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Interview With A Narcissist

I need to know
if you have seen
or heard anything from me
or about me
that would cause you to hesitate
to hire me full-time
for the next sex worker
and spiritual director
and financial co-investor
position

Opening up
on your personal
and political empowerment team.

I would also like to know
if you have seen and heard,
tasted and smelled,
felt and touched
anything positive
compelling
engaging about me

That would discourage you
from firing me
from my current part-time position
enabling your fears of losing me
to some better
bigger
more powerful,
possibly even somewhat more enlightened
and less angry,
narcissist.

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Might Be An Isn’t

So,
she autistically
and powerfully
said,

One me
plus one you
makes two

And we two
minus one me
leaves you one

Which feels like not
quite enough
for ego sufficiency

But one whole lot more
than zero deficiency

Because Dr. Seuss sings
of zero BirthDay rings
and EndDaze spirited non-things

“If we didn’t have birthdays,
you wouldn’t be you.
If you’d never been born,
well then what would you do?…

Why you might be a WASN’T!
A Wasn’t has no fun at all.
No, [s]he doesn’t.
A Wasn’t just isn’t.
[S]he just isn’t present.
But you…You ARE YOU!
And,
now isn’t that pleasant!…

If you’d never been born,
then you might be an ISN’T!
An Isn’t has no fun at all.
No [s]he disn’t.
[S]he never has birthdays,
and that isn’t pleasant.
You have to be born,
or you don’t get a present.”

And sacred co-prescience

One me
plus one you
makes two,
and now
aren’t we pleasant
co-present?

Note: Dr. Seuss quotes are from “Happy Birthday To You!”, 1959, when I was celebrating seven sacred birthdays.

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Protecting Healthy Environments

Integrity’s celebrated potential climax
lies togathering
inviting solidarity
in MeWe co-arising intersections
of nature-physical health anticipation
gracing,
not effacing,
spiritual-mental wealth perspication

Musing resonant LeftDominant voices
singing musical RightProminent choices
of and for
causally effective
sacred communion resilience

Of dialectical process
LeftHemisphere thought antithesis
co-operating RightHemisphere felt
hypostatic thesis
win/win seeking
bipartisan
bicameral
bilaterally integral synthesis

Dipolar co-arising
thought health/felt wealth
of polyvagal neuro-systemic
win/win safety
in resonant
resilient
brilliantly functioning
flow extending climax.

Synergetic revolutions
overwhelm oppressively obvious feelings
that RightWing Othering partisans
empowered,
but unenlightened,
are hopelessly desecrating corporate capitalists
commodifying cynical political economic beliefs
that will ultimately lose/lose
degeneratively
nihilistically prevail

Inducing Predative Othering partisan alliances
against public,
democratic,
and global climate,
polycultural systemic health

Actively seeking more resonant therapies
for resiliently win/win cooperative
multiculturally musing
amusing
co-passionate mental embodied health
expanding deep
sacred panentheistic wealth.

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ReSolving Spirals

My RightBrain disconnected
oft neglected
cerebral gooey problem
is an up front noticing
then forgiving
part of LeftBrain rebalancing
then reconnecting
natural/spiritual
noncompetitive dual-
patriarchal-
capital-
bipartisan-
bipolar-isms

Over riding
striding nondualistic
nonviolent
co-passionate eco/theo/dia-logical
indigenously panentheistic
resonant experience

Detoxes statically
statistically
three dimensional
dominantly predative
systematic
monotheistic disempowering
monopolistic unenbrightening
monoculturally dull and frightening
transcendent
non-fractal prime dimensional
fourth revolutionary
spiraling regenerative
extending health
wealthy logic

Not so sunny
or funny
as inter-religiously green
polyculturally woke
and multiculturally seen
LeftBrain healthy identity resilient
is also
RightBrain wealthy integrity
resonant

Best praxis
dipolar co-arising axis
for spiritual muses
of co-passionate natural music

For regenerating EarthTribal health
is also
resiliently felt safety
wealth

BiCamerally intelligent
therapeutic re-solving integrity
more peacefully elegant
for great therapeutic
win/win co-passionate potential

As found
sadly unwound
in original RightBrain disconnected
and neglected problems,

Prickly deductive wealth
engaging gooey inductive health
newly just now rewound
more elegantly profound.

