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Avoiding Daddy Voiding Contests

You might assume
the only way to effectively resist patriarchalism
is to fight.

Turns out,
fighting may be the surest way
to already have lost the battle,
and to continue losing
an ecofeminist war.

You might think the only possible way to win
is if all other players lose,
but what, then,
have we the OnePercent gained
toward healthy resilience
and safe peace on Earth?

You might assume the only way to gain power
is to compete
with surpassing strength
for economic and political victory.
I might guess another way to empower
is to cooperate
for healthier
sustainable flow-with
empowering enlightenment
more resonant in compassionate relationships
than suspiciously lacking robust
interdependent communication networks.

As for patriarchalism,
probably far more erectile dysfunction
is the result of intentional economic neglect
than vindictive political abuse
and threats of war-mongering.

Experiential peace and beauty
and truth and trust messages
trying to break through LeftHemispheres
fascinated,
sometimes mystified,
by enigmatic
elliptical
sacred words,
scriptures,
messages
deep pre-historic passion feelings

Preferring win/win climate health Paradise
over win/lose ego/ecologically pathological risks,
chronically dissonant cognitive minds
at war with affective body issue
nerve tissues
bipolar stressed

As processed by Either/Or LeftHemisphere
dominantly StraightWhite monocultural
patriarchal not-listening
jumping to deduction
reductions
not able to hear inductive WholeEarth
interdependent EarthMother ReCreation,
over the sound and constant lights
of fossil-fueled degenerating
militantly industrialized
colonizing
bad karma energy

Instead,
our co-investments
in cooperative wealth systems
restore multicultural EarthJustice
AND
restory Earth’s green peace
ecofeminist narrative

In which
we too often assume
the only way to effectively resist patriarchalism
is to fight.

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WellHearted Minds

I suppose my worldview life of mind
and witnessing view of few
deep well
hearted Earth
Bodies

Would both feel easier
healthier
lighter
safer
more powerfully co-inviting
without chronic win/lose stressors
popping up
downstream sundry, multiculturally
diverse

Technologically
Digitally
and yet Organically EcoGreen
possible

Future prophets
without ecologically probable
health

Potential for organically integral
panentheistic
polyenthymematic
multiparadigmatic
polypathmathic
prophecies

Shunning Mutually Assured Destruction
MADness prospects for further losing
degenerating

Earth losing wealthy cooperating Ego AnthroPolyCulture
Healthy

Sensory-centered sacred EarthStar Bodies
without sexual secularized
Win/Lose bipolarizing not/not passions
reverse dipolar
co-pathological
anti-theological
un-ecological

CoPassionately reverse unstressed
already vaccinated for win/lose
that

Passive/Aggressive Judging voice:
Thanks so much for bringing this AntiEarth Issue
to my EarthMother sacred worldview Mind
entranced with Earth’s EcoFeminist Ultra NonViolet
Organic Green/Blue/Brown
wide/deep felt
Paradise

Body ecosystems
with biosystemic global view
leftbrain
voices

Choices in these Here/Now at Hand
times of potential nuclear holocaust,
WholeEarth climate disorganic
disorganizing
Degeneration,

This viral anthro-pandemic
of ZeroSum monocultural
Win/Lose lacking
Ego/Eco-Systemic
Game

Of cooperative
Win/Win globally bicameral
natural egohealth/spiritual ecowealth
green organic/currency energy democratic
consensus

Profitably predicting
apparently inevitable:
If you Lose your healthy EarthView
then you also Lose our EgoAnthro-Communication
Center

Of health
wealthy resilient
resonant EarthTribe
Older RightBrain “Safe-Conservational”
CoIdentity

Yet individuating our still small
green
rightbrain interdependent
eco-matriarchal
win/win womb
paradigmatic

Thought/Felt Voice
profitably fresh
deep wellbeing brilliant

Light
empowering cooperatively wide
integrity

Of co-binary Heaven/Earth
Yang verbal Voiced
and Yintegral non-violent
Choiced

EgoWin to EcoSystemically Win
organically knowable
scientific LeftBrain
corporate Capitalized
research

