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Love’s Sufficient Time

I can accept that love
I have time to learn
and earn

But
can I embrace compassion
I feel sure appreciates me
far more wisely
than I have earned?

Positive passions more pleasant
than I could ever find sufficient time
to brilliantly learn

My adoration spot
on this comedy central
AnalRetentive Stage
listing
lusting
more Left Winged
liberating
than Right Singed
defensively sedating.

I am haunted
by an oppressively disabling gap
between what I have sufficient healthy time
to accomplish
to communicate
to experientially articulate
as anemically contrasted
to all I can imagine health
and safe wealth doing
togathering in this day,
this week,
this month,
this year,
this final decade
of my personal AnthroGay Pride
and WhitePrivilege
to prefer Black Lives MultiEnculturing Matter
and wild Paradise
PolyCulturing Pleasure

Win/Win bi-everything trans-thriving
positively contagious
as the clap

On a loved ones back
is my gay worldview sound
of one left hand liberally clapping
out FreeDom
ReStorative Justice
Love

Between my NonViolently WinWin Communicating
brothers and sisters

LeftBrain verbally dominant
claiming Peace
I nonverbally feel
RightBrain left outside
closeted gay emotional neglect

In my polyculturally wise universe
feeling all EarthMother’s love,
Polyester is always Lose/Lose trauma
bad news drama
while
PolyPathic Win/Win
evokes sacred warm
wet 1 within 0 zen rivers
of deeply penetrating gospel

Good regenerative humor
despite toxic rumors
that my indigenous EarthTribe
intentional family
and trauma-infested community
are suffering from an overheated climate
of monoculturing dementia

Increasingly difficult to recall
the love we have had time to learn
is earned one timeless
warm remembering moment
always liberally Here
as time conserving Now,
unconditionally warm
well-moisturized regard

For healthy hygiene
is next to wealthy
goddessness

A gay gratitude gift
more than sufficiently
out proud
well endowed.

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Blue Brush Witness

As she lays down her blue brush
in a blue-trimmed cream
dream stone basin
of darkening water

She realizes
inside voice has been thinking
about double negative paradox
as -x/-y
can’t win pathology

Of way too much Patriarchal Capitalist
dogmatic Business As Boorishly Usual,
monochromatic
monopolistic
monocultural
monotheistic

Describing
and prescribing her
BusyMess
is cruel
cold
calculating dismissal
disregard
don’t matter

Let her splatter!
while he eats
his white survival cake

Mindlessly unwoke
to future predative
desecration issues
promoting and marketing
trauma-inflation corporations
inviting frequent-flyer
evangelically missioned Narcissists

Who probably don’t think much
of a universal peak salvation experience
yet do feel deeply united,
maybe even energetically synergetic,
about their own sacred memories
of EarthMother’s original Win/Win
multi-colored co-invested
warm wet unconditionally cooperative
co-relationships

Through time’s changing
hue and culture and cry
LeftBrain verbally emerging
too dominant

Thereby, curiosity remains difficult to contain
to deeply listen for feelings to explain
this sound and sight for blue brushes
tinting her slowly turning water
growing
blueing
flowing sadly
back through Patriarchal
Capitalist
anthroprivileged time

Emerging blue
and grey
darkening ecocide.

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MindFullness Class

OK, mindful class,
past time to reopen our nurturing nests,
our nutritional mouths
and good-natured ears
and fertile reverse reserves
of not Lose/Lose
EarthMother Health-Wealth Care.

First,
we define our variables,
bilaterally co-arising
recreating
bipartisan dipolarities

Depolarizing
bipolar competing aggravations
replacing Old School co-gravitations
cooperative structured forms (x-Yang)
and compassionate flow(y-Yintegral

Organic green growing secular Left (x)
and sacred Right felt (y)
x/y brilliantly resilient co-investments

Where x present Integrity
of enlightened LeftBrain solid form,
And y represents CoInvestments
of empowering RightBrain synergetic flow.

