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Today Is Different

Today is assiduously
religiously different,
as I review our local RiverEast News.

Every week
Mike Thompson writes a solid Editorial
in a compelling voice.
I expect to only add
my hearty sacred
happy secular “Amen!”

Our nearly fearless Editor and Chief
calls for political “ACCOUNTABILITY!”
like so many others on bipolar Left through Right,

And those still hanging on
with battered nails
to quickly fading dipolar
in-between HAVE-NOT
anthrocultured primacy race
and HAVE
cash class
co-empathic consciousness
that renters and owners need each other
like borrowers and banks
yet feel as competitively apart
as victims and predators,
droning prey and patriarchal colonizers

Insurrectionists,
nihilistic HAVE-NOT anarchists
military industrialized
invade our sacred capitalistic space,
so now, I read,
“there needs to be
accountability.”

I do not disagree, BUT…
AND would you not agree
our shared future will be healthier,
and co-investing wealthier,
if predators claim their own responsibility
for exceeding civil and civic
democratically cooperative authority
through more slow-grown discernments

Rather than passionate placards
preferring hot
and sometimes armed
debate
drama
extraction
capture
imprisonment
enslavement
debacle
bacchanalia,
angry selfie Theater

Fueled by manufactured Bud
more than ancient cannabis buds.

Our angry Editor
lashes nationalistic Republicans out of town,
especially the transcendently unEarthly
Vice President Pence,
praying for “healing” and “unity,”
and not even close enough
for government work
invoking a sacred benediction
through end of term ACCOUNTABILITY!
of blind justice,
thus retributively more equitable
punishing non-mercy
served against irresponsible
angry words
and violently desecrating actions.

Interesting,
I also hear President Biden
passionately praying for “healing” and “unity”
Unity
Unity,
and more silent about punishing justice
held up to public scrutiny
of LeftBrain dominant, Accountability–
not so much RightBrain felt prominent,
CoResponsibility.

Retributive justice of Accountability
is for punishing
the autonomously guilty.

Restorative justice of CoResponsive
Responsibility
is for healing,
and resiliently lasting,
peaceful,
healthy interdependent unity

By divesting of autonomously unEarth-responsive
economic anthrocentric capital gains
and politically privileged responsibility
of patriarchal
capitalistic
military-industrialized
corporate empowered monoculturing supremacy,
anthro-irresponsible intent.

Why is it,
Mr. Editor,
I wonder wander
as I moondrift flow along,

Why is it more important
or realistic
or essential to punish
before moving on to heal:
to set apart and imprison,
to judge
and shame and blame,
before reconsidering unity
through faithful
multicultural dialogue?

This military-first preference
seems to reflect Chief RedCommander
inciting rhetoric
echoing Hitler’s strengths
of hate and violence
and deadening threat
of powerful justice
developing full-throttle
exclusively through our patriotic
overpowering position
of autocratic STRENGTH!

To hold the Alien EcOther
revengefully Accountable.

Actually,
as I dimly recall
my own unfortunate experiences with punishment
and healing warmth restoring healthier wealth
of personal political empowering responsibility,
nonviolent communication
includes inviting proactive practice
of compassionate therapy
through restorative justice,
pursuing multicultural pace
of EarthPeace,

More polytheistically matriarchal
than monoculturally
LeftBrain soulless solely Accountable
for missing opposite experience opportunities
more typically therapeutic
and conveniently,
even co-responsibly,
CoOperative Truths
building healthy democratic Trust.

