I think,
therefore I am
Feeling we are
touching on
what we sometimes
more brilliantly think
and sing
and dance
reconnecting trust
together
More than apart
when I feel alone
on my best days
of solitary reflection
And downright lonely
during my worst nights
of combative thinking
Not so much feeling
safe as I am
Because we were,
and ever shall be,
co-arising polypathic
EarthTribe.
What is this thing
called mortal love?
Yet not a Thing
at all
At least a Relationship,
Which, of course,
requires two or more
to adore-fully dance
or, divorcing,
fall
Back into Earth’s green ball
planting and replanting health
without one sign to recall
LeftBrain conserving dominance
preserving StraightWhiteMale prominence
throughout his-story’s clumsy appall
Peace brokers wondering,
How grows this integrity,
felt immortal passion
not not mortally unknown
after bodies
and before spirits
good health natured
co-arising All
These sacred relationships
for Earth’s immortal love
in one dynamic place,
passions springing forth
toward warm best known
recall.
I need to know
if you have seen
or heard anything from me
or about me
that would cause you to hesitate
to hire me full-time
for the next sex worker
and spiritual director
and financial co-investor
position
Opening up
on your personal
and political empowerment team.
I would also like to know
if you have seen and heard,
tasted and smelled,
felt and touched
anything positive
compelling
engaging about me
That would discourage you
from firing me
from my current part-time position
enabling your fears of losing me
to some better
bigger
more powerful,
possibly even somewhat more enlightened
and less angry,
narcissist.
Communication among organic creations
of sacred EarthMother
are overwhelmingly rooted
in nonverbal
nonviolent communion
Complex evidence of things
within relationships of feeling
and touch,
creatures seen
and heard,
smelled
and tasted,
cognitive awareness of purpose
and intuitive integrity
for meaningful
sacred smooth mindfulness
We are, together,
at our best,
on and in and for and of
Earth’s best solidarity day,
compassionate communion
of verbalized humane purposes
and nonverbal divine meaning.
CoPassionate nonverbal communion
turns movement into dance,
reincarnates muses into instruments
of recreative music,
evokes birdsong joy
and pensive grey mourning,
shushes ebbing and inhaling surf,
murmurs in babbling brooks
of suffering speaking servants.
Nonverbal communion
does not bring evidence
for falsely claimed risks
against democratic health.
Sacred integrity
proposes a good faith alternative
to zero-sum
win-lose competitive
compromised trust.
Earth’s meaningful
richly resonant
robustly resilient organic Tribes
nonverbally know
regeneratively believe
feel with full cultural integrity
Our univocally shared economic need
to advance ecologically healthy opportunity
While minimizing unwealthy
unwise political disempowering risks
to this profoundly communing
living
regenerative planet
with verbal and nonverbal persons
quieter plants
and all sentient
organically communicating
beings becoming
True purposive effects
and Beautiful
meaningful yet nonverbal
causes felt
as sacred needed
and positively wanted
co-passionate communion.
My roots of humane dignity
seem truest found
in organic life integrity.
So too, roots of social liberty for all
listening empathetically
seem most harmonically embedded
in Earth’s co-gravitating ball
Of health power
multicultural
for expanding polycultural
co-passions
analogically integral.
Imagine
universal win/win integrity
confluent energy
perfection
Like global peace,
a left brain expression
right mind felt
ideal value
Challenging to not hear now
not win/win feel here;
not smell
or tell,
universally empowering
and unitarian enlightening
To swell across Earth’s surface
integral win/win cooperative
healthy democracy imperative
nonviolent communion superlative
Restoring EarthJustice values
that most natural/spiritual species
nondualistically perfect
indigenous-to-living Earth
share.
Synergetic integrity
of universal win/win relationships,
like EarthPeace ideals
may be impossible
to competitive left brain either/or
reductively achieve
without inductively felt
memory,
But,
regenerative Earth can healthily
and wealthily
and wisely cultivate
a woke rewoven
peaceful
integral
bilateral identity
wonderful win
As inside images seek
to promote right mind heard
and then left brain seen,
right mind felt
and then left brain touched,
right mind smelled
and then left brain tasted,
devoured,
absorbed,
integrally savored
swollen peace
on Earth
Justice within each reformed
AnthroSupremacist
re-educated
empowered
and enlightened
win/win revolutionary
more than win/lose devolutionary.
