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Same Old Solo Song and Lonely Thanksgiving Dance

A mental health difference
between being stuck
in an impoverished designation
and being stuck
trying to merely survive
with mostly “Loser” marginalization
dehydration
ancient locked-up degeneration

Feels like same difference
between economic red-lined
unenlightened Othering
smothering suppression
and flat-lined politically disempowering
oppression

Feels like a thoughtful distinction
with a felt difference
between stuck
in a LeftBrain dominant
win/lose survivalist
Either/Or neurosystemic instinctive imposition

And slowly becoming unstuck
through a more joyful mind/body journey
developing win-left/win-right
thought/felt polycultural
universal/uniting
Integral Therapeutic 1/0
re-nouned/non-verbal
ReStorative Peace Communion
double-binary
inside/outside reconnecting
bi-genderal neuro-systems

As sacred as the hell
of 0-sum impoverishment
and less secular than the heaven
falsely
and monotonously ego-1 promised
by LeftBrain dominant
thrival of the monochromatic mightiest
seriously constipated prominent
Patriarchal-Capitalist
monocultural supremacists,
who won’t even freely give
a hit
for win/win 1/0 peak experience
co-thrival.

Pretending their root chakra systems
don’t degeneratively stink

Predative practitioners
of EarthTribe’s
desecrating
violently colonizing
nationalistic
Straight White privileged
historic monotheistic drama
secularizing
regeneratively compromising
the 1-Elite v 0-NonElite
unGolden-Ruled co-mediators

Win/lose v win/win
sub-optimal 1 v 0
bi-gendered polypathic
bipolar polymathic experience
systemically disorganizing
and miscommunicating trauma;
rather than nonviolently communionating
systemic win/win therapeuic
polyculturing co-passionate i
well-sung hung
and brilliant wellness wombed
resilient compassionate dance
vertical and horizontal
body and mind
space and time
EarthTribal passionate interventions

Restorative justice intentions,
conservatively liberating green
ego/Yang eco/Yintegral
Universal/Unitarian
root systemic chakra
win/win health and safety
neurosystemically co-binary
SunLight
and EarthEmpowering
bipartisan communicating
mono-1/poly-0 soul
root chakra
ecopolitical EarthTribal
neurosystemic
organic
sacred life

Is also synergetic love
win/win cooperative
co-invested
co-empathic
healthy Left
and safe-felt environmental Right

Liberating/conservational wings
emotional/nutritional expressions
inside-mind/outside-body communications
healthy co-passionate

Dipolar co-arising
resiliently safe biosystems

Singing more duets
while dancing in warm
sometimes wet
and wild,
win/win virtuous
1/0 co-binary passion circles.
fueled by 1/0 root chakra
spiraling reconnecting cycles
sometimes lonely courage
all times eternal
revolving healthy curiosity.

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Integrity’s Sublime Communion

Integral Therapeutic Practice (ITP),
brought to us by Ken Wilbur,
and systems theoretical colleagues,
responds, with win/win communication skills,
to chronic RightWing/leftBrain
nihilistic
predative
win/lose trauma,
personal
and also global

Anthro-supremacist
monotheistic
monocultural
monopolistic
monstrously unchanging violence
rooted in Patriarchal political
and Capitalist economic
oppression
of universal-unitarian
peace restorative
ecofeminist worldviews

Emerging liberal loving
and green conservational
ego/eco
inside/outside
concave/convex
bilaterally systemic

Co-passionate health and safety
grows Earth-Tribally
panentheistic
organic
sacred communionation,
eco-political creolization

Synergetic Health Practice
is root chakra sacred
EarthMother positive attachment centered
in mind/body integral
inside ego-spirit
outside eco-nature
co-passioning indigenous wisdom

Featuring Holonic Open EarthSystem
polyculturally deepening
and co-empathic widening
worldview wealth

Restoring humane mental health care
giving Yang strength
while receiving Yintegral Therapeutic Practice

Practice inhaling
then exhaling

ReConnecting in/ex-haling
win/win revolutions
nurturing Golden HealthCare Rules,
doing inside
what you would also appreciate
from outside

ReLigioning synergetic
multicultural mind/body silent songs
and cosmic moon-raising dances
of bicameral hearts
with bi-hemispheric minds
co-passioning

Sacred EarthHealing Practice
cooperative practice
co-investment practice

Ecological wealth development
practiced again
revolving again
spiraling deep soul universal
wide-natured unitarian
panentheistic integrity again

Organic resilience again

Regenerative health care
practicing win/win
reiterative communications
revolving holy EarthTribe communion
again…

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Sacred Healing

Can you make any sense of
systemic racism?

