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A Feel For History’s Mystery

Are people who sense a direction in history,
before anthropological history,
on back through prehistory,
who feel their way

Glide through wet organic transmission
transitioning
transformations

Licentiously polypathic mystics?
not quite conservative enough
to color only within orthodox boundaries
of a more resiliently nurtured
polyculturally natured Tradition.

Are those who feel,
without knowing,
only humane history progresses
wombanists of nurture?
and patriarchs penetrating EarthMother’s nature?

Either enlightened way
empowering both,
not rationally speaking deductive science
and reductive mathematics

Not multisensory objective
about this objective
they sense beyond anthropology’s history
within larger gooey stages
of living Earth’s exotic
erotic history?

If polypaths of buzz and boom
become harbingers of doom,
then we dismiss them
too darkly pessimistic,
not objective prophets.

As multicultural cooperativists,
transitional syncretists,
transformative integrationists,
become neuropsychologists
of positively peaceful nature,
then we dismiss these as too optimistic,
not rationally realistic.

Perhaps cobinary transgenderals sense in-between
organic nature’s sacred nurture
erotically animated polypaths

More creolizing forest green
and sky blue
lavishly democratic

To include rippling river systems
and mutually needy molecules
miniscules
mini-schools

Water swimming
air breezing
soil teasing
fire hot breathing

Deranged need to consummate
FatherSun’s enlightening
EarthMother’s empowering
cobinary democratic equivalence

Exploding double-binds
I should not become that,
because I am this,
nor could I want only this,
when I have already warmly felt that.
I should not become…

All of which is true
and false
depending on whether one
is half of erotic two
or merely opposed
to none

An agapic positivist
or a traumatized negativist,
and/or polyphonically coloring
in-between blue and red
in mind and out
of bodied bed

All above bored
should one entertain
a regenerative Win/Win nondualist
rejecting Lose/Lose
bad smell and taste positions

Not landing where we midway greet
our Alpha progressing
LeftMind thoughts
living within
our Omega conserving
RightBody feelings

Much more prehistorically profound
unbound pre-cognitions
such as

If sacred, then not secular, and vice versa.
If divine mystery, then not merely humane history, and vice versa.
If inductively felt, then not deductively thought, and vice versa.
If mythos, then not logos, and vice versa.
If erotic passion, then not agapic peace, and vice versa.
If interdependently unitarian binomial, then not independently universal nomial,
and vice versa.

Yet midway between lie peak coital cobinaries
lusting between each Yang
loving counter-point cosine Yin,
as fertile light harbors desolate darkness
and warm feelings require cold memories.

To paraphrase physicist Steven Weinberg,
The more the universe seems integratively comprehensible,
conscious-able,
the more it also seems double-binding and edged
by nonzero-souls
fluidly aware of primal cobinary relationship.

While Tao’s panentheism dies devoid of historic purpose,
Yin (0) empty of unliberated boundaries,
with Yang (1) interdependent FullColor Octaves
unfolding and reweaving all resonantly felt integrity

Monotheism’s anti-eroticism
remains stuck in dualistic Yang v Yin double-binds

These two together Yin/Yang
appositionally co-arising mystery’s double-pointedness
becoming Yang strong octave light
eternally being Yin flowing
octave resonant power waves.
.
How could anyone who does not savor
history’s healthy democratizing erection
objectively rediscover
progressing freedom away from Yang v Yin
oppositional games
not conserving freedom to become Yin/Yang
appositional co-discovering
whom we most need and want
within our co-empathic trust
of each potentially integrative Other?

People who sense a healthy direction
in democratizing cobinary history,
much older
and indigenously wiser
than anthropocentric history

On back through agapic/erotic
crown/root
mountain/valley
light/power
sage/muse
FatherSun/EarthMother prehistory.

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Pleasing Answers Prefer Passionate Questions

Do heated questions hope to end with cool answers,
while pleasing answers never end
without yet more compassionate questions?

How are Case Studies
of anxious organic history
different than sacred Einstein’s
anticipating Thought Experiments?

Wait a minute…

Yes, well that’s not really a difference.
Thought Experiments and Case Studies
both begin with waiting a minute

to notice cause v effect assumptions,
to decompose bifurcated relationships
between sacredly interrelated organic parts

of what
and whom?

Imagining in reverse time,
from now as cause
back toward effects
leading up to my current favorite cause

current noticing,
sometimes chaotic and unsettling
waiting a minute
to notice struggling against

Feels worse
than struggling with?

Do brains
casing out disorganized thoughts
feel more important
than brawn?

And why is this different
than why that?