S/he wonders why
when we breathe in
our left sides
feel right mind dominant
when our rights inside
feel LeftBrain capital deviated,
Dysfunctional
disappointing
disharmonious
sad and lonely
dissonant
disturbed
unbalanced
uneased
Constipated
blocked
trumped
Stuck
obstructed
oppressed
suppressed
repressed
not fluently holistically impressed,
Pressured
disabled
disenabled
feminized
marginalized
enslaved
disempowered
Unenlightened
unarticulated
not understanding
not cooperatively experiencing
co-investing in questioning
Why we continue longing
for bicameral win/win engagement
of all our leisurely
peaceful
integral senses
And yet yearn
for vicarious entertainment
without discernable killing Time
guilt for giving up
on Earth health
restoring just systems
Losing out
on holistic Ego inside
Eco-outside Other
stereophonic redundancy
reiteration
remembering
reconnecting
religioning
reimagining
Feedback and forth
in-between engaging Others
entertaining Ego’s vacationing musical
sometimes vocational whimsical
Sometimes multi-sexual,
sometimes inter-religious,
sometimes eco-political,
sometimes co-invested
Yet unspoken
lyrically right spaced
and left lined
healthy mind
mined
mimed
mused questions.
S/he also wonders why
LeftBrain dominant monoculturalism,
like warring monopolies
and terrifying angry monotheism
and fear of His unfeeling monotony
and mono-monied values
sound like madness marching
in vicious politicized squares
While RightMind prominent S/He polycultures
feel polypathically polymathic
virtuous ecological recircling potential
and polyvagal music rivered
polyphonic inside shivered
energetic peace duo-potency
Not so much at war
dueling impotency.
S/he questions
If thick and robust LeftBrain engagement
could not possibly become
more stereophonically peaceful,
reiteratively co-passionate
RightMind communal,
Yet intimately at rest,
vicariously imagined
EarthCentric reality remembered
resilient
Entertainments,
vacations,
Healthy-Happy Holidays,
BiLateral questions
ego/eco-systemic communications,
ReCreative
BiCameral consciousness
of co-operating primacy
for peaceful co-relationship
S/he wonders
if her RightMind co-relational primacy
deeply listens for
and widely speaks of
his LeftBrain dominant Ego
capitalized AnthroSupremacy
When wiser win/win dialogue
degenerates
into win/lose debate
between healthy
cooperative
engaging Her not-not questions
and wealthy
competitions with HiStory
entertaining co-passionate Him
positive bicultural answers.
S/he wonders
if sometimes,
and perhaps always,
the opposite of peaceful integrity
is aggressive loneliness.
How many times have I heard?
The family that prays together
stays together
And, the family that eats together
stays together
I know from personal Holiday
and every day
experience,
neither of these is necessarily true.
However,
I wonder if the family that sings
and/or dances together,
does stay together,
if only in our dreams.
And how many times have I thought,
and sometimes said?
If not broken,
do not fix.
If Holiday celebrations
are not broken,
then no reason to start singing
and/or dancing
now,
avoiding climatic catastrophe
by creating
and recreating
EarthPeace eucatastrophe.
Only fix fractures
when crumbling climates
are painfully obvious losses
Is a profound example
of LeftBrain Business As Triumphantly Usual
bipolar idealism
Either we are depressingly broken already
Or we are not yet sufficiently flawed
in our current competitive consumer mania
Polarized thinking
predicts selfishly predative feelings,
like marching in vicious squares
rather than choosing
to sing in virtuous circles.
Reduced to merely secular
devolutionary devotion,
Or not yet feeling naked loss enough
for a sacred solstice
revolutionary caroling
song and dance
midnight flashmob
massive howl event.
Fracturing doubts
perilously ignore intuitive warnings:
feeling masked alone,
so not extended family exposed,
never threatening to sing a kind line
or dance risky emotional steps
toward resonant healing
LeftBrain doubts
about losing control
of soberly reasonable celebrations
reminds me that most thought
and felt relationships working now
are threatened by unraveling climate decay,
by natural organic lifetime limitations,
by dysfunctional silence,
by mortal fears
and breaking anger disorders,
By denial of sufficient individual survival
through self-perpetuating love
sufficient for fixing Ever After.
