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Life Through A Thousand Deaths

Here empowering life waits
with a thousand little discontinuous unenlightened deaths,
caste again,
right here in The Evolving Self’s sixth principle
of preferable options for more humane evolution
revolutions lurking behind Mihaly Csikzentmihalyi’s
positive re-ligious integrity
is at least not negative irreligiously disintegrating
neuro-sexsensory health caring psychology.

I had seen EarthMother’s compassion
rebirthing love of cooperatively-held life
when he began by rooting around
in primally co-arising principles of thermodynamics.

The second Yang-negative principle of monocultural hubris,
dissociative limbo
somewhere between remembering contentious defeat
and promising contented repeat
with Yintegral positive
as first open universal synergy principle
toward abundantly unitarian life-system flow.

Every organic tribe tends to share bio-neurosystemic shape
sense enhanced for cooperative fertility,
crowning dialectical DNA
on back through root systemic RNA
resonantly symbiotic passions
for healthy organic pleasures,
fractally unfolding
good faith rooting designs

Monotheistically crowning
emphatically inspiring
future healthy organic clans
living within Earth’s erotic pantheistic wilderness
of deeply rooted spiritual ecstasy

Engaging symbiotic networks
of communing nature
co-informating healthy EarthPeace ecological rights,
dis-integrating anthropocentric caste-preserving wrongs
of Yangish monotheistic monopolizing
GodThesis v GaiaHypothesis excess
of sacred mind over-casting systemic trauma
against under-caste organic matter.

This first synergetic rebalancing principle,
resolving around and in and through
our 4D body-space/mind-time universe
emerges Win/Win when Yin-squared equals positive
not negative Yang
wu-wei cooperative equity, of dual-caste course,
but much more erotically symbiotic,
crown/root cobinary chakra symbiotic
resilient integrity

+(+) = 0-Yintegrity = -(-1)Yang Identity
erotically engaging body = emphatically authentic mind
ecological powers = anthro-logical light
EarthMother’s pantheistic pleasure = SunFather’s monotheistic passion

CoBinary nondualistic organic/sacred systems
inter-communing nature/spirit
regenerative Golden Rule co-empathic
caste-abolishing intent

Reiteratively polyculturing
resonantly octaved
double-fractal DNA/RNA co-gravitation
multigenerations of positive co-relations
between elder RNA seminal sacred memories
of resonantly peaceful ecological experience
projecting future DNA health and safety assurance

Navigating in-between risks and opportunities
of organically healthy Earth wildness life
where YangLeft liberating animus
and
YinRight conserving anima
do our best to make mind-passion/body-pleasure
co-arising love
and not quite so much entropic-trending
upper v lower caste co-aggravating war.

Anyway, back to Mihaly’s sixth dynamic
mistrusted and/or trusted Taoist balancing co-governance,
depending on your paranoia v pronoia predilections,
principle of authentic AnthroMind/EarthBody integrity
Win/Win sacred/organic evolution:

We have two appositional dynamics in our life journey;
Win-health v Lose-pathology potential contention
leading toward Win/Win power-with contented flow,
using cooperative energy resources
to recreate mutually co-present active hope

Yet co-passionate dynamic balance
also risks leading toward further upper/lower caste competitions
powering-over with Win v Lose mistrusts
about Earth’s life v death anthropocentric revolutions

Extracting EarthMother’s energy for monoculturing hubris,
paternalistic patriotic exploitation
of future fear and past angry condemnations,
further starving sapient ego’s potential health
through a thousand deaths and loss and suffering
of entropic maya,
conflicting competitions struggling against further disorder,
rather than struggling with today’s cognitive-affective dissonance
to deep learn ego-ecotherapeutic cobinary care.

It seems perceptually important to believe,
perhaps even to smell and taste and feel
reconnecting past love-line memories
as if implied by first yeasty embryonic experience of self,
that Yintegral flow of cooperative health
could not thrive in total 0-sum absence
of Yang’s darker competitively caste shadow
rememory.

For me,
I have come to see optimally regenerative health
nurturing wise wealth
within Earth’s double-binding bihemispheric spectrum,
between pathology of excessive eco-consumption in my accumulating past
and pathology of excessive ego-energy loss through over-production,
self-abolishing depressions and repressions,
like a bottom-caste life voting for top-caste
Trumping sexploitation.

It proves difficult to summarize
regeneration as a positive inside/outside
cobinary caste
symbiotic ego/eco
Win/Win virtuously dynamic consciousness.

But, at the end of EarthMother’s polypathically multiculturing day,
Climate Health is what we all economically and politically,
ecologically and analogically want.