Does, or does not,
organic complexity
actively hope
for resonant riches?

Is this really democracy’s healthiest question to ask?

Within all Earth’s vast universe
of sacred questions,
could love invest in life more
instead of hell less?

Is this, more or less, probably more,
what you are trying to point out
before I interrupt your thoughtful minute?

Do democratic rulers
find Golden Rules flattering,
and their reverse fascinating?

When don’t richer Case outcomes
invite more fertile Thought Experiments?

Why have I never heard of,
but often experienced,
a dysfunctional paralysis case
for more dysfunctional family studies?

And how is that different than,
or the same as,
an unhealthy patriarchal
and unsafe capitalist
Case Study?

Wait a minute,
when did we begin
declaring positions
always remain the same
when not opposed?

to asking about appositions?

Do we all start with co-passionate noticing?

Can we reverse hot times
back through bio-eros networks
of bilateral climaxing opportunity?

Yes, I suppose so,
but Einstein’s Thought Experiments were metaphysical,
cold mathematics
and unnatural science,
Aren’t Case Studies more like watching non-pornographic Reality Shows,
weaponized capitalist, and usually strong-man, Disaster Movies,
Freudian Nightmares on Mean Sheets?

How do I know
you hope to respond
to your own questions
with better questions?

about how thought systems are the same
when they don’t feel different?

Sorry, honey,
do you agree or disagree,
or both, somehow,
that Einstein’s Experiments are about metaphysical operations
while Case Studies
are about physical and natural operas?

Wait, a minute…
no, that doesn’t sound ecologically correct,
nor feel logically helpful

Are we better
sticking with naturally stuck wealth
realities
or freeing Earth’s spiritually flowing health
relationships?

Didn’t Einstein hope his Thought Experiments would lead to Truth,
therefore, not also False,
much less Ugly?

Measuring statements about space and speed
revolving time
and gratuitous power

evolving mass
and volunteering light?

When you write extended Dysfunctional Family Case Studies,
do you hope you speak Truth
but not Beauty?

About positive,
and, unfortunately, negative energy,
(0)-sum speed of sharing light,
massively devolving power,
a feeling of insufficient healing time
for sufficient health and safety
final answers.

Why is Truth
not always Beauty?

Because that would be confusing

Winning facts
with loser feelings?

If you say so,
but if thoughts grow complex
when do feelings show chaotic risk
and calming climate opportunities?

Wait a minute.
Sorry love.
When do Thought Experiments shut down?

Either True or False premises?

When was the last time you indulged
winning thrival opportunities,
and not losing survival risks?

Writing a lively Case Study
about love’s Thought Experiments

In Win/Win
bilaterally climaxing
mind thought
and body felt
co-passion Cases?

Well, when you ask that way
you come across
less of a dispassionate
Me win vs You lose

Dominating ass?

Who wouldn’t have the first clue
how a dogmatic Life Case Study
might feel less inviting
than a dog-gone lovely Thought Experiment.

Wait a minute…
You’re doing thoughts again.

That thing where you LeftBrain explicate
answers
while I RightBrain implicate
questions?

That somehow do not really quite exist
just yet

Outside of spaceless now
and timeless here?

Biassed
in favor of ecstatic climax
erotic fireworks!

You’re just teasing me, aren’t you?
This cums down to foreplay
in your favorite Thought Experiment?

I feel so used.

Don’t pretend your gorgeous Case Study
doesn’t like it.

Could you talk a little dirtier,
and leave out the exploitive capital
and over-rated patriarchal parts?

Less sacredly surreal
and more organically earthy?

Ummm.
That sounds like you’re ready

to stop performing
and start engaging?

Baby,
you’re the writing Sage

Asking if you
are still my dancing Muse?

Does your musing question hope to end
sooner or later?

With only one most sage answer.

Do answers ever end experiments
without yet more amusing
Curious Study questions?

Wait a minute,
did we leave out
our sexy
and sacred climaxing parts?

My mind feels so bruised,

My body too unused?

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Money Where Your Mouth Was

Jesus help me,
cried organic Mother Earth
to Adam’s sacred Sun,
I can’t be birthin’ all these anthro-privileged babies,
gettin’ on,
you know…
Makes me sad.

From “Mother Earth’s Laboratory Journal”,
self-publishing in my mind

Money, like fertility,
wanting multisensory anticipation
needing evangelical attention
to continue regeneratively thriving,
iconic DNA of wealth
rooted in cooperative RNA
prehistoric health values.

