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ReSolving Spirals

My RightBrain disconnected
oft neglected
cerebral gooey problem
is an up front noticing
then forgiving
part of LeftBrain rebalancing
then reconnecting
natural/spiritual
noncompetitive dual-
patriarchal-
capital-
bipartisan-
bipolar-isms

Over riding
striding nondualistic
nonviolent
co-passionate eco/theo/dia-logical
indigenously panentheistic
resonant experience

Detoxes statically
statistically
three dimensional
dominantly predative
systematic
monotheistic disempowering
monopolistic unenbrightening
monoculturally dull and frightening
transcendent
non-fractal prime dimensional
fourth revolutionary
spiraling regenerative
extending health
wealthy logic

Not so sunny
or funny
as inter-religiously green
polyculturally woke
and multiculturally seen
LeftBrain healthy identity resilient
is also
RightBrain wealthy integrity
resonant

Best praxis
dipolar co-arising axis
for spiritual muses
of co-passionate natural music

For regenerating EarthTribal health
is also
resiliently felt safety
wealth

BiCamerally intelligent
therapeutic re-solving integrity
more peacefully elegant
for great therapeutic
win/win co-passionate potential

As found
sadly unwound
in original RightBrain disconnected
and neglected problems,

Prickly deductive wealth
engaging gooey inductive health
newly just now rewound
more elegantly profound.

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Solstice Solidarity

In the beginning
of individual first NoelNights
taking our great climatic breath,

All each of us possesses,
and is possessed by,
is sacred EarthMother

Humble shepherdess
singing vast compassion’s angelic empowerment
of great rebirth
giving enlightenment.

We each represent
remember
recreate
this first EarthJustice health communion

Wealth journey
into last and final Solstice

ChristMassive Eve
invoking universal health care giving
predicting local uniting harvest
of resilient wellness wealth

As we cooperatively push our babies forward
in silent carriages of active hope
to resist a dispassion climate
apartheid climax,
deadly stillborn

Wherein all that remains
of future warm breath generations
are shadow moon
and fading starlight
coldly witnessing
no angels singing
on high
nor below
what was our living
breathing MotherEarth

Now, this day,
still seeking and finding here
first empowering
and last enlightening

Dark and final climaxing
sacred co-empathic
passion storied climate frights

Of first/last bright night’s
final warm music intent
to breathe healthy co-passioned
co-arising journey flight

Breathing in
then together out,

Up
then back down

Western YangFull pride
and Eastern Yintegral Empty slide
dark
final restoring night
of Earth’s synergetic Solstice,
compassion’s resonant story

Greatest journey
patronage over-sold
yet never dark dopamining
seratonin angel told.

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Voices Doubting Sacred Choice

LeftBrain ponderous
Dominant Voice:

When did fear
of Straight White God’s traumatic punishment
for our sins
and for the Patriarchal/Capitalist sins
of our soiled soul Fathers;

RightBrain Felt as
Positive Health EcoChoice:

Overwhelm our love
for therapeutically restoring
sacred Earth Peace
and humane/divine
cooperative
co-invested Green Win/Win
Eco/Theo-Logical Justice?

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Seeking Salvation in Retiring Spaces

Prayers,
sometimes lightly lyrical,
slyly satirical,
self-conscious,
ego-
and anthro-chosen folk
transcendently
yet personally
individually woke,
and sometimes full embodied
passions in Praise Him!
shout out

Echo in-
voking round resonance
with all Earth’s eternal
regenerating lively
lovely resilience.

Prayers
express “I feel”
so invoke “I want,
even actively need”
Trust Statements

Or,
prayers are LeftBrain dominant
performances
of True v False
Health v Pathology
internal v external
enlightening transcendent thoughts
v empowering emotional support,
Reason v Passion Stories.

“Lordy, Lordy
I sure do hope
for active Sunday hope
that Donald Trump
will someday,
although probably not this day,
enjoy a long
and healthy
and unusually quiet,
cruelly serene,
claustrophobically private retirement
into suffering
and mental anguish
over all his many sociopathological
sins against natural
and spiritual,
physical
and mental,
embodied and mindful health care
giving
by receiving
copassionate
co-invested communion.”