I’m thinking I learn more powerfully
not from Strength, but uncapitalized weakness,
fluidity,
both/and nuance,
empowering eco-political responsibility
and disempowering ego-individual accountability,
publicized felony revenge
and misdemeanor scorn

Distract from wider experience
deeper Light
by exploring my own disconnected woundedness
evolving lonely feelings of win/lose mortal brokenness

Past failures in responsive civil commitment
to cooperatively hold
and cherish democratic sacred space
at home,
reading the weekly paper,
and WholeEarth abroad,

Rather than my boldest debates
to strongly compete in high risk
armed and violent communication confrontations,

Alarming punitive messages
using win/lose weapons of strong obfuscation,
which are irresponsible,
demanding that EcOthers be held apartheid Accountable
for lack of healthy healing,
cooperative unity,
co-governing skills for building
resiliently healing
trust-struggling
ongoing inclusive dialogue
relationships,

Religiously essential
to any healthy democratic
natural and/or spiritual experience,
constitutional
and/or familial,
anthro-centric
and/or eco-systemic health restoring,
globally political
and/or personal cooperative economics
of ecofeminist
green newLeft/ancientRight deal
co-responsible
resilient
and polypathically resonant
Ego/Earth co-investment

In a different
universally healing
unitarian tomorrow.

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What’s In My Soup?

An important political
and economic issue,
at least for me:

What do I nurture?
What do we invest
and reinvest in?

If this Taoist “jaw” of Great TippingPoint Green Transition
toward Earth’s vast climate healthy wealth
must nurture LeftBrain Yang dominant red
Team competitions with,
and not against,
nationalism’s StraightWhiteMale violent privilege,
then how do EarthResidents also,
and more RightBrain primordially,
nurture Earth’s dipolar co-arising recreation?

Do I even try to nurture natural spirit investments,
conscientious re-ligion,
re-connections of
and for
cooperative secular/sacred reconciliations,
natural/spiritual remunerations,
yang/yin bilaterally restoring
Earth’s vast regenerative,
nonviolently communal,
ego/eco-NonZero balancing emergent Zone
of Heaven/Earth revolving

Co-empathic,
co-gravitating,
co-arising dipolar bicameral communication,
polypathic health/wealth developing systems
for nurturing RightBrain mercy
with LeftBrain restorative justice,
cooperative solidarity
with pro-active hope

That our most transcendent ego-liberal freedoms
remain systemically centered
for nurturing Earth’s Great Green Transitional interdependence

Of species,
guilds,
tribes,
forests,
meadows,
of living spirit/nature
ego/ecosystems,

Articulating,
expressing,
reincarnating,
nonviolently communicating
revisions to win/win ParadiseLost
through win/lose LeftBrain dominant

Woundedness,
separation,
deduction,
division,
reduction,
repression,
suppression,
depression

More afraid of lose/lose nihilistic
degenerative futures

Than angry about loss of
WinHealthy Yang Capital CoInvestments
to WinWealthy Yintegrity
of Earth’s Great Reverse
ReTransitional 20/20 AntiPandemic Promise

Eco-nomial-logically ego-renatured
conscientiously re-ligioning
Poli-Nomial-Culturally eco-nurtured

As HeavenLight’s wealthiest EgoPromise
re-nurtures
EarthPower’s healthiest Pleasure.

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UnShelved EarthPassions

If I were to step into
and onto
and around
and through,
in and out of WholeEarth
as one ecosystemic
interdependent
unitarian
integral
holistic
holy nature-spirited ZeroZone

Of ego-sheltering identity,
embodiment,
multiculturally emergent incarnation,
polycultural individuation process,

For just one timeless polypathic moment,
I might hear
and feel RightWing religiously-held bad faith,
envy,
chronic win/lose patriarchal anxiety,
straight white male privileged anger,
ego-systemic xenophobic fear

As a ZeroZone therapeutic problem
neglecting win/win polypathic,
polycultural virtues

Of also experiencing LeftWing scientifically-held good faith,
appreciation,
critical joy climaxing win/win matriarchal anticipation,
non-binary multicultural feminist democratic compassion,
ecosystemically polytheistic,
polypathic,
polyphonic,
polyvagal neurological win/win,

Unsheltered,
transparent,
vulnerable,
eternally curious
compassionate Fruits of EarthSpirit communication,

Internally ego-centered
when also timelessly EarthImpassioned

In our personal
and interpersonal
and transpersonal experiential learning ways,

RightWing,
LeftBrain,
Either/Or,
fundamental capitalistic deductive Win/Lose
sometimes overpoweringly violent Red Dominance

