Humbling human cracks
in every theological
theoretical
divine relationship
Monotheistic faith
in our sacred past
religiously fine,
but anti-polytheistic hope
for our organic future,
irreligiously not OK.
Humanistic pleasure
cognitively fine,
but atheistic displeasure
not intuitively OK.
WE compassion
good-natured
definitely fine,
but THEY dispassion
bad-spirited
infinitely not OK
Cracks that whet
shared Light inside.
This universal question
we unitingly share
about “God”
Whether I believe,
or not
Inviting some binary answer,
HopeFull or DespairEmpty
Yes or No, and not maybe,
True or False, and not sometimes agnostic ambivalence
Yet, maybe dipolar co-arising equivalence?
Could also become a healthier question
about intuitive reception
of co-empathically felt peak spirited nature
Sacred passion
and organic pleasure
peace-filling trust experiences
Not restricted to cognitive perception,
verbal reflection
on co-passionately non-violent communication
Through verbally mindful words
about nonverbally graceful ways.
Perhaps “God” is an English-Christian proper noun,
for a multiculturally transformative verb
a religiously constructed map
exploring multigenerationally trusted
multicultural experiences
of safe and healthy sacred territory
Pointing to a deeper question
about organically spirited trust
and dispirited distrust
and in-between unspirited denatured mistrust
underlying peak co-empathic relationships
of sacredly organic hypostatic unions
opposing neurosystemic trauma histories
Mysteries conjoining
FatherSun’s enlightening passion for Truth
EarthMother’s empowering pleasure in trust
as humanely-divine peace
that compassionately passes
crowning Sage either/or cognitive understanding
removed from
Muse-rooting polyvagal neurosystemic feelings
Nonverbal
nonviolent
polyvagal cobinary peak experiences
of co-empathic trust in feelings
inviting co-passionate Truths
of Gaia’s hypostatic
hypothetical
pronoia hypothesis
Warmly regarding
prehistoric questioning mysteries
Intuitively questing
God’s creative map
historic reconstruction
of trusted healthy neurosystemic opportunities
and actively distrusted
uneasy unhealthy unsafe risks
Inside this universal question
we unitingly quest
about Gaia’s pronoia feelings
Stillness
stuckness of human nature longing
to EarthMother nature
belong
Whether we believe
in past peak experiences
of compassionate trust
and/or unpeacefully
and unpleasantly
not so much.
Here we are again
still
remembering our fair share of mutually infested assurance
not MAD autocratic identity,
where democratic dreams swim to fuse together,
DNA with RNA eco-wombs written across the heart of all four sacred seasons
of star song’s tidally ebb and flowing moon rivers
ringing and singing and zinging through each living cell
remembering our optimally divine royal-nativity
swimming forward and back
in recycling warm light and dark cold revolutions,
promising warmer days of light’s creolizing evolution
economic norms of ecologically cooperative values
fractal sequencing bicamerally fusing confluent rotations
from and to
resonating positive double-bind not negative mandalas,
latticing-networking-nesting-viral, virtuously circling, healthy fractals
shaping natural optimizing double-faced depolarizing dipolar boundaries
between ecological democratic health revolution
turning anthro-whacko autocratic pathological devolution
upside downright
light’s original creative octaving harmonies,
resonant full-double-fractals
explicating ecological creations
implicating neurological sensations
not not paradoxically opposing bilateral corollaries
capillaries complementing rich nutritional veins
of recombinantly inspiring healthy safe wealth
divinely humane transubstantiating
economically and politically democratic
Continuous Quality Improvement
polypathic healthy climate outcome standards
meeting DNA’s polyculturally integrative potential,
promise of eternal wealth enlightened
bicameral empowering eco-consciousness.