EarthRights (not so much Yangish irreligious Wrongs)
are what we recognize as nutritionally positive health,
while climate pathologies are Left v Right
liberal mind v conserving body
enlightening v empowering extremes
both inside ego-capital positively identified
and caste aside eco-homebody not negatively identified,
Ego-equity/Eco-integrity
wu-wei nondualistic
indigenously mindful feelings

Continuous EarthMother re-ligious life
powering through a thousand discontinuous SunFather deaths
resurrecting ego/eco dual-caste
transformative consciousness.

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Money Where Your Mouth Was

Jesus help me,
cried organic Mother Earth
to Adam’s sacred Sun,
I can’t be birthin’ all these anthro-privileged babies,
gettin’ on,
you know…
Makes me sad.

From “Mother Earth’s Laboratory Journal”,
self-publishing in my mind

Money, like fertility,
wanting multisensory anticipation
needing evangelical attention
to continue regeneratively thriving,
iconic DNA of wealth
rooted in cooperative RNA
prehistoric health values.

MotherEarth’s globally cooperative fueled economy
with two primal thermodynamic rules;

  1. you cannot have one without the other,
    so they co-arise,
    but reverse-correlationally
  2. ebbing and flowing dipolarity,
    yanging and yinning
    dynamic not not(0)-Tao
    potential for win/win
    nondualistic integrity.

First SunFather Yang-LeftBrain
economically ecological
evolutionary anthropocentric
thermodynamic half-rule:
to thrive, neuro-networks
sustain synergetic-dominant
WholeSystem cooperative political function
to maintain authentic EgoMind’s.
monotheistically passionate
sacred individual identity

First EarthMother Yin-Elder RightBrainStem
ego/eco-therapeutic cobinary half-rule:
to survive, organic systems long to reproduce,
to remain an organically interdependent entity
within a multi-regenerating Whole Living EcoSystem
of pantheistic economic integrity,
anticipating EcoBody’s health wealthing
integrally cooperative
co-empathically organic
communion pleasure

You see, pantheistic Yin, like RightBrain intuitive intelligence,
has no Yangish self-identity supremacist voice.
But, if she did,
we might call her Gaia Pronoia Nature,
regenerative integrity
like DNA-iconic fractal-dialectical synergy

Earth empowering Right/Left
East/West bi-hemispheric ReVolution
ReVision
ReLigion
ReWeaving 4D WinWin Self-Reiterating
Prime not 1 not (0)Riginal Passion/Pleasure
cobinary panentheistic 1 EgoMind encompassing (0) EcoBody
positive pronoia ecopolitical correlations

ReGeneratively Tao Balanced.

First Evolutionary Thermodynamic Principle of ReGenerative EcoSystems,
invites pantheistic cooperative Right OVER LeftBrain competitive monotheism
to sustain primal climate regenerativity.

Science is all about Yang-deductive reductive
commensurably resonant anthropocentric-only facts please,
and is therefore less positive WholeSystem healthcare clear
about why some individual cells are mutually attracted,
rather than dismayed

What keeps anthropocentric monotheistic mindbodies united
in a pantheistically positive healthy ecotherapeutic system?

Indigenous SunFather wisdom
knows atomically synergetic geometric cobinary associations,
ergodic-rhythmic patterns of wave-linear co-gravitation
co-arising double-fractal resonantly resilient energy octaves
perpetually reviving double-bound bilateral systemic bodies
with bicamerally networking minds
exploring health wealthing
EarthMother synergetic phenomena.

Polycultural wealth sciences remind us
to keep mono-sapient selves within a self-perpetuating state
by consuming exactly as much empowering resonant energy
as 0-sum required
to produce enlightened economic resilience.

To try to store Patriarchal more,
will only lead to further Matriarchal losses
of sustainably synergetic EgoMind/EcoBody futures.

Jesus help us, sighed Mother Earth,
this ain’t no merciful way
to survive climate rebirth.

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Cooperative Bicameral Congress

If Yang is tea,
Yin is water.

If Yang is a vulnerable yolk,
Yin is a polyculturing transparent embryo.

If Yang is a sage ego,
Yin is a musecological body.

If Yang is fire,
Yin is air.

If Yang says Goodbye or Hello,
Yin feels Aloha.

If Yang is a convex mountain,
Yin is a concave river valley.

If Yang is a community,
Yin is communication.

If Yang is a sacred community,
Yin is re-ligious communication.

If Yang is Earth,
Yin is our Solar System.

If Yang is our enlightening FatherSun,
Yin is our empowering EarthMother.

If Yang is monotheistically sacred,
Yin is panentheistically organic.

If Yang wakes polycultured
crown polypathic Me,
Yin urges multiculturally inter-religious
root systemic We.

If Yang is inter-religious metaphysics
Yin is polyculturing environmental physics.

