I hope to visit next Sunday
on a warm
sunny
early PeaceGiving afternoon
Outside with my wounded Daughter’s
extending therapeutic family
with win/win playful
and richly resonant intent
Inside her new
young
empowering
and cooperatively enlightened
Thankful
mind-full music
and muse dancing
mythically
mysteriously
majestically joyful home.
“The core of knowledge is love”
Satha Sai Baba
This dark November night
in New England
has come but midway
I, not so bright,
have given in
without a fight
to insomnia.
Above the small round yellow light
on my factory 48-pane window ledge
overpowering my bedroom walls
soar grayly up
toward a faint 16 foot ceiling
dark, also not so bright
when time to pay the factory’s bill
for heat
and light.
I woke up thinking about natural love
as my perfection of spiritual knowledge,
which is so far from perfect
that compassion too often remains
hypothetically unhealthy;
again, not such a bright
yet curiously necessary light.
My love has preceded coming out,
but has also followed from
indigenous perfection
of matrilinear knowledge,
that resiliently courageous DNA
embedded inside the nucleus
of each of “my” organically cooperative
synergetic,
win/win home team
cells
made of more resilient knowing might
than this stretched out
November love of night.
I remember warm
sacred EarthMother
resonant wealth
holy of home wholenest feelings
Fresh from Her womb
therapeutic Beauty feelings precede
but also restoratively follow from
perfectly healthy democratic trusts
in spiritually regenerative Truths
transparent as tonight’s opaque glass
vulnerable to personal
yet multigenerational ass
umptions
That insomniac drifting meditations
and medications
will not, tonight,
ease my economic
and politically vulnerable knowledge
my compassion’s transparency
sadly feels less brightly resonant,
Less depression-proof resilient
than these remaining hours
before dawn relights
Earth’s coloring in knowledge
loving powers
To turn off lights
in timely nights
knowing the end
Brings new knowledge
begun in EarthMother’s sacred love,
Integrity’s Great Reweaving potential
green cooperative history
Knowing sight
and meaningful
resonant resound
As my night seizure knowing son
rolls over
peacefully in love’s eternal
Loving Here
greets Knowing Now
Regeneratively bright
might imagine starlight
singing to revolving
ringing shadowed
deep autumn night.
Tomorrow is local election day
to reconsider transparent
climate trauma’s multigenerational knowledge
politically and economically vulnerable
to EarthMother’s long love memory
regenerating empowering
enlightened ecofeminists
Supporting bicameral knowledge
of democratically healthy
recreative
loving health/wealth balance
Before and after knowing
light’s brightest night
kinda perfect passions.
Passions bring us to this sacred EarthTime.
More regenerative
when cooperative
and less resiliently competitive
when degenerative
Less producing fruit
of Future’s regenerative
integral
Whole OpenSystemic potential.
Individual subsystems more compassionately play
than dispassionately work competitively
at surviving
midst fractured remnants of a fertile Earth
Once more indigenously
nterdependently enlightening
polypathic
than a stubborn MonoTheistic
Patriarchal
Win/Lose Capitalistic Closed Entropic ZeroSum
worldview
Of sterile
LeftBrain reductively dogmatic
cynical greed,
powerlust,
competitive lack of trust,
dissonant AnthroSupreme
MonoTheistic
Othering distrust.
If my only choice
is to deify Love
or richly commodify Hate,
I will not further blaze a four lane runway
flying off toward ballistic Hell
homophobic racist bait.
If Earth’s glad regeneration
has brought human spirited nature
to this global climate crisis
of win/lose competing cleanliness
StraightWhite purity
next to Patriarchal MonoTheistic godliness
What polyculturing rooms
and stages
and universal frames remain
for compassion
more than gloom
doom
apartheid zoom rooms
To cooperatively practice healing
nonviolent meditating
win/win communicating
predator/prey creolizing
interdependently realizing
Rainbow Holistic
iconic transubstantiating healthy-wealth
double-binding
co-arising relationships
matter too
Binomially
bicamerally ubiquitous
almost ridiculous
to dualistically ignore
nature/spirit’s co-intelligently regenerate
preference for healthy association
rather than unwealthy dissociation
Healthy/wealth reconnecting
inter-re-ligioning
prime relationship design
Win/win
cooperatively nuanced complexity
within a hyper-estatic Goddess Gaia Nest
for ecofeminist students
of win/win ecopolitical empowerment
enlightening our already holonic NonZeroZoned spirit
of EarthNature’s restoring sacred hand
Naturing Compassion’s LeftHemisphere
deductive strength of reconnecting thoughts
with RightHemisphere’s inductive flowing feelings
for restoring EarthHealth
wealthy peaceful passions
Without win/lose partisan Doubt
and with win/win eco/theo-logical
bicameral Decision
NonViolently,
and, more precisely,
compassionately delivering us
into this sacred ClimateTime
of health/wealth optimizing choice.