Exploring Either/Or deductively
rational win/lose polarized
conclusions

AND
binomial double-binary
both/and
tolerance/intolerance
chronic stress
and cognitive/affective dissonance
boundaries

Reconnecting secularized Thought
from indigenously sacred Felt

Heaven’s inductive
conductive heartbody
EarthChild feelings
healthy and
safe
CoPositive

Interior spiritual nervetissue
of verbalized issues,
stressed thoughts
about longing for healing
feelings

Of Original HealthSource belonging
cooperative ReSource
investing

In an ancient pre-millennial
indigenous
wisdom
revolution

Where Earth’s root systemic breath
pleasure issues,
empower re-maining
re-ligioning
re-connecting
Paradise

HeavenSource
of sensory spiritually nervous tissues
enlightening

Our anthro-designed habitat:

Does it feel more like a fortress
against Earth’s invasive
overpowering green gospel Nature?

Or more like an invitation
for Earth’s expansive grace,
co-empowering spiritual Paradise
Place?

This dynamic EarthSpace spiritual Time
internal

Conversation between Earth’s CoOperative Green Nature
and capitalist humane straight white patriarchal behavior
reasonable win/lose historic mono-hetero-elitist colonizing
nature

Inside competitive polarizing
stressed-out
increasingly militantly-industrialized
mega-corporate
meta-ecopolitical
big bully anthro-supremacist voices
post-millennial identity

Crisis of Nature’s climate risk
becomes more bilaterally engaging
when Earth asks the leftbrain anthrohealth questions
and HumbleEgos cooperatively respond
with co-invested
wealth

Of EcoSystemic prime-rooted NonZero Sum answers
responsible for sacred gratitude
for Beauty
Elegance

More than individually authoritative
Intricate

Holistic yet secular
divisive attitudes
more than multiplying gratitudes
anticipating with therapeutic sleepiness,
perhaps eco-political democratic health hypnosis,
before more AnthroEgos Win so EarthEcoSystemic Science
Wins

20/20 overcoming AnthroCentric privileged
means cooperatively
multiculturally empowered
and ongoing interdependently enlightening
Dogma

Standing in
and out
and upstream history
and downstream polycultural
health

For Nature/Spirit
double-bicameral
EarthWorld
ReView
ReSet
ReVolve

Widely
multiculturally downstream
healthy future
children

Already deeply
monoculturally wounded
unwealthy past
upstream Voices

ReTurning into Secular
Sacred silent Choices.

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Money Nerves

Not wanting to make anyone nervous,
pandemics can be unsettling enough
without economic and political surprises,
inconvenient systemic insights,
more expansive circles of empathy
positively impressing
more than negative deep
steep hierarchies
practicing neglectful shallow sympathy
for Others
on distant pagan shores.

These government checks
that come and go in the mail
or by direct deposit
between you and the IRS,
these speak up for

“From each according to her/his financial ability;
to each according to his/her immediate need”

Which sounds suspiciously Karl Marxian
and that Engels white labor-activist guy

Than speaking empowerment efficacy of
and up
and for more competitive evolutionary
Capitalistic Voices
fossil-fueling financial systemic choices

“From each consumer and taxpayer
as much as possible;
to each producer and legal resident
as little as possible
in return.”

These pandemic support checks
are public welfare investments
in our cooperatively held economic
and healthy democratic wellbeing future,
and healthy wealth of future multicultural
generations

With resilient ability to pay back
and long-term financial need
to cooperatively thrive
more than competitively survive

Economic investment values
usually attributed to scary words like
“Socialism”
and “Social Engineering”
but also speak of cooperative win/win
long-term healthcare thinking
more than BusinessAsUsual
competitive win/lose scheming,
nightmarish climate pathology
escapist dreaming.

