My inside mystic still searches
for my strongest and best
omnipotently higher all-embracing Power
of unchanging monotheistic Truth
and Beauty.
My outside voices
still long for deeper Power
through widely multicultural EnLightenment
of changing
flowing spanentheism
in-between Earth’s ecological Nature face
and my own ego-identity’s theological SpiritPlace
Of greatest
and smallest,
highest
and deepest,
widest
and narrowest Win/Win
ComPassion Way
Healthy Truth
Democratic Trust
BeautyLoveLife,
inside choices.
Without my anthrocentric highest
most supreme sense
of omni-autonomous power loss
I might become able to accept
beautitudes of poor spirits
inheriting healthy green
regenerating passionate Earth.
To accept deeper powers
and wider lights
more readily than impatiently tolerating
higher powers
silently waiting
witnessing unspeakable
unface-able effacing suffering
of innocent children,
their mothers,
grandmothers
of indigenous EarthTribes,
Sacred acceptance,
humility,
curious courage
invite a communion found in weakness,
brokenness,
remorse for competitive discommunions
when cooperative GreenBlue Boat Home
communions feel more highly
deeply
widely
climate non-violent
non-pathology
Accessible compassion communication
through our vulnerability,
our cooperative trusting transparency,
our insufficiency,
our weak integrity,
opens compassion with sacred EarthMother
experiences of past power
reflections for future enlightenment,
Logos with Mythos
religious impulses
of Awe-taking breath away
in Wondrous Green Communion,
inhaling slow-grown
emerging cosmic consciousness
Recalling Maslow’s highest integrity
of ego-peaceful belonging
within EarthSystemic synergy
in pleasure’s safest resilient Paradise
awesomely healthy,
wondrously safe
from inhumane win/lose
to eventually lose/lose
ego’s EarthTribe prime relationship
Soil healthy resonance
empowers my natural worldview
AND
Soul wealthy resilience
enlightens my spiritual view
and hearing,
sense of fragrance
and taste,
feeling
and touch of sacred
mythic
mystical EarthTribe love.
My highest and best PassionStory matters
and vocally splatters
richly resonant powers
and dancing lights
of a gospel choir
in sacred liturgical events
evoking religious cultic theater
in natural events
invoking deep and wide spiritual experiences,
rapturously regenerative
and evilly degenerative
Subject to physical corruption
like all natural world bodies
not unchanging objects
of metaphysically impassioned spirits
Stepping into Other’s worldview
power Universe
of Unitarian inside light experience
ing chi horse empowered
deep and wide social justice
doing spiritual peace
green communion
song and dance events
Embracing acceptance
of kindness,
win/win kinship intent
even if too often win/lose
competitively practiced.
What do I do
when I disagree with someone’s values,
when I am discomforted
by what another person believes in
and out,
up and down,
inhaling and exhaling,
before and after,
causes and effects,
spirits and natures?
Together encompassing MotherEarth’s
vast ecofeminist resources
of enlightening co-empowerment.
When I was GLBTQ young,
I thought poor in spirit
inheriting the Earth
my best beatitude
mystical longing gratitude
gospel promise.
I didn’t understand it,
and probably still do not,
but I highly
and deeply
and widely
felt power and multicoloring light
in this vast right
longing for more multiculturally valued Spirits
to inherit full-spectral
octave multiculturing colors
communication powers
in and out of nurturing light circles
Breath spiraling
in/ex-spiring spirited
peace revolutionary
GreenBlue Boat
rapturous EarthTribe power
inheritors of deep
and wide-hearted gratitude
When my inside mystic
gave up autonomously searching
for my personal straight-linear
strongest and best
omnipotently higher all-embracing Power
of unchanging monotheistic Truth,
neglecting
abusing
sometimes punishing
desecrating
degenerating
divesting away from,
EarthGrace Beauty.
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