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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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Divine Inspiration

Regeneratively robust EarthGaia
is not a jealous SunGod lover.
S/he is an omnipotently bipartisan lover of integrity,
revolving spirals of Earth’s pronoia-trusting confluence

abundantly health-seeking
divinely pleasing
humanely impassioned
polyculturing climax landscapes

God-MonoThesis/Gaia-HypoThesis
dipolar co-arising
passionately pleasing continental subclimates

landscapes of inclusive promise
and manscapes of democratically diverse compassion
for future regenerations.

Chronic anxieties of lesser idols
speak through paranoid ideologies
unfolding a too-worn irreligious conspiracy
toward competitive human-mind v divine-body

sidelining
and suboptimizing
global health-caring choices
that could return EarthOrganic history
to peaceful preference
for a nutrition-rooted pronoia economy

Avoiding
an anthro-collective paranoid condemnation
of our win/lose dualistic anthropocentric selves
dissociated from organic win/win others
living/loving within our future integrity’s potential

Restoring peaceful communion
with extended family Elders
of GaiaEarth and Her enlightening SunGod

Exposing overheated vengeance
and weaponized
militarized
capitalized anthro-hubris condemnation
is less resiliently powerful
than divinely inspired wonder
and win/win commendation.

This is our cobinary choice,
AnthroMind within EarthBody
associative empathy
or
AnthroMind without EarthBody
dissociative immunity
influenced by and influencing
our verbal-belief/nonverbal-faith
sacred/organic biosystems
engaging our anthropocentric conspiring selves
and our EarthCentric inspiring unselves

Our individual and family and tribe and clan economies
of pronoia invested and/or paranoia divested nurturing climates
nondually co-arise ecologos of political trust in orthodox beliefs
about crucifying power-over unease
and/or
sanctifying power-with peace.

It seems easy to comprehend Yang’s politically empowering resilience
within Yin’s harmonically economic flow of nurturing resonance,
healthy co-empathic trust,
regeneratively co-arising AnthroMind/EarthBody
nondualistic
re-associative
re-ligioning
re-connecting
re-vitalizing
re-storing peace potential.

From within EarthGaia’s embodied
ecologically robust
pronoia relationships
it is easier to remember I cannot help a child,
much less an anthropocentrically over-invested adult,
become a happy healthy helpful old wise person
by way of tough love,
defeat
or be defeated
unenlightened condemnation.

We simply are not therapeutically enriched
through passing along condemning affective and cognitive pathologies,
hoping for peaceful regenerative political outcomes
through at-war degenerative economic incomes.

Politically powerful SunGod sages
and EarthGaia muses
are never stingy with cooperative investments
in democratizing integrity

Nurturing compassionately healthy pleasures
of AnthroMind/EarthBody
resonating resilience,
empowering co-empathic brilliance.

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PolyPathic Creation Stories

Those who believe analogically divine beauty,
like dipolar co-arising symmetry
between polyvagal referee
and polynomial referent,
emerges from a humane ecological truth story
too often forget both positive
and not negative oppositional bipolarity

co-binary principles
of dialogical true and false,
like truly false subjective referees
analyzing falsely true objective referents,
and appositionally vice versa

could not co-emerge bilateral
integrity between dancer and dance
human regenerator and divine regeneration
ecologist and ecological relationship
analyst and analogical co-relationship
metaphysician and physical relationship

without our
experience of ecologically co-operative synergy
evolving
analogically elegant integrity

and therefore dialectically appositional logic
of co-evolving neurosystemically humane referees
and ecosystemically divine referents
in a co-binary +1/-(-0) biometric win/win system

Reincarnating
bilateral co-intelligence of analogical trust
in polyculturally divine physical dances
multiculturally climaxing humane metaphysical dancers

recreating ecologically healthy referent
and analogically wealthy referee
win/win communication stories

Most elegantly poignant for
those who believe analogically divine beauty
emerges from a humane ecological truth story,
as I most polymathically do.