No more common sense than
too much patriarchalism–
all leftbrain dominant things
oppressing sacred Earth’s
polycultural win/win systems
promoting resiliently wealthy
resonant synergetic health.

Fruitful wombs,
like apple cores,
may be an EarthTribal positive prejudice
not associating Yang energy
with evil patriarchy
and ugly machismo,
sad
and bad
and mad feelings
never regeneratively glad.

And then
I have this further prejudice
against restorative justice question,
perhaps rooted in deep EarthTribal fear
and anger about realistic prospects
of MotherEarth’s revenge
to punish our inhumane ecocide
to fuel a foul-based anthro-privilege?

Traditionally supported
by orthodox StraightWhiteMale dominant doxologies
advocating monotheistically-endorsed
sacred scriptures supporting anthro-supremacy

Invoking Jehovah’s self-righteous tools
for sharpening weapons
enforcing win/lose culturally expressed
retributive justice against idolatrous aliens,
more obsessed with punishing
unstraight sojourners
unwhite slaves
unpatriarchal seducers

Of compassion’s
defiant
dynamic
Whole Open NonZero Systemic
holonic-iconic
win/win ecofeminists

Who are all about
cooperatively empowering Earth’s
panentheistically sacred win/win Tribes
as we restore cultural peace
and health
and polycultural safety

Led by history’s front-line trauma victims
of StraightWhite Patriarchal Capitalists
free to ignore
and/or punish
growing neurodiverse disabilities,
to invest in genocide
from an unsafe corporately veiled distance,
to exterminate pesky pests
blaming mink coats
and top hats
for ecocide

LeftBrain dominant terror narratives
leaving huge non-hugged mindbody wounds
begging for EarthMother’s foregiveness

Which will include
restoring a role for Her masculine
radiant Yang synergy
with all EarthTribal positive Trust
and co-invested Health
and co-empathic Beauty

Empowering Earth-resilient matrimony,
balancing Sun’s Other unwise
unfettered
searing solo patrimony,
from where and for when
here and now
outside and inside
space and time
body and mind
once balancing integrity promised
provoke brilliant
resilient Sacred Healing.

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Every SacredEarth Relationship Changes

  1. Everything changes and ends,
    reports Richo mindfulness

To which Ohcir co-responds,
including positive co-arising
intention.

  1. Relationships do not always come and go
    according to unconditional warm
    co-invested appreciation,
    when we fail to bicamerally resonate
    together brilliantly resilient
    therapeutic co-empowerment.
  2. Secularized anthrosupremacist life
    is not always fair
    healthy
    safe,
    much less panentheistically cherished.
  3. Pain is part of evil loss
    and win/lose trauma,
    lose/lose drama
    is part of degenerative
    dogmatic death,
    as e-v-i-l survivalism
    reverses l-i-v-e mindful
    ReStore EarthJustice
    thrivalism.
  4. People,
    and other organic creatures,
    are not liberally loving
    and conservationally loyal
    and appropriately lusty
    all the time,
    unlike trauma-free dogs
    and healthy MotherTrees
    thriving in wealthy
    EarthTribal forests.

In dialogue with David Richo, Ph.D psychotherapist, “The Five Things We Cannot Change…and the Happiness We Find by Embracing Them” p. xi.

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Resilient Peak Experiences

Gayla Speak Experiences
promote healing events
not intended to contribute to trauma
drama narratives.

Stories we tell
and trust
and thrust
and softly smile about
when we dare to leave
our stiff
stiffling closets.

RedYang
universal dominants
friendly feasting
with BlueYintegral
unitarian intent

Together praising massively thick
and deeply embedded polarities
of nearly omnipotent
erect and hard patrimony
loving MotherEarth’s holy matrimonies,
compassion

Transcending monotheistic challenging attitudes
failing to question long-term outcomes
of dubious commercial
graphic success,
LeftBrain dominant anthrosupremacism
on top
of Others,
unstraight
unmale
unwhite.

