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Aging in a Curious Age

As I age in place
into awareness of replaceability
I bow to humbling curiosity,

Whether more anxious
or anticipating,
I remain conflicted

About predicting
a win/win global healthy climate
sustainable outcome

In which my own anthroprivileged species
grows in ecological curiosity
and theological humility

Enough for winning healthy Earth
restoring justice,

A peaceful paradise of curious promise
for resiliently wealthy
multicultural ecofeminists

AND our leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale capital growing fragile
and increasingly suicidal Allies

Or will this Great Green Transition
end and recycle back again
a healthier peace and justice Earth
devoid of inhumane
predative
overpopulated rabid hetero-unsapient pests?

While this winEarth/loseAnthros
heart-stopping vision fails to mention
all the further kinship species
we have already helped exterminate
and will continue to take out with us,

Still
stunned
shunned
I remain quietly hopeful
that a seventh great extinction
might never come to be
before Second Comings

Of Edenic Civility
bereft of straight either/or lined
leftbrain dominant distractions

Extractions
from right interdependent circling
spiraling feeling
lack of historical multicultural traction
for healthy democratic energy
empowering flow
and enlightened nature/spirit MultiSpecies

Worshipping
polyculturing sensory resonant pleasures
of resilient health wealthy climate paradise

Recovering
old aging wonder,
humbling
and still actively curious
how EarthMother healthy ends

And rebegins
re-ligions wealthily ever after
with Yang empowering
Yintegral enlightening balance,

Either both/and way,
humane-divine hybrid consciousness
of
merely sublime natural
sensory aware spirits,

Breaths of incoming
outgoing life
as love
regeneratively prevails.

And yet
I cannot resist some attachment,
as I limp toward my own ego-recentering
ultra-nonviolet
compassioning horizon,

Rooting for this new global age
of Green Cooperative EcoFeminists
already leading our nonviolent communion
toward a resiliently restorative EarthJustice Way,

A curious winning for AnthroTribe
also winning Earth GreenPeace
to health/wealth Thrive.

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Risking Love

I knew I was getting old
when I no longer always got up
from the floor
on my first try.

I remember I am old
because I no longer assume
I will always get up
off my contemplative couch
on my first try.

To choose life
on the first through last try
may be as simple
and as complex
as to not choose death,

To choose to trust enough to take
one more,
perhaps final,
inhale.

To choose life
also includes risking love,
another gasp toward compassion,
even a shaky clasp on forgiveness,
indigenously wise mercy,
relentless curiosity,
ancient hope,

However fragile
wounded
insufficient for more grand standing
than one more bold inhale
of Earth’s organic sufficiency
simplicity
solidarity.

It feels as wrong
to define my mourning self
by my failures to love us
on my worst arising days

I feel aright
to creatively redefine our meaning
with unearned compassions for riding along
on Earth’s most grace-filled
timeless
co-arising
SabbathPlace,

My daily liturgical experience
rises and lies
each day and night
recycling in-between
sufficiency of one last grateful inhale
predicting one more first graceful gift
exhaled

Exhilarating
exciting
exiting and entering
small sufficiencies
empowering love’s enlightening
curious co-arising wealth
of loving healthy passions.

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PostPandemic HealthWealth

One year ago
our hearts and minds
were socially
and politically
and economically divided
about universal health care
as a restorative prerequisite
to growing unitarian wealth
of EarthJustice compassion.

Today
regardless of where we may find
identify
celebrate our active hope
for growing a resilient multiculturing community

We feel no clear post-viral divide
between health care
and EarthTribe’s social solidarity,

No great non-transitional
separation of secular caste
of sacred calling
between social solidarity
and indigenous integrity
of interdependent healthcare;

No vast dualistic shadow
between First Egalitarian HealthPrinciples
and Seventh Interdependent WealthSystems.

Health care,
like social caring,
like politically empowering compassion,
like economically enlightened co-investment,
can never again return
to a pre-global pandemic view
of healthy democratic energy
as a strictly private
commodified
anthroprivileged self-investment
by win/lose might of fight
makes dominating right
singularly bright.

Whole Open EarthClimate Care
Ego/EcoSystems
predict healthy resilient babies
and a renewing win/win
bicamerally empowering
enlightening species

Restored from a starving
isolating angry
and fearfully monoculturing
disregard for polyculturing
health wealthy
GreatGreen Transitioning EarthMother

PostPandemically restorying
Her ravenous
and cancerously conflicted womb
of sensory
experiential
passionately universal
unitarian healthcare wisdom.