In this prayer,
what does grandmother Eartha feel?

Lack of sufficient hope
for robust and healthy redemption,
maybe sadness about humanity’s great fall
into partisan disunion,
probably chronic climate anxiety,
in which She betrays
and is betrayed by
fear of RightWing AnthroSupremacy.

Meditations
on red sky climate warnings
nonverbally remind MeSheWe
together invoke nonviolent polypaths
leading to polyphonic
lyrical and PraiseHim!
for what we all,
with thriving rich resilient souls,
wish for

An unusually quiet,
serene,
private retiring redemption

From Old Testament
PatriCapitalist
Nothern White epic histories
of colonization

We nearly all AnthroSupremely invoke
deep EarthTribal fears
of our own BusinessAsUsual corporate
systemic
nationalistic
white cracker violent
discommunications

And we are all dearly angry
about lack of sufficiently empowering
and enlightening retirement funds
and redeeming facts,

Spiraling polynomially spacious circles
of polyphonic prayers intoned
entombed beyond eternal silence
peacefully polypathic

Invoking
“I feel lyrical” performances
and I need more than mere divine performance
embracing deep Nature/Spirit flow
ing widely polypathic
“Praise Him/Her, We Two!”

Wu-wei extending conscious
polyculturing healthy conscience
continuing compassion’s
discontinuous
EarthPeace Prayer.

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BumperSticker Salvation

I’m behind a dull white Chevy sedan
developing a lived-in look
while waiting for a greener light

With more than sufficient time
to read two rather ragged bumper stickers
in radical red,
relentless white,
and smoky blue.

The left side message
right in front of my resting wheel
reminded me of my waiting shame
that Jesus had to die
because of my personal sins
for which no one else
could even be partially
pulled out to blame

Only confirming
my bad-self flame
burning along with
a ZeroSum Win now
to delay Losing later
our all-in financial
and partisan lame game

Selling out to our competitive patriarchal
hierarchical shame
of predative corporate Christian Capitalism,
which is what remains
of Cooperative Economics
after squeezing all natural
indigenous spirit wisdom
out of wealth
is health optimizing life.

If only I were less selfish
and lazy
about mediating good-faith
healthcare co-investment cooperatives
as I move along
through each nonviolently communicating
day and night

Bringing me back to the bumper sticker
on my right wing
reminding me,
There is room left
at the Cross for me

Which immediately feels threatening,
ominously judged
and found collectively guilty
for my personal lack of faithful
healthy Soul,
big shortages in potential win/win co-investments
like gratitude for PolyCultural GreenHealth Communions
wherever I might stumble into them again
acting like We care
about health wealth resilient Us.

So, I’m tragically predestined
to climb onto the same rugged cross,

[and why is our cross always so iconically “rugged”
rough and primitive
ragged and wretched
manly and rapacious?
Why never graceful,
flexible,
poignant
transformative
potentially metamorphic
compassionate?]

Losing today
to maybe survive until tomorrow morning’s
StraightWhite God
declares redawning
punishing
timeless omnipotence
to judge all my tomorrows.

Yes,
there is a room for me
at the patriarchal foot
and the capital head
of threatening
punishing mortality
inflamed by oppression
of LeftHemisphere dominant
StraightWhite PatriCapital
anthro-divine individualistic
monotheistic supremacy

Worshiping healthy SunEnlightened humanity
by denying a wounding Cross
we have win/lose ZeroSum created
and recreate each day
between each nightmare
against sacred Earth’s polycultural communioning
reunioning
reweaving
win/win NonZero Soul
optimizing sacred Integrity’s
ecological
economic empowering
EarthWealth

Of a love so radically liberal
Jesus could get more democratically down
off our CapitalistCorporate cross

And then
I’m suddenly no longer behind a dull white Chevy sedan
developing a lived-out look
while waiting for my greener light.

