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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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Struggling For Democratic HealthCare

If I became a pronoia non-schizophrenic
I might begin channeling Jesus of Nazareth
but, instead, dealing with my real world dysfunctional family,
with messianically depressing delusions
refracting illusions of gift-it-forward co-redemptive grandeur
leading cooperative economic explorations
into remembering pronoia hopes
resilient win/win regenerativity
despite win/lose verbally abusive
and actively distrusting history

Struggling to pacify
remaining cognitive v affective dissonance
about bodhisattva empowering
and economically enlightening assignations,
therapeutic communication
respectful of our integrally democratic constitutions.

Organic frames of sympathetic reference
and nonviolently communing dialects
and double-binding co-empathic
depolarizing dipolar Yang/Yin permeable
AnthroMind/EarthBody boundaries

Sacred anthropocentric messiah
of universally lonely
monotheistic protagonist ideation
within organic EarthBody bodhisattvas
of unitarian belonging
polytheistic pronoia win/win experience

AnthroMessiah/EarthBodhisattva
co-empathic peak health/wealth resonant
extended family longing/belonging resilient
cobinary resonant AnthroFamily care-giving
longs to belong inside GaiaBody’s forgiveness
for past SacredMe v OrganicWe antagonistic hubris.

Pausing too briefly for peaceful family rainbows
of divine co-elational bliss
predicting further appositionally sustainable
spiritually healthy longing
and physically wealthy belonging
wu wei Tipping Points in-between Yang struggling bodhisattva with
and not messianically against
Yintegrity’s sacred/organic
extended family bicameral transformation.

Belonging within Earth’s bodhisattva climate of wealth
longing to cooperatively embrace
AnthroMessiah’s peaceful Gaia Hypothesis
therapeutically supporting
our extended organic family’s pronoia vocation

While dealing with my real world dysfunctional family,
with messianically depressing delusions
refracting illusions of gift-it-forward co-redemptive grandeur
leading cooperative economic explorations
into remembering pronoia hopes
resilient win/win regenerativity
despite win/lose verbally abusive
and actively distrusting anthropocentric history.

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BeComing ReBorn Again

Elder RightBrain felt compassions never die,
they simply enter colonizing peak
and complexly exit creolizing deep
erotic/agapic sexsensory sleeps
co-arising passion’s positive redemption

Not quite so much ecstatically felt
in our first inhale longing breath
as in our last surrendered exhale

Synergetic belonging
co-redeeming breathless pleasure,
however unrequited,
resiliently touches sacred peace
with all indigenously resonant souls

ReGenerating EarthTribe’s healthy heartbeat way
panentheistically anticipating wealthy paradise life
first inhaling birth of longing truth
last exhaling re-birthed belonging

Within Elder EarthMother’s root felt
pronoia choice
empowering FatherSun’s light crown
touching pleasure voice.

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Universal Rhymes in Unitarian Times

If Eastern eco-redemption
integrates unitarian-longing bodhisattvas
perhaps
Western peace-salvation
engages universal-belonging co-messiahs.

When highly functioning just-us
CONSCIENtious organic bodies
are also
1 eco-zone of co-redemptive dancing

Then deeply flowing peace-full
RELIGious sacred minds
are also
0-ego-zone of salvific
EarthPatriotic/GaiaMatriotic
resonantly singing
resilient dancers.

Just because relationships resonantly rhyme
doesn’t mean they are always
and everywhere True
AND
Because resilient correlations rhyme
throughout reasoned time
and seasoned space
also does not kindly mean we are never
and nowhere
not amusingly
not paradoxically
falsely True
co-messianic universal singers
bodhisattva unitarian dancing
EarthPatriotic
and not not GaiaMatriotic

Just as PolyNomial OR Not PolyNomial
open questions
may invite
Universal PolyNomial AND Not Not PolyAmorous Unitarian
co-redemptive responses.

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Sacred Time Greets Organic Space

Qualities of empowering
and too often disempowering time
lurk within quantities of Yang
spatially in-forming
Yintegrally ex-flowing out
co-empathic peace-full powers.