If Yang is 1,
Yin is 0.

If Yang is penetrative male,
Yin is receptive wombanist.

If Yang explicates future win/lose fear,
Yin implicates angry lose/lose past

If Yang explicates win/lose patrimony,
Yin implicates win/win matrimony.

If Yang explicates
universal messianic salvation,
Yin implicates
unitarian bodhisattva co-redemption.

If Yang restores EarthJustice
Yin re-ligions GlobalPeace

If Yang is 1 HumanSpirit,
Yin is 0 DivineNature

If Yang is welcoming Mind,
Yin is well-being Body.

If Yang explains compassion,
Yin implies pleasure.

If Yang is wisdom-forming Tea,
Yin is musical flowing Water.

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Messiahs and Bodhisattvas

What do top and bottom
above and below
leader and follower
day and night
mountain and valley
up and down
above and below
high and low
pole and hole
convex and concave
vertex and vortex
frontsides and backsides
dominant and recessive
north and south
colonizing and creolizing
without and within
transcendent and indigenous
crown and root
sperm and egg
knowledge and wisdom
thought and feeling
mind and body
orthodoxy and orthopraxis
light and power
enlightenment and empowerment
exegesis and eisegesis
capital and corporal
SunFather and EarthMother
salvation and co-redemption
justice and peace
orchestration and co-mediation
accountability and co-responsibility
investment and infestment
co-arising and co-gravitating
have to do with
causing health-loving Egos
and effecting wealth-living EcoSystems?

Asked his
MonoTheistic Yangiversal
messianic thoughts
of her
PanenTheistic Yinatarian
bodhisattva feelings.

Not sure,
s/he replies,
Perhaps messiahs sing
while bodhisattvas dance?

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Let My People Shine

At sixteen
People’s Bible Church
sent me from rural Michigan farm lands
to Moody Bible Institute
in siren-screaming Chicago

Church fathers assumed,
despite curious evidence to the contrary,
that I was a StraightWhiteMale
born-again
wanna be choir director

Because I could sing with gospel appeal
and dance with evangelical zeal.

It was in Chicago
I learned some LeftBrain orthodoxy
of RightBrain orthopraxis
I had always felt,
from the Muse within.

This mind/body orthopraxis of singing
peak and valley embodied feelings
as opposed to merely memorizing lyrics
and vocal intervals
and rhythms
and sacred silent rests
in Earth’s indigenous Wisdom

Would sometimes swell up and out
from the souls of my Yang conducting feet

Music beginning with primordial
root chakra Yintegrity
positively impressing our full
sacred neurosystemic embodied
Muse

Heading up and down
and all around my heart chakra
mind/body double-binding
co-arising
in-between nonboundary
where transcendent monotheistic gospel
orchestrating, from above
cherishes EarthMother’s immanent empowerment,
mediating, from within
moving soulful choices
inviting good news Yang voices.

Those instructors who were planning
to more comfortably conduct
with their dominant right wing
orthodox uninspired messaging bodies
did not actively encourage us
to move below our stagnant necks

On the other hand
we had one woman of color
who invited each morning
conducting from the souls of our feet
with sufficient passion
to raise FatherSun’s
octaves of co-enlightenment.

She conducted warm-ups
considerably more athletic
than eremetic

Stretching compassion’s inside muscles
primal joint relationships
bicameral minds and lungs and hearts
while reaching
teaching
preaching outside ancient light/power
Musing memories
of dance
and prance
and, occasionally, communal trance.

Sadly,
merely sixteen,
I returned to conservative
rural homophobic xenophobic patriarchal anthro-privileged
RightWing dominant
People’s MonoTheistic Bible Church
more comfortable making metronomic
1-2-3-4
points like the 4/4
fractal sign
of a triumphantly crowning cross

While singing,
from my own entitled head-voice
repeating orthodox melodies
from disembodied traditional memories

At my peak experience best,
from my core heart chakra diaphragm
breathing in dogmatic history’s choices
while expiring more sacred
gay and trans-inspiring
transporting
orthopraxis
of ancient healthy sung passions
and wealthy moving beauty
written across every bipartisan resonant heart

Good news singing
and LeftBrain orchestrating
but not really great shoes moving
and RightBrain mediating
cooperative engagement in communal resonance
and community full-bodied
root-systemic resilience

Strong enough to carry
through six days
of secular ecocidal
lack of sacred Yang/Yintegral orthopraxis
transcending mere orthodox
religiously repeated narratives

To more fully embrace
wellness-souled
song and dance
gospel-passioned praxis
orchestrating FatherSun’s Yang dusk
while mediating MotherEarth’s Yintegral
empowering redawn
of indigenous nondualistic
nonviolent
nonverbal wisdom

Wellbeing mindful sung
and
Wellness rooted dance
up and out
from the souls of our feet
on EarthMother’s natural beat.

