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Starting With Not Sure

I’m not sure about this
entertainment
divorced from engagement
issue

But,
consider the following
a hypothesis,
a Thought Experiment
in the Indigenous MotherLand
and SacredWaters
of ecowomanist political theory,

Part of my own experience
betrays a rightwing bias
against superficial entertainment

And, by association, self-promoting entertainers
living out shuttered
and too often unshuttered cluttered
Reality Shows
confusing inside unsafe voices
with healthy outside choices

Most corporate-sponsored
overly mediated events
desecrate cooperative profit motives

And, by popular reassociation,
further corrupt RightMind desecrators
of potential sacred engaging experiences

Peaking in MotherLands
and SacredWaters
in-between what was before Wonder
and after Awe,
deeply felt universal ComPassion
and unitarian Love.

Individualistic entertainments
draw on social skills
no more deeply exercised
than surface skin of monoculturing
white-noise color
perhaps stereotypically supremacist,
racist,
sexist,
patriarchal monotheistic
violent colonizing entertainments

More pornographic and sadistic
than sensual and co-passionate,

More invasive and extractive
than green bio-communion flowing in
from upstream
and ebbing sacred win/win
wellness watered communication out
downstream exhaling nutrition.

Sacred engagement
enlightens upstream givers
and further empowers downstream givers
like bioculturing sacraments
feed and water green multi-political economies,
analogies of cooperative lenders
and metaphysical borrowers
of NonZero Sums
living and planning
in Earth’s Great Transitioning
NonZero Climate FlowZone

Of sacred engaging values,
cooperative hope for healthy democracy investors,
fully engaged faith
in interdependent win/win resilient networks

Fully engaging gospel wellness co-celebrants,
wondrous and awesome polycultural love

For compassionate eco/mytheological engagements
non-violent compassionate bilateral
double (-,-) equals (+) polynomial equity
found in sacred multicultural metaphysics
of win/win engaging experiential co-mediations
committed to restoring EarthJustice.

It is my further polymathic
fully engaged faith
that C-squared = 1+ 3DSpace
= 0-squared BiNomial Tao/Zero-Time,

In universal NonZero EcoWomanist Experience
of PolyNomial
PolyCultural Health = PolyPathicWealth =

Polymathic GreenCommons-squared
experiential organic EcoEmpowerment =
Universal Ego/TheoEnlightenment

Where C=0-squared
is both a metaphysical Constant
BiCameral CoPassion

AND
a physical NonZeroZone Transition,
Translational,
Transubstantiating bilateral/binomial empty(0)
EcoSystemic cooperative synergetic
sacred Full-PolyCultural Integrity

Engaging both natural/spiritual metaphoric
Yang/Yintegral =1Spatial metasystemic
Either/Or Universal LeftBrain Dominant Co-EnLightening Voice

= Synergetic InBetween EntheMEMatic Constant-BiNomial

(-,-)0Squared Temporal Both/And polymathic
double-binding hypothetical
poly-metaphorical
MultiSystemic Integral Empowering
NonZero ProHealth Choice.

And yet,
a still small desolate
dissociating voice,

I’m not sure about this
LeftBrain Yangish prickly entertainment
divorced from Yintegral synergetic engagement
gooey metaphoric
polynomial/not moNo-Nomial
natural-theory/not not spiritual experience
eco-political faith-equity issues
values
neuro-sensory flow functions
of changing

Energetic democratic health
YangLeft EnLightened Entertainment
and co-passionate wealth
YinRight EcoWomanist
Co-EmPowering Engagement.

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Earth CommUnion ReView

World views matter,
sabbath gratitude informed,
and savaged loss exflowing

Communion reviews matter
most when not nationalistic splatter

To remain focused
informing nutritional economic choices
forgiving our inhumane ego rejoices
of past disrespect
against empty relationships
devoid of polyculturally resilient voices

Practicing
in gathering
keys of nonviolence
for political win/win empowering anthems
danced in co-investments

Preferring multicultural reflection
on theological health
through polyculturing wealth
of experiencing each EarthDay and Night
revolving Matters

Muses
moving
empowering sciences
enlightening macro-economic world views
about empowering practicality
of restoring win/win justice
through a global moratorium
on punishing disrespect
for Earth’s original sacred feminist
green/blue indigenous wisdom,

Cooperative grace
for winning health
is not a competitive
win/lose
unsafe splattering race
to lose/lose hell
is absence of wealthy saving face

If and when
our Earth views matter,
sabbath gratitude informed
and/or savaged loss
exflowing climate splatter.