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Urgent Health Democracy

Amusing sacred A-musings
like Atheistic A-gnostics

ReDiscover resilience
where Trauma is some part of Life

Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance

ReUncover indigenous integrity
to feel wise reculturing nuances
between naturally Therapeutic
multicultural spirit dynamics

Health optimal democracy
grows wealth of opportunity
for deep octaves
of integral systemacy

Integrity
rather than feeding
and overwatering
more Traumatic risk
of patriarchal
capital-growing
opportunistic duty

To ReGenerate eco/theo-logos reflections
on what we healthiest communionate:

Am I Self protagonist
against Other antagonist
egocentric?

Or
EcoSystemic’ly healing
healthy wealth in-forming out-goes
AnthroSublime
more than Self/Othering
AnthroSupremacist
winning over sinning today
to avoid losing disembodied identity
in some disenfranchised tomorrow

Hurtfully devolutionary
monoculturally ordinary
retributively penitentiary
cruel and unusual anti-fairy
dissociatively deflectionary
not inter-religiously extraordinary

Apartheid
lack of compassion’s transparency
experientially coreflectionary
nondeflective musicarried
win/win vulnerably co-revolutionary

Our MeWe
green peace operatic
operations wu-wei
healing PatriCapitalist historic harm
dousing further climate flames
of even more CancelCulture NonCommunion
lack of amusing charm
in LeftBrain’s dominating ways

Toxic
anti-systemic worst days
entropic best nights
endemic absence
of bilateral
binomial
bicameral cooperative plays

Musing inspirations
do not lose gratitude
for our best day attitudes
nor operatic curiosity
about Politically Incorrect furiosity

Worst day fears and angers
about what EarthTribe lives endangered
have been WholeEarth lost
to future expiring
un-musing
unraveling spirals
of dynamic
epic
Earth respirations
inspirations
exhalations
operatic muse desperations

In A-gnostic octaves
double-fractal coloring keys
Me without We forgiving
history’s broken win/lose nest
dissociating nature-spirit’s We celebration
indigenously healthy best

In tegrity,
co passion
a musing muses
of nonviolently sung communication
danced in spiraling fire circles
of octave-structured resounding sound
and music Earth empowering
and sacred Sky enlightening sight

Bicamerally co-governing
therapeutic co-invested
anti-trauma co-infested
co-amusing muse

Singing HerPassion storic
rebirthing
revolving
EarthMother/Child infantstructured
co-operations

Amusing sacred A/C-musings
co-arising A-theistic energies ergodic
A through Z octavely harmonic
eco-logos theognostics

ReDiscover Win/Win cooperative resilience
where Trauma is always red-sky warning
some win/lose non-therapeutic part
of EarthTribe Musing Life

Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance,
co-redemptive resilience.

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Sacred Music

Sacred music
is not a performance Thing,
an exterior-focused
ego-enhancement event
that expertly v nascently happens
to win/lose competitive
LeftBrain dominant Me

An individual
dissociated ego-identity
divorced from eco/theo-logically reflective
systemically interconnected We.