Is also premature green
Left/Right bicameral,
double-binary,
balancing
ecopolitical win/win promise
through compassionate Earth-systemic communication

Of curiously courageous Light/Power,
Heaven/Earth,
Scientific/Religious,
ego/eco-revolutionary win/win passions
unsheltered

CoEnlightening
Ego/Eco-empowering
if we were to step in and out
of WholeEarth ecosystemic
integral nature-1/spirit-0 Zone
of ego/eco-cooperatively unsheltered identity,
polypathic co-investment process

Interdependently held
for just one timeless eco-political moment,

We might hear and speak,
experience and know
left and right cooperative,
deductive thought and inductively felt bicameral
health and safety,
compassionate
EarthPeace communication.

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The Whole Truth

I wonder if it is even possible
for any one person
to tell the whole Truth,

While yet speaking nothing but the Truth,
defined and experienced to date,
so help me Gods and Goddesses,
mountains and rivers,
Earth’s systemic regenerative voices

The whole Truth
explicitly mentioning oppositional not truths
and further refining as yet
not experienced counter-realities
imagined appositional co-defining Truths
equivalent to undefining not
not double-binding
co-refining win/win Truth
bicamerally felt and thought

Which might be a possible way
to retell WholeEarth’s ecosystemic Truth,
but I imagine only S/he
could definitively reply
in Golden Rule
healthy democratic Truth.

I wonder if it is integrally possible
to speak and actively listen
for WholeEarth’s win/win
health wealthiest
resilient Truth

Co-arising vast ecosystemic Presence
and ego-holistic Humility,
especially about my autonomous capacity
to speak timeless WholeEarth Truth.

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He Curiously Listens

He listens for my integrity;
our highest and best destiny

As if interred in our children’s
still living oral tradition
Then captured in post-millennial
historic textbooks
on cooperative eco-politics

Illustrating what I did
and did not do
for/against future regenerous climate health
when these same children experience
their children’s
children
appearing resilient
against degeneratively persistent
health wealthing doubt.

What I have imagined doing
win/win with others
I have seldom done.

What we have cooperatively planned doing
win/win with and for and of others
we have seldom undone.

What I have not imagined doing
by my self
investment
he could not easily imagine
to proclaim health
resiliently accomplished

ReInvesting more
in what would otherwise remain personal turf
behind some gilded
and tightly closed
front door
of alternating deep peaceful solitude
and further anticipation
of comfortably laureled silence,

Enough,
at last,
he said

With my righthand
lonely panic
writing in lamenting internal voices

Waiting for his first large-staged break
into an appreciative and prepared audience
to receive each other’s great health-systemic wisdom
wealthing win/win networks

As transubstantiated
by our own integrity experience.

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AnthroCentric Pandemics

Global pandemics,
like egocentric panics,
present a crisis
of EarthSystemic preventive health care

Revolting against
overpowering economic extraction,
overwhelming weapons against EarthTribe habitats
preserving resilient human green capital reinvestment
in self-disciplined scales of reproducing
voluntary overpopulation degeneration
to extend anthro survival time
to embrace EarthTrival win/win space

Committed to local green communal needs
ecologically enlightened
and economic Whole GreenBlue Earth empowering
long-term resilient win/win viral passions
for restoring EarthJustice,
Green multiculturally cooperative Peace

Gospel messages
advocating Beatitude tools,
not bad attitude weapons
orthodoxically leftbrain aimed
to punish everyday ignorant sinners

Pandemically conspiring to kill,
or at least deeply wound,
green polycultural health seasons
of ego/eco-systemic bicameral wealth

Of positively viral insight:
To lose StraightWhite patriarchal
leftbrain treasons against bicameral mental health
to continue embracing fundamentalism’s win/lose
monetized salvation
through competitive self-redeeming egocentricities,
is like winning a short-term
yet chronically stressful battle
to lose our long-term leftbrain dominant war

Against compassionate
winLeft/winRight interdependent contagion
of and for
even more
ego/eco-politically green health
polycultural outcomes.
co-invested viral communication.

