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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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Color Blind

Some people say they don’t see color
or caste.

I look for others who do see color
and want to make rhapsodies together
with symphonic us.

I long to see more multiculturing colors
and less monocultural monochromatic
white v black monotheistic responsibility
for opportunities at-risk
among those organically gifted mammals
who don’t believe a colorful Earth
could sacredly matter.

Some people see color and say “Why?”
Yet when we can see that same color
within a prism’s octave unity,
wisdom might well engage “Why not!?”

Ask not what your eagle nation’s indigenous coloring can do for you;
ask what your wise owl poly-colored relationships can do
for our way too straight beige nation.
Or, even better, ask both eagle and owl
light perception and night wisdom
as if co-arising spectral passions
and non-violent resonance.

Some people say they don’t see
or hear
or feel color
but have no problem remembering their own,
and how they are
and are not
appreciated for diverse symphonic opportunities.

I look for those who do see color
and hope to make far more wisdom of it
than I could ever imagine
monoculturally alone
monotheistically lonely
monochromatically white
as an unholistic ghost.

With apologies to John F. Kennedy, taking issue with Ronald Reagan black and white reruns.

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Dear Eve of Adam

Dear Eve and not so much Adam
over writing The Clitoral Monologues,

Love your book.
Just one suggestion,
expand your entitlement to
The Clitoral-Penile EcoPoliTickle Dialogues.

Feminist to feminist monopolizing monologues
make merely OK theater,
at best, the first feminist nurturing ecopolitickle opera,
if you were to also become gifted with writing songs
and choreographing exotic clitoral-clitoral non-dueling dances

Your wisdom becomes more cooperatively powerful
on an eco-policultural
co-arising dipolar
neuro-sexstemic therapeutic stage,
clitoral yintegral
with penile yang-poignant thrust
of regeneratively co-passionate revolutions

Our wisdom nurturing anthropocentered
co-empathic health caring selves,
reincarnating evolutionary predators invading receptors
into hunters loving gatherers
of weathiest wise polarities
transubstantiating holariously nonviolent
politicklish co-passions.

Strategically repositioning
the only mono-longing
Sex Business as usual
is a competitive Mine-Is-Bigger Game
with a wealthier Win/Win Clitoral-Penile synergy
of wiser transgenderal politickling co-investments
in healing bipolar oppositions
with dipolar appositions

Like Adam v Eve
reconceiving Adam/Eve
Yang/Yin
cobinary pole/hole

Crown/root polyvagal transformations.

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Reconnecting Creation Stories

It is at least interesting to turn life’s political economy backward
through reverse-time focus.

Life’s memories of an uphill journey,
perhaps even a sacred pilgrimage,
toward an ultimate death of ego identity,
giving way voluntarily, or not,
to Earth’s regenerative potential, or not.

Let’s call this ecoconsciousness of light

As we mature,
we ascend and wonder
if and how and when we might ever reach
what we so hope will be a Win wealthy mind
and Win healthy body
both elegant and robust
somehow

Re-imaged
time revolving against biological odds of decay,
for all future lives we dread leaving behind,
despite our original rebirth problem
of egocentric death,
purgation

Approaching older ages of ominous portent,
youth’s omnipotent hopes more or less dashed,
lifetime’s rewinding feels remarkably easier to turn
disembodied images backward
toward Earth’s original embryonic becoming,
and marvel at compassion’s organic journey
toward this won time and win-worn space

This almost post-mortem summarizing moment
of embodied ego emergence
against all love-line odds

Now more transparent
reviving vistas of distance holy gained
to remind ourselves about how cleverly
and often clumsily,
yet inevitably,
we have arrived on this sacred pilgrimage
toward ego death regaining eco-conscious life,
organic Earth ascending,
continuing to co-arise unlikely rebirth

Until all interdependent bodhisattvas
reach back and forth
toward Alpha and Omega
winning sacred Time again
hard winning organic Place
as these EgoMind/EcoBody twin lenses
transubstantiate back toward one sacred SunLight
reviewing organic EarthPower purpose

Looking backward,
down this pilgrim hill
climbed toward elder autumn moments

Momentous interwoven opportunity feels easier and lighter,
more helpful, even compassionate.