Please respond as I call:
X also Here presents…

Universal
space without sufficient time

And Y again Now remembers…

Unitarian
time without severing space

Very good.
And, thereby,
resurfaces reverse appositions
between Solidarity (x)
and Synergy (y)

Of non-zero
Open Whole Living BioSystems
for x/y Gaian NeuroSynthesis

CoPassionately coalescing
inside mindful classrooms
while creolizing
outside indigenously integral
win/win
polyculturally robust
HealthCare Communication
Wealthy WinWin Systems

As Golden Rule understood
and appreciated
by AnthroPrivileged students
of LeftBrain empowering
nonviolent ecofeminist
secular (x)
sacred (y) communions.

In economic
and political conclusions,
co-invested and co-operative

Universal solidarity (x)
equals
Unitarian synergy (y)

Mono/Poly-Theistic
Gaian felt panentheistic
RightBrain nonverbal
nonviolent win/win
unconditional warm-flow
womb-formed pre-traumatic
universal/unitarian
original prime matriarchal attachment
(x/y) ego/eco-systemic.

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Sacred Communion

Sacred communion,
said the retiring priest,
feeds and waters my bipartisan vision

Gazing deeply within
and beyond
what is in front of,
and behind,
my bilateral balancing
eyes

And ears
rehearing a moment apart
from what has gone before
and whom we will sacredly become

More resiliently,
if not eternally, after our anthro-privileged
win/lose zero-sum colonizing evangelical
RightWing ways
pass over
and away

To give more green cooperative sway
for this divine/humane
win/win compassion play

More resilient
and inter-religiously resonant
polycultural health and
patriarchal trauma-prevention
on this
another sacred communion
capital-invested day

Allows me to see
we universally breathe
and breed
and bleed
and feed these three

WinWin cooperative opportunities
WinLose competitive anthroprivileged risks
and LoseLose zero-sum conclusions
immortal sealed despair
predicting nonzero-exponential
physical health predicates sacred metaphysical wealth

Trinitarian neuro-systemic polycultural imprints
on EarthTribe conscious lives
including future histories
this sacramental body leaves behind

Seeing sacred communionation
transpiring parts of the win/win spectrum
growing polymathic integration

To help Peace Restorers understand
co-arising convergence
of polypathic appearance
within RightBrain nonverbal experiences
panentheistically felt
and LeftBrain verbal monotheistic thoughts
reflecting peak consciousness
during ecstatic communion practices

Noticing our resonantly peaceful presence
in non-dogmatic
nonviolent
non win/lose must choose sectarian
secularized
dissociated
dis-integral studies

Analyzing neurosystemic happiness
healthy wealth care
positive psychology
mental health
trauma prevention,
transformative non-ecocidal integrity
restoring peace.

Restorative EarthCommunion
promotes neural integrity
systemic confluence,
integrity of EcoPeace flow
synergetic feelings
and EarthTribe well-being
sacred solidarity
unconditional warm thoughts
sacramental intentions
spiritual-mental health practices

Encouraging health care education
through co-empathic reflection
to promote resilient compassion
and co-invested care
for each win/lose trauma
isolating
and judging
and blaming
and shaming Other
sinful anthro-privileged
entitled narcissistic
RightWing evangelical
win/lose trauma-reactionary
frightened and angry
universal salvation/damnation
either saved or depraved
win/win or lose/lose
self-and-Other condemning
intrapersonal Voices

Aggressors
and oppressors
more than win/win nonviolent communicators
helping me find EarthTribe Commons sacred ground
for promoting therapeutic bipartisan reflection

And for restoring EarthTribe justice
and polyculturally resilient peace
yet to come
up there

In our win/win sacred EarthTribe
future communion of co-invested
everyday messianic saints
reflecting on sacred therapeutic
mindful communionations.

Note:

In grateful dialogue with Daniel Siegel, The Mindful Brain, p. 320, speaking of Transpirational Integration:

“Transpiration gives us the vision to see beyond what is in front of our eyes, that we are a part of what has gone before, and what will come after these bodies are long gone from this dimension of our lives. Transpiration allows us to see that we leave an eternal imprint on the lives of others and on the world we leave behind.

Seeing transpiration as a part of the spectrum of integration can help us to understand the convergence of its appearance within contemplative and religious practice, and its presence in the nonsectarian studies of happiness and mental health [and peak experiences, including deep learning felt experiences]..

Mindful awareness promotes neural integration. Today, more than ever, we desperately need a scientifically grounded view that supports our societal encouragement of reflection to promote compassion and care for each other. The integrative role of the mindful brain offered here may be one approach that can help us find common ground for promoting reflection in our lives now, and for generations to come.”