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CoRRecting UnHealthy InAccuracies

EarthMother senses a difference
between Political Correctness
and everyday domestic political accuracy.

Political accuracy grows best
and sprouts up healthiest rooted
in directly observed EarthNatured experience

While CapitalInvested Political Correctness
is more shallow sandy shifty rooted
in some LeftBrain dominant
EgoPatriarchal WorldView Theory
of competitively debated,
sometimes uncivilly violent
armed and vigilantly ready defensiveness
about sacred anthro-supremacist
divine-right
to beacon at the top
of a monoculturing ruthless

Either you’re with me
or against me
view of EarthCommunion
as the politically accurate sinful struggle
of wounded anthro-supremacist
not sufficiently well-capitalized
not necessarily feeling all that Politically Correct
because I have some StraightWhiteMale fragility
issues of not meeting White WorkEthic God
the Punishing Father’s manly empowering
and enlightened supremacist expectations,

Jealous anticipations
provoking Either you’re straightwhitemale free
to be as me,
or you are competitively against Politically Correct
Me,
which doesn’t feel at all politically accurate
to actual spiritual
sensory
experiential EarthMother
WeHealth
Political Wealth
experience.

In “Together we can”
Claudia Zatorski,
local Connecticut talent,
starts her Poetry in a Pandemic piece,

“A monster invaded our world
The Spring of 2020
A time of calm complacency,
Of peacefulness and plenty.”

But, the 2020 Springing of a U.S. Presidential choice
felt like an unsettled spooky voice
of war and climate drowning and burning starvation
for unstraight
unwhite
unpatriarchal ecofeminists
rooted in politically empowering
cooperative co-invested
BLM and NVC and RestorativeJustice
and Integral Permaculture Design
and Organic Systems Thinking
win/win dialogue
is not win/lose dissonant debate
experience.

EarthMother’s bigger pandemic Monster
in the Spring of 2020,
and so much more so now,
one year later,
was Her desecrated experience
of qujickly growing climate pathology,
runaway Politically Correct
capital-driven extractive technological choices,
with lack of political accuracy
about healthy, ecologically sacred,
indigenously felt voices

As EarthMother’s worldview measure of health
wealthy,
politically accurate health-power relationships,
cooperative root investments,
compassion flowers
and accurate turning of nurturing leaves
observe more co-invested robust
experiential non-infestment

Of rightwing prominent
theologically and historically unreflective
leftbrain hyper-dominant political incorrectness
is also politically inaccurate
for achieving resilient health-wealth democratic
cooperative green resilient eco/theo-logical gains

Due to lack of accurate EarthMother analyzing
Her most healthiest resilient wealth
through patiently nonviolent
win/win communicating
with ecofeminist intent
to restore democratic interdependent justice,

Integrity’s strong-rooted
Politically Correct MotherEarth potential

In this Spring of 2021
climate pandemic experiencing
eco-political distancing time
without calm complacency,
but with multicultural visions
voices
choices
for EarthMother’s peacefulness
restoring EarthHealth plenty
with democratic energy
liberty
justice
political accuracy
for all EarthChildren
adults
indigenous Elder EcoFeminist
GreenPeace Politically Correct Warriors
for NonViolence
and their AnthroPatriotic
ReStorying EarthJustice Allies
Consorts,
Ambassadors,
Mediators,
Facilitators,
2020 Spring ReVisionaries.

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UnVoiced Choice

Ego’s mind
happily follows along behind
heart connections to iconic metaphors
felt to belong in metaphonic co-passions

Kinda like heart-path complex feelings
rhythmic
and spatially silent rests

Between seasonal meta-4s of empowering light
meets Truth with Beauty
greets
compassionate conscientific minded
artistry hearted
economics of ecofeminist grace

Filled belonging
binomial hearted
nonverbally integral
experiential relationship memories

Light felt positively inviting
engaging theologically sacred
outside experience
communications

Verbal messages
with thoughtful co-redemptive
ecological images mind/heart integral
nonverbally happy
warm co-empathic relationships

Dreamy heart imaginations
healing
re-membering integrity’s potential heart/mind
interdependent freedoms

Through win/win co-invested re-connecting
re-ligioning
creolizing
transubstantiating
Great BiCameral ReTransitions
Green from red patriarchal ego identities

Persisting through their-mind/our-heart
home-light Green
regeneratively matriarchal
eco-systemic
positive