To reframe Thomas Aquinas
with a both cause and effect recycling twist:
S/he who considers
absolutely (0)Source Origins
the highest cause of the whole universe,
namely Earth’s Creator God,
and considers also sacred these remaining effects
of organic EarthPower’s universal pilgrimage
toward fertile eco-omnipotent ego identity,
is most of all called wise.

If Yang GodMind is cause
then so is Yin GoddessBody
wisdom’s in-and-out flowing effect

If God is first Light cause,
then GaiaEarth double-binds
final Light/Power
meaningfully repurposed effect.

This historic organizing organic path
our natural phylogenic evolution
informs our polycultured creation story
of sacramental revolutionary effects
reverse imaging back through anthropocentric absence

Polyamorous organic bodies
continuing throughout this prehistoric journey
looking back through our long communion

Often frightening and angry disuniting trauma
death
loss
necessary anxiety to conjoin anticipation
of 0-soul’s originating
wind coitally covering water
sacred light roundly hovering organic power,
polyamorous YangMind regenerates each polyculturing YinBody

Re-ligiously reweaving
Earth’s optimal Alpha and Omega
Win/Win outcomes
through Passion’s love
for co-empathic Pleasure’s trust

In Earth’s health-wealth optimizing time
along this retrospectively ecological up-crowning space
anthropologically down-rooting
EcoMind/EgoBody cobinding
spirited-Light/natured-Power co-passion

Sacramental organic pleasure’s
polyamorous healthcare journey
beyond anthro-history’s Creator birth.

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Doing PolyAmorous Paradise

When I was eight
I knew Paradise could not be merely secular humane
and yet be kind
and omnipotently divine

when a Great Horned Owl
breathed her last sacred breath toward me,
left alone
while she flew away
to where I would poorly follow
in my robust adult time.

It took me eight cycles of octave eight
to realize why
Paradise must include safe nests for diverse fowl,
politically
and ecologically cooperative seas
flowing complex schools of graceful fish
and surf’s bilateral co-gravity
flowing out here
and ebbing in now
breathing Earth’s healthy paradise past
and wealth-empowering future
polyamorous eternity.

Because an anthropocentric Paradise
would be monolithically,
and monotonously,
and monotheistically oxymoronic,
a scientifically and religiously ridiculous
metaphysical nightmare,
not ecologically sustainable,
not psychologically palatable

not even harmonically healthy potential paradise
because not synergetically
polyphonically
polypathically
polyculturally
or polytheistically healthy
wealth of peak co-empathic experience

regeneratively compelling
and degeneratively disspelling
economically enlightened
and politically empowering
co-intelligent empathic/dyspeptic
polytheistically inclusive
indigenous wisdom design.

Every polyvagal body knows
Heaven begins and ends
in an organically holistic
and politically democratic
globally healthy Earth Garden
with zero-balanced waste wealth stream
and nonzero-soul kind-kin potential
panentheistic elegant integrity,
yes?

So how does denying our naturally embodied climate
and unkind mind-wasting spiritual pathologies
help us become the perpetually ReStorative Paradise
we might synergetically peace together

Healing decadently autocratic Hell
monotheistically against sacredly wealthy
organically healthy Gaia Earth.

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BeComing ReBorn Again

Elder RightBrain felt compassions never die,
they simply enter colonizing peak
and complexly exit creolizing deep
erotic/agapic sexsensory sleeps
co-arising passion’s positive redemption

Not quite so much ecstatically felt
in our first inhale longing breath
as in our last surrendered exhale

Synergetic belonging
co-redeeming breathless pleasure,
however unrequited,
resiliently touches sacred peace
with all indigenously resonant souls

ReGenerating EarthTribe’s healthy heartbeat way
panentheistically anticipating wealthy paradise life
first inhaling birth of longing truth
last exhaling re-birthed belonging

Within Elder EarthMother’s root felt
pronoia choice
empowering FatherSun’s light crown
touching pleasure voice.

