I think,
therefore I am
Feeling we are
touching on
what we sometimes
more brilliantly think
and sing
and dance
reconnecting trust
together
More than apart
when I feel alone
on my best days
of solitary reflection
And downright lonely
during my worst nights
of combative thinking
Not so much feeling
safe as I am
Because we were,
and ever shall be,
co-arising polypathic
EarthTribe.
I need to know
if you have seen
or heard anything from me
or about me
that would cause you to hesitate
to hire me full-time
for the next sex worker
and spiritual director
and financial co-investor
position
Opening up
on your personal
and political empowerment team.
I would also like to know
if you have seen and heard,
tasted and smelled,
felt and touched
anything positive
compelling
engaging about me
That would discourage you
from firing me
from my current part-time position
enabling your fears of losing me
to some better
bigger
more powerful,
possibly even somewhat more enlightened
and less angry,
narcissist.
Lately,
I too often experience
anger begets anger
to also remember
love begets love.
This same appositional binary
appears in retributive criminal justice codes
culturally outweighing
restorative EarthJust climates
of healthcare giving
is also wellness receiving.
Our criminal justice codes
are designed to hurt
and disempower
oppositionally defiant individuals,
greedy
ego-self-righteous
Takers,
Terror capitalized
Otherers,
Rapists
with rapid-fire militarized
Take Up PatriarchalCapitalist Arms
against Motherers,
Angry
and coldly calculating
Murderers,
Enslavers
Addictors
Hate Preachers,
And their neglected
mental/spiritual unhealthy
Followers
Often with police
or military commodified retaliation histories
speaking in Wins
for Good Straight WhiteMale privilege
so must Lose
Other rivalrous voices
Blind to win/win restorative peace
and EarthJustice
Where compassion begets potential
for growing cooperatively held
compassion
through nonviolent communication
Verbal
and nonverbal,
secularly spoken
and sacredly felt,
ecologically healthy
and theologically wealthy
polyculturing communion.
Anger,
fear,
and hate speak harm
where unconditional regard
listens for healthcare giving
and receiving reciprocity,
for love,
for compassionate win/win healing
EgoCenters
living in organic EcoSystems.
Passionate anger
is not an intrinsic evil
nor does immature selfishness
always lead to egocentric greed
and hoarding
and aggression
sourcing original win/lose sins
of dark oppression
and disempowering violence.
Anger and greed and fear
are daily warnings
that our nationalistic
PatriarchalCapitalist cultural road
to internal health
and external peace
is more likely
through lovely PolyCultural Communion healing.
Sacred Earth Communion
may begin by simply taking a breath
to remember rainbow ecosystemic synergy
of humane light
shaping divinely synergetic powers
Just as anger begets anger
and retributive punishing
abusive and neglectful marginalizing,
dissociative wounding
monotheistic supremacist
DualDark inside/outside Systems
So too compassion and nonviolent deep listening
for win/win healing possibilities
for mind, inside
and body, outside
mental/spiritual health care
for egos still actively hoping
ecosystemic resonantly resilient
wealthy relationships
will restore interpersonal justice
through nonviolent communication
Transparently
and vulnerably communicating
reflections of a rainbow stopping traffic
to recall fleeting light perfections
of Earth’s health empowering peace.
Forgiveness,
like trust
and repentance
and the salvation of heroes
slowly getting back up,
Forgiveness,
of Other
and others
and self,
Forgiving
is not instant,
like a package of oatmeal
or grits,
because growing
and regrowing trust
is a process,
like growing flowers,
blossoming in their
and our own
best time for resilience,
regeneration,
restoring beauty
and peace
Forgiveness,
like repentance
and the win/win salvation of souls,
isn’t all or nothing,
except in those climatic moments
of anger,
when it is nothing,
and except in those climatic moments
of joy,
when it is all
When we are fully engaged
in trusting this place
investing this time
within win/win EarthTribe
mundane sacramental life
Just right
for getting back up
What’s left
for giving Other
yet another chance
to not screw us up.
Condos are not Cooperatives,
he was quick to deduce,
reduce compassionate opportunity
to democratic annual voting duty.
But, both are co-investments
in residential
and/or commercial property,
preferably humane infestments
with exterior roofs
and walls
and windows
and doors
and halls
and floors,
she responded
all residual night
and most the residential day.
But who’s in charge
inside my space?