Win/win strategically mind/heart co-mediated
sacred holonic EarthTribe
habitat

Hearts for lit-up cooperative economics
with mind-empowering politics

Interior nonverbal nutrition
speaking exterior
out-there communication

Bicamerally polypathic
psychological feelings
for polyphonic bilateral neurological systems
more win/win minded
and less lose/lose hearted
nurture mind/hearted nature
ecological

Spiritual wealth-progressive theology
of Earth’s health-systemic nature

Win/Win positive heart-flow
hidden within
mind’s win/lose nontherapeutic
left hemisphere punishing force
for monocultural autonomy

Upstream past competitive energy
silently waiting for downstream cooperative
integrity

Of dignity’s strong-hearted voice
causing interdependent life
choice

CoArising mental authority
with warm heart effective
co-responsibility

Heart sensory mind/body love
reflected in world-view healthy mental/physical life

Images of YangStar
constellations re-membering
re-ligioning
re-connecting yintegral
DreamMemes

Mind ego-belonging
to heart’s eco-longing
for yet more intimate
belonging

Healing inside
while mind metaphorically co-invests
in impassioned outside nature

Old original heart
before left-mind privileged
young

Yet phylogenically mirrored fractal structure
four seasonal
bilateral light/dark power
dynamic DNA spirals

Yintegrity’s communal potential
YangMind compassion for
Earth’s NonViolent Living Future

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Peak Spiritual Communications

When our religious practice
discipline
dogma
principles
values
unchanging tradition voices
erode out of line,
escape outside the box
within which lies our own spiritual experience
memories,
peak and everyday
of win/win cooperative
compassionately communing inter-relationships,
ectosystemic elationships

Then our spiritual experience
has also been monoculturally segregated
divorced
ignored
sinned
silenced
disempowered,
unenlightened
missed the physical
and metaphysical marks
of our own natural
multiculturally healthy
cooperative
co-invested
empowering
enlightening natural sensations,
sensory connectedness,
compassionate communications

Committed to radically democratizing political ecohealth,
wealthy Earth-Opulent Peace,
restoring ecosystemic Justice,
collaboratively planning how we can extend
peak multicultural
interfaith healthy global goodnews
actively seeking more robust
resonant
resilient polycultural outcomes

Realigning reflection
on our species’ multicultural religious practices
reconnecting our own spiritual life experience histories
with inside voices
and outside natural nurturing nutritional choices,
preferred win/win sensations,
sensory co-empathic awareness

We are Earth-Natured healthy creations
processing
re-creating toward wealthier cooperative
collaborative
democratic global climax
as we learn to compassionately communicate
mediate
facilitate
everyday dialogue more peacefully,
debate less toxically,
in empowering
enlightening solidarity
of natural/spiritual
outside/inside co-passionate reflective experience
revolutionary togathering

As bicameral individuals
individuating among a long regenerative journey
of ego/ecosystemic bilaterals
subject/objective sensory
spirit internalized
everyday secularized
commodified voices
deep listening within traditional lines
and boxes,
circles
spiraling
inspiring naturally dynamic sensory
win/win restorative
redemptive
regeneratively changing,
processing,
progressing
healthy democratizing objectives
transcending wealthy sensory subjective consciousness

As complex ecosystemic experience
transcends profoundly chaotic egocentric
anthro-centric
patriarchal-centric
capitalist win/lose-centric
leftbrain either/or-dominant historic memories
of unchanging traditional apartheid
dissociative
unfeeling
desensitizing
disempowering
unenlightening
absence of win/win communication
natural/spiritual nondualistic
objective/subjective
yang/yin
external/internal
inhaling/exhaling experience
eco/theo-logical historical memories

Multiculturally creolizing imaginations
rooted in bilateral
bicameral ecopolitical
compassionate communication
neuro-sensory systemic
regenerative
resonant
resilient experience
reflection
insight
empowerment
cooperative planning
implementation
re-evaluation
re-connecting
re-ligioning
this holy union
of dipolar co-arising
indigenous nature/spirit
nondualistic experience
bicameral intelligence
historical-cultural contextual climax feelings
we have
together
almost achieved this great transition
climatically healthy peak experience

While dreaming of healthy unitarian communion,
not fearful or angry,
Of universal compassionate communication,
non-violent.

