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Empowering LifeStories

What is the main difference
between the life time of a star
and your personal trauma history?

Could it be for you,
as for me?

How long we take
to get from regenerative beginnings
in dark caved holy humble
BlackHole wombs
to degenerative desecrations
and/or therapeutic inside/outside
resonantly peaceful
light empowering ends.

What is your main difference
between personal liberation
from inside traumatic deliberation
AND outside avoiding condemnation?

At all inhibiting costs to Self
prohibitive costs to Others
disposable property costs to sacred MotherTrees
and other indigenous
sentient
residential non-taxpayers

Not to become confused
with Trumpian
“Vengeance is StraightWhiteMaleCapitalist Mine!!!”
All Narcissistic Mine!!!!!!!!!
which is the white privileged noise
of a NON-indigenous
parasitic
residential non-taxpayer

Who does not know the main difference
between the life time of a star
and His monotheistic personal trauma history.

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Love’s Sufficient Time

I can accept that love
I have time to learn
and earn

But
can I embrace compassion
I feel sure appreciates me
far more wisely
than I have earned?

Positive passions more pleasant
than I could ever find sufficient time
to brilliantly learn

My adoration spot
on this comedy central
AnalRetentive Stage
listing
lusting
more Left Winged
liberating
than Right Singed
defensively sedating.

I am haunted
by an oppressively disabling gap
between what I have sufficient healthy time
to accomplish
to communicate
to experientially articulate
as anemically contrasted
to all I can imagine health
and safe wealth doing
togathering in this day,
this week,
this month,
this year,
this final decade
of my personal AnthroGay Pride
and WhitePrivilege
to prefer Black Lives MultiEnculturing Matter
and wild Paradise
PolyCulturing Pleasure

Win/Win bi-everything trans-thriving
positively contagious
as the clap

On a loved ones back
is my gay worldview sound
of one left hand liberally clapping
out FreeDom
ReStorative Justice
Love

Between my NonViolently WinWin Communicating
brothers and sisters

LeftBrain verbally dominant
claiming Peace
I nonverbally feel
RightBrain left outside
closeted gay emotional neglect

In my polyculturally wise universe
feeling all EarthMother’s love,
Polyester is always Lose/Lose trauma
bad news drama
while
PolyPathic Win/Win
evokes sacred warm
wet 1 within 0 zen rivers
of deeply penetrating gospel

Good regenerative humor
despite toxic rumors
that my indigenous EarthTribe
intentional family
and trauma-infested community
are suffering from an overheated climate
of monoculturing dementia

Increasingly difficult to recall
the love we have had time to learn
is earned one timeless
warm remembering moment
always liberally Here
as time conserving Now,
unconditionally warm
well-moisturized regard

For healthy hygiene
is next to wealthy
goddessness

A gay gratitude gift
more than sufficiently
out proud
well endowed.

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Earth Hugging

What could I do?

What to do
when your biological,
and even formerly sober ecological,
relationships suddenly veer insanely romantic?

Or worse,
mistrustful
and yet
not always distrustful,
or not,
maybe deeper sadness
and occasional manic gladness
emerging inclusively wider questions
of approach and/or avoid

Both romantic
and yet soberly pedantic
sometimes before,
to plan, for after
feeling up
and/or sore
predicts anxiously down,
as genocide
predicts ecocide,
as biological attraction
follows ecological co-invested transaction
secular lust
must be felt sacred just
to know need for win/win romance
from greed for a winner take all
anthroprivileged chance
to flex power
without sharing light,
capital wealth
without nutritional health,
disvalues of Yang infestment
without Yintegral co-investment values
predation
without co-operative elation

My rabid rabbit hole
suddenly re-opening inter-religiously
grasping indigenously divine romantic
mystery
or sacred nomadic history
not told
or remembered

When mother trees
and father limbs
felt sexy
and bark,
like skin,
felt consensual,
ecologically curious
and biologically courageous

Mystically nondualistic
Yanged up healthy
and yet also,
more kinda ecofeminist
Yintegral safe sex
yet curiously pantheistic MotherEarth
[is, and is not my sacred EarthMother]
outrageously romantic wombing

What to do when
win/win romantic co-investments
don’t go green cooperative ecstatic
resiliently resonating peak experience?