When these twelve
and six
and fourteen hundred dollar checks come
from our federated governing system,
this is closer to Cooperativist Economic Behavior

Than to Communism,
where the State owns all the assets
and capacity to produce cash at will
and redistribute monetized wealth
not based on earnings
but on the number of human mouths to feed
and water
and keep relatively comfortable with sufficient healthy food
soil
clean water
non-toxic air,
reasonably non-traumatic
unruly
and highly erratic fire
and weather
and rabidly depopulating epidemics…

So, when your fourteen hundred dollar check
peacefully arrives in your checking account
or in snail mail,
please remember,
with personal gratitude and political respect for integrity,
this is sacred GreenCommunion
at our cooperative federated best;
social democracy of an extended kinship kind.

You and I have no further reason to worship
at the monocultural altar of unfettered Capitalism,

A system patriarchally designed for predators
against their unprivileged prey,
without becoming uncomfortably aware
of our cooperatively unmeasured hypocrisy.
about unpatriotically not supporting
multicultural EarthTribe democracy.

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Love Us

When the StraightWhite Patriarchal President
sent out his Praise and Thanks Message
“We love you”
to those who would cathartically enjoy beheading
VicePresident St. Peter’s Pence
hates homophobic St. Paul,

This felt like too much tolerating
an unconstitutional intolerable
absence of basic civil respect,

Inspired by a left-brain dominant
bottom-line economic
and politically fascist preference
for direct militant vengeful
Action

Over endless parliamentary procedurally deadly debate
about who is rightfully in SuperCharged White
Might is Right
supreme patriarchal power.

How does this same Valentine Iconic message sound
directed toward the same Insurgency of Untouchables
when issued by Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr’s ghost
teacher and activist healer
through non-violent communication
only

Perhaps another instance of compassion’s word choices
leading to theologically unreasonable GoldenRule positions
tolerating intolerable
Western Corporate Patriarchal Aggressors,
BusinessAsUsual
rapists of MotherEarth
and other drunken sensory diversions,
depressions,
bipolar oppressions,
chronic stressed out cognitive
v. affective non-verbal dominantly
monoculturally miseducated
lack of true wealth is health
enculturation

What happens if “We Love You”
speaks from brown-skinned Obama Oval Office
to these same We Are Save the Steal Here/Now Messiahs
impassioned insurgents of Intolerable Violence
speaking WhitePower against all Other
and acting outwardly
from our inside fragile Strength!
(in klanish interdependent numbers)

Then what would you,
and what might they
have intolerably concluded
about the wisdom of shunning
long-term left-brain violent
intolerant survivalist ZeroSum
SeizeTheDay behavior,
take no hostages,
or maybe one or two…

Before right-brain
ecofeminist self/other EarthMother
and SacredSource
speaks up like Thunder
and ends with pathological climate Winds
of intolerable fires,
hurricanes,
flooding waves of untouchable thirst
and intolerable starvation,
homelessness and deprivation
of Earth’s Here/Now great
not quite so White privileged
grandchildren

Living together through silent natural springs
of spiritual acceptance,
active empathic “I Love Us”
rather than mere sympathy for your loss
“We Love You”
(even you useless weak losers).

Non-verbally
non-violently pro-active sacred curiosity,
interdependent faithfulness
courage to trust in cooperative integrity,
to compassionately communicate
Win/Win Messages to heartlessly violent
Win/Lose UnTouchables.

All that said
and set Prince Valiantly aside,

“You are doing your patriotic duty
to stop this steal
back to a healthier cooperative solidarity
in uniting EarthDemocratic Trust”

To swim back against evolution’s regenerative
natural/spiritual stream of healthy eco-political consciousness

Co-empathic with all love relationships
once aspiring to cooperatively become
a healthier sacred egalitarian
economic and politically active
(yet not empire-building reactive)
green communion.

Healthy democratic LoveMessages
invite more of a compassionate response

Win/Win thriving communion
of ecosystemically healthy communities
for well-being EarthUnity,
healthy prosperity
of all co-empathic non-predators,
at least not Here
and not RightWing
WestWing
Now

This overpowering “patriotic duty”
to think and feel intolerable
untouchable misunderstanding
of long-term ecofeminist political win/win
nonviolent communication analysis

Of healthcare regenerative memories
of a nation,
a planet,
a person

A few of whom re-emerge from StraightWhite patriarchal
miseducational lack of organic holistic healthy resilient
systems

Education that Enlightens
and invites empowering civics education discussion circles
which might have better served 43 co-dependent Senators

In a recent full-Southern purifying sweep
still hoping for a Revival
of perpetual disunion,
self-Righteous intolerance,
untouchable fear
of white-skinned eco-political Failure
to polyculturally
healthy Thrive

Throughout this polyglot
of Love You messages;
useful to whom
for what empowering/enlightening
disempowering/unenlightened
climatic end?