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When THEM Changes To US

When does their health
become essential
to our public health system?

When does global human health
become compassionately communicated intrinsic
for preserving
protecting
providing
liberating
conserving
nurturing our climate health-cooperative
biosystem?

When did we LeftBrain max out
opt out of,
give up on,
unhealth unsystemic uncare about
Earth’s green democratic conversion process,
Gaia’s sacred regeneration progress?

From newborns and young pups
and kittens
who clearly understand all personal attributes
and assets
are gifts from regenerations past
forthcoming,
paid forward,
fore-gifting,
mercifully fore-giving
ego-sacrificing in hard win/lose survival,
and eco-sanctifying in easier win/win thrival
health care giving and receiving times

Entirely codependent relationships
increasing in interdependently maturing
autonomous, yet still multiculturally informed
historical democratic win/win experiential choices
and cooperative will power

Healthy adolescent environmental
ecologically systemic,
biologically organic,
non-violent
democratic health communicating
bicameral intelligence

Became capable of win/win co-passionate communication
culminating in civilized co-responsible physical/metaphysical,
left/right,
natural/spiritual
sensory/sexual peak experience, Perhaps

this may be that young adolescent
worshiping “CHANGE” transition
as quickly as that first cooperatively felt
co-invested mutual climax,
slow-grown and wave-linear
and ejaculatively atomic blast
as long a revolutionary maturing process
double-edging co-empathic
Elder self-smiling private reminders

Of why we were first motivated to ask
When did I LeftBrain max out,
last fully invest in
Earth’s virile green democratic conversion process?
Gaia’s sacredly cooperative
regeneration progress?

And if your answer
has anything to do with the day you were baptized,
or the moment you first believed
in Christ’s universally redemptive love,
then you have clearly missed
God’s still green speaking
scripted
enscripted
scriptured win/win messianic
coredemptive
HolySpirit of love,

Known by our co-empowering
enlightening fruits of souls
mutually listening for
global non-violent communications
of PeaceProtecting Princes
green ecofeminist

Poor in patriarchally competitive
leftbrain dominant
unholistic spirits
of zealously independent
fundamentalistic Might Makes Right
lose/lose angry fear

Rich in matriarchally cooperative opportunity
through rightbrain therapeutic fruits
of multiculture celebrating
spirited
active
compassionate listening
before monotheistically speaking
your own competing SuperPowers

Again motivated to LeftBrain max out,
opt in,
give up on competing autonomous wealth,
receive down under evangelical impassioned health

Multiculturally systemic
cooperatively therapeutic
eco-organic care for
Earth’s green democratic conversion process

LeftBrain friendly communications
RightBrain bicamerally felt
EgoYang/EcoYintegral
Universal/Unitarian
Space/Time ZeroZone GreenPeaceful,

Gaia’s sacred
slow grown natural-light and spiritual-power,
heavenly wind above earthly waters,
regeneration progress

To ask again
with last gasp
20/20 climate cusping
pandemic compassion exhaustion,

Why do I LeftBrain max out,
opt out of,
give up on,
unhealth unsystemic uncare about
Earth’s green democratic
win/win maturation process,
Gaia’s compassionate
sacred communication progress?

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Dad’s Control Issues

Have you seen,
or even felt,
an historical coincidence
between monotheism
and patriarchal theism
and competitive ChosenPeople
monoculturing control issues?

Have you heard
resonant compassioned languages
polyculturing herstoric redevelopment,
ego/polytheistic
nondualistic integral multi-regenerational experience
in-between cooperative ecomatriarchal green theists
and competitive multicultural EarthTribe Circles
thrivalist Ecological Interdependent Spirals
co-empowering multigenerational ReCycles
within co-operative
ego/eco-empowering
Left/Right-Economic Winging
singing bicameral
enlightening secular/sacred bipartisan
co-governance

And Win/Win co-investment
in sublimely divinely competitive
yet playful teams
and tribes
and local community opportunities
to avoid win/lose survivalist
patristic devolutionary risks

By embracing win/win thrivalist
ecofeminist revolutionary opportunities
to polyculturally embrace compassion
when we are at high pandemic
rabid fear and anger frisk.