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Dark

Dark chances,
unhealthy and unsafe trauma
HiStories

Degenerating predative dogmas
not wanting to let go of ballistics
even for dawning light’s sacred promise
to grab full-immersion hold
and heal dark mythologies
lose now and again later ecologies
repeat rehearsed
inside-only voiced
dark passion narratives

Speaking out alarmed Betrayal
from those you were taught to Trust–
[it was Her job!
I have an unconditional contract
on a warm wet naturally wombed
and spiritually unwounded
birthright!

Defying Other’s Anger
about my gift-economy Hypocrisy
about my sacred Golden Rule restriction
win/win positive aspiration,
invoked by nature’s spiritual
Hippocratic Oath
to at least do no damage
losing trusted breath in
so losing full breath back out
again
and again
and repeat breathlessly again.

My own most difficult,
occasionally traumatic,
distressingly long, slow
letting go transition

Feels almost inevitably headed
for natural health-Lose
spiritual health-Lose
despair

Unless we all keep trying our best,
not just me
cleaning up your mess
to suffering servant impress

All us AnthroPrivileged victims
aware of traumatic over-populated
rabid traumatic
and pandemic health risks,
and runaway
emerging PTSD
and dementia
and suicide
and matricide
and ecocide

Make it almost impossible
to respect ourselves
yet not fear
retributive justice officers
and judges
and monolithic Yang-Jehovah

Dispensing punishments and fines
and shame
and blame
where the only obvious victim
I can see
is me.

My dark protagonist continues
to be victimized,
even now in aging memories

Every day past light
leads, at dusk,
to dark future
leads, at dawn,
to soon past light…

Yet my attachment to enlightenment
encourages me to disregard
co-arising dipolar dark empowerments
bicamerally re-associated

Yet awkwardly, sometimes
with high-risk trauma histories
monoculturally LeftBrain
EgoCentric predative Yang

AnthroPrivileged Voices
stuck on healthy and safe past orthodox
value systems
personal
and economic
and political
and separate and unequal
bi-sensory
and anti-sexual competitive dogmatic traditions

Not spiritually or naturally learning
so not wanting to let go
even for dawning light’s healthy promise
to grab resilient hold
and heal dark
post-traumatic lose/lose
zero-sum global
ecocidal winterish nightmares

Dipolar co-arising
unconditional warm sun rising
well-moisturized
copassionately co-invested day dreams
and horizontal dances,
core-chakra interpersonal win/win
exercises
nonviolent practice
practice
practice

Until we get our cooperative peak experience
sacredly awesome
and restorative ecojustice
left and right again

BiLateral
BiCameral creolization
in timeless tides
of over-swelling
regenerativity

Not quite
so bleakly alone
trapped in silent screaming stark
Dark.

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TransGendered Upgrade

Imagine the protagonist
in your messianic adult
ego-story of therapeutic development
is a Father,
And your antagonist
is FeMale Othered,
more second class
poor in Enlightened Spirit
for commercial grade empowerment

Left behind by win/lose competitive
thus self-defensive
power hoarding monotheism
with AnthroPrivileged face
and exclusive sacred grace.

Now,
reverse imagine
to remember your protagonist
warm, wet-wombed empowering
by nurturing Mother,
And your antagonist,
a self-defensive Othering
Father Narcissist.

Notice how our internal Protagonist expectations
images
memories
hopes and fears
ambitions and careers
significantly change
between expected Male v Female overpowers
mono-egotistic
to dominate personal
and political
and economic
and LeftBrain dominant
educated capitalist enlightenment.

Now,
also notice,
if we dare,
our internal Antagonist concerns
and Othering win/lose issues,
including self-protective sensory tissues,
balancing in-between
respected Female/Male cooperative
win/win transcendent cooperative powers

TranSubvstantiating indigenous wisdom
of co-invested supreme secularized Yang
and sacred serene Yintegral co-empowering Protagonists

Expounding
and mentoring
ecofeminist green therapy
far beyond mere StraightWhite NonPolitically InCorrest
nor sacred PanEntheistically True
Trusted

CoEmpathic Red and Blue
Cooperative Green-Capitalized Transcendentalists
mindful

That all EarthTribe organic residents
came from some sacred place
Matriarchal.