YangPole hot resilience
cannot sustain
without YinHole warm
wet
passionately inviting
fully dilated resonance

WuWei balance
of divinely favored Versatility
engaging neurosystemic respect
for healthy work and play shop sharing,
nakedly transparent
vulnerable wealthy caring
for integrity’s warm
unconditionally impassioned
potential

To not feel bought
and sold,
short-term rented
or long-term leased

Instead both offering
and receiving
Pole/Hole equity
co-empathically felt
and touched
by peak impassioned
sacred communion values

Wanting therapeutic fairness
to eliminate all mundane
no talent
no appreciation drama
in our cooperative
pantheistic sex lives
loves
lusts

Creating
and recreating,
spreading
and retightening,
a cooperative
healthy
sacred nutritional space

For rethinking our peak
orgasmic win/win experiences
when we felt mountainous
rolling climaxes
and deep valleyed seizures
flowing out
and out
encompassing peace

Lost in ecstasy
present to awesome YangPoles
and wondrous Yintegrity.

Scenes sensory developed
from natural roots
seen through spirited hearts

Longing to both host
and guest,
give
and receive again

Through joy of warm memory
and sad loss of peak intensity,
elation
despite risk
of subsequent depression,
transcending invitations
and farewells

Domesticated LeftMind enlightenment
and Wild RightBodied empowerment
together
reproducing root systemic Yintegrity
of natural health
and spiritual safety

Trauma prevention
by means of
Therapy optimization,
flowering Yang/Yin
Pole/Hole
Top/Bottom
curious dipolar co-arisings
of co-empathic consciousness

Erect conservation
engaging liberation,
Orthodox monotheistic worship
and Heterodox panentheistic communion,
Monocultural hot Redness
and cool Green
polycultural awareness,
Anthro-autocracy
and EarthTribe-democracy,
Monopolistic cathedrals
and EcoFeminist sacred outdoor space,
Good-humored human hypocrisy
and health-wealthy divine integrity

LeftBrain’s fascination
with both trusted Pole
and beautiful Hole
satisfies
as either lonely Pole
or isolated Hole
could not

Trained by anal-rejecting
well-endowed envying
anthrosupremacists
to achieve best
and brightest light
through patriarchal-capitalist means
and SWM privileged ways

To bless our
RightBrain indigenous
wise bicameral hearts,
re-membering
and re-imaging
double-binding
co-arisings

Both Pole and Holistic
And Win/Win nondualistic
peak climatic experiences

Yintegrally therapeutic,
so Yang trauma free
resilient wellbeing narratives
for holistic Holes
and panentheistic Poles
wherever we may sniff
and search
and find
co-gravitating dipolarities

Enlightening Left-Dominant
and empowering Right-Recessive
wise healthy wealth
of well-formed
fluid Paradise.

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Feeling Up For Equality

I appreciate the popular democratic intention:

Equality for All.

I might appreicate a more specific,

but perhaps no less populated,

intention:

Equality for all victims

survivors

outlying thrivers

of Straight White Patriarchal privileged

mentally unhealthy Trauma.

I wonder if a more wholesome masculinity

is a renewed ecofeminist

panentheistic health care face

of past Patriarchal-Capitalist

ZeroSum Closed System

unfortunate RightWing embrace

in the face

of global glooming ecocide.

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Spiritual Vocations

If your peak experiences

have led to some mature sexual spiritual vocation

Beware, such engaging vocations

are best as special event avocations

Yet unconditionally applied

with win/win nonzero sum

whole open systemic

warm regard.

YangPole/YinHole alacrity

CoEmpathic integrity

sanctity

both lusty and luscious,

sweaty and sweet,

empowering and enlightening,

mountainous and valleyed,

pulsating and holy,

secularly impassioned and sacredly compassionate

LeftBrain engorged and RightBrain engaged

Liberating loud wonder

and Conserving silent awe

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Sundays Free Of Should

Remember the Sabbath
to keep it holy
free of Shoulds.