We are here
sexing
and singing
mindfulling our Perceptions and Questions
together in this now present
gifted Time
To eat and work together
for our cooperative
and ancient thriving health care,
of course,
But,
also,
and perhaps even more pre-historically
pre-anthrosupremacy,
to sing and dance together
to win/win play our root vibrant chakras,
and cooperatively think
by feeling together
sharing co-invested sacred wonders
and compassionately embodied awe,
of course,
And to embrace our EarthTribe sexuality,
our wild natural spirited climates
of climax and relax,
elapsed spacelessness
and relapsed time
of Yang and Yintegral
Heaven/Earth CoOperative Peace
Between ego Patriarchs
and ecosystemic Matriarchs,
transgenderal
multigenerational
regenerative democratic
organic organizing
Evermore sacred,
less merely secular sensory-neural systemic
LeftBrain verbalized reflections
transmutations
transfigurations
transcendent transubstantiations
Climax Yangish revolutions
of a sacred penetrating mountain
baptized in EarthPowered ecofeminist flow
of HereDivine/NowHumane
bilaterally resonant enlightenment
delight
For a global health/wealth
positively developing
unfolding
reweaving climate
of this
our politically correct time together
within Earth’s Great PolyCulturing Communion.
In ecstatic climaxing designs
for healthy multicultural communications
ecopolitically correcting
currently imbalanced
unhealthy
disempowering outcomes
Our most resiliently robust productions
derive from nonviolent communions
compassionate to restore cooperative
healthy EarthJustice
Resilient democracy in green co-invested peace
repurposing relationships for mutual equity,
co-empathic integrity,
win/win cooperativity.
This NonZero HomeZone
is our most integral design
for health and safety thrival,
composed of egocenters
self-extending primal family zones
of great regenerational transition,
and our primary shelter
for cooperative relationships
with neighboring boundary habitats.
Zone One,
furthers interdependently defined
lonely shade from other neighborhood properties
since the number TwoZones
in co-passionate thriving re-membered relationship
within our municipal
eco-political
democratic communication,
designing unitarian green communities
with woke regional interreligious education
and nondualistic natural/spiritual
indigenous wisdom reformation
Sharing Zone Two
lived fully
gratefully
gracefully in our daily
sacred experienced community
conjoining double-bound interreligious cultural connections
to our eco-politically ego/eco-organizing
HealthCare Design Team
for Golden Ruled bioregional optimization
of wealthy co-invested atmosphere,
ecological soil,
cultural drinking water
interwoven in this robust economic climate
of cooperative design
for win/win multicultural compassion.
Completing this holonic Open System Fractal
is Zone Three,
Gaian EarthMother
still cooperatively rebirthing
healthy
resilient
spring climaxing climates
remediating rebirth
with all cooperatively designing
organic EarthTribe species,
Currently excluding anthrosupremacist Zone Four
dualistic employment
of de-nihilistic CAPITAL-HEADED fundamentalists
worshiping anti-recreative design
bowing to autocratic StraightWhite militarized altars
of politically uncorrected Patriarchal Capitalism
LeftBrain dominant
suboptimal
win/lose
ZeroSum healthcare design.
Said Earth’s Oceanic Therapist
to Heaven’s Meditation Master,
Silent,
aparting meditation
naturally exhales
toward inhaling wet green co-passion
dipolar communions
following appositive surfing inquisitions
of courageously resilient undercurrents
for co-arising curiosity.
Wanting,
needing,
craving an orgiastic climax
bilateral
dipolar warm and welcome baptizing
Without first give and taking turns
active working,
listening and speaking
nonviolent foreplay
co-passioning cooperative intent,
Is like going to church,
singing Bach’s Alleluia Chorus
before getting back into our aparting cars
and trucks,
trains and planes,
ready for another exhaustive
extractive
sexless secular week
of win/lose devolutionary weakness,
Said Earth’s sex therapist
to Heaven’s green communion liturgist.