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Growing PolyPathic Perception

“I am circling around love,
around the throbbing hum,
and I have been circling for thousands of days,
and I still don’t know if I am a wounded saint,
or a rainy dawn,
or a creation story.”
Rob Brezsny, in Pronoia

You know the term ionic?

Balancing, like energy finding its most neutral point of stable self-perpetuation.

Also dynamically bionic action across some unstable boundary,
co-relational threshold,
frontier of self and other
subject and object rediscovery.

Ionic stasis is the objective of bionic dynamic transactions,
rather like monotheistic
unitarian stability
may also become
polyamorous pantheistic
universal communication.

Do you know the Word
iconic?

Like a symbol of, yet also in and with some systemic quality
of which it is a participating part.
Like a sacramental funnel cloud
symbolizing continuous revolutions
of Earth’s recycling
reweaving
reconnecting
re-ligioning ecosystems

Dynamically polypathic
self-regenerative and other-referencing
across some stabilizing frontier for co-empathic faith
within a foundational trust, seminal good-faith win/win system
of deductive/inductive bicameral trans-actions,
yang/yin reiterating bilateral structure,
like uracil’s co-binary not/not relationship with cytosine,
double-binding
dipolar

crown liberally refining
root systemic defining
ionic conservational balance structures.

Iconic language generates binomially dynamic interfacing
interdependently re-ligioning active and reactive verbs
re-weaving dialectical distinctions
between ego-subjects and eco-objects
in self-perpetuating relationship
with each co-passionately communicating other.

Binomials?

Like in an out, up and down, positive and negative
co-relationships.
Appositional dipolarities that co-arise, mutually define.
You can’t have me without a you,
1 without a 2,
an out without an in,
salvation without sin,
a tomorrow without a yesterday,
a pleasure-resonant body cause
without a compassion-resilient mind effect.

Each bit of iconic polynomial (P) information
is also not not binomially dynamic communication.
Each P=N(NP) passion-truth/pleasure-lovely co-engagement
includes an appositional not untrue dispassionate disengagement,
implicated,
as in David Bohm,
bilaterally convexed/concaved, as in Bucky Fuller
explicitly belonging within convex singular subjects
and not yet implicitly longing concave dualistic objectives
without lovely
sacred
organic communication.

You know the term ironic?

Where an AntiChrist outcome
feels like it’s just the opposite anxious incoming
of what was anticipated
as a Christian objective?

Yes, like to become so fluidly flexibly stretched yintegrity
that you eventually develop a more ionically unstable
and unhealthy
YangRight v YinLeft
unbalancing despair
of wanting ionic conservational powers
and ironically needing bionically liberating love,
implicitly longing for bicamerally intelligent mind passions
co-arising bilaterally interdependent body pleasures.

To become so polypathically consilient that you begin to discover binomial rhythms
patterns
transmutations
regenerating complex ego/eco-logical prime
and indigenously primal
crown/root
sage/muse
mind/body
thought/felt
passion/pleasure iconic co-relationships,
ionic resonance of yintegral concave pleasure
into more resilient tensile strength
of Yang-ergodic
panentheistic
convex passions.

Ionically conservative communications
with ironically co-invested
binomial liberations
of polypathic crown/root
mind/body
ego/eco bicameral
bipartisan comprehension,
Left/Right
mono/poly-amorous
bi-hemispheric
convexly passionate
FatherSun salvific enlightenment
synergetically engaging
EarthMother co-redemptive empowerment.

Like LeftBrain ego-swelling ionic imbalance shrinks
as eco-indwelling of RightBrain
trust-passion/beauty-pleasure balance swells
into binomial confluence
bicameral complexity
bipartisan inter-religious creolization.

Bionic human crowns
with iconic divinely rooted bodies
appreciating liberal-conservational irony,
synergetically polymathic
and integrally polypathic.

Not not knots.

Who’s there?

You.

You who?