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A CoffeeGrounded Moment

Once within eternal Time
a coffee ground
of full-spectral
spacious consciousness,
Might sink in cold water cups

Yet rise to surface in warm oil sublime
joyously buoyant juice

Happiest to float atop
a hierarchy of divinely positioned selection
station
static inquisition

Yet again,
to an individual
free and woke coffee ground,
What is out
and up on top,
In StraightWhite
Patriarchally privileged position,

Is, yet again,
What is down
and inside repositioned
eco-conscious remission
into deep learning privilege
co-arises all our history’s
revolutionary
ecotherapeutic
subdued
immersed consciousness
of dualdark mystery

Universal EarthTribe unitarian
deep health through surface
sufficiently buoyant
wealth,
Ego/Eco Systemically
indigenous wisdom

This coffee ground up
is also ground down
perspectives in-between full
consciousness
of unconscious empty
spiraling dynamics
revolving revolutionary
wisdom

NonZero conscious Zones
NonDualistic
DiPolar CoArising
basic bilateral
polypathic space

Is also felt polyphonic
in temporally respiring
harmonic octaves

Of ecologically regenerative health
double-4fractal prime DNA systemic

Double BiNomial
RedYang
coffee ground’s individual sinking strength
is also buoyant yintegral consciousness flowing

1 nomial moment is to 0-triangulated space
Open Exponential double-binary
therapy-thought/trauma-felt Times
consciously capital bicameral
ego-dignity/eco-integrity binomial
bilateral development

As EgoIdentity
embodies organic multi-regenerative
decaffeinated grounds of Health
empowering Yang BiLateral FullConscious Wealth
Left

Of Wisdom’s Right
EcoSystemic
FullSpiraling
Inspiring ReVolutionary
PolyTheistic
ReGenerous Solutionary

Enlightening yintegral polyphonic
deep ungrounded feelings
Intro/Retro CoInvested
win/win strategic resource
CoInfested

DNA 4-fractals of EcoConsciousness
universal/unitarian
space/time communitarian
left/right bilateral creolian
west/east nonsectarian
north/south repairian
secular/sacred dipolarian
dignity/integrity bipartisans rock
and roll again

CoffeeGround consciousness
naturally PatriCapital up
may be more buoyantly multicultural
Yet no more than equals
not not PolyCultural Communion
down deep

Or up top soon becomes degenerative
unconsciousness,
Lack of win/win rebounding
away from Business As Usual
StraightWhite PatriCapitalist
LeftHemisphere
slick oily
and juicy dominance
Once again on this water drenched
bad
depressing
lack of EarthTribe consciousness day

Preferring deep dark
polycultural
democratic
ego/eco-systemic
health/wealth global conscience

Singing
and ringing red sky climate warnings
yet again
against deep pools
of eroding PatriCapital
sufficient for full EarthTribal
deep root health-chakra consciousness

CoffeeGrounds rerooting
in nondualistic indigenous wisdom theory
that theological experiences
of our Great Immanent
Imminent MotherEarth Spirit
Are doubly rooted

In ecological ecosystemic co-investments,
In EarthTribe’s BluSky enlightened radiance
resiliently floating in compassionate love
with GreenEarth empowering

Health/Wealth Integral
bilateral self/other conscious
GoldenRule
up/down
in/out
ego/eco win/win Ratio

Balancing NonSectarian ReLigious Resilience
of full open-systemic copassionate
bicamerally co-empathic
verbally thought
and nonverbally felt
nonviolently communicating
integral health/wealth consciousness

Once within eternal Time
a coffee ground
of full-spectral
spacious consciousness,
Might sink in cold water cups

Yet rise to surface in sacred oils
of sublime
joyously buoyant
woke up
deep and wide compassion
juice.