At the level of interdependent relational awareness,
LeftBrain languaged-metric reasoning,
both iconic of DNA, and ionically polymorphic
polypathic
Vast sacred sexsensory consciousness
swarms with peak elational near-exhaustion,
climax following climax of multiplying syncretic paradigms,
climates of ecological/neurological synergy
yet at a deeper older RightBrain level,
all universal interdependence resolves back toward (0) empty embryonic
root-soul nurtured becoming
sustaining GaiaHypothesis TaoTime
Yang-Me co-engaging Yin-We
inviting sacred communication
to surge again toward climatic yeasty interdependence,
LeftBrain moment by moment loving/healthing Business
As Self-with-Other Optimally-Interdependent
yet EgoConscious Basic bi-lateral co-empathic Usual,
ecological as neurological normed co-intelligence.
Just another day becoming indigenously wise
FatherSun enlightening
EarthMother empowering Paradise.
This is a revised version of a piece published in a poetry anthology a few years ago. I have added an ecocide-prevention perspective to the original suicide-prevention focus.
When trauma lurks
with upper hand,
To know loss
is to fear death
of much-loved reputation
and taxing self-respect.
When therapy
lends Her feminist sway
to know
and co-invest in life
is to predict
and cherish waxing love.
For both these reasons,
we send a significantly wrong message
of blame the victim
when we post public health messages
like “Suicide is preventable”
Which is no more
or less true
than Systemic Trauma is
and is not preventable
within one anthropological
LeftBrain verbally dominant
monoculturally ecocidal lifetime,
or one healthy democratic trust relationship,
one compassionate communication PolyCulturing Story,
one encircling EnLightenMind/EmPowerBody
resiliently brilliant
resonantly elegant
polyamorous and possibly pantheistic
naked native Nature
sacred/organic
win/win narrative
Matrimonially prophesying,
When trauma lurks
with upper dissociative
and irreligiously patriarchal
right-handed fist,
To know mental depression
body-shaming repression
cognitive oppression
intuitive suppression
is to fear comprehensive
fight or flight
and critically frenzied frozen events
of neurosystemic,
and now also ecosystemic,
loss.
When therapy
lends EarthMother’s feminist sway
to know resonant win/win integrity
reconnecting healthy life’s
most resiliently wealthy impressions
is to predict patriotic trust
and matriotic safety,
animus penetrating truth
and anima receptive beauty,
expressive cognitive compassion
and impressive intuitive pleasure
Win/win thriving respite
from ego- and eco-distempered,
win/lose survivalist,
dissociatively irreligious,
RightWing dominant trauma history
To fully rekindle compassion’s
wealth embodied laughter
health mindful listening
EarthMother Muse lustery
Organic passion’s sacramental
deep erotic governing
exotically orgasmic
pleasure mystery.
What do top and bottom
above and below
leader and follower
day and night
mountain and valley
up and down
above and below
high and low
pole and hole
convex and concave
vertex and vortex
frontsides and backsides
dominant and recessive
north and south
colonizing and creolizing
without and within
transcendent and indigenous
crown and root
sperm and egg
knowledge and wisdom
thought and feeling
mind and body
orthodoxy and orthopraxis
light and power
enlightenment and empowerment
exegesis and eisegesis
capital and corporal
SunFather and EarthMother
salvation and co-redemption
justice and peace
orchestration and co-mediation
accountability and co-responsibility
investment and infestment
co-arising and co-gravitating
have to do with
causing health-loving Egos
and effecting wealth-living EcoSystems?
Asked his
MonoTheistic Yangiversal
messianic thoughts
of her
PanenTheistic Yinatarian
bodhisattva feelings.
Not sure,
s/he replies,
Perhaps messiahs sing
while bodhisattvas dance?
The difference
between RightWing political
and economic autism,
and Religious Right monotheism,
has been greatly exaggerated
To this post-millennial tipping point
of monopolistic omnipotence
predicting sacred Earth’s matricide
By LeftBrain-RightHand
dogmatic dominance
of a judgmental (straight-white) Jehovah
or a militaristic Allah
or a dogmatic YHWH
or a patriarchal Buddha
or a capitalist Krishna
etc
etc
etc
Made in
anthrosupremacism’s
competitive evolutionary
win/lose
Yang v Yin
Universal-MonoTheistic Truth v Unitarian-PolyCultural Beauty
survival-of-fittest v thrival-for-fit-in-ingest
Wildly exaggerated images,
polarized
partisan
disassociated
traumatizing
schizzy-autistic
rabidly over-populated
weak-X neurosystemic.
