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Feeling Anxious

When I feel anxious,
threatened,
endangered by mortal loss
of an immortality
never organically promised
for perpetual pleasures of compassion,

When I feel anxious
aging toward permanent disability
before my Wise Elder fruition
returns to brain fog
from which I came
in embryonic form
and flow
and function,

When I feel anxious
about unmerited,
or,
even worse,
merited infamy
as my destiny
rather than fame
fortune
flowering time,
what do I need?
want?
crave for pleasure
purpose
practice
praxis
just protocol
performance
peace persistence
proper procedures,
and, perhaps,
sacred organic meaning?

When I feel anxious
do I need
deep verbal and non-verbal connections
to those who share a home
with still embodied me?

Do I want reconnections
with healthy neighbors
co-cultivating an intentional
conscious
aware
woke
win/win curiously active
healthy and safe
green eco-political community?
resiliently resonant communion?
co-passionate communication network?

Does my own internal RightHemisphere
need healthy and safe communion
while my own activist LeftHemisphere
wants to restore justice
through nonviolent communication
between multiculturally informed,
prescient win/win community mediators?

Do I seek fellow hearty
and healthy Me/We sighted
and cited
home-sited organizers?
committed, yet playful, musicians,
political poets,
cooperative co-investors
in healthy democracy
resilient
resonant
buoyant EarthTribe advocates
combining party lines
for win/win strategic thrival

When I feel anxious
do I also need
to solitary write
or sing and dance,
or hum
quietly alone
with no witness
but my own?

When feeling anxious
slowly turns
to considering curious anticipation
beyond dark dread,
must I always remain quite so shy?
about intimacy,
hesitant to publish internal dialogue
free of censoring
potentially consensual fear
about patriarchal capitalist
investments in LeftHemisphere
white privileged
straight male dominance
as the healthy-safe opposite
of conspiracy theories
and transcendently divine
dogmas justifying inhumane
punishments.

When I feel free
to anticipate
our safe and healthy
EarthTribe future,
do I seek
Polycultural Cooperative Investments?
formed by Elder Indigenous Mind,
panentheistically sacred memory
co-empathically robust
health speaking
nonverbally felt
deeply resilient
nutritious
deep nurturing
positive socio-psychological
eco-political
multiculturing wealth.

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Seeking Salvation in Retiring Spaces

Prayers,
sometimes lightly lyrical,
slyly satirical,
self-conscious,
ego-
and anthro-chosen folk
transcendently
yet personally
individually woke,
and sometimes full embodied
passions in Praise Him!
shout out

Echo in-
voking round resonance
with all Earth’s eternal
regenerating lively
lovely resilience.

Prayers
express “I feel”
so invoke “I want,
even actively need”
Trust Statements

Or,
prayers are LeftBrain dominant
performances
of True v False
Health v Pathology
internal v external
enlightening transcendent thoughts
v empowering emotional support,
Reason v Passion Stories.

“Lordy, Lordy
I sure do hope
for active Sunday hope
that Donald Trump
will someday,
although probably not this day,
enjoy a long
and healthy
and unusually quiet,
cruelly serene,
claustrophobically private retirement
into suffering
and mental anguish
over all his many sociopathological
sins against natural
and spiritual,
physical
and mental,
embodied and mindful health care
giving
by receiving
copassionate
co-invested communion.”

In this prayer,
what does grandmother Eartha feel?

Lack of sufficient hope
for robust and healthy redemption,
maybe sadness about humanity’s great fall
into partisan disunion,
probably chronic climate anxiety,
in which She betrays
and is betrayed by
fear of RightWing AnthroSupremacy.

Meditations
on red sky climate warnings
nonverbally remind MeSheWe
together invoke nonviolent polypaths
leading to polyphonic
lyrical and PraiseHim!
for what we all,
with thriving rich resilient souls,
wish for

An unusually quiet,
serene,
private retiring redemption

From Old Testament
PatriCapitalist
Nothern White epic histories
of colonization

We nearly all AnthroSupremely invoke
deep EarthTribal fears
of our own BusinessAsUsual corporate
systemic
nationalistic
white cracker violent
discommunications

And we are all dearly angry
about lack of sufficiently empowering
and enlightening retirement funds
and redeeming facts,

Spiraling polynomially spacious circles
of polyphonic prayers intoned
entombed beyond eternal silence
peacefully polypathic

Invoking
“I feel lyrical” performances
and I need more than mere divine performance
embracing deep Nature/Spirit flow
ing widely polypathic
“Praise Him/Her, We Two!”