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Sacred Earth Undone

Earth feels undone.
Not only incomplete,
but now unraveling,

Undead
but not resurrecting,
not fully alive,
not healthy enough
to listen for sacred survive
whispers, ReWind
ReGenerate
ReConnect

What Gaia has joined
ego-centers within ecosystems
must not secularize
disconnect natural analogical likenesses
inviting spiritual
metaphoric
profound illuminations

Of
and for
complex empowerment,
full living regenesis truths
beyond unsustainable
undead
anthropocentric
left-brain dominant
human ego-isolating
supremacist economic
politicized ways

As if we are each a struggling
undead YangGod
unraveling toward our individualized mortality,
unable to ever become done

With self-creation
self-imagery
self-empowerment
self-enlightenment
self-stimulation
self-resurrection
self-climax
self-instruction
self-improvement
self-development
self-health
self-wealth
self-worship…

From where
and when
originates this undead
undone SelfQuest?

And to where
and when returns
YangGod’s yintegral spiraling
multilaterally reforming
DNA seasonal structural systemic shadow
soul of organic light
energy
regenesis powers
of wealthiest communing?

Global and yet local,
external wealthiest EarthClimates
and internal multiculturing
health undone
undead
polyculturing promise
of and for regenesis.

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Healthy Life v UnWealthy Death

In the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying,
Sogyal Rinpoche writes, unconvincingly,
to my left-grained dominant ears,

“No suffering,
however dreadful
[and even mortal]
is
or can be
meaningless
if it is dedicated
to the alleviation
of the suffering
of others.”

This abstract act of “dedication”
sounds suspiciously left-engrained
global monoculturing dominance
to me,
Looks like over-rationalization,
denatured theory of hypothesized sublimation,

Feels like arguments
for a spiritualized view of
disemobodied “sublimation” of sexual desires
that would merely replace,
by act of superego-divine willpower,
one disconnected set of sensory attractions
for another.

As if left-preyed reason
could control our natural
and spiritual flow of hormones,
the multicolored elixirs of right-trained connecting
and disconnecting feelings.

Anyway,
[kinda got lost in my analogy
which is more of a right-strained metaphoric
metphonic
polypathic
polyphonic non-verbal search for felt connections,
primal reconnections
preconnections
unconnections
co-relations
positive and negative
attachments and aversions
empowerments and disillusionment],

I can imagine:

No suffering
loss
humiliation
excommunication
death of organic
left-prayed dominant EgoSystem,
however dread-filled,
is
or can become,
meaningless
if this event
can be connected,
and constantly reconnected
to enlightening
and thereby empowering
the alleviation of Others
ecosystemic suffering
loss
degradation
disconnection
apartheid,

Death of an organic
right-light prominently absorbing
Whole Open EarthSystem
of spiraling
revolving
Life and Death

Reweaving
ReGenerations,
MultiRegenerations,
InterConnections
of life systemic
sacred Power

Secularized Light,

BiLaterally resilient
Positive Universal-Unitarian
Strong-InterFlowing
Yang-Yin Energy,
BiCamerally Bright.

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LeftBrain Avatar

LeftBrain thinking,
not an avatar
of compassionately feeling
emergent healing systems,

Chilly baptismal waters
of equanimity
do not typically suggest a warm bath
in multicultural
and global
democracy.

Is it possible,
reasonable,
healthy,
therapeutic
to carry gifts of resonant love
and extend them to those
evoking a long history
of patriarchal anger
and “vengeance is capital-invested mine”
disempowering fear?

How would this,
could this,
“should” this,
might this be different,
better
than fueling codependent anxiety
without realistically anticipated reform,
curiosity with transcending cooperative courage,
win/win communication out
without
win/lose return
back in,
external faithfulness without active internal hope?

Is it possible,
and even responsible,
more or less therapeutic,
to deeply burn with anger against Trumpism,
the blind excesses of narcissistic fascism
somewhat democratically turned over to empower a fool
by a near majority of lose-ego/lose-eco ignorant voters,
inexperienced with sufficient cooperative bicameral ecopolitics
to discern enlightening differences
between democratic love
and autocratic fear
of losing face,
noble retributive reputation,
emotionally satisfying financial success
far beyond simple ecosystemic life sufficiency?

Who might we become
if compassionate patriotism
were so democratically inclusive
our object of win/win regenerate love
could settle for no less object
than sacred green/blue
yellow/red
purple/orange,
and black/white at night
polypathic
polyphonic
polynomial equals not not polynomial
democratic
sacred-secular equanimity
of rightmind equals left-embodied EarthJustice,

To be faithful
to nothing less than full EarthTribe compassion
within empowering
as without democratically enlightening.

