I hope to visit next Sunday
on a warm
sunny
early PeaceGiving afternoon
Outside with my wounded Daughter’s
extending therapeutic family
with win/win playful
and richly resonant intent
Inside her new
young
empowering
and cooperatively enlightened
Thankful
mind-full music
and muse dancing
mythically
mysteriously
majestically joyful home.
Some body
wants some thing
some space
some time
some Other body’s place
Some individual
ego-incorporated
organic wealth
health systemic
mindbody wants to resonantly thrive
to resiliently survive
Some body
cannot compete with BusinessAsUsual
resolve
against trauma-induced Need feelings
with sufficient therapeutic compassion thoughts,
co-investment plans,
co-operating dialectical designs
To accept denial non-responses
to transparently
vulnerable
sacred polycultural
inter-religious
health/wealth invocations,
EarthGoddess reflective
resonant
resilient invitations
into peace
restoring EarthHealth
systemic justice.
Some body
wants what?
For what health
wealthy felt resonant reason?
Why can’t we gratefully accept
history’s tone deaf manipulations
economic oppressions,
political suppressions,
polyvagal dissonant
neurosystemic repressions,
LeftBrain overpowering
militarized
commodified weapons
of unenlightened
Great White Father
patrilinear capital competitions
Left hemisphere dominant
pedagogically verbalized
ecologically secularized
theologically desecrating
wounding
divisive monotheistic impressions.
Some body
needs to become empowered
through our shared depression
panentheistic oppressions
Further disabling already trauma compromised
lifetime resonant health
is never also pathologically dissonant
internally imploding
absence of indigenously resilient
ego/eco-systemic embodied
bilaterally resilient wisdom
Musing,
integrally fusing,
left hemisphere cognitive verbal dominance
suppressing right hemisphere interdependently
intuitively felt inside synergetic Voices
Indigenously wrestling
with sacred singing and dancing
spirit/nature
mental/physical jubilant choices
Panentheistically sacred
healthy democratic
ergodically resonant harmonic
bi-ionic co-binary
mind/body energy
Compelling Truth/Beauty
Yang/Yintegral
bilateral
binomial
bipartisan co-arising
light/power co-reinvesting
in seven regenerational
EarthHealth Muses
For humane ego-centering
divinely ecosystemic
inside wise resonant muse
spoken word resilient inside Voices
For outside sacred music
restoring healthy inter-connecting
eco/theo-logical choices
For abundantly non-oppressive
non-violent communion co-passion
Green resilient health/wealth
co-investing life
for love of natural nondualistic
Yet non-zeroistic
nonviolent Taoistic
indigenous wisdom
Of some body
wanting some thing
some sacred place
some health caring space
for expanding indigenous wisdom
Cooperatively co-governing
Yang/Yintegral
co-pedagogical
muse-elegant
integrally resonant
right brain prominent
eco/theo/egological
Some body
wants some passionate thing
some sacred space
some inspiring time
some Other inspiriting body’s
MeWe cooperatively resonant
bicamerally resilient
co-empowering music
muse
moving on
graced place.
I have an inside Mother Eartha Voice
which She would prefer
to keep hidden
given any cooperatively healthy
democracy choice.
Mother Eartha
does not necessarily trust
the sexy grace
and beauty
of all Her StraightWhiteMale
potential Allies
College educated
but RightBrain contextually
environmentally
straight white privileged
tone deaf
Unaware of Her
inter-connecting
inter-religious
panentheistic
paradigmatic
compassionately co-invested
therapeutic
dipolar co-arising
spectacularly unsurprising
BiLaterally systemic intelligence
dialogical
non-combative
non-violent
co-passionate dialectical structures
Wherein LeftBrain conscious
mending and amending effects
follow RightBrain healing
safe health feelings
Stem
from biochemical roots
of Win/Win Trust,
anti-dogmatic Win/Lose MisTrust,
and anti-apartheid
RightWing anthrosupremacist
monotheistic
colonizing chronically anxious
Distrust
DisConnection
from evangelical parental sinners,
business suit
fundamental Either My Dogmatic
StraightWhite PatriLinear Purist Way
or life’s great traumatic
Business As Usual
marginalizing
dissociative
disabling
criminalizing
predative
commodifying
degenerative anxiety
Provoked by RightWing
PatriCapitalist Win/Lose
unhealthy deformative
RightBrain anxious degenerative
traumatizing highways
Do not make the best
healthiest
safest pedagogically therapeutic
bicameral Yang/Yintegral
deep health/wealth listening
restorative justice
bipartisan balancing TaoWays
As yet under-explored
by raspy voiced
StraightWhiteWesternMales
in tweedy academic
and competitive corporate
and commodity misgoverning addictive
alcoholic cycles
StillBirth worshipping
outdated Win/Lose dominant evolutionary theories
justifying society’s punishing violence
as divinely bestowed dogmatic authority
to wear ballistic
monotheistic
monoculturing harmful
capitalistic Business Suits
Of subconsciously disarming despair
confused by why multisensory media
are most nonverbally fluent
affluently well-sung
gracefully danced
True indigenous Win/Win Nature
Dipolar bicameral democracy
equitable interdependence
co-arising co-investing
Mother Eartha’s co-passionate Soul
of bicameral message/media
SecularTruth/SacredBeauty
holonic spirit voiced choice
ReLigiously ReConnected
mysteriously
mythically
musically
operatically
epically revolutionary
As to why EcoFeminist Sacred S/He
would not trust
StraightWhitePatriarchal He
to share our cooperative
co-invested Mother Eartha bed
Or head
or heart
or more root chakra
sacred harmonic
dialectical
dialogical
active dia-thematic
therapeutic parts
Safely good and healthy
for what traumatizes
Mother Eartha’s sacred
diminished
disabled
RightBrain prominently wounded
intuitive mused Voices.