Wu-wei extending conscious
polyculturing healthy conscience
continuing compassion’s
discontinuous
EarthPeace Prayer.

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Sorting Through BiNomials

Where do I draw my bilateral line
in a polycultural sandbox?

In-between a merely personal traumatic
severing
excommunicating
dispassionate
divesting
divorcing
marginalizing
loss and suffering event

And a larger staged
eco-political
critical systemic
potentially multi-generational
traumatic climate event.

Why does it feel important
to distinguish,
and perhaps discriminate
personal from ecopolitical systemic trauma?

Against an InsideEgo post-traumatic stress disordered
biosystem
And against an Outside EcoClimate post-traumatic stress
Patriarchal/Capitalist disordered
monoculturally fragile
non-universal health
and non-unitarian education
eco-political delivery system

Contrasting EgoIn/EcoOut-gravitating polymathic deductions
rationally concluding wealth optimizing bias
for GoldenRule WinWin health communications

Both/And non-linear nuancing
EitherCause/OrEffect LeftBrain dominant
debate boundaries,
dualistic
deductively labeled
and crisply verbalized
words as pointed weapons
when more compassionate tools
feel too abstract
and post-traumatic win/lose
chronically stressed,
unavailable
inaccessible
not articulate,
polarizingly defined

Dipolar co-arising RightMind inductions
invite non-linear Both/And feelings
double-binding cognitive compassion
win/win internal communications

X v Y LeftBrain
RightWing
Either capitalist economic Space
Or patriarchal political Time
constant zero-sum variables

On our best non-traumatic thriving days
also X/Y-exponential NonZero Zones
exponentially expanding
RightBrain unsuppressed
co-arising resilient health/wealth systemic
binomial dipolarities

Taoist YangSpace valued Matters
equal bilateral in/out
Yintegral Earth health/wealth
restorative justice Time

Bilateral dynamic spiraling,
ecofeminist integral,
bicameral infusion
of resonant serotonin
and resilient dopamine
critical well-being waving back

To and through deep
and wide Post Traumatic StraightWhiteMale Disordered
rememories
of indigenously felt nature/spirit
science/religioning
secular/sacred reconnecting
Either/Or = Both/And resilient inter-religioning
polycultural communion
bicameral harmonics.

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Tao of BiCameral CoOperation

My RightHemisphere’s enlightening felt choice
for Integrity
empowers my LeftHemisphere’s ecological voice
for cooperative worldview Synergy

ReMembering
GreenGoddess gave birth
to EarthChild Left and Right re-connecting
secularizing sacred good news
for polyvagal neuro-sensory health attachments

ReLigioning
interfaith reborn synergy
developing nonviolent integral good news
green interdependent conversations
networking communions
of nonviolent communicators

ReStoring
EarthMother’s Win/Win global matriotic
peaceful health

ReConnecting
climate justice wealth

ReGenerating
EastBrain felt enlightening choice
of eco/theo-logical Integrity
empowering WestBody ecological voice
for cooperative worldviews

ReVolving
mature, good, green faith,
sung and danced,
performed and liturgically reformed
to inclusively enable
enlighten
empower

The Tao times
and seasons
and ways
of bicameral intelligence

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If I Were S/He

If I were S/He
I would look downstream
for a power so high
this mythic enlightenment feels sacredly deep
and widely therapeutic
mystical in feeling,
practical in application.

If I were She
I would declare a new Wisdom:
National superpowers corrupt
toward fundamentally polarizing RightWing dominance
Just as global enlightenment heals
toward evangelical gospel GreenQueen
MotherEarth empowerment.

If I were S/he
I would break ballistics
into cooperatively-owned shovels
shares in bioregional GreenPeace
non-violent warriors inviting
never demanding
health is wealth co-passions

Planting peace with shade trees
and berry bushes,
pollinators
grasses
enriching sandy soils
supporting water
then remediated living waters
rivers
flowing toward deep
wide surfing seas

Seasons and daughters
eco-governing five-star reasons
to both vacation
and vocation
in cooperative integrity.

If I were S/He
I would breathe out Holy Spirits
and breathe back in sacred Father’s SunLIght

Powers of bicameral
contextual
co-empathic
ego/eco
secular/sacred Great Green/Blue CoPassions

For feminist economics
supporting healthy MotherEarth
green democratic biosystems
deeply healthy and widely wealthy ecosystems,
theologically SheCoLogical.