Yoohoo
liberally singing
through a transparently bilateral
co-arising appositional notYang/notYin
bi-hemispheric crown/root dynamic dance
within a binomially co-arising mind/body
passion/pleasure
unitarian/universe.

Nondual dipolarity is as difficult to orthodox
iconic irony grasp
as is not-1/not-0 co-binary
ionic orthopraxis clasp.

Because nondual not-this/not-that dialectical function
is for yangish orthodox monotheistic
anthropocentrically ionic grasping,
and for yin-flow orthopraxis
of polyamorous bionic clasping.

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Primal Voices and Choices

Paranoia feeds on dark roots.
In full bloom, everything and everyone that happens against me
happens for a sinister conspiratorial reason.
This is my felt conjecture,
to which I respond
by struggling against trust
in Other’s monopolistic monocultural Wins,
so I might survive to tolerate
yet another scrappy day of paranoia.

Pronoia feeds on everything and everyone
not out to get me
but more in to let me
happen for a blessed season
with which I am invested to resonate,
including my fair share of struggling with,
but not against,
my WinLose enculturation
so we might thrive to mutually WinWin
yet another multiculturing
polypathic
Beloved Community Way.

This is our primal ecopolitical choice,
Both-And over Either-Or,
made each moment in time’s evolving articulation
deep learning incarnation
of days and nights
within this not-paranoia and not-pronoia
in-between identity,
risk with opportunity
conjectural life.

Conservative LeftBrain Either-Or
sees a bipolar world
of either I am saved
or demonic,
either I am part of the solution
or part of the problem,
either I am True
or I am False,
only pretending to be True
to get you to become False.

Liberating Elder RightBrain Both-And
fluid feelings
multi-sensually engage in a dipolar EarthTribe
in which I experience pronoia on healthy days
and paranoia on more challenging days,
I am an integral and authentic organic part
of EarthTribe’s living win/win resolution
and part of an irreligious ecocidal global problem,

I sometimes feel unconditional warm regard
with peak win/win opportunities to Trust
and usually also feel win/lose risks of MisTrust
and occasionally paranoid panic
with deep dissociative valleys
of shadows
of death,
lose/lose despairing DisTrust.

But, even should this become bipartisan political science,
bicameral neuropsychology,
bilaterally conjectured co-intelligence,
let us not delude ourselves into a hypnotic state of academic neutrality,
ambivalently pretending either choice is equally healthy,
when ecocidal outcomes are so clearly etched in patriarchal bones
of troubling dissociative history.

Love’s mutual promise clearly points toward evolutions
embracing elegant polyculturally resonant
healthy democratic systems furthering win/win wealth,
while paranoid fundamentalist God v Man terror
degenerates toward further traumatic pathology,
afraid of our own anthro-suprema-cast
dark blaming mind v shameful body

Conjecturing fundamentally irreligious
punishing
paranoid shadows.

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Ferry Beach Fairy TransFormation

What did I take away
from summer camp?

Not COVID
this year,
nor the clap.

But, instead
a more resilient health
of authentic sacred wealth

TransFormative dance
singing integrity’s great
synergetic
bromance.

Polyphonic men
mind and body embracing
polypathic gods
re-imaging goddesses
engaging all us in-between
communal transubstantiations.

My own spirited mind
and strong natured body transmutation
has not been solely limited by Others’
lack of win/win imagination

But also,
perhaps primarily
and primally,
by my own win straight mind
lose queer body trauma story,
His-poled v Her-holed history

Mind blaming
and body shaming
Left hemisphere’s lack
of co-passioned pleasuring
Right-now transcendent
peak co-experienced mystery

More resiliently inquiring–
What transformative longing
does bromance take away
from summer’s sacred belonging
mind and body camp?

