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Resilient HealthSystems Predict EcoSafety

In some primordial
wandering birth-canal way,
I imagine we all experience traumatic excommunication

An internal climate PanDemonic
cerebral yet narrowly competitive
win/lose health today or safety tomorrow survivalist
life or death revivalist

Yang EcoFeminist GrandMother Warriors for GreenPeace
or Yintegrity DeGenerative LoseLose Experiential Theories
reasons to believe, in good multicultural
polyculturing regenerative green Faith

Is not AGAINST DisLoyal AntiPatriotic Patricide
so much as for the restorative justice potential
for openly discussing
the economic and political hypocrisy
of preaching Anthro-GoodFaith-Health
systemic democratic Constititutional MultiCultural Wealth

While LeftBrain dominant win/lose wanderings
wonder why the late Great Transitioning
toward DeathMonoCulture
produces yet another patriarchal
unchanging
unchangeable
unthinkably not necessarily Win/Lose
against eco-political assumptions
of YangDominant counter-culturally courageous
and curious communication strengths

Predicted to climatically head down a dark
struggling
pushing and pulling
aggressive and perhaps even violent
rebirthing tunnel,

Great PostMillennial Transitioning
toward Earth’s vast new green
and blue WholeEarth ReGenerative EcoSystem
Win/Win NonZeroSum co-imagination
wanderings rewinding
reweaving
rebuilding in reverse past

Toward even more predative
occassional pandemic flashes
of dark blood red thirst,
and to warm yellow
and rainbow light,
and star-burst climaxing nights,
cold grey misty winds,
white privileged above
accumulative clouds

Wandering peaceful pilgrims
already enlightened,
life unfrightened
feeling safe
and divinely happy,
perhaps wondering
while buoyant health floating

Robust internal spirts
with distinctly transcendent
benign
co-operating natural outside compassion
wandering win/win Yin/Yang East

And not Yang/Yin dominating Western
red at night
sailor’s delight
EarthDay’s late EasterSpring thaw rites
of passing Lose/Lose pathology

Ethological green commitment,
sacred vocations in emergent Humanities,
including the Great Transition Wanderings
in God the SunFather’s Imagination

But now,
with pre-climaxing EarthPathology climates
what are our ecofeminist odds
of reconceiving EarthReStoring Justice,
Health is the new truest safe
LeftBrain dominant Wealth?

More holistic Win/Win wanderings
wondering through win/lose StraightWhiteMale
privileged environmental EarthHealth stressors
against regenerative democratic win/win
WholeEarth Systemic resilience

Green/Blue
Red/True
EarthPatriotic
ecosystemic healthcare wanderings
in coredemptive green spring rebirth
back
and back
and right mind/body back
through matriarchally multi-regenerative
DNA-fertile cooperative development seasons

And back
toward original matriarchal EarthWomb
Climaxing BlackHoles Matter!
remembered Great ReTransitional Birth
need not cost MotherEarth
LeftBrain embodied
dominant individualism

Need not beget matriarchal
collective suicide,
a leftbrain dominant
ego red-blooded
supremacist self-fulfilling suicide

LeftBrain monoculturing wanderings
into conspiracy theories
and pandemic Lose/Lose fearful survivalist
forebiding dreams,
cognitive/affective terrorism,

RedSquare Marching Prophecy
of LateGreat Earth’s DisRapturous
PostMillennial EndTime Voices

A tragedy
without right mind reasoning
seasoning
comedic
actively curious
ecofeminist
green cooperative
healthy democratic
restorative EarthJustice
non-violent communication Choices

In some primordial green wandering way
I suppose we all experience
as multiculturally GoldenRule preferred
over traumatic self-extermination,
mutually ass-sured destruction

Exactly the wrong end
of a Big BlackHole erasure
of history
and even the last surviving
DeathCulture.