Music
muses and amuses
my resonant climaxing relationships
of co-passionate interior robust eruption
revolving voiced resonance
between and around robust WeMuses
forming and flowing
and resonantly reforming
our multiculturally cooperative constellations
of resilient resound,

Standing and dancing
to heart and mindbody sing
ring out and back in-between
Past’s wounding and healing history

Predicating Future’s PatriCapital transcendent
monotheistic Fracture
brokenness
sin
ignorance
AnthroDivine supremacism

And Future’s healthier promise
for growing,
feeding,
watering EcoPolitical panentheistic Yintegral Flow

Healing
restoring
bicamerally balanced intelligence
of nondual EarthTribes
indigenous
polyculturing past/future
multiculturing health/wealth

Left/Right Wing
Future GreenCommons Communion
interreligious
intersectional
interdependent
integral EarthHealth
MeWe Golden JusticeWealth
of and for
CoPassionate CommunioNation

A multiculturally cooperative constellation
of resilient MeWe-governing
win/win joy,

Like an often sun-quenched,
occasionally warm rain-drenched,
green cooperatively self-organizing
MotherTree led
natural/spiritual singing
ringing forest

CoPassionately Communioned
health/wealth
ego/eco-systemic
cooperative re-education Optimizing
regenerative systems

Are also not-not degenerating
bemused resonant Both/And health process
with and without sufficient resilient wealth
performing resonant
co-empathic progress

Polyculturing music
polyphonically flowing from Right
through polypaths strong syncopating Left
synergetically co-invested
in copassionately integral
resonant co-infestment
re-creating
re-membering constellations
of amusing health/wealth muses
Past through Future
copresent MeHere Space
WeNow indigenously Timeless.

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Health Systems Grow Relationships

Systems,
like wind and respiration energy,
like climate and cultural integrity,
like social and economic co-invested synergy,
are not tangible individually identifiable
autonomously definable Things,

Systems are made of naturally wealthy,
and continue for spiritually healthy, Relationships,
whether win/lose or win/win,

And so, systems are not easily available
accessible
engaged
embraced for merely deductive
LeftBrain dominant processing,

Either truly healthy
Or falsely pathological
analysis

Of fertile evolving Both/And change
And more doubtful win/lose paralysis.

Systems,
democratically healthy
and more PatriCapitalist
autocratically pathological,
are more resonantly nuanced
thinker/feelers
in-between medians,
double-boundary means
and narrow win/win ways
of and for
restoring indigenous EarthJust syntheses.

Resilient constellations
of win/win organic relationships
felt before heard,
wounded before healed,
blindly heard before seen

Including inter-reconnecting sacred communion
of Eastern bodhisattvas
and Western green cooperative messiahs

Before we were PatriCapitalist communities
longing to return
to co-passionate global Win/Win
golden rule communication

Empowering and enlightening
difficult dialogue
in-between
Cooperatively appositional
nonviolent miscommunicants
severating back in time
from forth
into Earth’s healthy revolving
space

Devolving nihilistic Lose/Lose
discommunicating chaos.

Entropy
does not a complex binomial system
nondualistically make
naturally healthy
and spiritually wealthy
or re-indigenously wise.

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UnCancelling PoliCultures

Animistic
animated health
designing intelligence,
dynamically changing
emerging PoliCulture’s wealth

Is rooted in economic
and political experiential consciousness
derived from,
and arriving for,
integral EarthTribe’s
bihemispheric balancing win to win patterns
tipping forward progressive
democratically yintegral,
not so much autocratic yanged out,
healthy process

Defining/refining
both/and equivocating perceptions
of empowering/enlightening health risks
reconnecting/re-ligioning
secular/sacred EarthWealth,
indigenous wu-wei
Me/We nondualistic
nature/spirit
ego/ecosystemic ladder Poles

Transporting pokey
prickly powering spokes
to flow-hubbed nirvana
holonic ecofeminist Wholes
playing resilient win/win
inventive pro-life-ic EarthJust games

Robusty operas,
gracefilling choreography,
multicultural sexuality of good-sense humor
naturally indigenous ego systems
emerging from deep learning wisdom

Spiritual EarthMother
warm wombed centers
forward feeling
more than conserving backward
win/lose constipating touch

ZeroSum repetitive competitive
PatriCapitalist overpowering
Earth’s Great Turning Communion,
poli-cultural
meta-phonic
Me-We wu-wei
healthing EarthClimate
restoring, not cancelling,
cultural wealth

Of polypathic
polymathic
polyphonic
polyvagal
polynomial
win/win polycultural patterns

Redesigning health
resiliently cultured
intelligent climate wealth

Animistic yintegrity
animated Yang spoke
pregnantly changing holonic hubs
emerging MeWe Woke.