Things One and Two
visited Fitness Planet Earth,
a land of milk and honeyed promise
NonJudgement NonZero ego-health zone
for nonviolent communication,
Emergent win/win nongrunting
nonslamming
noncursing
active compassion
in language
action
reaction
responsive positive communication
Internally and externally bilateral space
placed promised time
timeless co-empathic consciousness
CoEmpathic meditation
grows healthy minds
as massage
graceful touching/feeling action
endows multicultural
active win/win mediation
Embodied medication
to ego/eco-bicameral
macroeconomic politicization
Body/mind
Nature/spirit
therapeutic win/win thriving
EarthHealth Fitness optimization
Not win/lose survival of the autonomous fittest
by making my own stressed-out luck;
Instead,
win/win thrival of flexing resilient
fit in ingest
Remaking
reshaping
reconnecting
re-ligioning our cooperative win/win liturgies
lucky co-investments
co-empathic
bilaterally polypathic
resonant RightBrain Feeling ecopolitically engaged
And resilient Left verbalized intentions
of liberal loving logical win/win poli-economic
retributive judgment-free nonzero planetary Zone
For reconnected empowering bicameral enlightenment
For intelligent
cooperative
co-invested
democratically healthy
co-designing future egohealth/ecosystemic
co-relational wealth
Collateralized opportunity
to optimize thrival trends
for planetary
health/wealth fitness,
Said LeftBrain dominant
Thing autonomous ego One
to RightBrain nonverbally flexing
Things bilaterally ecosystemic
and polypathically interdependent,
Two.
Note: This piece is inspired by a combination of Nonviolent Communication studies and practice and a recent re-entry into Planet Fitness, a judgment free zone for nonviolence and potentially for integral compassionate work and play, cooperative win/win respect, mutual regard, active wealth of healthy embodied bicameral minds, for both cognitive ThingOne and emotive ThingTwo, resilient strength and resonant flexibility.
When I sense a pathway
in between my mountain of narcissistic need
to control my relationships
and all my anthrosupremacist rivered lessons
cause-effect linear
verbal assumptions
with nonverbal consecutive resolving
and unresolved ambiguous feelings
Veering away from dark trauma
blue loneliness
and toward ego- and eco-therapies
of green abundance,
When I feel polyphonic harmony,
synergy between and within my interior biosystem
Deep listening,
and not digging for control,
even eventually,
settling in for perpetual unconditional co-control
both/and nuancing interdependent co-investment,
enlightened co-empowerment
empowering win/win resolutions
of thoughtful conscious feelings,
Transparently rivered valleys
of neuro-sensory unvoiced
win/win resolving
solvent flowing return choice
soothing past win/lose sensory traumatic
in-between
Decisions for economic
Whole Systemic
pro-ecological
co-relational
multi-lateral solidarity
of animus mundi awe,
holonic nature-enspirited
History encultured
Yang/Yintegral timelessly
unconditionally regarded,
esteemed sacred space
Of balanced
co-relational place
InBetween old and new
internal sensory rivers of feeling
win/lose anxious trauma
and environmental stress
And anticipating health
and felt wealth of ego/eco defensive
yang/yintegral safety
actively co-investing
in shared economic and pro-ecological,
cooperatively reborn,
original prime NonZero Zone,
ego/eco-matriarchal political relationship
Win/win restoring
health/wealth optimizing
new/old green wisdom
nutritional communication deals.
Mental
mortal traumatic anxiety
is a metaphor for physical pain experience
As anticipating personal therapeutic healing
is analogically connected to absence
of win/lose cultural pathology
in a bad air
anxious atmosphere
climate.
Atheism about sacred healing Benefactors
is not so much a theological position
as it is a disconnected memory,
disembodied experience,
dissociatively anthrosupremacist,
non-panentheistic
In a secularizing monocultural climate
often PatriarchalCapitalist nationalistic,
fear and anger-rooted
cognitive/affective chronic dissonance,
dis-ease,
stress,
detachment from Whole Systemic Healthy EarthMother’s
traumatic
laborious
nihilistic experience
of autonomously stressed-out
disordered monotheistic humanity.
WhiteHot spiritual truths
represent DarkCool natural beauty
Matters interweaving
regenerating
co-passioning
creolizing multicultural communions
ProLogical resonant voices
going way back
to indigenous healthy nature
for and from
co-investing wealthy ecospirits
balancing bicameral eco-political powers
Enlightening polypathic
meta-polyphonic
prime co-relationship
DiPolar full meaning choices
are empty of dark straight male privileged voices
within Zen Zeroist
EarthHealth Taoist
White spiritual truth matters
of dark natural beauty manners,
enlightening
as also empowering
bilateral balancing appositional depth
of healthy cooperative meaning,
not so much oppositional width
of individual wealthing purpose.
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