionary Lose/Lose devoted
to long-term Death Culture
as a necessary unnatural evil
for short-term capitalized spiritual gains

Desecrating Green/Blue EarthHealth
dividing secular new/from sacred old
deals co-invested in gospel recommitment
redemption

Post-millennial
post-pandemic
post-climate trauma
ego-salvation

Engaged InterFaith EarthVocations
for ecosystemic power and light
cooperative democratic,
not quite so relentlessly RightWing
LeftBrain overpoweringly autocratic,

Indigenous green wisdom
about interfaith power and lights
steer multigenerationally generously wide
of further Business Ain’t Pretty
unnecessary win/lose compromises
between business bottom green ecological lines
and religious upper
outer blue/green recycling
revolving horizons
theological

Sublime unitarian longings
natural power and spiritual light stewed
in sufficient gratitude
for outdoor green/blue solitude
reproducing universal co-invested peace
through everyday grace,
CoPassionate BeLonging.

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Surviving Winter Pandemics

Winter survivors
open downstream
thawing toward cooperative green thrivers

Spring green economic
and democratic empowering,
multiculturing fertile resilience

On through summer climax
and then autumnal equinox 0-range
Transitions back to winter’s more vaccinated closing

Closeted fear of losing
survivalist right brain terrified
by white privileged winter
punishing winds

Of depressing changes
against all EarthTribal joy
unseeded
unbreeding
dispassionate left brain red
rabid intolerance
of repressed right brain green
ecofeminists

Holding cooperative worldviews
blue/green compassionate EarthCentric
nutritional re-investments
in timeless spring EarthDays

Liturgical warm Yang easy
stretching downstream thaws

Also draws
yintegrity’s timeless flowing feelings
more sacred poly-entheistic
downriver dipolar co-arising
toward EarthDay open
light empowering Seasons

Less secular monopolitical econo-mystic
values counter productively red
hotly profligate
in straight white patriarchal privileged
mutually assured destructive USA red
and unEarthly unsacred blue white
deep left brain freezes static
intended for surviving win/lose
ancient winterish wounds

Of historic
monocultiural
left brain dominant
lack of spring outside sacred
regenerative eco-health care

Planting and thereby receiving
green wealth developing
health survival systems
flowing downstream
time for win/win cooperative
warm green resonant
thrival.

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Earth Momma Blues

Momma
don’t help me
grow up to love CowBoys,

The ones
who can buy you
or sell you at will,
or tell you
they don’t care
whether healthy or ill,

The ones who know good ole’ boys
were born
unredeemable pills

Smoking up weeds
or stoking up stills,

Klanish threats
to the cattle
without sufficient
commitment
to armed forcing kill will.

Momma don’t help me
grow up to hate CowBoys,

Grown tired of their noise
their boys will be boys
armed violating toys
dark win/lose ploys
most trust in just goys
red true white blue
patriotic employs

Momma
don’t buy me
another white cowboy,
they just don’t work out
they leave with a pout
I just wanna shout,
What’s it all about
when your Alpha’s a cowboy?

Who has no clue
what he’s to do,
which side to chew
in red,
white,
and true blue
blues.

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Resilient HealthSystems Predict EcoSafety

In some primordial
wandering birth-canal way,
I imagine we all experience traumatic excommunication

An internal climate PanDemonic
cerebral yet narrowly competitive
win/lose health today or safety tomorrow survivalist
life or death revivalist

Yang EcoFeminist GrandMother Warriors for GreenPeace
or Yintegrity DeGenerative LoseLose Experiential Theories
reasons to believe, in good multicultural
polyculturing regenerative green Faith

Is not AGAINST DisLoyal AntiPatriotic Patricide
so much as for the restorative justice potential
for openly discussing
the economic and political hypocrisy
of preaching Anthro-GoodFaith-Health
systemic democratic Constititutional MultiCultural Wealth

While LeftBrain dominant win/lose wanderings
wonder why the late Great Transitioning
toward DeathMonoCulture
produces yet another patriarchal
unchanging
unchangeable
unthinkably not necessarily Win/Lose
against eco-political assumptions
of YangDominant counter-culturally courageous
and curious communication strengths