If I were She
I would first change all First Amendment
Rights to fight
with free but misinforming speech
and armed/threatening militarized
monetized
corporate-supported assembly;
To CoResponsibly Right to non-violent
eco-politically accountable speech
and disarming co-empathic Invocations,
sacred cooperative economic visions
of EarthTribe health care planning

Enlightening copowers
defending multicultural health
and global LivingCreatures,
BioSystemic Creation,
EarthClimate Safety.

Then our grateful Republicans,
now having learned how to listen
more conservationally Win/Win Green
and healthy red-blooded matriarchal
Don’t Mess With Mama!
and Her long-term health care plans
to move Her great grandkids
onto Her green platform,
cooperatively owned plantation,
organic farm,
clean pure deep river-front
with wide panoramic mountain view
Sacred Habitat

Peculiarly South-faced
filled with past resilient regenerative light
of Holy ExtendedFamily Ghosts
of slaves
and morally unfree to love
replacing fear and anger,
hate
and drunken self-loathing.

If I were S/He
I would grab on to Restoring Climate Justice
with all our best non-violent, most joyful and liturgical,
not dirgical, communication
letting go of Retributive
FearPrivileged Punishments

Yielding downstream wide
and upstream deep co-empathically enlightening
and cooperatively empowering
Patriarchal CoPassions
with Matriarchal S/He
bicameral co-prominence

Left out of RightWing capital acquiring
zealous corporate plans
to vote against HealthyGreen ecotherapeutic climates
of feeling powerful liberating health
and conserving enlightened EarthMother wealth

Of EcoFeminist Wisdom,
If I were S/He.

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UnVoiced Choice

Ego’s mind
happily follows along behind
heart connections to iconic metaphors
felt to belong in metaphonic co-passions

Kinda like heart-path complex feelings
rhythmic
and spatially silent rests

Between seasonal meta-4s of empowering light
meets Truth with Beauty
greets
compassionate conscientific minded
artistry hearted
economics of ecofeminist grace

Filled belonging
binomial hearted
nonverbally integral
experiential relationship memories

Light felt positively inviting
engaging theologically sacred
outside experience
communications

Verbal messages
with thoughtful co-redemptive
ecological images mind/heart integral
nonverbally happy
warm co-empathic relationships

Dreamy heart imaginations
healing
re-membering integrity’s potential heart/mind
interdependent freedoms

Through win/win co-invested re-connecting
re-ligioning
creolizing
transubstantiating
Great BiCameral ReTransitions
Green from red patriarchal ego identities

Persisting through their-mind/our-heart
home-light Green
regeneratively matriarchal
eco-systemic
positive

Win/win strategically mind/heart co-mediated
sacred holonic EarthTribe
habitat

Hearts for lit-up cooperative economics
with mind-empowering politics

Interior nonverbal nutrition
speaking exterior
out-there communication

Bicamerally polypathic
psychological feelings
for polyphonic bilateral neurological systems
more win/win minded
and less lose/lose hearted
nurture mind/hearted nature
ecological

Spiritual wealth-progressive theology
of Earth’s health-systemic nature

Win/Win positive heart-flow
hidden within
mind’s win/lose nontherapeutic
left hemisphere punishing force
for monocultural autonomy

Upstream past competitive energy
silently waiting for downstream cooperative
integrity

Of dignity’s strong-hearted voice
causing interdependent life
choice

CoArising mental authority
with warm heart effective
co-responsibility

Heart sensory mind/body love
reflected in world-view healthy mental/physical life

Images of YangStar
constellations re-membering
re-ligioning
re-connecting yintegral
DreamMemes

Mind ego-belonging
to heart’s eco-longing
for yet more intimate
belonging

Healing inside
while mind metaphorically co-invests
in impassioned outside nature

Old original heart
before left-mind privileged
young

Yet phylogenically mirrored fractal structure
four seasonal
bilateral light/dark power
dynamic DNA spirals

Yintegrity’s communal potential
YangMind compassion for
Earth’s NonViolent Living Future

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Faithful Thought Experiment

Imagine your favorite faith community,
whether sacredly vocationed,
or, more prosaic, secularly employed,
is also home to your local Green Freedom Party,
intentionally multipartisan.

This community intends to remain compassionately faithful
to short-term local
through long-term global
public and climate health
of all organic ego/eco-systems.