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Casting Earth’s Redemption

I need you to sing
the straight white male lead
in Phantom of Our Opera
as a Catch-22 steed.

I don’t sing with wit
and I won’t dance without it.

But, if that’s a no,
but hard for you to show,
you clearly have our great voice
for such a ghostly part,
you already know the music
you’ve been singing us by heart
throughout rehearsals,
now in your golden years,
so why not take this opportunity
for power’s famous staged reversal?

You offer unstraight
unwhite
unmale risks
of stirring up
and down
and all around
win/lose competition’s envy,
emotional divestment,
baritone emoting enemies
lacking full choral investment.
These outweigh
my Win/Win nondualistic soul’s
song to harmonically say

Earth shows resilient regenerates
when new solo star perforates
penetrates headlines and reviews
footlights ghosting headbrights
reflecting fame’s good news
degenerates longterm capital streaming
patrilinear beaming
neuro-defiant win/lose
must win today streaming
to not lose/lose
post-survival thrival screaming
unstill phantom climax dreaming

Of fractal group
organic Opera Theory
optimally beaming
not dissonantly singing poop
for Earth’s whole straight and not crooked
white and not famously bright
male and ecofeminist ringing
win if I win
and I lose if you lose
singing free of Catch-22’s
phantom divisive sin.

Get somebody else
for your Phantom cast
and multi-degenerative ZeroSummary
historic win/lose evolution recast
to beat into suppress
and shoot to impress
and ghost down repress,
to get even oppress
with RightWing dominant frowns
to shame,
punishing unwealthy judgment
for blame.

How would Earth’s Opera go on
if all those on our cast
felt your win to lose Sums
too risky to famously
win/win blast

Conserving ego-defensive ways
to individually shine
through singing solo days
of wearing ghost-defensive masks
for good health objective tasks

Like performing cooperative win wins
for NonZero Earth’s operatic vaccinations,
box office regenerations,
healthy audiences of resilient nations
cooperatively wealthing
full-octave resonant climate chorus
praising phantom co-pathetic
healthy wealth imaginations.

Then I would be a fool
ghostly worried
about survival risks of being
win/lose buried
beyond all win/win prospects
for multicultural communion

Opportunities for CoOperational respect
synergetically staged
ecopolitics correctly co-engaged
nonzero sung operatic survival
in full-octave win/win
biblical bodhisattva co-thrival.

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UnDomestic Wilderness

When thinking of indigenous wisdom,
I feel more globally open,
more universally connected,
hoping to hear with multicultural listening ears
and astutely perceptive eyes
deductively retouching
inductively felt nonviolent communications
with all natural/spiritual dipolar
bicamerally balanced EarthTribes
present
immigrations from Earth’s past
emigrations toward co-passioned future

EarthMother Wisdom
is what I mean
to fulfill resonant-resilient
TruthBeauty co-arisingly integral
potential Indigenous Open and OutWildness

InBetween sacred Heaven’s radiant health
and natured Earth’s empowering wealth
for restoring EarthMother Justice

By means of internally
and anciently
perennially felt
cognitive/emotive nonviolent recommunionation,

Universally bicameral unitarian
nonsectarian
nonjudgmental
nonviolently resilient polypathic
win/win multicultural outcomes

Of Blue/Green Whole Spectral Health
wealth of Ultra-NonViolet EarthMother Peace
for all God’s innocent moon-soothed infants
waning
and waxing,
exhaling
and inhaling,
degenerating
and regenerating,

Tender
and wildly mild
wealthy explosions
and healthy implosions

Of nonviolent intention
outbound
for compassionate retention
inbound

Earth care giving
as indigenously reverse
recursive receiving.

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