We are organic eco-climates
sometimes
thriving summers
other times surviving winters,
qualities of sacred ego-cultures
praying for,
while preying on,
rich quantities of composting Earth’s co-relational powers
over EgoSelf v EcoOther’s underpassing
overpassing Self /Other’s WePowers against
monotheistic global powers
except within panentheistic quality time’s
passing-on poly-empathic healing powers

Not toxic qualities of maladaptive loss
and monoculturally addictive waste,
pain and irreligious dispassion
atheistic anxiety and monolithic anguish
fear and anger
bad and mad
organically sad Anthropocene neglect
and desecrating ecocidal abuse

While anticipating more regenerate Great Transition qualities
more positively AnthroPassion/EarthPleasure
wealth-liberating Mind inside health-conserving Body
crown/root hypnotically therapeutic
bipartisanly democratic
win/win co-empathic
Universal-Me/Unitarian-We dipolarities
are not MonoMe v PolyThee bipolarities

Appositional EitherPositive/OrNegative
LeftHemisphere verbal integrity
within paradoxical Both/And RightHemisphere nonverbally engaging
prescient WinWiseMind/WinOrganicBody
sacred/organic co-intelligent feelings

SageWise enticing and MuseIntegrity seductive
wealthy-passion/healthy-pleasure quality time
opportunities to heal Anthro-monoculture
v Earth-polyclimate win v lose competitions
with co-empowering AnthroMind/EarthBody promise
disempowering neuro- v eco-systemic trauma risk.

WinWin profoundly democratizing opportunity
and WinLose AnthroCapitalizing
less religiously organic Gaian health
while pursuing DivineGrace v HumanDisgrace addiction
to more desecrating
disorganizing
bipolarizing chaotic pursuit
of autocratically paranoid
AnthroPrivileged all-consuming wealth

Destroying yin-quality
mindfully revolving sacred climates
yang-quantitatively spacious
polyculturing organic cultures
co-arising +0/-(-1) co-binding
co-empathic thought/felt
+1Yangiversal/-(-0)Yinitarian
taoist paradoxical enlightenment

Empowering indigenously organic
prodigiously re-ligious
bicamerally co-intelligent
nondualism

Pronoia’s democratizing MotherGaia
-(-0) Unitarian HypoThesis
decapitalizing over-investment in
Paranoia’s autocratizing FatherGod
+1 Universal MonoThesis.

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Wilderness Sanctuary

We are natural bodies outside
engaging spiritual souls inside

So also,
and more significant integrity
in this domesticated desecrating
lack of thriving

We are timeless souls
with spacious bodies

Sexual souls
with sacred bodies

Some sages called
to wild-muse ordination
of sensexual singing souls
communing sacred dancing bodies

Inside pleasure history’s
reweaving healthy rites
outside passion mystery’s
re-ligioning wild wealth sights

Of natural wilderness bodies
restoring spiritual sanctuary souls.

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Speaking Trumpian Truths

Trumpian authority
seems to believe
disassociative chirping
and well-oiled chatting
is his OneGod messianic duty
to speak hard apartheid truths
to unrepresented unpower,
those already poor
in unvoiced sacred spirit

Hard truth manscapes
of RightWing monopolistic impatience
enabling catastrophic climate trauma

Without first actively listening
for bilateral win/win
EarthTribe integrity’s potential

for hearing enlightened co-operating
wellness voiced
and health-choiced
inclusive multi-reconnecting intentions
empowering more resilient systems

wholey open
EarthMother trans-parent health
and safe-wealth
re-ligioning vulnerable climate integrity

Compassionately pleasing
polyculturing
animistic grace-full EarthTribe
indigenously rising wising peace
restoring ecojustice

uprising
naturally out
spirited inside contagious
indigenous conventions

Speaking up
for co-empowering
enlightened
panentheistic WholeMindSpirit

integrity re-connecting
re-ligioning
neurosystemic trust

trauma-informed
in Universal LeftMind’s
Unitarian RightBody

compassion’s wealthiest web
of sentient TruePeace passion lovers
mentoring safe win/win
robustly healthy pleasures

While curiously noticing
kleptocratic hypocrisy
seems to believe
chatting up OneGod messianic duty
speaks enlightened hard truths
to unrepresented unpower

Disempowering
those already poor
in unvoiced sacred spirit

Manifestly
woman festively destined
to inherit gospel singing Heaven
and compassion dancing Earth.