A should-free cathedral
of intimate athleticism
romantic
exotic
ecstatic
euphoric
erotic

Exhausts this sabbath light
at long last
widely dawning deeply stronger
and resiliently handsome
dark as night

In virtuously enlightening response
to Saturnight’s weekly exorcism
annihilating
exhausting
expiring

Yet another weekday week
weak slow-groan degenerjism

Darkly precipitating
sweaty penetrating night seductive mares
aggravating
congregating
irritating
neighing
sedating
constipating

All my life
I’ve been waiting for you
my Sunday not not should
embrace every daytime athlete
with unconditional
warm felt regard

Up on two feet
with spiritually natural intent
of sabbath hot passions
including,
but not exclusively hoarding,
frontal poles
and backside holes

Balancing sabbaths neurosensory integrity
extending virally out and virtuously circling in
stretching strength
of bilateral heart pumps
and lung inflations
and limb elations
stretching Sunday loves
and bipartisan 1 plunging into 0
every polynomial weekday
binomial cooperative
co-invested
convexly concaved
not-not straight but spiraling round
wholesome inside/outside balance

In co-empathic sabbath passions
free of shaming Others
preaching teaching virginal should not
remember SaturNightMare’s
BlackHole peak experience
anticipating this new athletic Sunday Service

ReMembering
ReIncarnating
ReLigioning Sabbath
to keep it holy
free of Othering Shoulds.

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Dancing Pequot River

Flying free
in rooftop ecstasy

Raptor’s wings direct
with feathered pins strong, erect
swelling mountain chests
then wings
brought safely down
protecting Earth’s
most sacred wounds.

Standing Yang
with wings wide spread
Left then Right
rebalancing

Bent over filling in Yin’s flow
extending gratitude for out
bold attitude brought back in
for more sincere
out wanting more
more
more sacred practice
mindful praxis
moving axis

Practice makes Yang
with Yin
happy together once again
in this million hole
with pole
extravagant excursion
upstream North
growing deep down South
flowing in/out surfing mouth

Dancing round root chakra
river source
to up reach
down stream right
to left dividing swings
gone sacred South

River’s needy mouth
to feed
time’s seas
of timeless pirate peaks
opposing valleyed surf
inhaling exhaled needs

Healthy seasons too tidal full
swelling now and why and how
toward empty skies

Anthrocentric light
invites this ecocical night,
upstream
patriarchal might
toward down wombed times
round cycling source
of Great White Father fright

Root wise spread out predation
penetrating river’s source
shifting toward rich mountain rivered valleys
flowing up
then down White streaming pole
with Black uncovered silenced hole,
designing doublebinding
God-dressed nature’s inspiring views

Inviting dawn’s
past sunrise dance
sweeping light
round downstream
falling failing
EarthTribe’s meager
flowing sacred
rivered night

Flying free
on rooftop ecstasy.

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Healthy Caring Systems

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
I must learn to trust
Earth’s future more

Both Father Sun’s timeless
rounds of enlightenment
and Mother Earth’s
codependent rhythms
regenerating rich
empowering
soulful soil

And this trusting more
impels healing trauma’s lessons,
surviving hale and hearty lust
for too RightWing earned distrust

Unenlightened AnthroElitism
within our CommonEnglish languaged voice
while dismissing other naturally iconic sounds
and physical sights,
sacred smells
and mental tastes

Feelings that matter more
than mere white privileged noise
degenerating ego v eco-other
for mere win today
lose survival tomorrow

Much less anthro-resilient healthy
this RightFright Yang v yin militaristic
narcissistic AnthroSurvival

And we could also regenerate
more Yang/Yintegrally together,
rediscover strong and sacred Beauty
peak experience passions

CoInvested integrity’s historic
win/win therapeutic revival,
future multiculturing
verbal and nonverbal
compassionately thriving
and not merely nonviolently surviving
1/0 double-binary bipartisan polypaths
polynomial +1P=(-,-)0P, Tao wu-wei bilateral balance
0/1 cisbinary communication’s
deepest
and most peak
health (1 Universe)
wealth (0 Full/Empty Synergetic Ego/EcoBalancing)
bipartisan ecopolitical health care potential.

That is where we left off yesterday;
and today let us reconsider a related question
about more personal peak experience outcomes
of a health care bipartisan co-governing system.