Go ahead
Dare to invite him
to a climaxing fall-colored picnic
To read you his obituary for himself
and for you,
subject to future updating
round perspectives
free for changing
still-evolving revolutions
Then,
my retrospective therapeutic turn
to introspectively review again
past traumas
of EgoSpection
surrounded outside
by his contextual EcoSpectral Spectrum Spectives
warm and cool,
freezing and redhot
climaxing traumatic knots
Not to out loud trust
speaking these Interior Obituary Inspections
about myself
and also His Exterior FullSpectral ReInspected
vulnerable truths, as I would heal them
through more transparent healthy wealth
of mutual compassion
slowly moving forward.
Then,
while opening the picnic basket
and our impassioned historic mouths
to speak of our possible future
re-amending revolution,
We take in all we can become grateful
for receiving now
here,
in this sacred dining
graced reperspective place
through our correlational experienced time
space within this eternally nutritious
nature seen and nurture heard
compassionate communion
grace
In this
our eternally momentary
yet fully spacious
nonzero zoning sacred space
For further IntroVersive Speculation
Exterior AdVersive SpecuElation
RetroInversive
CoReVersive Spectator Meditations
Spectacularly vulnerable
IntroAdversive
SpecCumulative
SpecUlative Reflections
On MeWe personal health
is also our cooperating political wealth
to socially empower
and culturally enlighten
economic incorporating cooperation
with nonviolently positive
psychologically therapeutic
nontraumatic communication
WinWin v WinLose
our polyvagal wavering way
OK
but inviting more friendly
cooperatively co-invested
Left/Right DiPolar ReInSpections
reigning in co-passioning consciousness
of win/win co-relational banalities
cognitive/affective rebalancing
thought/felt binomialities
nondualistic wisdom
indigenous Left/Right
redeveloping naturally spiritual
embodied mind realities
Indi/ExtraForming Genius
genous
generous
regenerate
Ego/Eco-ReIntroductions
ReInductive outflowing consciousness
ingrowing rememory
outgoing
MeWe reflowing
NonZeroZones
of inside/outside double-boundary baskets
and tongue-speaking lungs
on a picnic for nonviolently recommunicating
our CoPassionate RetroSpectives,
autumn harvest
obituary perspectives
Of two separated
yet still married gay men
in our sixties,
with memories as a Southblack/Northwhite couple
and as parents
of four wounded
gratefully adopted children
of color
and diverse genders
and gender preferences
and transgender questions,
Longing to live
in a global climate perspective
of universal empowering healthcare
and unitarian eco-outside green respectives
multiculturally woke
enlightened consciousness
yang outside health
is also yintegral inside wealth
Of polyculturally green ecosystems
producing healthy multiculturals
ego/eco-loving
NatureEarth-ReSpirited
EcoFeminist Win/Win
cheers and chills
for this
our RetroSpective
CoEmpathic
ReUnion.
Shrouds mystically cover
sad shadowed environmental things
as clouds hover
over ego/ecological glad relationships,
Earth empowering,
Heaven enlightening
like outside’s natural winds
of evolving tradition
and inside’s spiritual breath
of revolving
bilateral
inter-communications
In/ExFormational BiCameral Systems
of prickly thought things
and gooey
shrouded
binomially felt co-relationships.
When thinking of indigenous wisdom,
I feel more globally open,
more universally connected,
hoping to hear with multicultural listening ears
and astutely perceptive eyes
deductively retouching
inductively felt nonviolent communications
with all natural/spiritual dipolar
bicamerally balanced EarthTribes
present
immigrations from Earth’s past
emigrations toward co-passioned future
EarthMother Wisdom
is what I mean
to fulfill resonant-resilient
TruthBeauty co-arisingly integral
potential Indigenous Open and OutWildness
InBetween sacred Heaven’s radiant health
and natured Earth’s empowering wealth
for restoring EarthMother Justice
By means of internally
and anciently
perennially felt
cognitive/emotive nonviolent recommunionation,
Universally bicameral unitarian
nonsectarian
nonjudgmental
nonviolently resilient polypathic
win/win multicultural outcomes
Of Blue/Green Whole Spectral Health
wealth of Ultra-NonViolet EarthMother Peace
for all God’s innocent moon-soothed infants
waning
and waxing,
exhaling
and inhaling,
degenerating
and regenerating,
Tender
and wildly mild
wealthy explosions
and healthy implosions
Of nonviolent intention
outbound
for compassionate retention
inbound
Earth care giving
as indigenously reverse
recursive receiving.