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Revolution’s Peace PerSpective

Go ahead
Dare to invite him
to a climaxing fall-colored picnic

To read you his obituary for himself
and for you,
subject to future updating
round perspectives
free for changing
still-evolving revolutions

Then,
my retrospective therapeutic turn
to introspectively review again
past traumas
of EgoSpection
surrounded outside
by his contextual EcoSpectral Spectrum Spectives
warm and cool,
freezing and redhot
climaxing traumatic knots

Not to out loud trust
speaking these Interior Obituary Inspections
about myself
and also His Exterior FullSpectral ReInspected
vulnerable truths, as I would heal them
through more transparent healthy wealth
of mutual compassion
slowly moving forward.

Then,
while opening the picnic basket
and our impassioned historic mouths
to speak of our possible future
re-amending revolution,

We take in all we can become grateful
for receiving now
here,
in this sacred dining
graced reperspective place
through our correlational experienced time
space within this eternally nutritious
nature seen and nurture heard
compassionate communion
grace

In this
our eternally momentary
yet fully spacious
nonzero zoning sacred space

For further IntroVersive Speculation
Exterior AdVersive SpecuElation
RetroInversive
CoReVersive Spectator Meditations

Spectacularly vulnerable
IntroAdversive
SpecCumulative
SpecUlative Reflections

On MeWe personal health
is also our cooperating political wealth
to socially empower
and culturally enlighten
economic incorporating cooperation
with nonviolently positive
psychologically therapeutic
nontraumatic communication

WinWin v WinLose
our polyvagal wavering way
OK
but inviting more friendly
cooperatively co-invested
Left/Right DiPolar ReInSpections
reigning in co-passioning consciousness
of win/win co-relational banalities

cognitive/affective rebalancing
thought/felt binomialities
nondualistic wisdom
indigenous Left/Right
redeveloping naturally spiritual
embodied mind realities

Indi/ExtraForming Genius
genous
generous
regenerate

Ego/Eco-ReIntroductions
ReInductive outflowing consciousness
ingrowing rememory
outgoing
MeWe reflowing

NonZeroZones
of inside/outside double-boundary baskets
and tongue-speaking lungs
on a picnic for nonviolently recommunicating
our CoPassionate RetroSpectives,
autumn harvest
obituary perspectives

Of two separated
yet still married gay men
in our sixties,
with memories as a Southblack/Northwhite couple
and as parents
of four wounded
gratefully adopted children
of color
and diverse genders
and gender preferences
and transgender questions,

Longing to live
in a global climate perspective
of universal empowering healthcare
and unitarian eco-outside green respectives
multiculturally woke
enlightened consciousness
yang outside health
is also yintegral inside wealth

Of polyculturally green ecosystems
producing healthy multiculturals
ego/eco-loving
NatureEarth-ReSpirited
EcoFeminist Win/Win
cheers and chills
for this
our RetroSpective
CoEmpathic
ReUnion.

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Urgent Health Democracy

Amusing sacred A-musings
like Atheistic A-gnostics

ReDiscover resilience
where Trauma is some part of Life

Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance

ReUncover indigenous integrity
to feel wise reculturing nuances
between naturally Therapeutic
multicultural spirit dynamics

Health optimal democracy
grows wealth of opportunity
for deep octaves
of integral systemacy

Integrity
rather than feeding
and overwatering
more Traumatic risk
of patriarchal
capital-growing
opportunistic duty

To ReGenerate eco/theo-logos reflections
on what we healthiest communionate:

Am I Self protagonist
against Other antagonist
egocentric?

Or
EcoSystemic’ly healing
healthy wealth in-forming out-goes
AnthroSublime
more than Self/Othering
AnthroSupremacist
winning over sinning today
to avoid losing disembodied identity
in some disenfranchised tomorrow

Hurtfully devolutionary
monoculturally ordinary
retributively penitentiary
cruel and unusual anti-fairy
dissociatively deflectionary
not inter-religiously extraordinary

Apartheid
lack of compassion’s transparency
experientially coreflectionary
nondeflective musicarried
win/win vulnerably co-revolutionary

Our MeWe
green peace operatic
operations wu-wei
healing PatriCapitalist historic harm
dousing further climate flames
of even more CancelCulture NonCommunion
lack of amusing charm
in LeftBrain’s dominating ways