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Healthy Change ReFormations

I suppose a healthy Taoist
is a wealthy Change artist,
designer
researcher,
mediator,
facilitator,
mentor,
resilient liver
more than a despondent dier.

Taoism,
like Zeroism,
and Universal Unitarianism,
is a multicultural path
toward restoring,
and resiliently retaining,
MotherEarth’s natural
AND spiritual
empowerment

Still left-hemisphere deductively dominating verbal voices
in warm conversation with
EarthTribe’s blue/green sacred feelings
organically ecofeminist
holistically synergetic,
interdependently integral
economic and political
Yang/Yintegrity co-invested,

Which,
in a gay white alliance
with BlackFamily Lives Matter husbands,
requires cooperative talent for noticing,
and correcting unenlightened privilege,
with a warm soft-felt sense of humor,
“You don’t act right half the time.”

Inviting empowering response,
“But, look what a great transformational job you’ve done
with my more enlightened half.”

Better co-invested in polyculturally correct
GoldenRule outcomes,
win-win sealed and certified
economically sacred long-term resilience
ecologically secular short- through long-term
co-invested,
infested with delight
in sharing joyful journeys

In green secular empowerment
standing steely mountainous strong–
left-hemisphere patriarchal–
and yet also blue sacred enlightenment

Tender mercies of graced Beauty
qualitatively emerging
evolving
resolving
involving democratically expanding health
wealth nonzeroistic merging

Whole QueenGaia Spirits
of sacred TurquoiseMundi
standing bicamerally tall

Left-hemisphere prominence
flowing bilaterally in
and out Right-bihemispheric dipolar
co-arising integrity of here
now bilateral Truth
Beauty con-science

Integral re-connection
restoring ego-health
within ecosystemic safe
felt binomial balance

InBetween Holy Trinities
of EarthClimate empowering Justice
equally invested in EarthClimate enlightened caregiving Health
synonymous with Living EarthTribe Systems
optimizing health/safety perennial
resilience

Long-term EarthPeace compassion
co-present ego inside LeftVoiced
actively mediating sufficient
fair ecosystemic outside RightHealth Choice

Equitably democratic
healthy economic
and political GoldenRules
of win/win outcome ratios
outgoing choices
of incoming voices

Quite a bit less patriarchally conflicted
about short personal lifetime
v long-term EarthClimate
multigenerational
multicultural healthcare commitments

In solidarity with EgoCentered
Resilient Family
Resonant Community
Holy Communions,
steeped in multicultural blue/green
integrity

Empowering organic gardens,
enlightening ecofeminist farmers
cooperative
holistic
nonhistoric–
merely everyday win/win
DNA rethinkers

Sufficiently endowed
with indigenously preverbal
naturally enspirited Wisdom
for health
tribal wealth
governance

Democratically empowering healthy Taoists
enlightening wealthy Change artists,
designers
researchers
mediators
facilitators
mentors more than degenerative
nonviolent noncommunicators

On our best days
also
resiliently dynamic livers
seeking win/win multicultural change
in wealthy resonant climates breathing out
and healthy in.

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Momentous ReTrainStitions

Icons are funny things,
she thought.

Heaven feels like a warm light circle
when we are thriving
and more like a cold dark triangle
of weaponed tipping points
against me
and mine
competitively not communicating
when we are barely surviving
above the mortally terrifying bottom
of God’s most worthless non-elite.

Ancient right-brained heaven
a circle of prominent light
shining down on a mountainous YangEarth
of triangulating Power
to discern Win/Win co-empathic outcomes
for co-redemptive sacred relationships
of YangHeaven/YintegralEarth.