And wouldn’t it be nice,
she responds with grace,
If we invite each Other
to partner with We
in our cooperative journey,
as called
and able,
to invest in residents
without competing worries
Free to sing and dance,
jazz and rock
and rollerskate,
cook
and possibly clean
up outside together
Depending on the weather
Cooperatively free
to pick up the outside trashy
recycling depository
now looking kinda’ nasty
Like a neglected laboratory
While we run and walk right by
feelin’ fly
on our way in to organic networking gardens
with and without compost buckets
Children playing composite cooperative
deep nature
nurturing outside classroom education
Learning nonviolent communication
across multicultural demonstrations
of multigenerational cooperative intent
to reduce restrictive Othering,
Without claustrophobic smothering
of those who co-invest with us,
wild natured
and mild spirited,
in this condo place and time
where cooperative communication
is our culture,
To economically
and politically
and socially
and psychologically
and ecologically nurture,
as cooperatively desired
but never autocratically required.
Imagine
universal win/win integrity
confluent energy
perfection
Like global peace,
a left brain expression
right mind felt
ideal value
Challenging to not hear now
not win/win feel here;
not smell
or tell,
universally empowering
and unitarian enlightening
To swell across Earth’s surface
integral win/win cooperative
healthy democracy imperative
nonviolent communion superlative
Restoring EarthJustice values
that most natural/spiritual species
nondualistically perfect
indigenous-to-living Earth
share.
Synergetic integrity
of universal win/win relationships,
like EarthPeace ideals
may be impossible
to competitive left brain either/or
reductively achieve
without inductively felt
memory,
But,
regenerative Earth can healthily
and wealthily
and wisely cultivate
a woke rewoven
peaceful
integral
bilateral identity
wonderful win
As inside images seek
to promote right mind heard
and then left brain seen,
right mind felt
and then left brain touched,
right mind smelled
and then left brain tasted,
devoured,
absorbed,
integrally savored
swollen peace
on Earth
Justice within each reformed
AnthroSupremacist
re-educated
empowered
and enlightened
win/win revolutionary
more than win/lose devolutionary.
S/he wonders why
when we breathe in
our left sides
feel right mind dominant
when our rights inside
feel LeftBrain capital deviated,
Dysfunctional
disappointing
disharmonious
sad and lonely
dissonant
disturbed
unbalanced
uneased
Constipated
blocked
trumped
Stuck
obstructed
oppressed
suppressed
repressed
not fluently holistically impressed,
Pressured
disabled
disenabled
feminized
marginalized
enslaved
disempowered
Unenlightened
unarticulated
not understanding
not cooperatively experiencing
co-investing in questioning
Why we continue longing
for bicameral win/win engagement
of all our leisurely
peaceful
integral senses
And yet yearn
for vicarious entertainment
without discernable killing Time
guilt for giving up
on Earth health
restoring just systems
Losing out
on holistic Ego inside
Eco-outside Other
stereophonic redundancy
reiteration
remembering
reconnecting
religioning
reimagining
Feedback and forth
in-between engaging Others
entertaining Ego’s vacationing musical
sometimes vocational whimsical
Sometimes multi-sexual,
sometimes inter-religious,
sometimes eco-political,
sometimes co-invested
Yet unspoken
lyrically right spaced
and left lined
healthy mind
mined
mimed
mused questions.
S/he also wonders why
LeftBrain dominant monoculturalism,
like warring monopolies
and terrifying angry monotheism
and fear of His unfeeling monotony
and mono-monied values
sound like madness marching
in vicious politicized squares
While RightMind prominent S/He polycultures
feel polypathically polymathic
virtuous ecological recircling potential
and polyvagal music rivered
polyphonic inside shivered
energetic peace duo-potency
Not so much at war
dueling impotency.
S/he questions
If thick and robust LeftBrain engagement
could not possibly become
more stereophonically peaceful,
reiteratively co-passionate
RightMind communal,
Yet intimately at rest,
vicariously imagined
EarthCentric reality remembered
resilient
Entertainments,
vacations,
Healthy-Happy Holidays,
BiLateral questions
ego/eco-systemic communications,
ReCreative
BiCameral consciousness
of co-operating primacy
for peaceful co-relationship
S/he wonders
if her RightMind co-relational primacy
deeply listens for
and widely speaks of
his LeftBrain dominant Ego
capitalized AnthroSupremacy
When wiser win/win dialogue
degenerates
into win/lose debate
between healthy
cooperative
engaging Her not-not questions
and wealthy
competitions with HiStory
entertaining co-passionate Him
positive bicultural answers.
S/he wonders
if sometimes,
and perhaps always,
the opposite of peaceful integrity
is aggressive loneliness.
Personal
and familial
and tribal
and species integrity
grows the maturing root system
of spacious compassion’s
wondrously eternal
awesome flower.