Instead, may feel not just egotistic
but also HumanPredative
pedantic privilege
more than ecologically resilient
and/or romantically brilliant,
depending, I suppose,
on which side of the secular courage
v sacred curiosity
I may feel,
and need,
and want this day

Worshipping manly mountains
and crouching in warm breezed grassy valleys
multiculturally enlightening
and polyculturally empowering

New ego/eco-logical systemic questions
about what to do
when One dominating monotheistic
StraightWhiteMale
dogmatically scripted
incorporated
religion in Power

And yet
disproportionately GrandMother funded
and nurtured
and fed
while marginalized,
still feeling disenfranchised
and stuck

On what to do
when your biological
and even formerly ecological
sacred relationships
suddenly veer insanely win/win romantic

I suppose it has something to do with
avoiding your personal slam-bam purposes
to feed and breed
our EarthRevival slow-grown
inspiraling cooperative
deep sacred meaning
is also highest and best mindbody use,
not abuse

Tipping WuWei toward
P = N(NP)
equitable chance
of ego/eco-systemic
win/win resilient
bio/eco-logical resonant
brilliance,
as LeftBrain Either/Or
Light v Dark
is to RightBrain Both/And
+1/-(-0)= PolyMathic EcoPolitical Equity

Expressed in
polyvagal neuro-systemic communication
polypathic eco-systemic not not mental health systemic
natural/spiritual
thought/felt trauma prevention
internal/external resonant affection
resiliently romantic
good health humored
co-inspiring balance issues

Which keep obsessively
and compulsively,
defensively
and liberally
avoiding
and approaching
fleeing courage
and fighting/freezing curiosity
looping back
to what should I do
when my biological health
fights my former ecological wealth
of co-empathic communication systems,
suddenly and insanely veering
pan-sensory win/win romantic?

Seems a whole lot more
than merely not so win/lose traumatic.

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Sacred Communion

Sacred communion,
said the retiring priest,
feeds and waters my bipartisan vision

Gazing deeply within
and beyond
what is in front of,
and behind,
my bilateral balancing
eyes

And ears
rehearing a moment apart
from what has gone before
and whom we will sacredly become

More resiliently,
if not eternally, after our anthro-privileged
win/lose zero-sum colonizing evangelical
RightWing ways
pass over
and away

To give more green cooperative sway
for this divine/humane
win/win compassion play

More resilient
and inter-religiously resonant
polycultural health and
patriarchal trauma-prevention
on this
another sacred communion
capital-invested day

Allows me to see
we universally breathe
and breed
and bleed
and feed these three

WinWin cooperative opportunities
WinLose competitive anthroprivileged risks
and LoseLose zero-sum conclusions
immortal sealed despair
predicting nonzero-exponential
physical health predicates sacred metaphysical wealth

Trinitarian neuro-systemic polycultural imprints
on EarthTribe conscious lives
including future histories
this sacramental body leaves behind

Seeing sacred communionation
transpiring parts of the win/win spectrum
growing polymathic integration

To help Peace Restorers understand
co-arising convergence
of polypathic appearance
within RightBrain nonverbal experiences
panentheistically felt
and LeftBrain verbal monotheistic thoughts
reflecting peak consciousness
during ecstatic communion practices

Noticing our resonantly peaceful presence
in non-dogmatic
nonviolent
non win/lose must choose sectarian
secularized
dissociated
dis-integral studies

Analyzing neurosystemic happiness
healthy wealth care
positive psychology
mental health
trauma prevention,
transformative non-ecocidal integrity
restoring peace.

Restorative EarthCommunion
promotes neural integrity
systemic confluence,
integrity of EcoPeace flow
synergetic feelings
and EarthTribe well-being
sacred solidarity
unconditional warm thoughts
sacramental intentions
spiritual-mental health practices

Encouraging health care education
through co-empathic reflection
to promote resilient compassion
and co-invested care
for each win/lose trauma
isolating
and judging
and blaming
and shaming Other
sinful anthro-privileged
entitled narcissistic
RightWing evangelical
win/lose trauma-reactionary
frightened and angry
universal salvation/damnation
either saved or depraved
win/win or lose/lose
self-and-Other condemning
intrapersonal Voices

Aggressors
and oppressors
more than win/win nonviolent communicators
helping me find EarthTribe Commons sacred ground
for promoting therapeutic bipartisan reflection

And for restoring EarthTribe justice
and polyculturally resilient peace
yet to come
up there

In our win/win sacred EarthTribe
future communion of co-invested
everyday messianic saints
reflecting on sacred therapeutic
mindful communionations.

Note:

In grateful dialogue with Daniel Siegel, The Mindful Brain, p. 320, speaking of Transpirational Integration:

“Transpiration gives us the vision to see beyond what is in front of our eyes, that we are a part of what has gone before, and what will come after these bodies are long gone from this dimension of our lives. Transpiration allows us to see that we leave an eternal imprint on the lives of others and on the world we leave behind.