MotherEarth’s globally cooperative fueled economy
with two primal thermodynamic rules;

  1. you cannot have one without the other,
    so they co-arise,
    but reverse-correlationally
  2. ebbing and flowing dipolarity,
    yanging and yinning
    dynamic not not(0)-Tao
    potential for win/win
    nondualistic integrity.

First SunFather Yang-LeftBrain
economically ecological
evolutionary anthropocentric
thermodynamic half-rule:
to thrive, neuro-networks
sustain synergetic-dominant
WholeSystem cooperative political function
to maintain authentic EgoMind’s.
monotheistically passionate
sacred individual identity

First EarthMother Yin-Elder RightBrainStem
ego/eco-therapeutic cobinary half-rule:
to survive, organic systems long to reproduce,
to remain an organically interdependent entity
within a multi-regenerating Whole Living EcoSystem
of pantheistic economic integrity,
anticipating EcoBody’s health wealthing
integrally cooperative
co-empathically organic
communion pleasure

You see, pantheistic Yin, like RightBrain intuitive intelligence,
has no Yangish self-identity supremacist voice.
But, if she did,
we might call her Gaia Pronoia Nature,
regenerative integrity
like DNA-iconic fractal-dialectical synergy

Earth empowering Right/Left
East/West bi-hemispheric ReVolution
ReVision
ReLigion
ReWeaving 4D WinWin Self-Reiterating
Prime not 1 not (0)Riginal Passion/Pleasure
cobinary panentheistic 1 EgoMind encompassing (0) EcoBody
positive pronoia ecopolitical correlations

ReGeneratively Tao Balanced.

First Evolutionary Thermodynamic Principle of ReGenerative EcoSystems,
invites pantheistic cooperative Right OVER LeftBrain competitive monotheism
to sustain primal climate regenerativity.

Science is all about Yang-deductive reductive
commensurably resonant anthropocentric-only facts please,
and is therefore less positive WholeSystem healthcare clear
about why some individual cells are mutually attracted,
rather than dismayed

What keeps anthropocentric monotheistic mindbodies united
in a pantheistically positive healthy ecotherapeutic system?

Indigenous SunFather wisdom
knows atomically synergetic geometric cobinary associations,
ergodic-rhythmic patterns of wave-linear co-gravitation
co-arising double-fractal resonantly resilient energy octaves
perpetually reviving double-bound bilateral systemic bodies
with bicamerally networking minds
exploring health wealthing
EarthMother synergetic phenomena.

Polycultural wealth sciences remind us
to keep mono-sapient selves within a self-perpetuating state
by consuming exactly as much empowering resonant energy
as 0-sum required
to produce enlightened economic resilience.

To try to store Patriarchal more,
will only lead to further Matriarchal losses
of sustainably synergetic EgoMind/EcoBody futures.

Jesus help us, sighed Mother Earth,
this ain’t no merciful way
to survive climate rebirth.

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BeComing ReBorn Again

Elder RightBrain felt compassions never die,
they simply enter colonizing peak
and complexly exit creolizing deep
erotic/agapic sexsensory sleeps
co-arising passion’s positive redemption

Not quite so much ecstatically felt
in our first inhale longing breath
as in our last surrendered exhale

Synergetic belonging
co-redeeming breathless pleasure,
however unrequited,
resiliently touches sacred peace
with all indigenously resonant souls

ReGenerating EarthTribe’s healthy heartbeat way
panentheistically anticipating wealthy paradise life
first inhaling birth of longing truth
last exhaling re-birthed belonging

Within Elder EarthMother’s root felt
pronoia choice
empowering FatherSun’s light crown
touching pleasure voice.

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Orthodox v Orthopraxis

Yogi Berra said:
In theory there is no difference from practice.
In practice, there is

Applying this to communication theory:
In nonviolence theory
there is no difference from practice
of win/win compassion.
Yet, in Business as Win/Lose Usual
Patriarchal political monoculturing practice
and Capital monopolistic economic intent
there are no virtues calculated for compassionate communication,
for merciful creolizing political views,
and restorative forgiveness
for matricidal sins
of our StraightWhite Patriarchs

Ignorant about healthy polycultural,
resilient
therapeutic integral relationships
in response to systemic trauma.

Nonviolent communication orthodoxy
enlightens everything
but nothing positive win/win prevails.
Compassion’s transparent and vulnerable win/win practice
unveils every positive relationship
becoming co-empowered
but no one person knows why.

In our EarthRestorative lab,
nonviolent verbal theory
and compassionate nonverbal practice
are bicamerally combined:
nothing win/lose prevails
and every resilient relationship
compassionately feels why
0-sum theoretical assumptions
do not comply
with Earth’s Whole Open Systemic
virtuously therapeutic practice
of avoiding viciously competitive theories.