First, we notice that robust polycultural systems
of win/win thrival
will always be negatively correlated with
exhausted monocultural failing Lose/Lose chaos

despair
trauma
chronic stress
degeneration
death
entropy
lack of any imaginable and/or remembered system

Re-articulating integrity’s most sacred,
and sometimes sexy,
peak regenerative experiences

Feeding our LeftBrain need for EitherYangly Yes
Or TooYinnish Yes and not yet know

Consistency with prior experiential
labeling of penetrating history.

What are our universal characteristics
defining and refining caring systems?

Sounds like we may be speaking nonviolently
of spacious and NowTimed compassion
and co-investment,
and active curiosity.

That works for me,
so let’s go one LeftBrain dominant step
further into verbally defining
what we might all agree
we win/win intend
to successfully differentiate
our health care resilient thrival systems
from our pathological uncare
unfelt lack of any non-degenerative
LoseLose chaos
entropy
despair
trauma
chronic ego/ecocidal
lack of unconditional
warm regard,
retributive blaming
and shaming
straight white monotheistic
monopolizing core panentheistic values
monoculturing neurosystemic despair
depression
oppression
full-spectral Win/Win suppression
of integrity’s compassionate
warm and caring
systemic potential

This recontextualing process
follows an ecological perception principle (EPP)
that it is not polyvagally possible to imagine
or remember ever feeling a caring system
that could co-incidentally be nonverbally noticed
much less defined
or even moderately refined
as any something
or non-peak co-relationally felt event.

Lack of warm unconditional win/win
sacred panentheistic regard
may feel as chronically anxious
as trying to re-imagine
an uncaring entropic
cold as a closed
non-systemic
vacuum of exflowing
information.

What we are capable of appreciating,
deeply rooted in ecological
and biological experience,
are Caring Systems
and not uncaring non-systems.

To define systems feels challenging
because systems, including organic
and Whole
and Open
and Universal Healthy Caring Systems,
all feel so overwhelmingly
and perhaps sacredly comprehensive,
synergetically complex.

Within your own neurosystemic framework,
maturing,
robustly thriving,
perhaps even enjoying elegant
and/or multiculturally exotic
and/or polyculturally erotic
peak Aha! Win/Win
Yang/Yintegral co-balancing experiences

As appositionally contrasted
against a monochromatic win now to lose tomorrow
or win EarthHealth Care Systems tomorrow
by sacrificing AnthroWealth Care Systems today

False dichotomies
nurture chronic trauma,
fear and retribution,
fire and thunder,
conspiracy theories,
like the witchhunt
or the devil
made me addictively
and obsessively,
sometimes violently,
sometimes greedily,
sometimes abusively,
sometimes neglectfully,
always anthro-narcissistically
think it
say it
do it to Eco-You

Lose/Win Dissociated
from interdependently nurtured
and anti-spiritually natured
independent Win/Lose surviving
Ego-Me

Here
in cooperative home
and Now
in my 71st revolutionary round

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
deep and widely learning
to trust Earth’s curiously sacred
and courageous
peak health
and valley of integral wealth
win/win health care systemic
Yang InFormation
and Yintegral OutFlow

Networks of not-not
double-binding neurosystemic apposition,
sadly anxious
and gladly anticipating more nonviolent dialogue,
less win/lose zero-sum debate
for and against future’s EarthTribal WinWin gains
rethriving positive regeneration thoughts

Less conservatively unbalanced
degenerative negative
anti-eco/pantheo-logical feelings,
Ego Monotheistic Nature v Eco PanEntheistic Polycultural Spirit

More resident of EarthCare Global Peace Systems
cooperative, so not just competitively capitalistic
ecosystemically co-invested in continental/oceanic balance,
so less win/lose survival of one sovereign entitled nation

Or species
straight white male privileged
LeftBrain verbally dominant
anthrosupremacist win/lose or lose/win
karmic conspiracy anxious theories

Not yet anticipating
more deeply integral possibilities

Health caring systems
invite LeftBrain integrity’s inclusive
secular-1/sacred-0
ecotheistic EarthTribe
interreligious multiculturing wealth
caring compassion systems

Too many times sadly
too seldom gladly
sharing trust
in EarthTribe’s health
wealthy ecofeminist future.

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