Newer left-hemispheric Earth
a reasoned tipping point hierarchical AnthroEarth
win/lose zero-sum whole Earth-systemic view

In-between Win/Win supreme choices
at God’s most enlightened transcendent Top,
and Lose/Lose survivalist voices
bedeviling our least empowered
despondent AnthroWeaponed
violently nonverbally uncommunicative
bottom of hopelessly non-democratically enlightened
existential despair.

Here, sun’s circular warm light
co-empathic embracing right
is ironically entrapped
by win/lose survivalist capitalistic
elitist
patriarchal
heterosexist monoculturing might
of hierarchical pyramids
to past unchanging royalist traditions
of might makes God right
more than win/win liberally loving
left win/lose verbal cognitively weaponed
mind heart-disembodied egocentric
anthro-privileged comparisons
to improve strategic competitions

Where Heaven
shining down on gratefully receiving Earth,
researches win/win natural/spiritual
co-impassioned
WholeSystemic
EarthTribe
seasoned cycles
surrounding left embodied hierarchy
for surviving unhealthy ego v eco
left competition triangles v right cooperative circles
minds v hearts
yang strength v yintegral flow
heavenly light overpowering Earth organic powers
of reflectively experienced
sensory life
revolving in seasonal light/power circles.

Heart paths are circular
spirals
while mindbody triangulated
win/win
v win/lose
v lose/lose bottom nihilistic predators
longing to resume rightful thriving sensory space
atop this iconic triangle

Elite Yang
v integral Yin
vulnerably transparent weakness
unweaponed
for linear time’s relentless devolution.

Now,
with verbal language
and geometric icons meeting
greeting re-emergent
re-volving
re-transitioning
re-connecting
re-ligioning conscientious re-memory
of God’s divine eye
looking down
judgmentally?
benignly?
compassionately?
on warm-lit
pyramids humanely made
on mountains divinely designed
left-brain verbal communication dominance
so appropriately tooled
for winAnthro overtop
of threatening EarthClimate survival issues,

Now returning to equilibrium,
interdependent waves
of interdependently EarthPatriotic grain
growing in well-seasoned healthy cycles
of fractal Annuals
growing under full-octaves
of ultra-nonviolet light
encircling win/win bright
health/wealth thriving circles
encompassing left-brain enlightening tipping points
north greets south,
east meets west

As enlightening SunLight
empowers all EarthTribes
here deeply and widely learning
listening for compassionate communications,
bicamerally co-mediating EarthMatriarchal
with SunPatriarchal co-empowering intent.

Great Green ReTrainSituation
emergent now needing
to switch from Yang strong autonomy of voice
to balance in win/win communication
with Yintegral strong light
flow of Yang empowering
resilient Circle/Triangle
Triangle/Circle co-reflective strength

LeftBrain cooperative win/win
ego/eco-balancing
politically co-invested choice-making

Prefers EarthCentric outside pleasure celebrations,
natural/spiritual indigenous story-retelling,
singing and dancing,
discussions
discernments
replacing monoculturing left brain dominance
of win/lose bottomless triangulating debate
strangulating self-infested compulsive competitions

Of overly secularized
disconnected egos
straight white privileged advancement
through military-industrialized
violently weaponed BusinessAsUsual
racist
patriarchal
deductively
reductively dualdark lose/lose
dissonant win/lose
cognitive hierarchical world views
overpowering inductive encircling views
of sensory seasonal recycling

Reiteratively rationalistic
impatient
compulsive bipolarizing disempowerment,
lack of health wealthy systemic light,
chronic stress
inducing further lack of peaceful sleep,
critically reduced right brain dream
warm circling yellow/green light
ego/eco-therapeutic
copassionate communions

Ironic recycling
great retransitioning
Earth/Heaven
Circle/Triangle revolutions
are funny/tragic bicameral relationships
s/he co-arisingly win/win felt,
then thought.