Predicted to climatically head down a dark
struggling
pushing and pulling
aggressive and perhaps even violent
rebirthing tunnel,

Great PostMillennial Transitioning
toward Earth’s vast new green
and blue WholeEarth ReGenerative EcoSystem
Win/Win NonZeroSum co-imagination
wanderings rewinding
reweaving
rebuilding in reverse past

Toward even more predative
occassional pandemic flashes
of dark blood red thirst,
and to warm yellow
and rainbow light,
and star-burst climaxing nights,
cold grey misty winds,
white privileged above
accumulative clouds

Wandering peaceful pilgrims
already enlightened,
life unfrightened
feeling safe
and divinely happy,
perhaps wondering
while buoyant health floating

Robust internal spirts
with distinctly transcendent
benign
co-operating natural outside compassion
wandering win/win Yin/Yang East

And not Yang/Yin dominating Western
red at night
sailor’s delight
EarthDay’s late EasterSpring thaw rites
of passing Lose/Lose pathology

Ethological green commitment,
sacred vocations in emergent Humanities,
including the Great Transition Wanderings
in God the SunFather’s Imagination

But now,
with pre-climaxing EarthPathology climates
what are our ecofeminist odds
of reconceiving EarthReStoring Justice,
Health is the new truest safe
LeftBrain dominant Wealth?

More holistic Win/Win wanderings
wondering through win/lose StraightWhiteMale
privileged environmental EarthHealth stressors
against regenerative democratic win/win
WholeEarth Systemic resilience

Green/Blue
Red/True
EarthPatriotic
ecosystemic healthcare wanderings
in coredemptive green spring rebirth
back
and back
and right mind/body back
through matriarchally multi-regenerative
DNA-fertile cooperative development seasons

And back
toward original matriarchal EarthWomb
Climaxing BlackHoles Matter!
remembered Great ReTransitional Birth
need not cost MotherEarth
LeftBrain embodied
dominant individualism

Need not beget matriarchal
collective suicide,
a leftbrain dominant
ego red-blooded
supremacist self-fulfilling suicide

LeftBrain monoculturing wanderings
into conspiracy theories
and pandemic Lose/Lose fearful survivalist
forebiding dreams,
cognitive/affective terrorism,

RedSquare Marching Prophecy
of LateGreat Earth’s DisRapturous
PostMillennial EndTime Voices

A tragedy
without right mind reasoning
seasoning
comedic
actively curious
ecofeminist
green cooperative
healthy democratic
restorative EarthJustice
non-violent communication Choices

In some primordial green wandering way
I suppose we all experience
as multiculturally GoldenRule preferred
over traumatic self-extermination,
mutually ass-sured destruction

Exactly the wrong end
of a Big BlackHole erasure
of history
and even the last surviving
DeathCulture.

Not what I expected
when I got to Genesis 1:1
“In the beginning
God/Dess created”

I guess the rest
is leftbrain miseducated
U.S. nationalistic
survivalist
straight white male privileged
lack of health-wealthy
restoratively just
yet nonviolently green/blue

Sometimes yang/yin,
sometimes yintegral yang
both wondering and wandering
EarthCommunication History

Of primordial
wandering birth-canal Ways,
I imagine we all multiculturally experience
as the win/win global
GoldenRule opposite
of deliberatively intending
EarthHabitat’s traumatic
terrifying excommunication
evacuation
explosion
implosion
exhaustion
respiratory death

For lack of fresh water,
for too much salt water,
for unhealthy topsoil,
for lack of a reasonably cooperative,
democratically protective,
globally defensive,
just-right healthy,
wealthy balanced
resiliently communicating atmosphere
of and for green/blue/red
indigenous climate health.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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Ironic Revolving History

Interesting
is it not?

Not so GrandChildren of immigrants from Europe,
seeking religious freedom
and economic advantage
and almost certainly of self-examined HAVE-NOT status,

Because, if not of personally
and economically
persecuted persuasion
and unenlightened neglect
and politically disempowering abuse.
then why would these wise GrandElders
have immigrated
toward this more cooperatively enlightened health
and empowering democratic safety
promised MotherLand?