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Weapons of Trauma Defense

When personal narcissism
and tribal autism
choose our words
as hurting
threatening
weapons of trauma defense

Rather than choosing wealth
of healing tools
for compassion’s therapeutic unfence

We soon find
that no one cares
to impatiently listen
outside our partisan walls

For whatever future win/win kindness
and EarthCare forgiveness
we cannot trust
will last.

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Play It Again

If it’s not organic
it’s not sexy
and probably not all that funny
either.

If it’s up and down bipolar movement
with your arms and legs,
it’s Yang male energy,
and potentially horned up
and/or out.

If it’s side to side dipolar,
it’s Yin synergy,
all about love
spreading liberally up
and distended out
for thrival

Up against hate
with bent body
gathering in
self-defensive down
deep root systemic protection,
survival.

If I’m sitting silently inside
feeling unconditional warm mind/body
deep listening appreciation
for and with and of
all spirit/nature
mind/body
time/space organic EarthTribe

I may also become a dancing organic muse
inside my mind
imagining peak musical experiences
outside embodied

Singing my softest
and ultra-soprano highest
and hardest
and low sexy slow
baritonist
love songs

While dancing
praying
playing
meditating mind
medicating body
moving as gracefully as might be expected
inspected
judged
appreciated
enlightened
empowering
this sexual-systemic member
of the Ancient Gay Men’s Choir.

And I really should moisturize more bipolar
AND dipolar,
more fluid
fluids
more amusical

Less silently
and lonesomely depressed
and chronically anxious,
knickers in dried-out knots

Falling down low spirited apart
co-arising up
multiculturally together

With unconditional warm
and passionate regard
for healthy and safe
song and dance
and lavishly lustful
moisturization

While driving a deep leather convertible
top down
thrusting forward
love machine

Silently humming power
while driving toward integrity
deep listening engagement
before Sabbath TeaDance

Well moisturized memories
going back
and back
and Yin back
and Yang forth

Yin down
and Yang up,
Yin below
as Yang above

Water receiving below
Wind perceiving from above
sacred moisture
unconditionally warm
erotic fertile
exotic funky
sometimes ironic
mind amusing
body music

Resiliently engaged
in silent root chakra
resonance
nurture
harmony

Neurosystemic rhapsody
healing…

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Muse Speaks

When trauma lurks
with upper hand,
To know death
is to fear loss.

When therapy
lends Her feminist sway
to know
and co-invest in life
is to predict
and cherish love.

For both these reasons,
we send a significantly wrong message
of blame the victim
when we post public health messages
like “Suicide is preventable”

Which is no more
or less true
than Trauma is
and is not
therapeutically preventable
within one human lifetime,
relationship,
nonviolent communication history,
Yang/Yin resilient balance narrative

When trauma lurks
with upper bipolarizing hand,
To know depression
is to fear comprehensive loss.

When therapy
lends Her feminist sway
to know dipolarity
and co-arise in healthy life
is to predict trust and safety,
and cherish love
and lust’s sacramental deep impressions.

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CoOperative Agency

They are friends,
I imagine,
Or perhaps unfamiliar
yet curious
neighbors.

These two seem to like
to lick
each other

And probably value public transparency
more than personal privacy

I wonder
how they became work out
and play in partners,
surprisingly athletic,
flexible,
and inventive

With minds
that began flirting,
Engaging bodies
now urgently culminating.

Benediction
for this newly heated
yet ancient
sacred communion

A warm summer kiss,
a shared soiled towel,
a sapient smile
in the shower.

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Why Meaningful Space Heals Purposeful Time

Why did you think then
and
Why do you feel now

You are OK to park here?
drive here?
breathe in here?
stop breathing out here?
love here?
live here?
eat here?
defecate here?
urinate here?
peak here?
fall apart here?
exercise here?
sleep here?
practice here?
reflect here?
act here?
heal here?
destroy here?
appeal here?
repeal here?
unravel here?
reweave here?
fornicate here?
make love here?

Play here as now?
Work here, and now?
Demand here, more now?
Invite here as now?
Initiate here, and now?
Conclude here is also now?
Breed here as now?
Feed here, and now?
Devour here, more now?
Regurgitate here feels now?
Learn here, as now?
Teach here and now?
Meditate here now?
Preach here is now?
Prophecy here will become back there?

Exhort here as now?
Impress here for now?
Repress here against now?
Suppress here was also now?
Oppress here loves now?
Invest here and now?
Divest here as not now?

As compared to there?
As part of liberally rooted
thinking Now
conserving felt back Then.

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