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Same Old Solo Song and Lonely Thanksgiving Dance

A mental health difference
between being stuck
in an impoverished designation
and being stuck
trying to merely survive
with mostly “Loser” marginalization
dehydration
ancient locked-up degeneration

Feels like same difference
between economic red-lined
unenlightened Othering
smothering suppression
and flat-lined politically disempowering
oppression

Feels like a thoughtful distinction
with a felt difference
between stuck
in a LeftBrain dominant
win/lose survivalist
Either/Or neurosystemic instinctive imposition

And slowly becoming unstuck
through a more joyful mind/body journey
developing win-left/win-right
thought/felt polycultural
universal/uniting
Integral Therapeutic 1/0
re-nouned/non-verbal
ReStorative Peace Communion
double-binary
inside/outside reconnecting
bi-genderal neuro-systems

As sacred as the hell
of 0-sum impoverishment
and less secular than the heaven
falsely
and monotonously ego-1 promised
by LeftBrain dominant
thrival of the monochromatic mightiest
seriously constipated prominent
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monocultural supremacists,
who won’t even freely give
a hit
for win/win 1/0 peak experience
co-thrival.

Pretending their root chakra systems
don’t degeneratively stink

Predative practitioners
of EarthTribe’s
desecrating
violently colonizing
nationalistic
Straight White privileged
historic monotheistic drama
secularizing
regeneratively compromising
the 1-Elite v 0-NonElite
unGolden-Ruled co-mediators

Win/lose v win/win
sub-optimal 1 v 0
bi-gendered polypathic
bipolar polymathic experience
systemically disorganizing
and miscommunicating trauma;
rather than nonviolently communionating
systemic win/win therapeuic
polyculturing co-passionate i
well-sung hung
and brilliant wellness wombed
resilient compassionate dance
vertical and horizontal
body and mind
space and time
EarthTribal passionate interventions

Restorative justice intentions,
conservatively liberating green
ego/Yang eco/Yintegral
Universal/Unitarian
root systemic chakra
win/win health and safety
neurosystemically co-binary
SunLight
and EarthEmpowering
bipartisan communicating
mono-1/poly-0 soul
root chakra
ecopolitical EarthTribal
neurosystemic
organic
sacred life

Is also synergetic love
win/win cooperative
co-invested
co-empathic
healthy Left
and safe-felt environmental Right

Liberating/conservational wings
emotional/nutritional expressions
inside-mind/outside-body communications
healthy co-passionate

Dipolar co-arising
resiliently safe biosystems

Singing more duets
while dancing in warm
sometimes wet
and wild,
win/win virtuous
1/0 co-binary passion circles.
fueled by 1/0 root chakra
spiraling reconnecting cycles
sometimes lonely courage
all times eternal
revolving healthy curiosity.

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John 3:16 ReViewed

How can an omniscient,
not to mention
omnipotently patriarchal,
God

So love the world
that He gave us
StraightWhite Capitalist
Lord and Master
anthrosupremacists

So they could infest
and rabidly kill
BeautyQueen Gaia’s
polycultural
panentheistic
revolution?

Over exercising
Western colonizing
monotheistically manifest destiny

To RightWing punish
under divine authority
of Old Testament
Vengeance is Jehovah Mine!

Industrially incorporating
the ownership of energy
air
water
sacred indigenous soil,
humus of rich, dark ancestors

Natural wisdom resources
now spiritually depleting
future polycultural EarthTribes
through lose/lose traumas
of chaotic disintegrity’s
competitive Patriarchal
homophobic
and sexist
and RightWing
monotheistic
monoculturing
ecocide

That also feels depressingly
like EarthMatricide,
aborting rights to health
and environmental safety
for sacred EarthTribe’s present
and future compassionate regenerations
restoring nonviolently communioned peace.

Hopefully
and curiously
and courageously
rather more enamored
enlightened
empowered
with win/win deep communication choices
while naturally playing
spiritually praying

For bigger and better
healthier and safer,
1 universal bisexual
0 unitarian multisensory bihemispheric

Bilaterally therapeutic
bicamerally intelligent
sacred EarthTribal politics

Revisting theological possibilities
of God as a monotheistic noun
of Here/Now Presence
and Goddess,
a polytheistically animated
cooperatively co-invested verb
of systemic therapeutic
health and safety
polyvagal win/win becoming
EarthTribe peace.

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Settling Contentious Affairs

Guns,
and ballistic threats
don’t settle anything
They can’t,
more quickly
kill.