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Aunt Agony’s InFatuation

Her dark
impatient inside AntiGonist declares
left out right in face of
a polyculturally sublime
ProWithiGistic voice within,
if S/He only vulnerably dared
to risk her dark impatience:

I did not choose
to lose
my masculinity

To no longer
and wider grow
against you
just as you could not choose
to lose mistrust
against EcoWe
Aunt defying Uncle Agony

Pitching out
and catching
Anti/Pro BiCameraRolls
of ecstasy

Which reminds me
my dear,
although a bit queer,
a rhyme I recall
never having heard
or ever read
about Royal Leer:

Who feels quite strongly
and yet wrongly
that Queen Allure
invites Royal Leer
to lure
wildly winning spinning
ProWithiGist radically sad
misconclusions

Further flaming and feathering
Aunt Agonist’s unchosen
inevitable
WinLose troubling
bipolar competitive relationships

Robustly fanned
and GoldenRule unplanned
by evolutionary
theory of secularized might
makes Patriarchal Capitalists right
to be Aunt Agonist desecrating
learing
lusting to destroy
without ecological
or sacred reason
for such treason
against binomially co-arising
lusty dipolarity

But, I’m not your AntiGonistic colonizing threat
story today
and I am your ProWithiGist creolizing therapy
opportunity tomorrow

Luring
ProWithiGists alluring
masochistic maids
to please your dissociative
trauma-distressed
fertility undressed
a not-so-yucky
fornicating mess

AntiGonistic excommunications
grow win/lose pressures
leering elsewhere
appearing to lure divorce,
apartheid,
secularizing monotheistic
segregation
and not not sacred expand-theistic
integration.

As all AuntAgonist drag queens know,
Patriarchal Acquisitive Leering (PAL)
inappropriately overpowers
what might have been
an Alluring exhibition
of gracefully embodied health
and safe with AuntEartha’s
ProWithiGist mental wealth.

Includes AuntEartha’s indigenous wisdom:

It is not nice
to lure wild AntiGonist voyeurs
into more cooperatively,
vulnerably,
transparently,
transportedly unchosen
unconditional regard
for restoring
and restorying
a more resonant Aunt Agony’s
whole open systemic climate
supporting nonviolent
and warmly compassionate
and sometimes kinda wet
sacred communion

Tipping sacred/secular tables seductively
in-between Alluring ProWithiGist Saints
and Leering AntiGonist Kings

And lusty
crusty AuntAgonist
drag queens.

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Freedom to Dance Sacred

We thrive finding freedom
to speak out
to dance around
and sacred shout
to sing full-stop gospel
turn’em out

Outside our secularized cells
of dominant win/lose evolution
protagonist predation theories,
desecrating aparta-cisms,
jingoistic decultured
shameful jisms

Having His MonoTheistic elitist
StraightWhite Capital-Headed Way

Extracting all polycultural Truth
Fertility
Medicine
Sacred Trust
CoEmpathic CoPassion
Communion

Degenerating all polyphonic
elegant Beauty

Raping ecopolitical Grace
of and for Sacred EarthMother Justice,
just EarthTribe ReGenerative us

Singing and dancing
in sacred eco-political circles,
spiraling lines
of seasonal fertility
reasoned agility
prescribing Whole Open NeuroSystemic Peace,
multi-regenerationally timeless
resilience

Requires polycultural positive health value
brilliance
for playing win/win nicely
with and for
elegant and intricate
GoldenMind/SacredBody wealth

CoOperatively
EnLightening/EmPowering
nonviolent sacred communion
for ReStorying sacred sharing circles

Coming out of secularized
monoculturing closets
for multicultural freedom
to include sacred Indigenous-Taoist Wisdom
rooted in whole open panentheistic
sacred nonzero-spacious/temporal Souls

Climbing root and nail chakra
out of our anthrosupremacist closeted UnSouls

Longing to sing and sacred core dance
WuWei freedom
neuro-systemic lusty prance
to recreate,
co-arise
trauma-free
ego-mental/eco-physical health thriving

DiPolar appositionally sacred
vertical mind/body bilateral balance
Left/Right bicameral resonance
fractal dance resilience

Encircling
why does +1 communication universel

campfire Light

-(-0) metaphoric unitarian,
mind/body EmPower
polypathic encircling romance
of Prime Relationship?