And you believe
it is your most fundamentally sacred/secular faith,
that polyculturing systems
are more resonantly felt,
and resiliently thought,
empoweringly experienced
and most golden enlightenment reflected,
to be healthy

While monoculturing,
predative,
competitive
win/lose ego/eco-systems
are more dissonantly
dissociatively felt,
and bipolar ignorantly thought
to be regeneratively stronger
win/lose capital-infested options
for retributively justifying
further business as usual investments
in ego/eco-unlogical short-term local
sacrifice of robust long-term ecological global intellighence
on the altar of patriarchal privileged
mono/theocratic original
from-above transcendent
top of the luminous natural/spiritual hierarchical
divine dividing humane from animistically enspirited
dogmatically divisive
apartheid bipolarizing degenerative structure,
anthropocentrically left-brain dominant

Rather than the circling
spiraling revolutions
of Great Interdependent GreenChain CoEmpowerment
for Ego/EcoLogically BiCameral Balance

Running from contemporary Zeroism
through Whole NonZero-Sum NonViolent NonDualistic Metaphysics
through Universal/Unitarian bilateral balance
of egalitarian democratic
multiculturally interdependent
Ego/Eco
Blue/Green EarthCommunion,
on back through Taoism’s Yang/Yin
Left/Right dipolar co-arising
co-governance
co-passioning bicameral experience
of empowering/enlightenment

Nearly timeless
and luminously spatial
loyal multicultural EarthMediators,
win/win strategic nature/spirit facilitators,
compassionate green/blue/red non-violent recommunicators,
restoring ego/eco-justice
yin/yang co-governing peace,
bilaterally co-acclimating
messianic ecofeminist bodhisattvas.

Where verbal violence
and non-verbal multiculturally healthy intelligence
are written across
and deeply within
this deep learning binomial language
best sun and danced synergetically
rhythmically
cooperatively
communally
organically
eco-politically
across each green/blue ecofeminist empowering heart.

From this eco/theological co-reflective center,
your Green Liberty MultiParty home
regeneratively invites your local interfaith dialogue
about how,
eco/theo-analogical secular/sacred
ego/eco-logically reflecting together
for integral restorative win/win EarthJustice,
you might progress
toward a healthier local cooperative win/win empowering dialogue
with more polycultural resonance
and a wealthier short-term local,
long-term global
co-invested economic ecological
ecofeminist alternative to further
self-righteous anthropocentric-winged
degenerative capital lose/lose projections

For evermore patriarchal oppressions
suppressions
depressions
win/lose monoculturing
left-hemisphere dominantly competitive win/lose
either/or dualistic LoseEgo/LoseEco
rabidly viral competitions
polarized red-hot debates
into global unhealthy disintegrating
anti-ecological deprivation
of both enlightening health
and empowering wealth–
a total public and climate health/wealth
lose/lose disaster,
division transparently undivine

Green Liberty MultiParty experiences
memories
predictions
self-perpetuating restrictions
on patriotic green multicultural freedom
for all potential healthy red-powered patriarch
and wealthy green-lit ecofeminist
dipolar co-arising BiCameral Community Allies

Reweaving secular
restoring sacred
regenerating natural
revolutioning spiritual win/win healthiest wealth
through and of and for bicamerally inclusive re-MEMEories,

Ecologically EgoYang
universal left-verbal strong explicit reflection
on theologically spiritual EcoYintegral unitarian

Ego/Eco-felt outflowing implied
bilaterally systemic-structured
co-empathic
polypathic
polyphonic
polyvagal-neural
polymathic
polynomial
polyfractal
DNA regenerative health-systemic
empowering/enlightening bicameral experience

More truthfully weighed
and beautifully tipping point balanced
when we feel at home
in our local co-governing
Green Liberty Win/Win MultiParty
for BiCameral Health/Wealth Platforms
Templates
Dialogical-Integral Frames
[not so much Dogmatic Debate NonCommunications]
MultiCultural Community Mediations.

Win/Win sponsored by your local/global
ego/eco-polyculturing
GreenHealth Earth-ReGenerNation

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Growing Integral Revolutions

In some integral green ways,
and blues truths,
and red-hot fear-filled/angry rightwing lives,

We all began as the ecofeminist
EarthMother-wombed and -birthed
children

And, thereby,
co-attached with her EarthMother’s health-egged
mind/body habitat-nurturing womb

Ecosystemic
regenerative,
win/win committed
embedded
indigenous

Win/Win ReGenerative Living
Loving Nature EcoSystemic
environment
Holy EnSpirited back
back
back
to when we were each
a mere NonZero Egg
integrally potentiating
another EarthTribal Living Soul.