Whether considering politics
of power,
or religion
of rightness,
or sexual expression
of sensuality,
Yesterday’s healthy truths
represent tomorrow’s wealthy beauty
reimaging today’s wide spirited trust,
Integrity’s deepest empowering beliefs Here
and enlightening
life brightening Now
synergetic feelings.
Pssst!
Hey you!
Yes, you.
Quick message
on the down low
so maybe not quick enough.
We need to keep us
under the WWW algorithmic
pulsing predative patterns
for suppression,
lack of positive impression,
unproductive repression,
anti-sensual depression,
lack of marketable massive expression.
Why is lack of public health
a secret?
Whose privately held secret
could we anemically become?
Who are we?
unsafely anyway.
Yes!
Who we are, everyday,
in cooperative eco-political pressures
for re-asserting RightBrain nonverbal pleasures,
peace paradise relationships
Cultural
and climate
climatic events
Sacred Earth-shaking bicameral
bilateral
bigenderal
binomial
polyphonic
polypathic
polynomial revolutionaries
Of silently evolving
spacious relationships
multiplying in-between synergetic
fluid
elegant systems
Not exclusively dividing
distinguishing
debating
yet undiscerning
disrespecting
slackers of Earth-commitment
to peaceful
cooperative
win/win values
Becoming off-line
massively unmediated
overwhelmingly predative
corporate consumer addictive
political apartheid,
economic competitors
for scarce value supremacy.
But, we don’t habitually talk about
commitment to integrity
of healthy win off-line
could also be wealthy win on-line
virtuous circling purpose
to chatter without meaning to offend,
and possibly,
to chatter deep felt indiscretions
with intent to deepen
our communal systemic meaning
Which does not ignore boiling
smoothing over toiling
trouble matters win/lose much
For autocratic
power
and kleptocratic
profit makers
to realize our worst
post-transcendent fears
We, the domestic matriarchal
everyday lover ecofeminist people
generously dialoguing,
discerning our cooperative win/win
EarthTribal worldview
Not so much stingily
and stingingly debating
who and what
might cross partisan
and nationalistic boundary lines
In-between international students
of old interdependent sacred schools
indigenously connected
with new compassion ecological school
To feel free
to say to a gold rising sun,
Good morning!
Let’s be Earth’s
best global peace-mongering
day
Please feel free
to spread this nonviolent communicating language,
quiet word
in sacred spaces
in-between binary predicted
commercially hierarchical beneflections,
merely charitable skimpy service
benedictions
eagerly anticipating profit-taking evictions
While Google searching
enlightening whispers
of cooperatively sensual Yes!
expanding emergent spirited
Psst?
Hey,
Yay us
pursuing our prosperous well-being
together win/win discerning
what went horribly wrong learning
with LeftBrain white male dominant yearning
win/lose monotheistic punishing, burning
monocultural monopoly spurning
humane full-voiced wealth
severed from ecological health
algorithmic values,
co-relationally global
intersectional
democratic listening
before compassionately speaking
abundance.
Pssst!
Hey,
we need less economic on-line soloists
and more politically empowering
off-line musicians.
Don’t tell everyone.
Just muse with sensory sapient
someone(s).
I grow increasingly concerned
about living in an unhealthy monoculture
of educational
evangelical
judicial
legislative hubris
Rhetorically LeftBrain dominant
verbally debating
which empowered opinion leader
will improve my personal consumer powers
and ego-incorporated
greed productive profits
In this competitive big Dog
eats little not leftbrain dominant
feminized nasty dog
predative worldview
In which straight white male dominant
militarized
police state supporters
capital profit performers
for self-aggrandizing opulence
corpulence
corporate satiation
Slick as opioid addiction
to causing pain
supporting profitable relief
through drug-addiction management,
Corporate sponsored
unhealth
uncaring
inhumane unwealth
predation strategies
With no apparent worthy survivors
after we professionally
corporately
predatively kill prosperity
of all our individual
competitive pleasure-seeking consumers
off our superficial entertainment regimen
and away from our own RightBrain
cooperative
compassionate health care
environmental
sacred indigenous
natural/spiritual nondualistic
bilateral contextual intelligence.
What we need
therapeutically want
expect our teachers
clergy
judges
and elected representatives to wisely administer
is health and safety
of this
and future humane
regenerators of bicameral
bipartisan
multicultural win/win compassion,
Sacred
indigenous
health/wealth equitable care
So,
our universal EarthTribe
becomes more economically co-invested
in win/win political values
Empowering integral
holistic
equitable health care reception
Which is also
enlightening
trusted
safe wellness,
prosperity,
wealth care
cooperative EarthPeace production.
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