Not what I expected
when I got to Genesis 1:1
“In the beginning
God/Dess created”

I guess the rest
is leftbrain miseducated
U.S. nationalistic
survivalist
straight white male privileged
lack of health-wealthy
restoratively just
yet nonviolently green/blue

Sometimes yang/yin,
sometimes yintegral yang
both wondering and wandering
EarthCommunication History

Of primordial
wandering birth-canal Ways,
I imagine we all multiculturally experience
as the win/win global
GoldenRule opposite
of deliberatively intending
EarthHabitat’s traumatic
terrifying excommunication
evacuation
explosion
implosion
exhaustion
respiratory death

For lack of fresh water,
for too much salt water,
for unhealthy topsoil,
for lack of a reasonably cooperative,
democratically protective,
globally defensive,
just-right healthy,
wealthy balanced
resiliently communicating atmosphere
of and for green/blue/red
indigenous climate health.

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ReCounting Wounding Costs

I know what it costs
to parent a tyrant
24/7
52 weeks/year
and yet avoid judging,
feeling guilty,
self-blaming shame
for all I am not sufficient,
yet.

I remember learning curious distinctions
between genuine remorse
given, when LeftBrain verbally requested,
yet without RightBrain capacity
to feel even the least caring difference
between natural brown girl
and spiritual white light shame

Self blame
for why that dinnerplate
smashed so frighteningly
against my dining wall
as if my fault
my adopted child’s sense
of dad-adapting ownership,
or even complexly confusing
bipolar mixed
temporal-historical management messages
about imaginary aggressive causes
predicting unprecedented economic
and political family “out of the blue behavior,”
random effects,
effectively nurturing attention,
non-neglect,
more brown person privileged

Lack of win/win communication
not always transparently verbalize-disabled
and vulnerably, verbally examined
much less non-violently communionated.

Not until I 24/7 learned
such great sociopathic lose/lose
unfortunate chronic mental health events
are non-violently but impatiently stressed,
restrained perhaps
with short-term shunning
and close the safe-space door
temporarily dissociating–
no win/win co-adoptions
of dad-adapting co-empathic nonverbal behavior
accessible right leftbrain autonomously here
and rightbrain interdependent win/win now

Sending myself to my own private room
to re-imagine win/win multicultural remediations,
and positive psychology
ecology
neurological system restoring dreams
of Paradise Not
NonZero Souled Green
new deal rapturously global Peace
climaxing during my own aging green health inhaled
and re-inhaled
exhaling peronal EarthWealth
for feeding more resilient green summer leaves

Restoring
as Recommitting solidarity
as rebreathing solitude
reweaving

Recreating
redeeming
regenerating
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-storing
re-integrating EarthGreenPeace
organically healthy medication
meditations
win/win Earth compassion practices
of good faith health system restorations

A little lighter thought
and more empowering feeling
active movement practicing
and even miming felt co-empathic needs
eco-politically green cooperative polypathic
EarthTribe Justice,
multiculturally polyphonic
non-verbal Language
not not double-positive co-binary

By pretending I am sociopathic her
10-year-old gay white male EarthMother
doing the best s/he patriarchally privileged can
campily dipolar Both/And re-enacting
what it might feel like
for the not so gayly old white mashed
patriarchally provisioned potatoes
to hit the battered ungrateful wall
clearly devoid of proper heterosexual
aggressively dominant appreciation
for warm buttery white unskinned

Smash! against the senseless floor,
wounded
mashed
bashed
smashed in a fetal curled up defensive mess,
writhing
and theatrically moaning,
one eye on the microphonic
monopolistic Voice of NonChoice
and the other on the bicameral rediscernment

Until she smiles.

Demands I rise again,
right here,
left together co-present now
ZeroSum terrified morally unsafe
reverse transitioned
so she can hug my steady white grand dad neck,
kiss my hope in “side with me, too”
and smarm my win/win resiliently hopeful forehead,
leaving her actively curious mark
on her brown-skin unmasked safe
and healthy communal territory,

Organic ego-gardening green deeding dad,
cooperative as win/win healthy
wealthy democratic Paradise

Which comes out leftbrain verbally,
“Can I maul your head?”
also might mean,
post critical non-cooperative climate event,
“Could we together head
toward the mall,
and co-invest in accessories?
Maybe makeup, soon? not soon enough?
which could only be rightHere/leftNow

A hair salon?
Something actually important
to a real brown-skinned bipolar egofeminist first person
sometimes critically living
in a reversed effects before narcissistic causes
world win/lose
zero-sum bottoms up
redhot
angry trapped wounded child view.

