Integrity
pursues a sacred panentheistic journey
in conjoining interdependence
While integrity’s sacred potential
is a still emergent
health-wealth salvific optimizing
transcendent engoddessing
EarthTribal progressive process
Of co-passionate
eternally timeless
momentary being
becoming united
through humble-theistic co-relationship,
Both sacredly We divine
and secularly Me humane.
That first black and white
grainy
strangely fluid
floating
flat screen view
of the early developing individual
inside EarthMother’s womb
Reminds me
of that first
full-spectrum green and blue
strangely white cloudy
moistly floating
slowly revolving
flat screen view
of home planet
still developing
evolving
revolving Earth.
A LeftBrain dominant individual worldview
from a RightBrain bilaterally individuating
Self/Mother
Home/Other
co-arising contextual perspective.
I find it difficult
to see these embryonic becomings
as if emerging from
monotheistic v panentheistic
ego-transcendent v ecosystemic immanent
imminent
degeneratively emergent
anxious Original Sin.
Original corruption,
degeneratively mortal design
implies our Creator,
our recreative natural/spiritual processes,
our Yangish MonoGod,
our Yintegral PanEntheistic regenerativity,
Made an anthropomorphic
inhumane
unloving
win v lose
zero-sum calculated mistake
Original Sin
concludes that humane spirituality
is dualistically severed
from divinity’s naturally regenerative
integral
organic
synergetically co-relational
win/win potential
before any umbilical cord
is surgically severed.
This, in turn,
confuses a LeftBrain dominant
either true or false
way of competitively adding v subtracting
win/win multiplying nonviolent regenerative health
for both mother and child,
Earth and her EarthTribes
Back before white privileged
LeftBrain dominant males
disproportionately developed English,
Further back
before linguistic empowered language
evolved from economically enlightened
numeric quantification
scale
organic rhythm
syncretic nurturing pace
integral sacred felt space
curiously intrigued
emergent win/win
co-relational
metric
fractal DNA patterns
of co-attaching
healthy co-investments
Infant organic neurosystems already knew
Earth’s bilateral inspiring intelligence
was troubled
when the following were no longer nondualistically sensed
as self-referencing
regenerative
integral
synonymous win/win experiences:
life as love
resilience supporting resonance
nature outsiding inside spirit
body-mind
EgoBaby/EarthSystemicMother
Passionate compassion
humane-divine
secular-sacred
ego-ecosystem
autonomy of interdependence
oneness of zero
linearity of spiraling circles
fullness of empty
Historic Culture
justice of peace
equity of integrity
Health optimizing wealth
Me of We
individual relationship
colonizing creolization
competitive cooperation
Either/Or reconsidering Both/And
linear bipolarity co-arising circular dipolarity
Prescriptive Thoughts emerging from descriptive Feelings
cognition of intuition
perceiving EarthTribe receiving
secular space throughout sacred time
Imagining my journey
since my first black and white
prematurely grey grainy
strangely fluid
floating
flat screen worldview
of ego-home planet
still developing
evolving
revolving
health wealthing
sacred
full-spectrum
spiraling MotherEarth.
Buying corporate profit tickets
to this June’s PRIDE event
does not feel therapeutic,
where once lived public trauma.
Another annual rite
of well-bred socialization
political masturbation
with no flavor of resistance
to white-washed Capitalism’s greed,
to straight Patriarchalism’s need
to rapaciously breed
to gluttonously feed
on humble margins
of truly empowered
LeftBrain dominant humanity
not RightBrain depressed
demonically repressed
satanically oppressed
devilishly suppressed
Right supremely unimpressed
by deeply felt insanity
born a profanity
against Earth’s Straight
White
God
False idol
of patriotic
nationalistic pride
parades before
and lingers after
sins against EarthMother’s uncapitalized
anawim
Our planet’s
traumatically wounded child,
x-rated
x-rayed
x-cised
by homophobic toxins,
divinely inspired hate,
monotheistic vengeance-is-mine
militaristic fate.