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Somewhere Sometime Somehow

Most of life plays out somewhere
somehow
sometime
in-between resplendent deification of MotherEarth
and rabid defiance of EarthMother
wisdom

Is a peculiarly Republican challenge,
confusing unchanging
uniform
divinely dogmatically inspired
Tradition

As if such Tradition were against
healing
unitarian economic political flow
of Earth-conserving sacred grace
slow-growing
co-invested capital resources.

In this confusion,
sometimes
somehow
somewhere
lies an undemocratic patriarchal challenge
lacking divinely inspired liberal love commitment
to multicultural Creation health values

Such as active compassion,
faithful kindness,
hope-filled planetary organic co-investments
in green empowerment

Full-spectral
ongoing long-term health systems
in-between fractal/seasonal transition boundaries
extending humane/divine octaves filling-in
multicoloring metaphors

For health wealthy
enlightening regenerative structures
systems
cycles
spirals of GreenPeace Revolution

Neither defying past sins
of all AnthroTribe omissions
to care for EarthMother
indigenous wisdom

Nor deifying future wins
of HeavenFather co-commissions
co-investments
co-empathic somehow
somewhere
sometime in-between revolutions,

Great Green transitions
transubstantiations
naturally spirited traditions.

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Searching For MysticPowers

My inside mystic still searches
for my strongest and best
omnipotently higher all-embracing Power
of unchanging monotheistic Truth
and Beauty.

My outside voices
still long for deeper Power
through widely multicultural EnLightenment
of changing
flowing spanentheism
in-between Earth’s ecological Nature face
and my own ego-identity’s theological SpiritPlace

Of greatest
and smallest,
highest
and deepest,
widest
and narrowest Win/Win
ComPassion Way
Healthy Truth
Democratic Trust
BeautyLoveLife,
inside choices.

Without my anthrocentric highest
most supreme sense
of omni-autonomous power loss
I might become able to accept
beautitudes of poor spirits
inheriting healthy green
regenerating passionate Earth.

To accept deeper powers
and wider lights
more readily than impatiently tolerating
higher powers
silently waiting
witnessing unspeakable
unface-able effacing suffering
of innocent children,
their mothers,
grandmothers
of indigenous EarthTribes,

Sacred acceptance,
humility,
curious courage
invite a communion found in weakness,
brokenness,
remorse for competitive discommunions
when cooperative GreenBlue Boat Home
communions feel more highly
deeply
widely
climate non-violent
non-pathology

Accessible compassion communication
through our vulnerability,
our cooperative trusting transparency,
our insufficiency,
our weak integrity,
opens compassion with sacred EarthMother
experiences of past power
reflections for future enlightenment,

Logos with Mythos
religious impulses
of Awe-taking breath away
in Wondrous Green Communion,
inhaling slow-grown
emerging cosmic consciousness

Recalling Maslow’s highest integrity
of ego-peaceful belonging
within EarthSystemic synergy
in pleasure’s safest resilient Paradise
awesomely healthy,
wondrously safe
from inhumane win/lose
to eventually lose/lose
ego’s EarthTribe prime relationship

Soil healthy resonance
empowers my natural worldview
AND
Soul wealthy resilience
enlightens my spiritual view
and hearing,
sense of fragrance
and taste,
feeling
and touch of sacred
mythic
mystical EarthTribe love.

My highest and best PassionStory matters
and vocally splatters
richly resonant powers
and dancing lights
of a gospel choir
in sacred liturgical events
evoking religious cultic theater
in natural events
invoking deep and wide spiritual experiences,
rapturously regenerative
and evilly degenerative

Subject to physical corruption
like all natural world bodies
not unchanging objects
of metaphysically impassioned spirits

Stepping into Other’s worldview
power Universe
of Unitarian inside light experience

ing chi horse empowered
deep and wide social justice
doing spiritual peace
green communion
song and dance events

Embracing acceptance
of kindness,
win/win kinship intent
even if too often win/lose
competitively practiced.

What do I do
when I disagree with someone’s values,
when I am discomforted
by what another person believes in
and out,
up and down,
inhaling and exhaling,
before and after,
causes and effects,
spirits and natures?

Together encompassing MotherEarth’s
vast ecofeminist resources
of enlightening co-empowerment.

When I was GLBTQ young,
I thought poor in spirit
inheriting the Earth
my best beatitude
mystical longing gratitude
gospel promise.