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Messiahs and Bodhisattvas

What do top and bottom
above and below
leader and follower
day and night
mountain and valley
up and down
above and below
high and low
pole and hole
convex and concave
vertex and vortex
frontsides and backsides
dominant and recessive
north and south
colonizing and creolizing
without and within
transcendent and indigenous
crown and root
sperm and egg
knowledge and wisdom
thought and feeling
mind and body
orthodoxy and orthopraxis
light and power
enlightenment and empowerment
exegesis and eisegesis
capital and corporal
SunFather and EarthMother
salvation and co-redemption
justice and peace
orchestration and co-mediation
accountability and co-responsibility
investment and infestment
co-arising and co-gravitating
have to do with
causing health-loving Egos
and effecting wealth-living EcoSystems?

Asked his
MonoTheistic Yangiversal
messianic thoughts
of her
PanenTheistic Yinatarian
bodhisattva feelings.

Not sure,
s/he replies,
Perhaps messiahs sing
while bodhisattvas dance?

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Life and Death of Supremacy

The difference
between RightWing political
and economic autism,
and Religious Right monotheism,
has been greatly exaggerated

To this post-millennial tipping point
of monopolistic omnipotence
predicting sacred Earth’s matricide

By LeftBrain-RightHand
dogmatic dominance
of a judgmental (straight-white) Jehovah
or a militaristic Allah
or a dogmatic YHWH
or a patriarchal Buddha
or a capitalist Krishna
etc
etc
etc

Made in
anthrosupremacism’s
competitive evolutionary
win/lose
Yang v Yin
Universal-MonoTheistic Truth v Unitarian-PolyCultural Beauty
survival-of-fittest v thrival-for-fit-in-ingest

Wildly exaggerated images,
polarized
partisan
disassociated
traumatizing
schizzy-autistic
rabidly over-populated
weak-X neurosystemic.

Defying Yang/Yin resonant
natural resilience
of peak sensexual
spiritual experience

Totally LeftBrain ignored
while justifying divine right
to a manifest EarthTribe destiny
of Hell on Earth ecocide.

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Dancing NewYear Divas

EarthTribe dancing divas
still indulge emphatic circling
meditations

Dogmatically embodying
mindful medications

Producing peaceful pleasures
spiraling passions
against war’s relentless anti-paradise

Dancing resiliently within
organic drama
while resonantly without
systemic trauma

Right hand
and foot
open out
in front of
future win/win
mindfully embodied
penetrations
in behind Left past
win/lose shady
mean predations

Right hand gratefully open
virtuous praising circles
inviting LeftBrain
viscous
vicarious healing
vicious marches
in ancient patristic
hierarchical lines

Resolving EarthDivas
now prancing in space-timed spirals
extending boundaries
to soon embrace love’s immortal
body-mindful warm regard

Together circling
Earth’s silent empowering
dormant winter solstice
starlit witnessing Adventure

Enlightening
dancing Gaia-With-Us
inside win/win
newborn presence Presents

Divinely humane
returning RightHand up
and LeftFoot forward
round wombed joy

Voiced
and love choiced
again

Indigenous divas
dancing EarthMother’s
ancient wisdom
night passion
light
bright power.

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Empowering Earth Resilience

I’ve noticed our Republic’s
RightWing Tree of Life
reacts to root-systemic problems
as if oak strong branches
lifted to majesty worshiping heights
of supremacy
need not be concerned
with watering
and feeding democratic roots
of nutrition
nurture
empowerment.

Such behavior feels less intelligent
than a sacred Tree of MotherEarth

More like a gang
of Bully Putin Pulpits
and capital addicted Trumpian Puppets
with boundlessly hungry eyes
and upset stomachs

Trying to feed
from entitled top,
trickling down to lowly
leftover bottoms,
what we must primally breed
from deep down
communing inside
mused toward out
and up
transcendent both/and
win/win resonant
organic
uniting experience

Not quite so angry
with enfeebled leaders
and not mad
with anemic cooperative skills
for resolving which top bully
eating all challenger bullies
will next be crowned King
of the trauma-riddled Republican Mountain.

Meanwhile
democratic grassroots burn
and grains of deep potential nutrition fail
to feel multicultural health
trust
truth
beauty
wisdom
compassion
kindness

Sacred integrity of a wealthy
EarthMothered forest.

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