Frequent flyer Left lyrics
devoid of Right rhythmic tone,
Secularized monotheism
not yet open toward sacred panentheistic
song and dance systemic communications
co-arising cognitive/affective resonance
feeling verbalizing thoughts:
If not yet unhealthy broke,
zero-sum bankrupt,
in traumatic competitive
shouting consumptive hate
and all-consuming anger
and consumer fear of crisis,
then what?
Perhaps deep listening
for feelings sung
and needs danced out
with those who do appreciate
individual sacred egos
are win/win made
to become half Other warm
ecosystemic environments
of wellness planning
unbroken,
undivided,
reassociating Trust
Reconsidered in here
healing musical space
through eternal now not hurting,
killing,
hurling time
Win/Win bicameral
dipolar co-arising engagement
ego/eco-systemic
resilient unbroken anthro health
is true resonant holiday
and every day wealth,
Earth environmental deep learning
from win/lose brokenness
toward future win/win reweaving
song and dance
LeftEgo/RightEco therapeutically cooperative
mending mindfulness
of integrity’s potential
for resonant healing
individual isolating events
of felt broken climates,
Pre- and/or Post-traumatic stress
inherited from past falling short,
narrow,
shallow everyday present awareness
Intuitively wanting to fix future
traumatic lose/lose awkward
and malforming breaks
and win/lose competitive risks
threatening long-term consumer malfunction,
and win/win synergetic mondbody integrity
of ego songs
and fire circle eco-dances
recycling cooperative
EarthDay and Night
resilient musical consciousness.
and win/lose risks
With winBody/winMind synergetic integrity
of ego dancing
eco cooperative singing
compassionate NewYear consciousness.
What do healthy systems,
naturally spirited,
ecologically enlightened
and ego-politically empowered swell
Wellness
anthro-economic networks
wonder,
often wander around
what do wealthy mindbody systems do
when the Body squarely says
“I’m doing all I can comfortably do”
And the unsatisfied Mind asks
“Why is my need for healthy integrity
neglected
deflected
ignored
unrestored?”
at least half
my less than thriving
time
in your embodied space
In musical pace
and game place
and systems empirical
lyrical theory embrace,
This BodyMind feels a dissonant gap
between a comfortably expected
repetitively resonant accord
in music narrative compositions
as traditionally played
and replayed pitch perfect
military march uniformity
with RightBody empowered control
Over-riding a deeply serene
enlightened LeftMind unity
preference becoming contenting content
of EarthTribe’s sacred stereophonic
story, systemic
Waiting curiously,
and thereby less impatiently
win/lose pushing individual performance,
self-prophetically solo lonely
Waiting for our next cooperative
muse amusing immersion
peak climatic experience
designed
orchestrated
choreographed
Win/Win improvisational
in sacred
therapeutic scores
and scales
of resonant empowering harmony
enlightening multi-lateral symphony
in keys of bicameral rhapsody,
health/wealth systemic
ecstasy.
The MonoTheistic conclusions
self-righteously drawn
by too many Straight
White
Male corporate leaders
More comfortable with their asset management skills
than uncomfortable with their power overish tendencies
of systemic capitalism
historic kleptocracy
transcendent autocracy
Is dark-skinned slavery,
dark-minded disempowerment,
defensive proprietary oppressor
zealously predative mistakes
assuming lack of sacred
enlightenment
in profane Other.
By contrast,
the PolyEcological resolution
of EarthMother indigenous wisdom
is multicultural co-investment
in healthy democratic
win/win wealthy polyvagal neurosystems
Finding universal
uniting salvation
in resonantly resilient
health care energy
Massively co-mediated
co-empathic
co-operatively owned
and nutritiously nurtured
addiction to EarthPeace
multiculturing healthy democratic
healing justice.
When our religious beliefs
don’t mention
and challenge
systemic racism,
then we suffer
from anti-ligion,
dissociative division,
Other punishing injustice,
more than we restore worship
awe
connection
with all Earth’s multiculturally healthy
resilient diversity,
Truth and Beauty
of cherished sacred life.
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