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Brilliant Resilience

Singing with outside voice
while dancing inside healing choice

Represents ancient sacred reconnections
provoking verbal thoughts
invoking nonverbal feelings

Amusing muse professions
re-presenting nonviolent communications
contentiously contenting.

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Speaking From Felt Experience

Enjoying Earth’s promised land
of compassionate
multicultural communion,
we share a preference for deep
rich soil
and fertile green-blue
resonating surf

As our bodies adjust
to rocky and prickly
either me
or not me space

And our minds flow
back and forth
through gooey both “me”
and organic neurosensory “we”
peace searching times
of glad/bad memory,
healthy peak and unwealthy valley
remembering felt body trauma
and mindfully resilient therapies

Inhaling Earth’s past sacred unions
Exhaling into conjoined future
compassionate communion.

These reflections came to mind
this morning
as I recalled a recent clergy question:

“What did you FEEL
when you first read
this proposal for a change
in our corporate
orthodox
Universal Salvific
and Unitarian CoRedemptive
liberated feminist tradition.”

I remember listening for neuro-sensexually
enlightened language
for distinguishing core
empowered/disempowered Feelings
primally limited to:

Glad-anticipating win/win peak mind/body experiences
Bad-anxious about lose/lose dualdark valley experiences
Sad-depressed about my own win/lose long-term chances
Mad-about suppressed short-term survival
odds against overpowering PatriarchalGod’s
timeless dispassion.

My gladness trying to thrive
despite an unholy trinity
responding to trauma history
of multigenerational peak/valley surfing
change

Transitions
in glad health opportunities
reforming bad unease
sad disease
mad missing ease
invoking dissociative
neuro-sensexual despair
informing future opportunities
for compassionate repair.

Out of twenty
LeftBrain verbal dominant responses
to this spirited natural feelings question,
only two mentioned feelings
underlying
predicting positive
and negative
and ambivalent thoughts.

One said both glad about opportunity
for deep communal dialogue
and sad about lowly lay victims
speaking against too powerful and unenlightened
religious professional orchestrations

Us v them rhetoric
creating a polarizing culture
of win/lose
0-sum
closed-off
competitive
destabilizing trauma

Lack of EarthPeace
and Restorative Justice
in the deep rich soil
and fertile green-blue surf
of nature-spirited communion
opportunities for peak dialogical experiences
of LeftMind/RightBody
enlightened/empowering
FatherSun/MotherEarth co-passionate
revival.

Another wise woman elder responded
with “confused”
which encompasses,
without resonantly resolving,
all of Glad and Bad
Sad and Mad
chaotic flowing mind
feeling toxically disembodied
from sacred healing peace
restoring EarthTribe Justice
co-passionate mission statements
EarthTribe healing vocations.

What no one said
was “compassion”
for the romantic-comedy of peak experienced Glad
and the traumatic-tragedy of dark valley experienced
Bad’s
short-term Mad
and long-term chronic Sad
Lose/Lose absence
of healthy
enlightened
messianic minds

Surfing through empowered
co-redemptive neurosensory
bodhisattva bodies
of spiritual/natural
mental/physical
co-passionate communicators

Win/win naturally resilient
co-mediating spiritual practicers
rooted in peak experiences
of comprehensive synergetic feelings
more resiliently Glad
than dispassionately Bad

Speaking our restorative justice
free and co-responsive win/win
searching truths
to patriarchal/capitalist
win/lose systemic trauma.

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Messiahs and Bodhisattvas

What do top and bottom
above and below
leader and follower
day and night
mountain and valley
up and down
above and below
high and low
pole and hole
convex and concave
vertex and vortex
frontsides and backsides
dominant and recessive
north and south
colonizing and creolizing
without and within
transcendent and indigenous
crown and root
sperm and egg
knowledge and wisdom
thought and feeling
mind and body
orthodoxy and orthopraxis
light and power
enlightenment and empowerment
exegesis and eisegesis
capital and corporal
SunFather and EarthMother
salvation and co-redemption
justice and peace
orchestration and co-mediation
accountability and co-responsibility
investment and infestment
co-arising and co-gravitating
have to do with
causing health-loving Egos
and effecting wealth-living EcoSystems?

Asked his
MonoTheistic Yangiversal
messianic thoughts
of her
PanenTheistic Yinatarian
bodhisattva feelings.

Not sure,
s/he replies,
Perhaps messiahs sing
while bodhisattvas dance?

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