Mindfulness,
and compassion therapies,
might restore peace
We could
most inclusively
embrace.

Could our court
and prison
and police
and legislative systems
become more mindful,
less judgmental,
by restoring win/win hopeful health?

Rather than punishing
shadowed neurodiversity
and cognitive limitations
and post traumatic stress disorders
and attention deficit hyperactivity disorders
and poverty
and lack of affordable self-medication choices,

Retribution
revenge
assuming perpetrators had real-world powers
to choose
and chose badly
madly
sadly.

Court fines
and forced confinement
in bullying cultural environments,
and verbal abuse from guards
and cops
are not infractions
are not extractions
predations
crimes against healthy wealth
of possibilities
for restoring EarthTribe justice.

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Sketchy Boundary Issues

My left-brain dominant challenge
begs for a worldview
of unconditional warm regard

Which sometimes feels uncomfortably warm
through heated confrontations
confused about whose voice is rightfully speaking
respectfully with whom

And who is listening curiously
for
and with whom
to practice universal
uniting compassion,
employing warm organically-fed tools
sometimes slow as molasses
in January

Not cold steel weapons,
icicles aimed for the hearts
and minds of difficult Others.

On our best days
and nights
not too coldly distant
and not too heatedly dissonant

Even on our worst traumatic days
and narcissistic dramatic nights,
silent listening voices
urge unconditionally curious regard

To avoid slippery unsafe
unhealthy slopes
of anger blaming lack of patience
and self-shaming fear
reacting against Others’ impatience

Judgment
that I am not important enough
to respect,
to regard,
to notice,
to matter,
to value,
to appreciate,
to love
unconditionally

Outside my left-hemisphere dominant
claustrophobic box
of mere linear
cause-effect
univocal reason

And

Inside limbic right-hemisphere resonance,
dark/light
mindful inside/outside
enlightenment/empowerment

For integral indigenous mind/bodies
peaceful spirit/natures
recreating co-passionate ego/eco-spirals
transforming queer uniting mirrors
rebalancing yin/yang boundary treasons
reassessing Earth’s safe wealth/health seasons

For white male privileged
left-brain dominant challenges
continuing to punish and divide
insufficient time from sufficient sacred space
for unconditional warm regard.

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Servicing The Man

What looks sexy
and aesthetically pleasing
on Society’s well-endowed Page

May not feel so hot
when StraightWhite Daddy’s capital-headed
fornication
leads toward Great White Father’s abortion
of global green forests
and blue skies
and sun-warmed water
EarthCare

Cosmic polarizing predations
against holy spirit invitations
results in an EarthTribe clearance sale

Beginning with AnthroSupremacist churches
and synagogues and temples
and spreading to
national outside natural polar imbalance

Repressing inside spiritual
holy
dark wombed
shaded
creolizing cathedrals
of remembered co-attachment

Patriarchal greed
for punishing EarthMother panentheistic pleasure
could bankrupt ocean-front insurance companies,
financial loan institutions
now borrowing on Daddy’s borrowed
colonizing monotheistic
monopolistic
monoculturing LeftBrain
verbal anthro-privileged intent
to rapaciously thrive,
win/lose conquer
this self-imposed survivalist
bipartisan competition game

Punishing those who would trespass
against the Royal King’s
vulnerable
transparent
passionate
root BlackHole sacred chakra.

Transgressions against Patriarchal profits
long and widely capitalized
heads of strong-rooted colonial estates
minds
with bodies sensate
sedate
sensual

Sometimes olive oiled
salivating
loined
oiled with sexy

Deep and thick rooted round chakra tools
for health-wealth care
including Daddy’s root chakra
responding warmly
to unconditional neurosensory
WhitePrivilegedPole/BlackNeedyHole
integrity

Inviting a more resiliently brilliant
ecofeminist EarthTribe therapeutic tool
balancing peak and valley neurosystemic restorations
for preventing further ego/ecocidal
dogmatically straight
LeftBrain monotheistically privileged
anthromale invasive polar Yang
overpowering defensive round sound Yin,
x-out v. y-in chronic
EarthTribe anthro-hypertension

Related perhaps
to the Royal view
that my sacred God’s root chakra
shouldn’t stink,
much less respond
with transparently warm
and unconditional
no poles or parties barred
regard

For compassionate
peak experience memories
going way back
when Yang sentient SunFather
warmed and lit up
EarthMother’s sacred
BlackVolcanic Holy Spirits
of healthy wealth integrity

Enlightening
bilaterally co-empowering

What looks sexy
and aesthetically pleasing
on EarthTribe’s pantheistic
Yang/Yin stage.

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