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NotChosen Stories

What are these days of mourning stories
I choose not to tell about myself,
my emotion-driven journeys
to windy hot imagined future
and remembered warm wet green
and impossibly resilient blue past
pre-historic paradise,
before people
and our mosquito
and cockroach
and locust
and indoor rats and mice
win/lose devolution issues.

Are these stories
whispering epic ego-passions
darkly overpowering all social evils?

Do these evil antagonists
include evils of avoiding sojourner pilgrims
triggered to mimic violent intolerance memories,
rightwing hypocrisy-feeling nightmares
rewinding leftwing conspiracy fears
and anciently divisive angers
about mortal time’s insufficiency
of how to provide ego-autonomous identity’s
most resilient health insurance
against landing on the Loser side
of left/brain either/or
Win/Lose evolutionary capitalistic
patriarchal-privileged Theory

That EcoFeminist Win/Win Wisdom Stories
are a leftwing climate pathology claim
to reclaim power
against their Win/Lose RightWing Enemy.

Are these untold ecofeminist stories
of dyspeptic depressions,
aggressive repressions,
domestically violent discommunications,
bipolarizing hypocrisy dissonance
of too much cognitive/affective distance?

Left and Right hemispheric division
triggering sensory/neural Lose/Lose
anxious absence of communicating
nutritional nurturing
positive energetic spirited
Earth-dynamic dimension natured
win-health/win-wealth resonance

Lingering back through indigenous
sacred good news
health creation and re-creation stories
I would prefer to hear
about myu own multiculturally cooperative self
recalling local cognitive/emotive community win/wins

As ego-patriarchal Yang
slow-grow empowering narratives
enlightened by eco-feminist Yintegrity’s potential
epic stories of re-creating
healthy imagined futures
empowering wealth-rememberd pasts

In warm wet eco-climate
wombs of pre-imagined healthiest past
non-tombed
doomed Earth
created for dealing rapturous lose/lose
eco-nonsystemic eternal burning death.

Green recreation stories
not chosen yet
to retell together
gathering win/win thanksgivings
remembering Here
reimagined Now
a host regenerating Gratitude
for sacred stories not yet remembered,
chosen,
and yet not privileged

In our common EarthTribe beginning
there was Light,

So, even before this Light Story
was our Dark Story of TaoTime
and then Sacred Yintegral Light
emerging nondualistic comparative darkness

EgoLight and EcoDark Stories,
Subjects with exterior unchosen dark objectives
ruminating in perpetually revolving night
in Gaia’s sacred non-violent womb
back toward tumescent Boom

Ejaculating Yang/Yin stories
not yet chosen
to become healthstrong
wealthflow Bold.

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Seduction’s Loss

I feel like I lost you yesterday.

Perhaps I overstepped
Some as-yet unestablished boundary
between Trust
and MisTrust

Between winning cooperation
and losing fear and anger
competing trepidations,

Like we tripped
over a fuzzy
dis-establishing line,
Unarticulated landmine
I am still not explicitly aware of
where, exactly,
it lies

We lie together
and yet apart

InBetween winning Trust
cooperatively co-invested
in not not losing active DisTrust
competitively co-divesting
re-individuating private
apartheid EgoSystems

Both encultured,
but separately developed,
by human natured
pathologically privileged
standing apart
from healthy
gospel winning wealthy
ecosystemically restoring
our bilateral peace
within polypathic EarthJustice,

CoPassionate winners of cooperative Peace
with intent to remain regenerately co-invested,
healthy days and safe nighttime dreamers,
happy.

My active mistrust
in-between noticing growing
feeling fear of having lost you
and an even narrower way
toward winning nondualistic co-acclimation,
inviting cooperative
democratically healthy dialogue
devoid of degenerative fear of losing
what was never mine to autonomously own
and defend
with autocratically unhealthy debate
against tomorrow’s even greater wounds.

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