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The Trauma Prevention Department

Don’t want to be stuck
in the Trauma Prevention Department.

Don’t want to work that hard
on dogmatic compartments
for politically correct CAPITAL INVESTMENT
governments
over-investing in cautionary
conditional
chronic win/lose mistrustful
competitive dissonant miscommunications
and excommunication
which is counterproductive
for best Trauma Prevention practice

Of mindful-civil cooperative warm regard
AND co-investments in
EarTherapeutic Community Resilience.

I do want resilience to be free minded
in a compassionate
healing
and attentive way

To re-awake,
at least in the intimate privacy
of my own imagined MusicTherapy video,
a more youthful
possibly kinda lustful
want and need to sing and dance

For some extravagantly hot romance
inspiring love songs

To MotherTrees
practicing Earth mindful
sacred MoonDance motion skills

Chill

No nasty military commodified drills
for Trauma Perpetuation

Reviving soulful sensory want to play
win/win economic and political
peak experiences
all day

Often on some water shore,
a river valley waiting with anticipation
for just this one last gasp more
economically correcting
by power and light reconnecting

Unconditionally positive warm
well-moisturized humane bodies
co-invested
in co-operative
co-empathic passions
for universal health
and unitarian EarthTribe safety

Is probably not more
win/lose competitive
LeftBrain dominating monocultural worship
of monotheistic AnthroVerbal Supremacy
afraid to listen and speak nonviolently
about our need to deny
our apparent desecrating vocation
propelling EarthMatricide

Which is why I am feeling overwhelmed
and don’t want to be stuck
in the Trauma Prevention Department

So, I was wondering
could you direct me
to the Restorative Resilience Department?

It must be
I fear
some small wayside closeted
indigenous wisdom compartment,
probably dusty
from lack of use
during the monotheistic hegemony era
blessing straight white industrial
and commercial
and agricultural
and financial
and labor forced predations.

Restorative Resilience Department…
Not sure if that would be the Psych Ward
for Trauma Management
or Public Health and Safety

My constituents are MotherTrees.
Do we have any Public Health and Safety plans
or programs
or policies
or procedures
or practices
to restore their neural root
and branch resilience?

I ask
because I know the therapists
and administrators at the Psych Ward
and they don’t have a clue
about resilience planning.

Way too busy
managing trauma
anxiety
depression
chronic stress
overwhelming the Trauma Prevention Department

Which is why I’m feeling stuck,
not having a lot of luck
finding anyone who gives a…
outside the apparently missing
Restorative Resilience Department
of Mindful Corrections
and more positive redirections.

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Blue Brush Witness

As she lays down her blue brush
in a blue-trimmed cream
dream stone basin
of darkening water

She realizes
inside voice has been thinking
about double negative paradox
as -x/-y
can’t win pathology

Of way too much Patriarchal Capitalist
dogmatic Business As Boorishly Usual,
monochromatic
monopolistic
monocultural
monotheistic

Describing
and prescribing her
BusyMess
is cruel
cold
calculating dismissal
disregard
don’t matter

Let her splatter!
while he eats
his white survival cake

Mindlessly unwoke
to future predative
desecration issues
promoting and marketing
trauma-inflation corporations
inviting frequent-flyer
evangelically missioned Narcissists

Who probably don’t think much
of a universal peak salvation experience
yet do feel deeply united,
maybe even energetically synergetic,
about their own sacred memories
of EarthMother’s original Win/Win
multi-colored co-invested
warm wet unconditionally cooperative
co-relationships

Through time’s changing
hue and culture and cry
LeftBrain verbally emerging
too dominant

Thereby, curiosity remains difficult to contain
to deeply listen for feelings to explain
this sound and sight for blue brushes
tinting her slowly turning water
growing
blueing
flowing sadly
back through Patriarchal
Capitalist
anthroprivileged time

Emerging blue
and grey
darkening ecocide.

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When We Grow

If we don’t know where we are going
this morning
this day
tomorrow
this week
this month
this winter
promising spring

Then we will continue to feel stuck
repressed
depressed
not impressed
with monocultural threats
and monopolistic climate traumas
of random stressful win/lose
and terrifying lose/lose
loss of agency
to choose sacred
cooperative resurrection

Degeneratively stuck
in tragically competitive
aggressive
terrifying
angry raging
bullying
matricidal
militaristic
police state
abortive
disassociated
rightwing feudally anthropocentric
unmindful and vengeful
MotherEarth’s name is mud.