Each individuating
segregating
original win/win toward win/lose
conversion experience
severs EcoSystemic Mother
from New neuro-systemic EgoDeveloping
BiCameral-Life

Originally one dipolar co-arising win/win
eco-political conversion communication system
for transactional nutrition
and bilateral neurosensory co-invested exchange
for Ego/Eco BiLateral Intelligence

Emerging into a segregating
comparatively autonomous physical win/lose
heuristic neurosystemic mind//body
conversion experience
for new EgoLife

Into monoculturing LeftBrain dominant
straight white patriarchal-hierarchical orthodoxy
competitive BusinessAsUsual verbal debate
following rational deductive Either-X/Or-Y
complex branching distinctions
of many multiculturing differences
definitions not also seen as potential refine-moments

That we may also convert
out to expand multicultural experience
with co-empathic
Both-X/And-Y RightBrain interdependent memory
of primal X/Y Win/Win Attachment

Draws us toward healthy win/win EarthMother Justice
polyculturally thought/felt ego/eco-systemic
CoPassion NonVerbally-Felt Healthy/Safe Communion,
ComPassionate Verbal Communication,
CoEmpathic Health/Wealth EcoPolitical Community
EcoSystemic Conversion Experiences.

Written with capital headings
because LeftBrain dominance
seems to prefer capitalism
competition
Either-X/Or-Y debate
over Both-X/And-Y discussion
about historic merits
of Win/Win multicultural creolization
over Win/Lose monocultural colonization.

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Health Addictions

Health brings freedom to live
intentionally
resplendently
maturely
resonantly
integrally
regeneratively
compassionately
resiliently
kindly.

Freedom is personal,
but also social,
political
but also economic,
ecological
but also theological.

Health requires freedom from addiction
to beliefs:

Some people are born to rule
and own Earth,
while others are born to be serfs
and slaves,
laborers
and frightened/angry addicts.

Some people are born
to be born again,
while others are born
to be unredeemed,
idol worshipers,
poor,
sinners.

Some straight males are born to be White
Evangelical Supremacists,
while others are born
to be Other.

Some people are born to extract
from healthy Earth
as they choose to expand personal
and corporate materialistic “wealth”.

Others are born to be entertained by,
and sometimes envious of,
these violent stories
of capitalistic rape
and plunder.

Multicultural dreams of inclusive democracy,
expanding throughout all cooperative economic strata,
encompassing all politically engaged genders,
all nations and tribes,
all positive energy systems
to regenerate a global health network
of wealthy freedom
for all interdependent creatures
globally here below,
and those who fly,
and revolve,
and generate light
power
energy,

These are ancient
indigenous dreams
of non-addicted trust,
non-dualistic Truth,
polycultural free-trade outcomes
for EarthDwellers,
EarthPatriots
EarthLovers
EarthSabbath Worshipers.

Regardless of age
gender
race
left-brain dominant enculturation,
colonizing violent history,
capitalism’s win/lose supremacist games,
energy’s zero-sum secularizing theology,
degenerative ecological fears
and angry
unfree
fossil fuel addiction,
consumer-driven overpopulation,
lack of freedom to sleep safely,
to live healthy outside
in familial communion
with Original Sacred EcoFeminist Earth,
etc.

The Dali Lama,
born to sainthood?
a view I doubt he would support,
says his religion is kindness.

Perhaps his spirituality
resonantly respects EarthMother’s kindness
and unkindness–
much easier to do outside
than inside a dimly addictive
unfree temple.

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Analogical Suggestion

Left:
What I have been suggesting…

Right:
You may call your reasoning “suggestion”
but that makes your voice no less urgent,
intrusive,
explicit as an analogy
suggests metaphoric interdependence.

Left:
What I might support–
We all live in and on double-binding Earth
double-binary mindscaped
and body-acting
motion suffering and pleasured natures
ego-identified,

And, right-hemisphere spirits of regenerate DNA strings and webs,
primal attachments
and pre- and re-attachments,
trusts
and mistrusts
and distrusts
and active restoring retrusts;

Double-binary bilaterals
like Yang power and Yintegrity,
like One known and Zero felt
like Ego being and EcoPolitical becoming,
like Resilient win/lose dissonance and Resonant win/win confluence,
like PolyPath egos toward PolyPhonic eco-muses,
like complex Polynomials regenerating not(not) MultiCultural His/HerStory,
like Horizontal equations and DeepVertical intersectionality,
like 3D Atoms and 4D spiraling WaveLinears,
like Space spheres and BiLateral Time global networks,
like InFormation unfinishably alive
and ExFlowation phishing life and death co-arisings.

Right:
[Warm co-passionate co-presence,
active listening,
responsive hope,
curiously immortal courage…]

Are we safer together than apart?
Do we mutually matter?
Are we still actively whom EarthTribes
are win/win becoming integrity?

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