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Preach From Experience

You could tell me your differences,
beat me down with distortions,
in-between fundamentally certain
of Either/Or
Yes or No
Stop or Go;
and never “and”

You also faithfully know sacred reasons
for secularized natural seasons.

You could whisper your silent discernments
in-between Both/And nuanced
curiously growing seasons
of sacred climate doubt

I could be heard and appreciated
beyond self-graced listening
for win/win mind is also spirit
is also health is also wealth
is also bicameral balancing options
for bi-curious co-empathic
communicating operations

For win/win longing nations
and tribes
and species to rebound from this precipice
thrusting forward further secularizing
decontextualizing
monopolistically monotheistic
Earth-desecrating AnthroSupremacy

SelfAppointed Sacred Rights
to play anthropocentric win/lose games
against co-passionate MotherNature’s HolyCene

Remains unhappy
with dogmatic rightwing Straight MonoTheistic Defensively
Patriarchal-Capitalist entitled White King’s English
for re-interpreting Her MiddleEastern eco-political narratives
and wisdom literature
and natural/spiritual
physical/mental nondualistic poetry

Monoculturally misappropriated
if not also sensed
internally sacred panentheistic

Promulgating polyculturally robust
creolizing values
not whatever transcendent hierarchical
colonizing disvalues
patriarchally privileged
monotheistic
misogynistically vengeful
extractively punishing demonic
dark lose/lose degenerative WuWay

The opposite of truly free
to healthy choose
Earth’s final sacred Revelation

Rather than stuck in dogmatic
God’s static never-changing word
Hell that burns in an eternal fire
of LeftBrain weaponed words

Yet, Earth will eventually Lose
capacity to support Win/Win juicy life
as we have outgrown Her

Yet, we need not hurry
trauma and win/lose stress
and environmental resource wars along,
distracted by inability to learn
global climate pandemic lessons

There is no resilient health care
for humans
without resonant wealth care
from nonhumans

Reclaimed a sacred WiseWoman
from her PostTraumatic Teacher
and PsychoDynamic Preacher
actively seeking EcoPolitical Win/Win Leaders

To re-member Whole Open EarthTribe’s sacred
historical experience
struggling with restoring
and restorying
entropic closed
secularized EarthScientist Demise

Yang’s LeftBrain privileged
monoculturing
lack of bicamerally balanced
health communicating
resiliently wealthy
post-traumatic win/win
curiously active LeftThought,
but not negatively reactive RightFelt,
bipartisan co-mediated experience

If I could teach you my differences,
sometimes beat down with distortions,
in-between fundamentally certain
of Either/Or Left
hopes also for Both/And Right co-passions

Yes and No
Stop and Go;
and almost never 0-sum
lack of panentheistic healing soul

As we also faithfully know
indigenously wise
sacred gifted reasons
for secularized
natural shifting seasons.

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Sinning Saints Once More

When I was in seminary
my spiritual director advised me to notice,
as had he,
that there are two kinds of:

Clergy

Those who understand their calling
as to coldly forgive
and heatedly challenge
all bedeviled sinners

And those who feel called to mentor
gods and goddesses
and all transgender images in-between
to warmly engage
and repeatedly comfort
all divinely endowed
panentheistic
Holy Spirited saints.

Lay Leaders

Those who live for a vacation
from telling Others why they must not do
whatever trauma-afflicted compulsion
we might feel addictively drawn toward

And those whose felt sacred vocation
is to communicate compassionately with Others
to therapeutically understand
what we would most love to be
and become
co-invested in ego-health
and ecosystemic-wealth
re-associatively together

Unconditionally regarding
both categories of Clergy
and Ego/EcoTherapeutic Lay Leaders
and All PolyCultural EarthTribal Creatures,
verbally dominant
and nonverbally
co-passionately prominent

Comforting the nonverbally afflicted
more than verbally afflicting
the too win/lose oppressed
survivalist
StraightWhiteCorporateMale
Business As Usual
RightWing Evangelical
anti-ecofeminist gospel truth
is Holy Spirit anathema
comfortable
with cognitive/affective chronic
bicameral dissonance.

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