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Innocence

Children fill in leaking emotional cracks
in home and family’s nurturing support
with deaf and blind lies
of eternal ever after
nursing happiness

Democratic healthiness
grasped quickly
before autocratic adolescence
turns down our brighter light.

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WeedPatch Therapy

What words do we choose to express our ultimate accomplishments,
achieving our healthiest goals,
measuring our most successful outcomes?

Why do these words,
and our feelings about these choices,
wave in and out of happiness and prosperity,
even when quantitative measures suggest our resilience
continues to trend up and out toward infinite resonance?

We say we could become anything,
but do we mean we might achieve everything,
every power,
but not necessarily any time or way we choose?
How does WinWin associative integrity
accommodate WinLose dissociative history?

Integral PolyCulturists,
global environmental wealth therapists,
holistic health practitioners,
favorably contrast polycultural climax
with monocultural collapse
into rabidly aggressive “weed” patches,
where “responsible owner”
investment “planner”
intelligent “controller”
master “gardener” you
imagined your organically healthy
and sacred-beauty wealthy
well-groomed and wellness-inviting front yard–
rather than an uninvited cancerous infestation
where you intended to extend your healthy ego identity.

We might hope to become more adept polyamorous achievers
by acclimating to less anthropocentric monopolistic aspirations,
competitive Anthropocene climates of self-inspiration
too privileged to care about other-expiration

win/lose survivalist desperations
becoming uncontrollably messy “weed patch” subclimates,
stubbornly monolithic

EarthNatural disgrace
defeating HumanSpiritual grace
of concomitant eco-trust and ego-faith
in cooperatively resonant
win/win well-being resilience

ReCognizing ego’s always limited
co-empathic feelings

Healthy anthropocentric neurosystems
don’t require unwealthy Anthropocene ecosystems
anymore than good love-life days
require bad fear-death nights

Measuring out divine successes
and inhumane failures
day by day,
decade by decade,
life against life survival contests,
invidious “weedpatch” comparisons,
virtuous win/win AnthroMind/EarthBody contrasts,
each and all co-arising
polycultural integrity’s nondualistic potential.

Yet, like Yangish competitive AnthroEnlightenment
over all Lesser Othered-Lives
and Yin’s gooier cooperative co-empathic win/win powers
with Others,
these opposing bilaterals
are also dynamically recycling appositional revolutions

Neurosystemic health within
as ecosystemic wealth without
co-intelligent exchange,
searching for words and deeds
to optimally extend pronoia’s tensegrity
sacredly resonant synergy
organically resilient neuro/eco-therapy,
softly contentious sustainable contentment

Peace through EarthTribe solidarity
and cooperatively-held flexibility,
in-between victimization and virtualization,
in-between LeftBrain doer verbalizations
and RightBrain feeler harmonizations,
in-between monotheistic Anthropocene optimization
and polytheistic EarthCentric integration

An omnipotently
and omnipresently complex neuro/ecosystemic
win/win contentment
and yet often feeling win/lose transitionally chaotic
contentious

An overwhelmingly monolithic “weedpatch” of despair
further polarizing any active hope
of middle-ground integrity’s
AnthroMind/EarthBody repair.

With healthy democracy tools
for front lawn re-landscaping,
monocultures begin to feel like painful resources,
artifacts of pleasure passionate polyculturing Elders

With trust and good-faith wellness
co-governing more ecosystemically wealthy
and neurosystemically healthy
Anthro-crown/Earth-root therapeutic
inter-religiously resonant
and multiculturally resilient
thriving love-life futures.