I didn’t understand it,
and probably still do not,
but I highly
and deeply
and widely
felt power and multicoloring light
in this vast right
longing for more multiculturally valued Spirits
to inherit full-spectral
octave multiculturing colors
communication powers
in and out of nurturing light circles

Breath spiraling
in/ex-spiring spirited
peace revolutionary
GreenBlue Boat
rapturous EarthTribe power
inheritors of deep
and wide-hearted gratitude

When my inside mystic
gave up autonomously searching
for my personal straight-linear
strongest and best
omnipotently higher all-embracing Power
of unchanging monotheistic Truth,
neglecting
abusing
sometimes punishing
desecrating
degenerating
divesting away from,
EarthGrace Beauty.

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Avoiding Daddy Voiding Contests

You might assume
the only way to effectively resist patriarchalism
is to fight.

Turns out,
fighting may be the surest way
to already have lost the battle,
and to continue losing
an ecofeminist war.

You might think the only possible way to win
is if all other players lose,
but what, then,
have we the OnePercent gained
toward healthy resilience
and safe peace on Earth?

You might assume the only way to gain power
is to compete
with surpassing strength
for economic and political victory.
I might guess another way to empower
is to cooperate
for healthier
sustainable flow-with
empowering enlightenment
more resonant in compassionate relationships
than suspiciously lacking robust
interdependent communication networks.

As for patriarchalism,
probably far more erectile dysfunction
is the result of intentional economic neglect
than vindictive political abuse
and threats of war-mongering.

Experiential peace and beauty
and truth and trust messages
trying to break through LeftHemispheres
fascinated,
sometimes mystified,
by enigmatic
elliptical
sacred words,
scriptures,
messages
deep pre-historic passion feelings

Preferring win/win climate health Paradise
over win/lose ego/ecologically pathological risks,
chronically dissonant cognitive minds
at war with affective body issue
nerve tissues
bipolar stressed

As processed by Either/Or LeftHemisphere
dominantly StraightWhite monocultural
patriarchal not-listening
jumping to deduction
reductions
not able to hear inductive WholeEarth
interdependent EarthMother ReCreation,
over the sound and constant lights
of fossil-fueled degenerating
militantly industrialized
colonizing
bad karma energy

Instead,
our co-investments
in cooperative wealth systems
restore multicultural EarthJustice
AND
restory Earth’s green peace
ecofeminist narrative

In which
we too often assume
the only way to effectively resist patriarchalism
is to fight.

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WellHearted Minds

I suppose my worldview life of mind
and witnessing view of few
deep well
hearted Earth
Bodies

Would both feel easier
healthier
lighter
safer
more powerfully co-inviting
without chronic win/lose stressors
popping up
downstream sundry, multiculturally
diverse

Technologically
Digitally
and yet Organically EcoGreen
possible

Future prophets
without ecologically probable
health

Potential for organically integral
panentheistic
polyenthymematic
multiparadigmatic
polypathmathic
prophecies

Shunning Mutually Assured Destruction
MADness prospects for further losing
degenerating

Earth losing wealthy cooperating Ego AnthroPolyCulture
Healthy

Sensory-centered sacred EarthStar Bodies
without sexual secularized
Win/Lose bipolarizing not/not passions
reverse dipolar
co-pathological
anti-theological
un-ecological

CoPassionately reverse unstressed
already vaccinated for win/lose
that

Passive/Aggressive Judging voice:
Thanks so much for bringing this AntiEarth Issue
to my EarthMother sacred worldview Mind
entranced with Earth’s EcoFeminist Ultra NonViolet
Organic Green/Blue/Brown
wide/deep felt
Paradise

Body ecosystems
with biosystemic global view
leftbrain
voices

Choices in these Here/Now at Hand
times of potential nuclear holocaust,
WholeEarth climate disorganic
disorganizing
Degeneration,

This viral anthro-pandemic
of ZeroSum monocultural
Win/Lose lacking
Ego/Eco-Systemic
Game

Of cooperative
Win/Win globally bicameral
natural egohealth/spiritual ecowealth
green organic/currency energy democratic
consensus

Profitably predicting
apparently inevitable:
If you Lose your healthy EarthView
then you also Lose our EgoAnthro-Communication
Center

Of health
wealthy resilient
resonant EarthTribe
Older RightBrain “Safe-Conservational”
CoIdentity

Yet individuating our still small
green
rightbrain interdependent
eco-matriarchal
win/win womb
paradigmatic

Thought/Felt Voice
profitably fresh
deep wellbeing brilliant

Light
empowering cooperatively wide
integrity

Of co-binary Heaven/Earth
Yang verbal Voiced
and Yintegral non-violent
Choiced

EgoWin to EcoSystemically Win
organically knowable
scientific LeftBrain
corporate Capitalized
research