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UnVoiced Choice

Ego’s mind
happily follows along behind
heart connections to iconic metaphors
felt to belong in metaphonic co-passions

Kinda like heart-path complex feelings
rhythmic
and spatially silent rests

Between seasonal meta-4s of empowering light
meets Truth with Beauty
greets
compassionate conscientific minded
artistry hearted
economics of ecofeminist grace

Filled belonging
binomial hearted
nonverbally integral
experiential relationship memories

Light felt positively inviting
engaging theologically sacred
outside experience
communications

Verbal messages
with thoughtful co-redemptive
ecological images mind/heart integral
nonverbally happy
warm co-empathic relationships

Dreamy heart imaginations
healing
re-membering integrity’s potential heart/mind
interdependent freedoms

Through win/win co-invested re-connecting
re-ligioning
creolizing
transubstantiating
Great BiCameral ReTransitions
Green from red patriarchal ego identities

Persisting through their-mind/our-heart
home-light Green
regeneratively matriarchal
eco-systemic
positive

Win/win strategically mind/heart co-mediated
sacred holonic EarthTribe
habitat

Hearts for lit-up cooperative economics
with mind-empowering politics

Interior nonverbal nutrition
speaking exterior
out-there communication

Bicamerally polypathic
psychological feelings
for polyphonic bilateral neurological systems
more win/win minded
and less lose/lose hearted
nurture mind/hearted nature
ecological

Spiritual wealth-progressive theology
of Earth’s health-systemic nature

Win/Win positive heart-flow
hidden within
mind’s win/lose nontherapeutic
left hemisphere punishing force
for monocultural autonomy

Upstream past competitive energy
silently waiting for downstream cooperative
integrity

Of dignity’s strong-hearted voice
causing interdependent life
choice

CoArising mental authority
with warm heart effective
co-responsibility

Heart sensory mind/body love
reflected in world-view healthy mental/physical life

Images of YangStar
constellations re-membering
re-ligioning
re-connecting yintegral
DreamMemes

Mind ego-belonging
to heart’s eco-longing
for yet more intimate
belonging

Healing inside
while mind metaphorically co-invests
in impassioned outside nature

Old original heart
before left-mind privileged
young

Yet phylogenically mirrored fractal structure
four seasonal
bilateral light/dark power
dynamic DNA spirals

Yintegrity’s communal potential
YangMind compassion for
Earth’s NonViolent Living Future

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Singing With Our EarthDay Choir

The Assembly fills
with naturally optimistic,
yet kinda predative, ego-voiced ecologists
ready to discontinously
self-righteously prey
on hopelessly reactionary rightwing antifeminists,

To pray for successful zealous warrior missions
against an evangelical BadFaith shared opposition
to EarthDeath
monocultural
monochromatic
anthro-supremacist
degenerative
headed toward lose ecologically
lose theological monomially potent
chaotic entropic demise

Of any further win/lose anthrocentric opportunities
outweighing win/win climatic risks
of total EarthSystemic collapse
for all organically empowered
enlightened sacred Life potential.

This ReVisioning Power
also Light Assembling Voices
already regeneratively replete ChangeChoices
with spiritually experienced theological ecologists
continuously
contiguously praying EarthMother pro-activists
with green
multipartisan
health vocational wealth
of multicultural GoldenRule
endorsements

New, yet old, win/win Great Transformational Deals
feeding cooperatively owned and managed
polycultural
multi-generational adventures
in universal gospel compassion powers
with, and not against, shared interfaith compassions,
secular contrasts,
sacred comparisons,

Both Left/Upper hemispheres of Truth
and Right/Lower holistic Beauty
circling
triangulating Power is Light appositions
dipolar co-arising,
and not so much bipolarizing
partisan non-co-gravitations

Reactions only looking back
against unredeemed win/lose
Business As Patriarchal Colonizing Usual
financial bottom-feeder lines
against Earth’s Great Bounty
of enlightened
for co-empowering
eco/theo-logical green sung
as well as everyday danced
liturgical compassion.

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Sacred Falling Stars

Once upon a time a gymnast teacher told a girl,
and all her classmates,
to gather around the trampoline
to spot the student currently bouncing on the trampoline.
They circled around
to volunteer a ring of imperfect
but positively intended
desire to help,
should the witnessed bounce go horribly
accidentally wrong.