This, and future, summers of inclusive love,
I would give away invitations to PASSION,
co-passion
compassion
compassionate integrity
of Left erect
correct cognition
greets Right flowing
enlightened growing
synergy glowing
sacred felt reconnecting
concelebrations
Of timeless
dipolar co-arising parades,
out-rageous raving displays
of globally spectral
spectacular
spiraling circular rainbows
Sacred hope promises
from regeneratively ribboned faith
for love
of EarthTribe’s holy
co-emergent DNA diversity
deeply held
in silent summer whispers
Inviting year-round
and full
and sweaty wet PASSION plays
stories
narratives
epic songs,
starred night light
and lunar displays
Flowing Right
Left strength
universally full
uniting Color
Healthy polycultures
wealthy multicultures evoking
not revoking
compassionating
never mindlessly sedating
fully woke
out celebrating
Earth’s PASSIONTribe.
My GreenLeft side
resists AngryYang
win/lose competing AngloPowers
for making money
commodified
secularized MonoTheistic
world conquering views
Supporting GodGiven economic rights
to colonize sinners,
more easily divided
from the AnthroHerd
when not white
not straight
not male
While my RedRight inside
recovers from ancient wounds,
frightened
angry
disappointed
sacred sad absence
of Holy Yintegral
Win/Win cooperative
EarthTribe co-investments
In
By
Through
Of
From
Sacred ecological nurturing
pan-sensory
systemic bicameral co-passion
Liberally nurturing AnthroWealthy love
consuming EarthIntegral values
co-arising healthy newborn life
Like sunlight above
is to Earth dust
lust
must
bust
crust below
LeftGreen consciousness
of previous peak experiences
Rooted in regenerative
sacred
supernatural is also spiritual subliminal
inter-religious multicultural values
Are green/red ultraviolet positive,
unless disvalues
or misvalues
Are not not unvalues
unconscious
unknown
unloved
uncherished
ungifted
undivine
not humane,
unbecoming
To my emergent GreenLeft side
sense of healthy EarthTribe
indigenous integral balance
Resisting AngryYang
win/lose competing elitist AngloPowers
for making money commodified
secularized MonoTheistic
world views
exclusive of PanenTheistic
EarthCare opportunities
for compassionate
therapeutic communication.
Do we choose silence
not only as a tool
for self-protection
when speaking
our latest chapter stories
feels unsafe?
But also stern silence
may become a weapon
to ward off apathetic enemies
of our straight
hopelessly white
monotheistic
monopolistic
patriarchal capitalist
enemies
Who would not seem to care
to love us
more than we ourselves
can love them
as part of us
right now
left multiculturally
and ecofeminist
silenced here.
As you go
and liberally grow silent,
I may quietly
then traumatically
hear,
as isolating time
sticks ominously by,
“I am not your constant un-masked friend,”
and, thereby,
an ominous self-fulfilling prophecy
emergently erupts
in punishing response,
“I cannot remain
your therapeutic good-times,
vaccinated against silent unease,
healthy
co-empathic musing friend,”
To trust when skies grow silently dark
and night descends
beyond despair
to safely share
stressed Trauma
Itself first felt ray
of restoring justice promise
despite this loss of salvific
passioned hope.
Prosperity losses steal
from future compassion
already while first silenced weapons
dream denying
relentless truths of suffering
lack of healthy opportunity
to speak our fears
out loud
with those who trust
our trembling tears.