If we don’t know where we are going,
then we are less likely to arrive
in Paradise
than when we do know

Boundaries
between democratic
ecofeminist health

And pathologies
autocratic
paternalistic
monotheistic
monoculturing
defending monopolistic anthro-wealth.

If you don’t know where I am going,
then we are less likely to arrive
EarthTribe panentheistic together
than when you do know

When we are healthy growing
we are more likely to feel alive
curious
anticipation
drawn outside our bodies
talk talk talking minds
our LeftBrain dominant dogmatic shelters
from nature’s polytheistic storms
and peaceful paradise
ecofeminist WholeSystems
holonic spiraling
round emergent
indigenously wise potential

Where and why we can spiritually discern
what EarthTribe wisdom
we have win/win strategically
naturally learned

Trust
and cooperatively co-invested health
are not where we are going
when we do not distrust
kleptocratic RedHanded willful wealth
ego-inside
and anthro v eco
systemically win/lose
devolution outwide

Fearing monotheistic omnipotence
above all humane elsewhere
polytheistic nondestinations
wandering far from resilient wealth
with health-industrialized
Business-As-Usual
rightwing UnChristian
NonFundamentally Indigenous

Rather than wealthiest
from within win/win journeys
in panentheistic
Holy Spirited
compassionate
unconditionally self/other
co-regarded destiny
of cooperative care
for this morning
this day
this week
these creations
this season
transitioning from Holonic Scene
toward AnthroHubris Scene

Unconditionally warm regarding
secularly given win/win
historic learning
as also
sacredly received peace
destinations

Enlightened
and empowering
bicamerally co-discerning

Regenerative
red-hearted
encultured
toward Whole Earth systemic
thoughtful destinations
invoking natural fairness

Reflecting green/blue living
spirited
peaceful
provoking feelings
to fully engage this morning
this day
this season
this year
this decade
this EarthLife shared
in destiny.

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Inside Climate Mess

Inside monotheistic ego aware
feeling
outside polytheistic co-empathic

These inside enlightened intuitions
outside verbal empowering cognitions
reflecting cooperative
in-between positive co-relationship
representing explicit wants
and implied needs

Win/Win co-relational regard
awareness
noticing all genetic roads lead back
back
back

To outside EarthTribe stabilization
inside
four-dimensional whole system fractals

Winters inside dormant outside

Springing active outside leading
feeding inside wealth of hunger
and healthy thirst

Summer ego/eco-climaxing systems
nurturing nutritional
identity individuation
full Yang cooperative maturation

Falling mortal outside leaves
failing freezing young root systems,
buried inside nuts
and seeds
of potential refertility

Autumn’s harvest integrity
reflecting
fomenting inside naked souls
feeding outside depleted soil

Positively regarding balance
tipping winter solstice promise
of ecosystemic past inside
and future outside
regenerations

Yet to EarthTribe thrive
despite genocidal
climate warnings

Inside ego aware
encultured feelings
outside co-empathic.

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Knowing Nothing

My Math Teacher said:
I know how to teach you about 1
but can’t guide you into comprehending None–0

A more sacredly co-arising binomial relationship,
less traveled bipartisan path
to know Zero rises positive toward full
and suppresses negative
degenerating back through
reversing toward empty.

In any not non-quantitative way
that would leave you
or anyone else
with a final co-binary qualitative
healthy and safely balanced answer
to why natural monotheistic strong 1’s
and spiritual panentheistic flowing 0’s
embody transgenderal
bilateral
bicameral balancing faith
in healthy spaceless
timeless mystery
non-zero fully open
whole hole systemic zones
of preverbal neuro non-history

Readjusting to more cooperative
win/win settings
on the less patriarchal-capitalist
zero sum win/lose cognitive
leftbrain verbal dominant monotheistic faith
in thriving polycultural resonance
monocultural colonizing
predative tribal resilience for surviving
trauma environmental
complex and chaotic polynomial stressors