Seeing transpiration as a part of the spectrum of integration can help us to understand the convergence of its appearance within contemplative and religious practice, and its presence in the nonsectarian studies of happiness and mental health [and peak experiences, including deep learning felt experiences]..

Mindful awareness promotes neural integration. Today, more than ever, we desperately need a scientifically grounded view that supports our societal encouragement of reflection to promote compassion and care for each other. The integrative role of the mindful brain offered here may be one approach that can help us find common ground for promoting reflection in our lives now, and for generations to come.”

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Porky Problems

A porky problem
worth resolving

Is our scientifically hoggish evolutionary
survivalist assumption
that all Creatures that Matter
would highest and best
usefully support AnthroPrivileged
rabidly expanding WealthCare
EcoPolitical Systems

Monopolizing EarthMother’s breastmilk
and extracting fertile fuel
from her commercialized
and marginalized,
raped
and enslaved tits.

Pigs in a mud-warmed pond
experience a health care system
without monotheistic meaning
and not intending
or pretending
any monopoly rights to embodied pleasure,
much less spiritualized Paradise

As deeply as we can communicate
only AnthroGods and their Goddess Concubines
believe in our immortal EarthRights
to entitled lives that exclusively matter
for EarthMother’s healthiest wealth
resilient solidarity
and resonant synergy.

Swine, by compassionate comparison,
gladly show us
more resilient thrival instincts
than avoiding the Killing Butcher
by feeding and pushing our piglets
toward a capital-fueled Trauma Machine

As any pig would know,
survival of the fattest
is not necessarily as enlightened
or empowering
as we might
whole herd EarthTribe
together sacred grow

In cooperative mindfulness,
EarthTribal integrity,
solid
resilient synergy,
with the copassionate mindfulness
of a mystified
post-partum sow.

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Silent Conspiracy

My car-ride silence
is not judging you;
maybe me,
but certainly
and more generously
unconditionally not angry
or shaming
or blaming
you for unpardonable sins
against sainted me.

With you in a powerless passenger seat
and me in a self-punishing driver’s
need to alone defeat
our unshared lonely demons
darkly frightened and angry
terrified trauma
repeat
repeat
repeat

Frozen in this mystical dark
threatening night
mile after agonizing
coldly silent mile.

Self judgment
for addictions to bright pleasure
to glaring peace
to sacred wombs
remembering comfort and joy;
and warmly quiet compassion
listening, hopefully,
for what you can not say
gratefully yet today

Until you are ready
to speak your overflowing feelings,
positive
and negative,
manic
and depressive,
conflicted in-between
comically up
and tragically down,
cooperatively spiritual
and competitively natural,
warm mind wants
and searing body needs

Your trauma narrative
and our therapeutic hopes
and win/win dreams
for terrifying partnered glory.

My silence
is not cold,
not condemning,
but warmly curious

To hear,
and thereby hope to help heal
less silent
more shared sided by side
struggles

Together co-arising
mostly compassionate wars
against past and present unhealthy addictions
passions

Empowerments
and disempowerments,
unconditionally warm
and sacred enlightenments
and calculating cold silent
and severing secular endarkenments,
retributive competitions
and restorative cooperations

Playing quiet conspiracy games
of who can hold his voice longest
and most sadly,
and how we warmly hold
our compassion choice
more gladly

For healthier peace
and wealthier best
Tragic Comedy Drama
in a daily soap opera
series

Of critical
trauma risks
and therapeutic opportunities
throughout this long bad day

Driving not only
lonely in a cold conspiracy
of silence;
more of a warm compassion context
for restoring
and restorying
nonverbal heart communion

Reweaving what you once said
or thought
or hoped
or feared
that time heals all wounds

Except incapacity to remember
how you got them
and how much they cost
us.

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Cooperative Desires

My dubiously protagonist Self
outgrows toward a co-invested
cooperative
co-governing center

A core UnWhite House communication center
Tao training for sacred positive
and trauma negation memories

Into ecologically
and economically
Right whole open
PanenTheistic Intelligence

Amping up
co-relational win/win choices
through unconditional regard
of panentheistic
inside/outside co-discernment
voiced choices

Ego secularized
by LeftHemisphere
health and safety cooperative
evolving old tired competitive
revolutionary predative theories

Not mentioning
survive together to thrive
communal co-empathic
win/win imaginations
empowering enlightened co-governance
animating histories

My intimately win/win highest and best
co-redemption narratives
feel like a sacred housed cooperative
trauma-free awareness
and copassionate intent
to live together EarthTribe curiously,
yet confidently,
win/win committed
sacredly together