I grow increasingly concerned
about living in an unhealthy monoculture
of educational
evangelical
judicial
legislative hubris
Rhetorically LeftBrain dominant
verbally debating
which empowered opinion leader
will improve my personal consumer powers
and ego-incorporated
greed productive profits
In this competitive big Dog
eats little not leftbrain dominant
feminized nasty dog
predative worldview
In which straight white male dominant
militarized
police state supporters
capital profit performers
for self-aggrandizing opulence
corpulence
corporate satiation
Slick as opioid addiction
to causing pain
supporting profitable relief
through drug-addiction management,
Corporate sponsored
unhealth
uncaring
inhumane unwealth
predation strategies
With no apparent worthy survivors
after we professionally
corporately
predatively kill prosperity
of all our individual
competitive pleasure-seeking consumers
off our superficial entertainment regimen
and away from our own RightBrain
cooperative
compassionate health care
environmental
sacred indigenous
natural/spiritual nondualistic
bilateral contextual intelligence.
What we need
therapeutically want
expect our teachers
clergy
judges
and elected representatives to wisely administer
is health and safety
of this
and future humane
regenerators of bicameral
bipartisan
multicultural win/win compassion,
Sacred
indigenous
health/wealth equitable care
So,
our universal EarthTribe
becomes more economically co-invested
in win/win political values
Empowering integral
holistic
equitable health care reception
Which is also
enlightening
trusted
safe wellness,
prosperity,
wealth care
cooperative EarthPeace production.
How you doin’?
Why are you feeling
how we are doing
here in our unspoken thoughts?
Right now
here
perhaps far from our deep
primordial feeling
reservoir
Of what are your passions
doing?
Abundant warm regarding
compassion
Or cold scarcity of time
to thrive together
Healthy Me
as polypathic
wealthy We
PolyPhonic Muses
deeply engaging
more wellbeing dipolarity
richly co-arising
Rather than merely amusing LeftBrain
choices Win/Lose ZeroSum
We Win
so Other Loses
While entertaining linear cause-effective
traumas
of felt scarcity,
isolation,
anxiety,
dissonance
Pre/Post Traumatic Dissonance
cognitive v affective disempowerment
violent internal reactionary
bipolar
LeftBrain monotheistic
Either DivinelyGood
or HumanNatured FailingSin
Deductive
reductive StraightWhite PatriarchalCapitalist
or Othering
not market ready
for optimizing AnthroSupremacist
predative opportunities
To re-evaluate how we
are LeftBrain and RightBrain
doing
Responding to AnthroSupremacist
while feeling RightBrain
Both/And Win/Win
suppressed/oppressed
Disregarding our shared
Whole Open
yet WarmWombed
Original Sensory/Sexual regenerating system
Integrally
fractally
octavely
dialectically
bilaterally
mindbody
time-spaced
identified/individuated
EgoSelf/EcoOther
overwhelmingly repressed
By what passions
doing?
Win/Lose ZeroSum
survivalist suppressed
Subclimates
and monocultural duress
Deep and wide
anxiously depressed
Sometimes more
and sometimes less.
Thanks for asking.
And how are you
too a mess?
My RightBrain disconnected
oft neglected
cerebral gooey problem
is an up front noticing
then forgiving
part of LeftBrain rebalancing
then reconnecting
natural/spiritual
noncompetitive dual-
patriarchal-
capital-
bipartisan-
bipolar-isms
Over riding
striding nondualistic
nonviolent
co-passionate eco/theo/dia-logical
indigenously panentheistic
resonant experience
Detoxes statically
statistically
three dimensional
dominantly predative
systematic
monotheistic disempowering
monopolistic unenbrightening
monoculturally dull and frightening
transcendent
non-fractal prime dimensional
fourth revolutionary
spiraling regenerative
extending health
wealthy logic
Not so sunny
or funny
as inter-religiously green
polyculturally woke
and multiculturally seen
LeftBrain healthy identity resilient
is also
RightBrain wealthy integrity
resonant
Best praxis
dipolar co-arising axis
for spiritual muses
of co-passionate natural music
For regenerating EarthTribal health
is also
resiliently felt safety
wealth
BiCamerally intelligent
therapeutic re-solving integrity
more peacefully elegant
for great therapeutic
win/win co-passionate potential
As found
sadly unwound
in original RightBrain disconnected
and neglected problems,
Prickly deductive wealth
engaging gooey inductive health
newly just now rewound
more elegantly profound.