What looked like monopolistic alien powers over little benign-ego me,
begin to also feel like restoring peace opportunities
with what remains from our former shared polypathic
NeuroAnthroMind/EcoEarthBody co-empathic
passion/pleasure
mind/body therapeutic depolarizing co-identity

ReWeaving promise,
never beginning re-ligious omnipotence
and ever ending dissociative omnipresence,
timelessly wealthy
front lawn win/lose “weedpatch” reseeding
healthy win/win spaciousness.

CoPassionate edible trust
with ornamental beauty pleasure
enlightening resilient climate Nature
continuously co-arise
old composted death
into new life change,
but these are transitions
that have historically favored multiculturally democratic health
and disfavored autocratic “weedpatch” pathology.

All robustly polycultural landscapes
lead to a more globally wealthy Home,
but AnthroPrivileged LeftBrain liberating verbal intelligence
chooses which directions to healthy-democracy walk
and which to unsafe-autocracy avoid

and when it’s time to win/lose contentiously pick up
and to win/win contentedly slow down
our WholeEarth peace-making pace

Calmly anticipating
leaving no anthropocentric weedpatch behind
monotheistically uncared for
and panentheistically neglected.

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Powers of Enlightenment

I’ve noticed our Republic’s
IrReligious RightWing Tree of Life v Death
reacts to root-systemic problems
as if oak strong branches
lifted to majestic worshiping heights
of crowning supremacy
need not be concerned
with watering
and feeding democratic roots
of nutrition
nursing organic trust
and nurturing EarthMother empowerment.

Such behavior feels less organically intelligent
than a sacred Tree of MotherEarth

More like a gang
of Bully Putin Pulpits
and capital addicted TrumPublican Puppets
with upset expansive stomachs,
boundlessly hungry eyes
and private paranoid parts,
and irritatingly irreligious deaf ears

Trying to feed
from entitled top,
trickling down to lowly
leftover
humiliated bottoms,
what we must primally breed
and seed
from deep down
communing democratic trust inside

Roots musing down
and communicating in
to feed organic communion up
and sacred community out

Conserving crown to root neurological tree-systems
resonantly nurturing
harmoniously liberacious crowns
both/and
win/win
organic/sacred
resiliently conservational root systems
interdependently
inter-religiously
empowering/enlightening communion.

Not quite so angry
with enfeebled branched-out leaders
and not mad
with anemically sad internal conspiracies
and bad dis-investment habits
rather than glad co-investment skills

for resolving which top bully,
devouring all challenger bullies,
will next be crowned King
of trauma-riddled TrumPublican triumph

Trumped-up singing:
It’s my party
and you’ll cry
when I want you to.

Meanwhile
democratic grassroot systemic wisdom
burns and blows
drowns and starves

Degenerating patriarchal migraines
and not regenerating grains
of deep-rooted integrity

to feel multicultural health
trust
truth
beauty
pleasure
wisdom
compassion
loving kindness
pronoia peace

courageous polycultural curiosity
about interweaving wisdom
of inter-religious root systems.

Liberating resonant crowns
and conserving resilient roots,
bipartisan integrity of a wealthy
healthy
EarthMothered Tree.

Or so it seems to me
noticing our disunited Republic’s
troubled Tree of CrownHeavy Life
reacting against healthy multicultural democracy

Deaf
to wilderness voices of dying forests
coral reefs
oceans
topsoil
shrinking polar caps
glaciers
rivers

EarthMother’s unenlightened crown of thorns
and disempowering trunk of sorrows,
man-privileged monotheistic
irreligiously and monoculturally wrong
ecocidally desecrating
anthropocentric maladaptive root-trauma

cannot resiliently support
TrumPublican crown drama.

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Growing PolyPathic Perception

“I am circling around love,
around the throbbing hum,
and I have been circling for thousands of days,
and I still don’t know if I am a wounded saint,
or a rainy dawn,
or a creation story.”
Rob Brezsny, in Pronoia

You know the term ionic?

Balancing, like energy finding its most neutral point of stable self-perpetuation.

Also dynamically bionic action across some unstable boundary,
co-relational threshold,
frontier of self and other
subject and object rediscovery.