Interesting that some of their NotSoGrandChildren
are now feeling Elitely entitled
to StraightWhiteMale libertarian privilege,
are evangelically entitled,
chosen children and then adults
for wild red rapture DeathCulture fantasies,

Dark conspiracy theories
to explain chronic HAVE-Not economic
or political
or even right-mind personal status

Supporting ego redemptive nihilistic insurrections,
ecofeminist rape,
and pillage,
and strange black guerrila mob lynching theater
defensively justified anthro-supremacist extraction rights
without exploiting left elitist government officials
snobbishly intellectual
know-nothing betrayers
of those left neglects,
leaving under-privileged behind
without academic elitist learning

Not to trust
green clerical ecofeminists
storming mainstream privileged liberals

In love,
preaching EarthDay promises
of win/win co-redemption,
restoring divine natural EarthJustice,
healing the win/lose sick
and tired
and already retired,
and low self-esteemed,
wounded and broken

Without LeftBrain relevant
interdependent natural compassion creation stories,
recreation development narratives
severed from RightBrain spiritually interdependent
sensory impassioned memories

Of RightWing judging wounds,
steeped in red-blooded American StraighWhiteMale
blaming and shaming,
revengefully right reactionary
against intolerable and ungrateful GrandChildren
too multiculturally alien

Immigrants,
underemployed spiritual pilgrims
seeking new EarthVisions

ReVisions of Old Testament hospitality
GoldenRules of polycultural religious light
of freedom,
economic cooperative powers
of resilient ego-health
and EarthDay safety

Win/Win cooperative Paradise,
green democratic delivery of Heaven
away from self-proclaimed HAVE-NOT Hell
monoculturing
Not So Grandchildren daily ZeroSum lack

Of liberally civil love,
civic status,
multiculturally re-connecting,
religioning NonZero Souls
found interesting,
are we white systemic privileged not?

NotSo GrandChildren of poor and tired immigrants
from Europe,
too often weak and broken and tired,
suffering losers and sometimes
too heterodox sinners,
seeking multicultural religious freedom
and more cooperative economic advantage
and almost certainly hoping for integral green compassion
in ego-as-ecoOther re-examined
HAVE-NOT sufficient green cooperative
healthy democratic
win/win bicamerally empowering
enlightening interdependent status,

Because, if not interesting,
then continue spinning
win/lose patriarchal
LeftBrain dominant history
instead of win/win matriarchal
co-enlightening mystery
of green ecofeminist win/win powers.

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Power to Embrace Difference

Solitude
not impatiently exhausted
remains open to nonviolent solidarity
through multiculturing Earth communication,
within reflective self
and without
in active dialogue with nature
spirited Other remuneration.

As yang-strong
solid regenerative nature
engages and co-invests in more
and better compassionate humane
divine experience

As objective secular outcomes
blend yintegrity within
without subjective secularizing intent

To optimize green ego-health
and blue eco-sacred
co-invested safety;
An EarthCommuniy of communities
practicing social-economic Solitude
can be regenerative,
an omni-potent
poly-pathic
non-egotistic
eco-feminist
healthy and safe place

Strong Yang-power mounted
within Yintegrative well alliterative rivers
shivers
quivers
slivers
through bilaterally flowing ZeroZones

Full of timeless NonZero
times undefinable potential,
future wealth
planted in solidarity
of now unfolding
prehistoric
indigenous green/blue EarthWombs
of and for
reweaving memories.

Active solidarity
within eco-responsive solitude,
full and empty
impersonal when co-impassioned felt
and needed safe wealth
is health
proper communication seasons

Inexhaustibly solitary
nonviolent political community
of co-investing economic green communions,
regenerating solidarity
re-membering compassionate nonhistoric nurturing experiences,
polypathically rational outcomes

Objective
through anticipating ego-health reflective
eco-wealth intent

Of communal solitary souls
full and ego empty
NonZero Zoned reflective
subjects inexhaustibly objective
passions
compassions
inexhaustibly solitary
solidarity.

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SunLight SolAttitude

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,

A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,

InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.

Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment

Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,

While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,

BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain

Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,

Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.

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