Toxic
anti-systemic worst days
entropic best nights
endemic absence
of bilateral
binomial
bicameral cooperative plays

Musing inspirations
do not lose gratitude
for our best day attitudes
nor operatic curiosity
about Politically Incorrect furiosity

Worst day fears and angers
about what EarthTribe lives endangered
have been WholeEarth lost
to future expiring
un-musing
unraveling spirals
of dynamic
epic
Earth respirations
inspirations
exhalations
operatic muse desperations

In A-gnostic octaves
double-fractal coloring keys
Me without We forgiving
history’s broken win/lose nest
dissociating nature-spirit’s We celebration
indigenously healthy best

In tegrity,
co passion
a musing muses
of nonviolently sung communication
danced in spiraling fire circles
of octave-structured resounding sound
and music Earth empowering
and sacred Sky enlightening sight

Bicamerally co-governing
therapeutic co-invested
anti-trauma co-infested
co-amusing muse

Singing HerPassion storic
rebirthing
revolving
EarthMother/Child infantstructured
co-operations

Amusing sacred A/C-musings
co-arising A-theistic energies ergodic
A through Z octavely harmonic
eco-logos theognostics

ReDiscover Win/Win cooperative resilience
where Trauma is always red-sky warning
some win/lose non-therapeutic part
of EarthTribe Musing Life

Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance,
co-redemptive resilience.

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Learning to Accept

Thank you Stathi,

I thought this was going to be about Learning to Accept

degenerating ancient bodies
degenerating soulful minds
a degenerating,
indigenously NatureYang/SpiritYintegrally wise EarthTribe
of Organic EcoSystemic MultiReligious PolyCultures:

PanenTheistic
StraightWhiteMale Universal-West MonoTheism v. [and] Queer Spiral EcoFeminist PeaceActivist Unitarian-East PolyTheism,

AnthroSupremacist MonoTheism North 1/0 Sacred EarthMother PolyCultural South

[co-arising dipolar bicamerality]

PatriCapitalist Dominant RightWing/
MatriCommunion Indigenously EcoFeminist LeftWing

[potential for bicameral self and other restoring justice]

Within a more internally/externally
breathing in healthy and breathing out wealthy EarthClimate of Integrity

[GoldenRule, nonviolently applied to one’s own EgoLeftYang Hemisphere
by EcoSystemic RightYintegrity’s Sacred ReGenerative BiHemispheric Potential.]

Which is a journey all about learning to accept that win/lose PatriCapital LeftBrain Universal dominance can be forgiven,
especially as we deep learn
and nonviolently listen
for

PolyCultural Communion,
RightBrain Unitarian prominence
can become MultiCulturally
EcoPolitically
BiCamerally
ConCelebrated
CoPassionate
CoInvestments in thriving Win/Win Health/Wealth optimizing

Creolizing,
sacred inside/outside communion transubstantiating
regenerative healthier climate futures
for win/win thriving
co-investing
cooperatively GoldenRule organizing
EarthTribal regenerations
of bicameral balancing
ego-health/sacredEarthWealth amplitude
gratitude
positive ecopolitical attitude
ecofeminist organic platitudes
from way, way back

before U.S. history,
before English language
before European human history,
before linguistic language
before homosapiens
to DNA’s Left/Right spiraling
health/wealth
nature/spirit
outside/inside
strong/flow
regeneratively climaxing
dipolar co-arising wisdom.

That said, and even bicamerally so,
my LeftBrain ego identity still thought this was going to be about Learning to Accept
eternal win/lose anxiously, chronically traumatic pre/post stress, cognitive/affective dissonance,
strong win/lose evolutionary competitive human natural
PatriCapitalist overwhelming
win/win timeless NonZero Soul
ecofeminist underdogs
[RightWing often thought of as MeToo# []itches]
for aregenerative healthy democracy
by wealthy resilient way
of bicamerally climaxing overflow

Instead of Learning to Accept
LeftBrain dominance
as if it were monotheistically
Straight White Western “MaleGod”
monoculturally inevitable
AnthroSupremacy.

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