Defying Yang/Yin resonant
natural resilience
of peak sensexual
spiritual experience
Totally LeftBrain ignored
while justifying divine right
to a manifest EarthTribe destiny
of Hell on Earth ecocide.
I feel like I’m trying to sing
slow win/win
in universal C-major
key of resonance
while you are trying to resiliently dance
fast and furious win/lose
in disuniting F-sharp keys
of in-between dissonance
And
almost G-whiz,
I don’t know
what to do
and not do
to fix you
For not yet trusting
my C-major intent
is also our win/win center
of cooperative mainstream
leftbrain dominant
co-invested resilient narratives
for restoring co-passionate
peaceful
ecological light
and power relationships
Polynomial harmonies
polycultural symphonies
polyphonic rhapsodies
F-sharp tragedies
embracing C-major comedies
Family
and Earth-friendly cobinaries,
DNA spirals
of fractal cooperative
win/win co-investment
in mind-healthy and body-safe
dialectical circles
of growing healthy emergence
Integral regenerative practice
practice
practice full-octave
co-passionate keys
of truth-beauty
bicameral health-wealth culture
Best sung and danced
polyculturally
communally
ego/eco
inside/outside-friendly
Singing universal C-major,
dancing together
spiraling sway
way past B-sharp
about positive dissonance
merging into transforming
cooperative
co-invested
full-circle resonance.
For every relationship
we can rediscover
a season
of increase
and tipping point
toward decrease.
For every correlation,
positively resonant
and negatively dissonant,
a regenerative
becoming degenerative season
for building up and out
and tearing down and in
compassion
tipping toward
dispassion
revulsion
decay
Like passionate summer powers
Falling toward
diminished winter light
dipolar co-arising
hope for continuous
contiguous fresh spring
cooperating green,
morning blue
yet warmer
cumulating skies
repredicting summer’s
fertile
climax
passions
Re-enlisted
in four fractal
reasoned seasons
for redeveloping Earth justice
and restoring Tribal peace.
Integrity
pursues a sacred panentheistic journey
in conjoining interdependence
While integrity’s sacred potential
is a still emergent
health-wealth salvific optimizing
transcendent engoddessing
EarthTribal progressive process
Of co-passionate
eternally timeless
momentary being
becoming united
through humble-theistic co-relationship,
Both sacredly We divine
and secularly Me humane.
Why does this resonance of love,
lovely resonance,
feel so complexly complicated
to achieve?
Complicating,
complicit in felt imperfection
While red hot hate
burns resiliently,
remains pure
and uncomplicated,
unnuanced,
Vengeance is Mine!
bright as red anger
smoldering in cold
black coal fear
of perfect disregard,
contempt,
judgment,
shaming blame
unequivocal unilteral conviction
I was right
to never truly love
in that unredeemed
leftist win/win compassionate
Not Right RedBlooded win/lose
competitively traumatic
capitalist-patriarchal
monotheistic punishing way
Of anthrosupremacist survivalist sway,
HuMan MonoCulture Yang, LeftBrain dominant
dissonantly against
EarthMother PolyCulture Yintegrity,
RightBrain prominent EarthTribal
interdependent living systems
unraveling out in partisan bipolar directions
CoArising dipolar dynamic
four seasonal
green ecopolitical healthy wealth
win/win organic
Breathing in polypathic Taoist erections
of bicameral body/mind co-governing projections
for feeding
and watering public/private health
root
chakra
eco/theo-logical panentheistic
living sacred double-binary
emergent information
Joy/Integrity body health
is green mindwealth safety systemic,
neuro-systemic win/win optimization,
and eco/theologically cooperative
co-investments in mind-body
EarthTribe inclusive
healthcare
Which may be why
does this resonance of love,
lovely resonance,
sound so complexly complicated
to achieve?
And feels impossible
not to fully co-invest
despite considering
all the LeftBrain dominant facts
of Earth’s eventual mortality.
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