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Anxious Anticipation Edges

In Permaculture Design,
it is thought that all the richest stuff
is in Earth’s experiential/existential
Boundary Zones of nutrition
communicating
communally felt
appreciated
nourished
fed and watered ego/eco-value

Anticipating,
somewhat more than more anxious boundaries,
this last depressing and humiliating darker hour
before our sacred revolutionary green cooperative
health/wealth anticipating
co-redeeming GoldenRule
expands beyond all imagined boundaries
of global space
and this right now
restorative green justice place
in timeless time
bilaterally felt double-boundaries

Declaring resilient win/win
health/safety-care interdependence

This co-arising boundary
a multicultural solidarity story
of integrity’s vast EarthTribe
enlightening potential

We would restore polycultural resilience
to
and with
and for all Earth’s great pandemic
wounding boundaries

Noticing overt rejection of established win/lose
competitive
debating
kleptocratic
compromised moral/legal authority

Shifts and turns
in unpredicted evolving ways
as such red autonomous authority
competes unsuccessfully
to avoid green co-relational
co-responsibility
for present and future freedom
through heart-felt multiculturally inclusive
interdependent boundary experiences
co-passionately advocating

To shrink growing red/green divides
in eco-politically cooperative
solidarity dialogues
and healing discernments
through bicamerally narrow co-emerging
co-passionate
non-violent communicating ways
polypathic win/win
polyculturing neuro-systems

Both ego/eco systemic wealth
of cooperatively-held
green democratic health history
cooperatively unboundaried.

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Grown In To Be CowBoys

Please don’t speak his name.

Like ValdeMore
and more
and more,
history echoes such dark memories
fettered, now and then
by death’s final reincarnation

Because some will claim
he was a name
for Wild CowBoy Lost,
a martyr for washed out
useless
stupidly competitive lives
following red’s latest overpowering authority
shifting and shifty
while barely surviving Followers
deny, or even rapturously celebrate
Earth’s final redhot climate death

And others will take up his StraightWhiteMale
miseried tune
and persistently
resistantly speak his name
as if its true
red white and blue,

He was wild;
A cowboy who could buy your ranch
and you
and all your neglected and abused riches
for tomorrow,
and all Earth treasures
borrowed from health manifest,
destiny of win/win Wild Democratic Bounty,
beautiful green Us

Who barely remember
his weaponized
violent
CowBoy name.

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SunLight SolAttitude

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,

A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,

InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.

Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment

Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,

While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,

BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain

Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,

Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night

When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.

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Today Is Different

Today is assiduously
religiously different,
as I review our local RiverEast News.

Every week
Mike Thompson writes a solid Editorial
in a compelling voice.
I expect to only add
my hearty sacred
happy secular “Amen!”

Our nearly fearless Editor and Chief
calls for political “ACCOUNTABILITY!”
like so many others on bipolar Left through Right,

And those still hanging on
with battered nails
to quickly fading dipolar
in-between HAVE-NOT
anthrocultured primacy race
and HAVE
cash class
co-empathic consciousness
that renters and owners need each other
like borrowers and banks
yet feel as competitively apart
as victims and predators,
droning prey and patriarchal colonizers

Insurrectionists,
nihilistic HAVE-NOT anarchists
military industrialized
invade our sacred capitalistic space,
so now, I read,
“there needs to be
accountability.”

I do not disagree, BUT…
AND would you not agree
our shared future will be healthier,
and co-investing wealthier,
if predators claim their own responsibility
for exceeding civil and civic
democratically cooperative authority
through more slow-grown discernments

Rather than passionate placards
preferring hot
and sometimes armed
debate
drama
extraction
capture
imprisonment
enslavement
debacle
bacchanalia,
angry selfie Theater

Fueled by manufactured Bud
more than ancient cannabis buds.

Our angry Editor
lashes nationalistic Republicans out of town,
especially the transcendently unEarthly
Vice President Pence,
praying for “healing” and “unity,”
and not even close enough
for government work
invoking a sacred benediction
through end of term ACCOUNTABILITY!
of blind justice,
thus retributively more equitable
punishing non-mercy
served against irresponsible
angry words
and violently desecrating actions.