For me,
if I can expand my sense of loyalty,
commitment,
appreciation,
love for Donald Trump,
at least as much as I fear
all the leftbrain reasons to to be angry with him,
angry about what he deliberately fosters,
angry about what has led him away from democratic We,
to the very threshold of self-righteous
inhumane fascism,
climate terrorism,
that he iconically represents,

Then I can expand into a larger picture
mirroring the loving kindness
deep learning Source
and ReSource
for all that brings us to this moment
in globally polarized Time
to find our unwinding way back
back
back

To all-embracing love
for Original enlightening
empowering
democratic
multiculturing
co-passioning SummativeSource

Of BlackHole degenerative
yet integral lives matter
splatter spacetime dances
flirting with joyful rhythms
in becoming undivided
once and twice
and thrice again

Within 4D spiraling revolutionary frames
of sacred grace,
compassion,
beauty,
serene foregiveness
for lack of history’s win/win
sin
of leftbrain win/lose thinking

Stinking
slinking lack of rightbrain win/win
democratic
EarthPatriotic
interdependently viral feelings
extracting and extending
out to all rationally angry
and systematically terrified EarthTribes.

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New Wine, Old Skins

For naturally aged old bodies,
new age spirituality
may bring to mind

Natural AND spiritual co-creative tensions
between regenerative positive empowerment
and degenerative negative dark,
yet still warmly wet newborn,
womb-like metamorphic attachment memories,

Continuous recycles of re-generate life
and de-generating deaths,

Wins
and losses,

Healthy days
and wealth uneased nights

Free of hoarding ego privileges
embedded in Earth’s blue/green
cooperative
ecosystemic timeless
multiculturing senses

Of natural old ages
giving way to continuous
dipolar co-arising
appositional/oppositional
bicameral
cooperative/competitive
naturally spirited
new-green/old-red sages.

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Privileged Testosterone Cultures

One of my several disabilities
of personal knowledge
through experience
and, therefore, empathic intelligence,
is to know what estrogen-driven “horniness”
might feel like,
look and sound like,
taste and smell like.

Gay men require alternative
deviant paths
toward green/blue/red
ultra-nonviolent
cooperatively owned
and perpetually self/other-managed
multiculturally mediated
open WholeEarth systemic
ecofeminism.

I suspect a primal contrast
between an empty holed
deep chakra longing for compassionate relationship,
rather than a pole-addicted belonging
to assertive plundering
the newest available warm wet
unholy hole,
might be one way
of contrasting secularized patriarchal privilege
with matriarchal holistic submission
to eco-political windy waves
of increasingly rabid aggression,
unilaterally pleasure polarized
and further polarizing capital-headed dominance
of debate horniness
rather than dialogue compassions.

Which brings me to my strong ability,
outgoing,
discontinuously flowing,
capacity to feel and know
smell and taste testosterone-driven “horniness”
of re-membering experience,
although not necessarily that well re-ligiously contemplated,
reflecting on how I might re-connectedly improve
continuous, rather than discontinuous, win/win outcomes
and avoid future win/lose disasters
of sexual
sensual
sensory
spiritual/natural conscious practice,
compassion practice,
passion practice
until I get testosterone/estrogen horny us
at least imaginatively balanced,

Left dominant red
and right recessive green/blue
states of humane-peace/divine-justice
bright toned passion

Because that, “passion”
and power
and positive/negative energy,
may be sense-synonyms
for “horniness”
felt and known,

Ergodic balancing exterior structured
cognitive spaces
and
Ionic harmonic interior flowing
affective revolving nonbionic-binary
irrationally felt
positive longing
and negative belonging
empty passioning times

Whether testosterone
or estrogen
or some bisexual multicolored culture,
some multicultural environmental combination
of these two
become one ego/eco-rooted
in cosmic polyphonic
polypathic win/win energy democracy,

EcoPolitically seen
when compassionately heard,

EcoBiologically felt
when passionately touched,

SocioNeurologically tasted
when co-empathically smelled

With win/win informed/exflowing gratitude
cooperative testosterone/estrogen attitude

Compassionate multiculturing global energy
of sufficiently bicameral
disciplined powers

Non-violently mediated integrity
deep learning opportunity

Even while facing manic
ego-centrically runaway rabid
capitalistic
patriarchal
heavily testosteroned
dominating
privileged
narcissistic
horny
prickly
polar passions of great unraveling
unease
about climates of potential
integral health/wealth
lost to yesterday’s EcoPolitical disease.

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