HeartChoice,
the Why
of my prayers,
invocations,
anxieties,
deep learning anticipations
Music of Integrity
throughout compassion’s timeless
walking wounded prayers
Felt inside Win/Lose violent history
of uncivil suffering
mystery
of Either/Or non lullaby
Discord rooted and stuck
in fundamental lack of soul
for multicultural flowing courage
swelling BothNature/AndSpirited lungs
and throats
and tongues
and bicameral hearts
and bilateral hands
discovering capital heads
in copassionately curious root
HeartChoice
compelling well-sung
HeadVoice,
the What of my prayers,
invoking lyrics
Win/Win bicameral health/
wealth of vocal ecopolitical analysis
advocating Golden Ruled individuals
Witnessing trauma’s global light
shedding shadows
whispering ecotherapeutic local power,
Enlightened mystic minds
within empowered bodies,
Balancing egos
within harmonic neuro-ecosystems
spiraling binomial
double binary dynamics
healthing HeadVoice
co-invested wealthing
HandReJoice,
the How of my active prayer
as dancing DNA regenerations
choreographing bilateralized experience
that social-psycho consciousness
is not first a matter of unsung healthy faith
but of primordially felt resonant wealth experience,
through co-empathic copassionate music practice
Singing staffed ribbons
inscribing vibrato octaves sung
well-rung resonance
both multicultural
and nonviolent,
Both nutritional
and win/win cooperative communal
ego/eco-therapeutic corollary chorus
resounds
Searching out resilient myths
of beauty’s truthful history,
thought as felt
co-empathic mystery
Unfolding Head
and Hand
and Heart
TriPolar bilateral communication
of vastly deep healthy wealth
long-term resilience
speaking up for WholeEarth Open
Radiant FullSpectral Light
and SoundPower Systems
For achieving the How
of our cooperative
co-invested operas
and spoken word projects,
Beauty prayers
hummed in mythical well-being
vibrating therapeutically together
Growing less isolation nightmares
and “Fix Apartheid SundaySin For Us”
empty prayers
invoking militarized self-righteousness
and other dystopian
Straight White privileged
AnthroSupremacist
LeftBrain Dominant
universal nation
patristic capital invocations
advocating
Either EgoWins/Or Eco-Loses
ZeroSum
Closed NeuroSystemic
Devolutionary W/L AnthroGame Theory
Cognitive/Affective dissonance
socio-psychological trauma
chronically stressed
disintegrative miseducating losses
outweighing cisintegral muses
natural/spiritual extended peer
re-education
health/wealth
muse dynamic systems
Avoiding unhealthy prayers
for unwealthy
unwise vocalizations.
We are here
sexing
and singing
mindfulling our Perceptions and Questions
together in this now present
gifted Time
To eat and work together
for our cooperative
and ancient thriving health care,
of course,
But,
also,
and perhaps even more pre-historically
pre-anthrosupremacy,
to sing and dance together
to win/win play our root vibrant chakras,
and cooperatively think
by feeling together
sharing co-invested sacred wonders
and compassionately embodied awe,
of course,
And to embrace our EarthTribe sexuality,
our wild natural spirited climates
of climax and relax,
elapsed spacelessness
and relapsed time
of Yang and Yintegral
Heaven/Earth CoOperative Peace
Between ego Patriarchs
and ecosystemic Matriarchs,
transgenderal
multigenerational
regenerative democratic
organic organizing
Evermore sacred,
less merely secular sensory-neural systemic
LeftBrain verbalized reflections
transmutations
transfigurations
transcendent transubstantiations
Climax Yangish revolutions
of a sacred penetrating mountain
baptized in EarthPowered ecofeminist flow
of HereDivine/NowHumane
bilaterally resonant enlightenment
delight
For a global health/wealth
positively developing
unfolding
reweaving climate
of this
our politically correct time together
within Earth’s Great PolyCulturing Communion.
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