Interesting,
I also hear President Biden
passionately praying for “healing” and “unity”
Unity
Unity,
and more silent about punishing justice
held up to public scrutiny
of LeftBrain dominant, Accountability–
not so much RightBrain felt prominent,
CoResponsibility.

Retributive justice of Accountability
is for punishing
the autonomously guilty.

Restorative justice of CoResponsive
Responsibility
is for healing,
and resiliently lasting,
peaceful,
healthy interdependent unity

By divesting of autonomously unEarth-responsive
economic anthrocentric capital gains
and politically privileged responsibility
of patriarchal
capitalistic
military-industrialized
corporate empowered monoculturing supremacy,
anthro-irresponsible intent.

Why is it,
Mr. Editor,
I wonder wander
as I moondrift flow along,

Why is it more important
or realistic
or essential to punish
before moving on to heal:
to set apart and imprison,
to judge
and shame and blame,
before reconsidering unity
through faithful
multicultural dialogue?

This military-first preference
seems to reflect Chief RedCommander
inciting rhetoric
echoing Hitler’s strengths
of hate and violence
and deadening threat
of powerful justice
developing full-throttle
exclusively through our patriotic
overpowering position
of autocratic STRENGTH!

To hold the Alien EcOther
revengefully Accountable.

Actually,
as I dimly recall
my own unfortunate experiences with punishment
and healing warmth restoring healthier wealth
of personal political empowering responsibility,
nonviolent communication
includes inviting proactive practice
of compassionate therapy
through restorative justice,
pursuing multicultural pace
of EarthPeace,

More polytheistically matriarchal
than monoculturally
LeftBrain soulless solely Accountable
for missing opposite experience opportunities
more typically therapeutic
and conveniently,
even co-responsibly,
CoOperative Truths
building healthy democratic Trust.

I’m thinking I learn more powerfully
not from Strength, but uncapitalized weakness,
fluidity,
both/and nuance,
empowering eco-political responsibility
and disempowering ego-individual accountability,
publicized felony revenge
and misdemeanor scorn

Distract from wider experience
deeper Light
by exploring my own disconnected woundedness
evolving lonely feelings of win/lose mortal brokenness

Past failures in responsive civil commitment
to cooperatively hold
and cherish democratic sacred space
at home,
reading the weekly paper,
and WholeEarth abroad,

Rather than my boldest debates
to strongly compete in high risk
armed and violent communication confrontations,

Alarming punitive messages
using win/lose weapons of strong obfuscation,
which are irresponsible,
demanding that EcOthers be held apartheid Accountable
for lack of healthy healing,
cooperative unity,
co-governing skills for building
resiliently healing
trust-struggling
ongoing inclusive dialogue
relationships,

Religiously essential
to any healthy democratic
natural and/or spiritual experience,
constitutional
and/or familial,
anthro-centric
and/or eco-systemic health restoring,
globally political
and/or personal cooperative economics
of ecofeminist
green newLeft/ancientRight deal
co-responsible
resilient
and polypathically resonant
Ego/Earth co-investment

In a different
universally healing
unitarian tomorrow.

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Humanity CoArises Destiny

Who would become so fundamentally foolish
to separate a strong dancer
from her flowing dance?

The secular singer
from his sacred song?

Mountainous storytellers
from our rivered story?

Felt humane communion
from our most nakedly divine communications?

Spirited habits
dispirited from Earth’s natural habitats?

Evangelical legends
from love’s integrity,
passion’s timeless curiosity?

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Love’s Vulnerable Pedestrian

Taoists recognize
all outside exposed inside egos
feel watched
when walking through
a new or, some stressed times,
even a long familiar
housed human eco-habitat

But some of us feel marginal,
suspected,
anxious about being judged
and shamed
and blamed
for assumed insufficiencies
at aggressively playing monoculturing win/lose
Straight
WesternWhite
Patriarchal
eco-political games

And sometimes we feel anticipation,
privileged multicultural excitement
and active hope

That the multigenerational family
moving in next door
will have kids our win/win needy age

Still health/wealth co-empathic
feeling ego/ecosystemic healing memories

Of past
RedYang/GreenYintegrity walking
waking small revolutionary
repurposing
transportive
transcendent communion experiences

ReStorying Earth’s polyculturing just Ways,
PolyPathic Means,
CoMediations of health-felt cooperative experience

In Ego/Eco-Pedestrian NonZero Zones
of active co-mediation,
win/win strategic and healing game designers
bilaterally co-passioned,
walking along 1/0 binomial
double-binary
boundaries

Anticipating ego/eco-systemic
compassionately progressing
communions.