Enlightening polypathic Left
and empowering polyphonic Right
anthro-divine theological elitism
whole plundering Green Gaian
Queen Sacred Shabbot
polytheistic holy spirit mystery,
indigenous wisdom
of EarthMatriarchal
regenerative repurposing
spiraling Tao iconic lines

Gospel holy healthy matriarchal
on EarthMother’s best sacred
synergetic circling days
and kinda ecofeminist
not quite so anti-patriarchal mean reactionary
trying to win/lose survive
Earth’s less cooperative
co-governing

One LeftBrain Anthropocene
overwhelmed by climate traumatic anxiety
daze

Not capable of fully teaching you about 1
without knowing what you know
to rationally say
about sacred 0 Prime Relationship
deep tipping point balanced
bicameral listing back
and forth,
left
and right,
spatial
and temporal,
secular
and sacred One
co-binary nonzero

Emptying dark
and filling bright
health and safety
dialectic completing
synergetic dipolar relationship
of one thought
without no feelings
full of empty nonrecourse
to discourse

About 1 math teacher
without any apt
deep listening 0
holistic sacred
wondering
awesome
co-investing students.

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Womb Wondering Why

We whimsically wondered why
wandered victims by
and through our uniquely human history
of sexual trauma
and therapeutic politics

Mythically hinting
hunting
poly-resonant
mono-vulnerable
half full, half empty
gendered pantheology

Spanning spies discovering economic magic
denies political monoculturing tragic
outcomes for godlike monolithic
monotheistic empire-building

Wherein straight white males
disproportionatly championed
a revengeful
and punishing MonoPolistic Judge
polarizing One-1 omnipotent God

While unstraight
unwhite
unmasculine
marginalized
enslaved
and colonized

Would restore Mother Eartha’s original
nurturing conservational economy

Nutritional ecosystemic politics
for wellness-natured spirits

Advocating sexual polytheistic immanence
imploring sacred not yet empty
circling recycling interdependence
inspiraling half-full health
pregnant with potential
sacred safety
half-empty zero-0 wombed
regeneratively polytheistic.

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EarthTribe’s Intimacy

Imagine
your segregated ego identity
becomes your primal sensory system
perennially aiming toward
0-Zone peak experiential integrity

Intimately aware
all humane physical
and verbal touchers
and metaphysical
nonverbal feelers

Win/Win voiced teachers
and polytheistic out-reachers
ecologically surrounded
by sacred, living
lovely Earth’s health potential
for nurturing 1-Zone
environment-nurturing choices

Integral
polyculturally resilient
to more resonantly feel
multicultural health
and safer ego/ecosystemic wealth

1-EarthTribe/0-Ego co-binary
poly/mono-polistic
bicameral balance
toward Win/Win’s strategic
global/local wise integrity

Polytheistically sacred living
potential for resonant co-empathic health
and resiliently co-investing
in restoring peace felt
and justice touched

EarthTribe environmental 1-healthy
and neuro-systemic win/win 0-safety
co-empathic intention

Intimate intelligence
not resonantly shared
becomes at risk
of defensive fetid dogma,
colonizing anger and fear potential

Or fades away
giving sway
to further win/lose trauma

Where win/win creolization
had actively hoped
to co-intelligently play.

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Lusty SeaGulls

PolyTheistic birds chirp
and caw inviting
attracting
co-investing
warmly co-operative round 0 sounds

Resounds of monotheistic predative 1 scares
staring songs of YangStrong polarity
rigid
unbending
turgid
urgent need
want
passion

PolyTheistic remanding
ecofeminist systemic
matriarchal flow,
exflowation
extroversion
exhalation

Inhaling information
implantation
enlightening pregnant seeds
of co-passions’ wisdom

Sun-splayed overlaid
empowering eggs
born of GrandMother Moon reflection
inflections

Ebbing and flowing
informing seeds
exhilarating
extroverted needs

Of earthly 1 x/y body
as in heavenly non-0 thirsty minds

PolyTheistic absorbing
inviting round 0’s
ewview of monotheistic patriarchal 1’s
performance of compassion’s history

In which liquids, warm
seldom surging geyser up
and volcanically out
unlike seeds and sprouts