Ionic stasis is the objective of bionic dynamic transactions,
rather like monotheistic
unitarian stability
may also become
polyamorous pantheistic
universal communication.

Do you know the Word
iconic?

Like a symbol of, yet also in and with some systemic quality
of which it is a participating part.
Like a sacramental funnel cloud
symbolizing continuous revolutions
of Earth’s recycling
reweaving
reconnecting
re-ligioning ecosystems

Dynamically polypathic
self-regenerative and other-referencing
across some stabilizing frontier for co-empathic faith
within a foundational trust, seminal good-faith win/win system
of deductive/inductive bicameral trans-actions,
yang/yin reiterating bilateral structure,
like uracil’s co-binary not/not relationship with cytosine,
double-binding
dipolar

crown liberally refining
root systemic defining
ionic conservational balance structures.

Iconic language generates binomially dynamic interfacing
interdependently re-ligioning active and reactive verbs
re-weaving dialectical distinctions
between ego-subjects and eco-objects
in self-perpetuating relationship
with each co-passionately communicating other.

Binomials?

Like in an out, up and down, positive and negative
co-relationships.
Appositional dipolarities that co-arise, mutually define.
You can’t have me without a you,
1 without a 2,
an out without an in,
salvation without sin,
a tomorrow without a yesterday,
a pleasure-resonant body cause
without a compassion-resilient mind effect.

Each bit of iconic polynomial (P) information
is also not not binomially dynamic communication.
Each P=N(NP) passion-truth/pleasure-lovely co-engagement
includes an appositional not untrue dispassionate disengagement,
implicated,
as in David Bohm,
bilaterally convexed/concaved, as in Bucky Fuller
explicitly belonging within convex singular subjects
and not yet implicitly longing concave dualistic objectives
without lovely
sacred
organic communication.

You know the term ironic?

Where an AntiChrist outcome
feels like it’s just the opposite anxious incoming
of what was anticipated
as a Christian objective?

Yes, like to become so fluidly flexibly stretched yintegrity
that you eventually develop a more ionically unstable
and unhealthy
YangRight v YinLeft
unbalancing despair
of wanting ionic conservational powers
and ironically needing bionically liberating love,
implicitly longing for bicamerally intelligent mind passions
co-arising bilaterally interdependent body pleasures.

To become so polypathically consilient that you begin to discover binomial rhythms
patterns
transmutations
regenerating complex ego/eco-logical prime
and indigenously primal
crown/root
sage/muse
mind/body
thought/felt
passion/pleasure iconic co-relationships,
ionic resonance of yintegral concave pleasure
into more resilient tensile strength
of Yang-ergodic
panentheistic
convex passions.

Ionically conservative communications
with ironically co-invested
binomial liberations
of polypathic crown/root
mind/body
ego/eco bicameral
bipartisan comprehension,
Left/Right
mono/poly-amorous
bi-hemispheric
convexly passionate
FatherSun salvific enlightenment
synergetically engaging
EarthMother co-redemptive empowerment.

Like LeftBrain ego-swelling ionic imbalance shrinks
as eco-indwelling of RightBrain
trust-passion/beauty-pleasure balance swells
into binomial confluence
bicameral complexity
bipartisan inter-religious creolization.

Bionic human crowns
with iconic divinely rooted bodies
appreciating liberal-conservational irony,
synergetically polymathic
and integrally polypathic.

Not not knots.

Who’s there?

You.

You who?

Yoohoo
liberally singing
through a transparently bilateral
co-arising appositional notYang/notYin
bi-hemispheric crown/root dynamic dance
within a binomially co-arising mind/body
passion/pleasure
unitarian/universe.

Nondual dipolarity is as difficult to orthodox
iconic irony grasp
as is not-1/not-0 co-binary
ionic orthopraxis clasp.

Because nondual not-this/not-that dialectical function
is for yangish orthodox monotheistic
anthropocentrically ionic grasping,
and for yin-flow orthopraxis
of polyamorous bionic clasping.

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