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BlackTaoism v WhiteFascism

Taoism
is about LeftBrain Win/Lose Yang
when divorced from Win/Win Yintegrity

And also about
Yang/Yintegrity
Ego/EcoSystemic
bicameral
multiculturally Green
democratic Win/Win
BiPartisan Communion

Taoism
is about Yang personal experience
of feeling self-satisfied,
healthy EgoCentering

And also about further Yintegrity needs,
ecosystemic challenges
for resiliently optimizing wealthy EarthComPassion,
global climate polycultural
health/wealth resonance.

Taoism
is about Yang’s non-violent communication
remembering past win/win health/wealth values
resonantly felt Truth
and democratic TribalTrust;
multicultural memories
of matriarchal ego-personal experience

And also
about Yintegrally holistic needs
to nurture compassionate
co-empathic multicultural communion,
singing gospel folk dances,
green indigenous eco-communication
re-imaging future win/win wealth resilient
LeftBrain win/lose dominant challenges

Against,
disassociated competitions in-between
cognitive Left/Right affective dissonance
wounding
degenerating Earth’s monoculturing
nationalistic
bipolarizing ecopolitical red climates
of StraightWhite Western
military violent
capitalistic RightWing narcissism.

Taoism
is about why all Earth life-systemic
organic cultures
ask Great Green EcoTransitional Questions

About Yang’s past Change experience
divorced from Yin;
unfettered self-satisfied narcissism
natural/spiritual pathology,
Anti-Yintegral’s Green Communion feelings,
persistent addictions to fear and anger
about LeftBrain monocultural supremacy’s emergent history
predicting BusinessAsUsual
EarthExtractive
fascist FasterSchisms.

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UnShelved EarthPassions

If I were to step into
and onto
and around
and through,
in and out of WholeEarth
as one ecosystemic
interdependent
unitarian
integral
holistic
holy nature-spirited ZeroZone

Of ego-sheltering identity,
embodiment,
multiculturally emergent incarnation,
polycultural individuation process,

For just one timeless polypathic moment,
I might hear
and feel RightWing religiously-held bad faith,
envy,
chronic win/lose patriarchal anxiety,
straight white male privileged anger,
ego-systemic xenophobic fear

As a ZeroZone therapeutic problem
neglecting win/win polypathic,
polycultural virtues

Of also experiencing LeftWing scientifically-held good faith,
appreciation,
critical joy climaxing win/win matriarchal anticipation,
non-binary multicultural feminist democratic compassion,
ecosystemically polytheistic,
polypathic,
polyphonic,
polyvagal neurological win/win,

Unsheltered,
transparent,
vulnerable,
eternally curious
compassionate Fruits of EarthSpirit communication,

Internally ego-centered
when also timelessly EarthImpassioned

In our personal
and interpersonal
and transpersonal experiential learning ways,

RightWing,
LeftBrain,
Either/Or,
fundamental capitalistic deductive Win/Lose
sometimes overpoweringly violent Red Dominance

Is also premature green
Left/Right bicameral,
double-binary,
balancing
ecopolitical win/win promise
through compassionate Earth-systemic communication

Of curiously courageous Light/Power,
Heaven/Earth,
Scientific/Religious,
ego/eco-revolutionary win/win passions
unsheltered

CoEnlightening
Ego/Eco-empowering
if we were to step in and out
of WholeEarth ecosystemic
integral nature-1/spirit-0 Zone
of ego/eco-cooperatively unsheltered identity,
polypathic co-investment process

Interdependently held
for just one timeless eco-political moment,

We might hear and speak,
experience and know
left and right cooperative,
deductive thought and inductively felt bicameral
health and safety,
compassionate
EarthPeace communication.

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