And far more often
can become imagined
felt re-membering
and mapped
as flowing down gravity’s inevitability,
a deep outflowing slope
into oceanic depths of wondrous waves
and awesome tides

Currents circulating
Earth’s global communing continents

Earthly soils
with heavenly waters
empowering
enlightened depths

Of wise earthly bodies
swimming in heavenly currents
and climates of metaphysical minds

PolyTheistic feelings,
polymathic polynomial polyphonic polyvagal
neuro-systemic polycultural communications

Passion positive health egobodies
and ecowealthy compassion minds

PolyTheistic absorbing
inviting
attracting
co-investing
warm wet co-operative
round lusty 0’s
hoping for monotheistic patriarchal
ecofeminist extra-inverted 1’s

Universal polytheistic birds chirp
and caw inviting
attracting
co-invested
warmly co-operative round 0 sounds

Resounds of monotheistic redactive 1
anthrosupremacist scary songs
of YangStrong autonomous bipolarity
Earth-wounding repressive
LeftBrain dominant wrongs.

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Blank Page Syndrome

Blank page syndrome
feels like full page longing
to be done with some work project
that will not slowly grow worthy
of my time
and certainly no captivated reader.

I feel victimized,
tortured, actually,
by blank page syndrome

Where I want to feel some opening
and rewarding opportunity
and not dull risk
of further unnoticed failure
to richly
and wisely communicate
warm and wild communion.

My blank pages
demand content
spilled across blue horizontal lines
with a red left side vertical
demanding

Demarking where orderly thought correctly begins
to unfold top left
unfurling cause effectively
sequentially
toward right bottom

Yet Left dominance
overpowers Right feelings prominent
circling and recycling
whirling and spinning
spiraling out of win/win control
re-membering risks
of nontransparent failure
falling brawly short
of both peaceful Truth
and vulnerable Beauty.

Yet a bleakly black blank canvas
with no red
or blue bicameral communion rules
or tools
feels most frightening
intimidating of all
unbalanced
anthro-privileged
vaporous calls

My
“I can’t draw,
or sketch,
or paint,
or write,
or sing,
or dance,
or speak out woke”

Can’t preach
or teach inside voices
ignoring outside echoing choices
to evoke
childish dreams,
daydream schemes
to become Earth’s greatest love
of blank paged warm regard
for how we flew
and walked
and swam
and grew to Here embodied
meets Now compassioned mind

Greatest
deepest
widest
trusted EarthBeauty
dipolar co-arising
all scared yet sacred Time’s unfolding

Win/Win regenerative
peaks and valley sand
defining ecstatic
aesthetic lines
refining intimate circling graced spaces
etched throughout
neuro-systemic elegant
multigenerational potential

Not not synergetic journeys
deeply and widely
back and forth
out and inside
polyculturing communion

While staring at this straight lined
and otherwise white privileged
square-cut manufactured page

Holding my green health hope
and content contented circling pen
praying for worthy inspiration.

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NonDelusional Illusions

A temporarily useful illusion,

like Wall Street knows something
about inevitable climate pathology
disvalues of anthrosupremacism
worth illusive core investment value

is not necessarily
a merely utilitarian delusion
about timeless principles of value

like human dignity
and organic integrity
and profoundly polycultural beauty.

A temporarily useful illusion
may have long economic
and robustly deep political roots
in universally integral illusions,
round robust reflections,
gut feelings,
intuitions of past fruition
regenerating win/wins
and not degenerating
LeftBrain Loser deductive logos
and RightBrain Loser inductive
merely threadbare mythos

Languaged thoughts about useful things,
like narrative knitted feelings
from thriving co-relationships,
derive from articulating threads
in allusive indigenous wisdom

Long felt panentheistically
and/or enthymematically
not not yet
does not quite illuminate positively present

Win/win round cosmic
holonic, organic, systemic
rememory of Yangfull Trust
loves Yintegral Beauty

Usefully refines,
illustrates
polyculturally win/win
healthy democracy’s peak wealth illusion,
valleyed allusive delusion
in-between implicit wisdom
and explicit knowledge,
empowerment
and enlightenment

Circling
spiraling whole open
systemic energy
non-zero summoned
cooperative illusive experiences
non-zero summed
energy systemic
open whole spiraling
encircling dismembered delusions.

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