On, but not overpowering,
my cusp of traumatic anxiety triggers
and co-therapeutic anticipated compassions
together deepending mutually co-invested
ownership and co-therapeutic
natural health and spiritual safety
intent

Calls my sacred housing cooperative images
merging projects for
and from
cooperative nondogmatic experiences
comforted by food and energy
nurturing resilience

Appreciating river-front environmental green
and clean
co-relational preservation
not at all bully mean

Historical-multicultural
Right-sacred/Left-secularizing
co-discernment spirit-mind/nature-body skills
of cooperative
co-governing communications

For green cooperative resilience
reproducing inside imaged
EarthPeace therapeutic homes
and panentheistic gardens
in/out-sided
wellness-rounded
competing mortal space
throughout immortal time
for EarthTribe’s Here/Now resonance.

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Mixed Messages

Dear Old Joe,

I have found a retiring fascination
with right nature conserving
and yet very wrong
left-handed spiritual answers

Messengers to invite
more deeply recreating
natural outside
spiritual inside
co-arising questions

Unanswered lifespan queeriosities
about important Earth health
and personal ego-safe wealth
preservation matters
that sound liberating
yet feel conservational,
like Purple
to economic red v blue legislators

and Turquoise
to political cold blues bullies
turning toward less bruising green
co-redemptively bipartisan again

Old man lifespan matters
we might both recall
win/win post-traumatically
bipartisan creolizing repositions
overlapping personal love-felt
recreative song
and sensory (including sexual)
sacred ritual dance
and recreation events
naked and transparent
indigenously anthro-vulnerable
seeking deep win/win resilience

Cuz you ain’t dead,
yet.

Anyway,
sacred synergetic images
are, upon long-grown reflection,
spatial
and 4D spiraling Special.

Now recognizing
LeftBrain associated
Other downgrading
traditional dogmatic
and eerily un-ecological values,
And yet we continue searching
integrity’s potential
for ego-recentering
cooperative health
co-investing ambitious wealth

Of sacred co-empathic,
nearly timeless historical curiosity,
past through future extending
as my own lifespan has unraveled
with ego-trauma/eco-therapy
integral creolizing potential

For recognizing
LeftBrain monoculturally dominant
AnthroSupremacist verbal Capitalizing
competitive devolutionary win/lose
Natural Physical Theory

Not respectfully attending
indigenously cooperative
double-binding binomials

Like EgoTrauma v EcoTherapeutic
co-arising dipolar synergies
unconditionally positive win/win
Open Whole EarthRestoring
cooperatively copassioned
mindfulness

Of better WhiteHouse
and garden
and beekeeping

Global peace health
includes local sacred
creolizing cooperative wealth

Measured in robustly co-invested
tax-base capital infested
purple-spirited
and turquoise natured
wealth of polycultural climate-healing

Intends restoring health relationships
and not so much judgmental
StraightWhite Paternalistic
Capitalized and thereby Secularized
retributively punishing
traumatizing Court and Police and Military
Extract, BlowUp, Indenture
WinLose Prison Systems

Lack of RightFelt
health and safety
neurosystemic win/win
spirited-mind/natural-body
warm, and sometimes wet,
pro-life wisdom matters,
catchers and batters
circles and flatters
conserving intentions
and liberating splatters

from the Council on Cooperative CoGovernance

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Snoring Wonder

Ageing retainer
losing hearing
and codependent consciousness
in this silent sacred season
snoring snowy wonder

A winterish hibernating memory,
Dreams of globally peaceful slumber
resolving GoldenRules
engaging compassionately personal
political powering plunder
and mortal offending self-righteousness

Getting mine
while I still can

Revisiting now absent win/win sensory Spring
of outdoor lusty,
wildly crusty
sacred wonder
as I snow-bound
OldMan wander.

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Summer’s Chill Anticipations

When I am gone,
in winter’s timeless hibernation,
what will you be doing
with this sanctifying place
in time’s healing space
refueling mortal rememory?

When you peer here
in summer’s eternal play
what could I begin feeling
in such sadly glad sanctifying
pre-winterizing grace

In spacious golden
compassioned imaginations,
thoughtfully rebuilt
green cooperative restorations

Softening fear of sacred matriarchal loss
and not enough attention

Anger’s trauma scars
replaced with AnthroHope
we might, one day,
receive EarthMother’s
health and safe wealth dope
honorable midsummer mention

Fair-weathered
and rich-soiled
divinely humane
transtheistic rooted
polyvagal neuro-systemic structure
rebooted

Bilaterally reset
to sacred indigenous Win/Win
summer/winter
anticipating souls.

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