God’s oral,
and Gaia’s ancient anal
naturally spiritual laws
are win/win discursive,
not win/lose debating,
when climate polycultural conditions
are democratically healthy thriving
Not blaming,
judging,
shaming,
cursive,
as when monoculturing colonizations
of EurAsians autocratically
and kleptocratically sick
and barely monotheistically surviving
curiously endure inhumane denial
of runaway capitalist win/lose
LeftBrain dominant
straight white patriarchal
lose/lose ego/eco-fading systemic nihilism
Repression of ecowomanist mindfulness
lustiness
integrity
bilateral resilience
Suppression of post-traumatic climate stress disorder
Depression
of PolyCultural Sacred Law
for and of
humane sensory EarthTherapeutic Justice
Musical
mindfully mused
meditative medication
as Blue/Green
4/4
Who Are We For?
regenerative rhythmed peace.
If I can say it,
but not sing it,
or even hum a resonant melody
that feels like it,
then perhaps my greater gift
is silence,
at least for now,
until toxic seeds
ripen into our healthiest
resilient,
harmonious,
fertile wealth.
So, sing to me,
divinely doctrined Missionaries
and patriarchal Terrorists
offering personal
individualized
autonomous salvation
swept into heavenly soprano Paradise,
When
and where
and why on Earth
does God hum
and Goddess ooh,
“Partisan dissonance is healthy”?
Or, in reverse,
Cooperatively sung
re-connecting
re-ligioning harmony is
economically
or ecologically
or theologically
or politically
or psychologically
or socially
or religiously pathological,
unrailed,
derailed,
demonic.
Isn’t Holy Spirit resonance
of co-invested cooperative compassion
chanting
and channeling just the opposite?
In Her organic EarthTribal Golden Rule
Resonant Ratios
Golden Rings flowing
glowing
all-encompassing Holistic Elixir
of vibrant vibrato faith?
Filling our bilateral ears, hearing
what eyes see conducting nonviolent change,
mouthing tastes of sweetness
and bitterness,
saltiness
and sourness,
majors
and minors noticing
what nose natures comparatively smell,
feeling surrounded
by outside touching
operatic transformations,
large and small stage colonizations,
intricately performed fugue creolizations
Peacefully listening with diverse equanimity
integrity
dignity
unity without uniformity
Feeling quality of healthy v. challenging sound
resounding societies and astonishing cultures,
polycultures and monocultures,
democratic and autocratic tones,
Giving positive and negative voice
to dogmas and creeds,
dramas and greed,
nuts and seeds,
breeds and feeds,
thoughts and deeds,
intentions and bleeds
divine pleads and humane heeds
Regenerating active just investments
and peacefully rejoiced infestments,
secular passion
and sacred Out/InTegrity,
Above/Below harmony
EitherNature/OrSpirit deductive
verbal LeftBrain tools
BothSecular/AndSacred inductive
Golden Win/Win Holonic Paradise
pools and schools
of indigenously wise profound.
Discord grows LeftBrain dominant
military-industrial
Win/Lose ZeroSum
enslavement to competitive over shouting,
to over extracting,
to monoculturally extinguishing
healthy harmonious
resonant
blue/green theo/eco-logical
sky enlightening radiance
Earth empowering cadence
bicamerally balancing integrity’s pleasure
promise
Reducing anxious traumatic stress dissonance
of win/lose anthro-supreme overshouting
by anticipating harmonically inspired
win healthy communion
to win wealthy call outs
chorused shouts
Alleluia
ending GreatLove songs,
Ohm
and Amen,
oohing
and humming sacred grace
Missioning terrific peace
well-sung
more than terrorist colonizing war
unstrung.
As autonomous Space
is to emPowering internally uniting Matter,
So too is eternal stasis,
emptiness of incarnate co-relational,
changing,
flowing Time
to enLightened Energy,
Whole OpenSystemic,
universal
Lose/Lose past ZeroZone
absence of verbalized memory,
through Win/Lose present
window to Win/Win future
nondualistic Ego-place
within EcoSystemic synergetic Time
Left/Right bilaterally hemispheric
intelligent SpaceBody/MindTime.
Therapeutic tipping points
of a pointless
purposeless ego life
Repurposes meaningful
primal ecosystemic
Whole ReGenerative Systems
of
and for
secular/sacred
purposefully meaningful
co-passionate relationships,
rooted in nonviolent communications
for ReStoring
and ReStorying
Earth Justice/Peace.
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