This same request for a spot was one familiar to this same girl,
and these same classmates,
when they were bench pressing at the gym,
not because the teacher asked,
but because the fully abled weight lifter asked
if they could work out together,
and spotting each other during the bench press
was simply Standard ReAssurance Operating Procedure
for humane care givers
and receivers.

Anyway,
the unfortunate girl bounced sideways when one of her knees gave out
and she came flying directly toward our spotter
who did her very best to get out of the way,
to go to the other side of the street,
to walk on by,
to pull out her cellphone camera
to get it all delightfully recorded
for the more proper punishing authorities.

The teacher was
(1) concerned for the wounded
splattered girl on the matted
and yet still not inviting
floor, and
(2) furious with the spotter turned distant recorder.
When the classroom administrator asked, “Why?”
the girl said her father told her not touch others
at risk of injury
on their way down
because she might be liable for post-touch injury
and, besides, it’s not like she’s going to be financially rewarded
should she be successful with mitigating harm,
so, there is no “on the other hand” potential reward system
worth mentioning.

It’s the same reason she,
and those witnesses huddled
in a supportive constellation around her,
pulled out her star-gazing
witnessing camera
while George Floyd struggled to “I can’t breathe” communicate
while being deliberately suffocated
to overpower him when he was already down,
and about to blink
wink out.

The liability attorneys
and corporate accident insurance actuaries
get paid bigger bucks to tell front-line administrators
why touch
and help
and prescriptions
and medical procedures should be denied,
because the risk of trying to care for each other,
when it just isn’t enough,
is a last touch liability.
And, on the other hand,
there is no reward for the person,
the agency,
the health care giving and receiving
reassurance win/win anticipating
corporate system
doesn’t economically
cooperatively exist.
Compassion doesn’t pay–
it just regenerates more health care risk
and personal star witness liability.

Care giving,
especially for those who have already sustained transparent
vulnerable losses
in their compromised physical and mental health lives,
is responsible for first and last caring touch of hand and voice
every day,
every custody minute of care,
whether standing behind,
in best-effort solidarity,
or standing nearby,
spotting each win/win cooperative constellation,
reassuring wounded OtherStars.

Care giving opportunities,
health care spotting for each other, pays poorly,
when compared with what star corporate liability insurance attorney
and accountants
use to buy second homes;
sometimes including financial bonuses
for successfully avoiding any realistic possibility of harm,
unnecessary financial loss.
Care giving with active compassion
bears a long patriarchal tradition of being feminist underpaid
to believe cameras up,
but hands and eyes down,
deflect,
stand back,
don’t get involved–
are not politically disempowering
run-away capitalist actions and inactions.

Potential financial risk for helping to prevent further harm,
for doing your win/win best,
for cooperatively investing in all sacred stars,
for health care compassion,
for nurturing at-risk humanity in the face of immediate injury,
wounds,
losses,
suffering,
especially falling risk to marginalized persons of color,
it doesn’t pay well to the left brain dominant
patriarchal corporate
win/lose zero-sum mind–
but really is what life is all about,
at its most invigorating compassionate best chance
of win/win solidarity success
to the right brain feminist
constellation of enlightening hearts.

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Earth Momma Blues

Momma
don’t help me
grow up to love CowBoys,

The ones
who can buy you
or sell you at will,
or tell you
they don’t care
whether healthy or ill,

The ones who know good ole’ boys
were born
unredeemable pills

Smoking up weeds
or stoking up stills,

Klanish threats
to the cattle
without sufficient
commitment
to armed forcing kill will.

Momma don’t help me
grow up to hate CowBoys,

Grown tired of their noise
their boys will be boys
armed violating toys
dark win/lose ploys
most trust in just goys
red true white blue
patriotic employs

Momma
don’t buy me
another white cowboy,
they just don’t work out
they leave with a pout
I just wanna shout,
What’s it all about
when your Alpha’s a cowboy?

Who has no clue
what he’s to do,
which side to chew
in red,
white,
and true blue
blues.

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