Exploring Either/Or deductively
rational win/lose polarized
conclusions

AND
binomial double-binary
both/and
tolerance/intolerance
chronic stress
and cognitive/affective dissonance
boundaries

Reconnecting secularized Thought
from indigenously sacred Felt

Heaven’s inductive
conductive heartbody
EarthChild feelings
healthy and
safe
CoPositive

Interior spiritual nervetissue
of verbalized issues,
stressed thoughts
about longing for healing
feelings

Of Original HealthSource belonging
cooperative ReSource
investing

In an ancient pre-millennial
indigenous
wisdom
revolution

Where Earth’s root systemic breath
pleasure issues,
empower re-maining
re-ligioning
re-connecting
Paradise

HeavenSource
of sensory spiritually nervous tissues
enlightening

Our anthro-designed habitat:

Does it feel more like a fortress
against Earth’s invasive
overpowering green gospel Nature?

Or more like an invitation
for Earth’s expansive grace,
co-empowering spiritual Paradise
Place?

This dynamic EarthSpace spiritual Time
internal

Conversation between Earth’s CoOperative Green Nature
and capitalist humane straight white patriarchal behavior
reasonable win/lose historic mono-hetero-elitist colonizing
nature

Inside competitive polarizing
stressed-out
increasingly militantly-industrialized
mega-corporate
meta-ecopolitical
big bully anthro-supremacist voices
post-millennial identity

Crisis of Nature’s climate risk
becomes more bilaterally engaging
when Earth asks the leftbrain anthrohealth questions
and HumbleEgos cooperatively respond
with co-invested
wealth

Of EcoSystemic prime-rooted NonZero Sum answers
responsible for sacred gratitude
for Beauty
Elegance

More than individually authoritative
Intricate

Holistic yet secular
divisive attitudes
more than multiplying gratitudes
anticipating with therapeutic sleepiness,
perhaps eco-political democratic health hypnosis,
before more AnthroEgos Win so EarthEcoSystemic Science
Wins

20/20 overcoming AnthroCentric privileged
means cooperatively
multiculturally empowered
and ongoing interdependently enlightening
Dogma

Standing in
and out
and upstream history
and downstream polycultural
health

For Nature/Spirit
double-bicameral
EarthWorld
ReView
ReSet
ReVolve

Widely
multiculturally downstream
healthy future
children

Already deeply
monoculturally wounded
unwealthy past
upstream Voices

ReTurning into Secular
Sacred silent Choices.

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Money Nerves

Not wanting to make anyone nervous,
pandemics can be unsettling enough
without economic and political surprises,
inconvenient systemic insights,
more expansive circles of empathy
positively impressing
more than negative deep
steep hierarchies
practicing neglectful shallow sympathy
for Others
on distant pagan shores.

These government checks
that come and go in the mail
or by direct deposit
between you and the IRS,
these speak up for

“From each according to her/his financial ability;
to each according to his/her immediate need”

Which sounds suspiciously Karl Marxian
and that Engels white labor-activist guy

Than speaking empowerment efficacy of
and up
and for more competitive evolutionary
Capitalistic Voices
fossil-fueling financial systemic choices

“From each consumer and taxpayer
as much as possible;
to each producer and legal resident
as little as possible
in return.”

These pandemic support checks
are public welfare investments
in our cooperatively held economic
and healthy democratic wellbeing future,
and healthy wealth of future multicultural
generations

With resilient ability to pay back
and long-term financial need
to cooperatively thrive
more than competitively survive

Economic investment values
usually attributed to scary words like
“Socialism”
and “Social Engineering”
but also speak of cooperative win/win
long-term healthcare thinking
more than BusinessAsUsual
competitive win/lose scheming,
nightmarish climate pathology
escapist dreaming.

When these twelve
and six
and fourteen hundred dollar checks come
from our federated governing system,
this is closer to Cooperativist Economic Behavior

Than to Communism,
where the State owns all the assets
and capacity to produce cash at will
and redistribute monetized wealth
not based on earnings
but on the number of human mouths to feed
and water
and keep relatively comfortable with sufficient healthy food
soil
clean water
non-toxic air,
reasonably non-traumatic
unruly
and highly erratic fire
and weather
and rabidly depopulating epidemics…

So, when your fourteen hundred dollar check
peacefully arrives in your checking account
or in snail mail,
please remember,
with personal gratitude and political respect for integrity,
this is sacred GreenCommunion
at our cooperative federated best;
social democracy of an extended kinship kind.

You and I have no further reason to worship
at the monocultural altar of unfettered Capitalism,

A system patriarchally designed for predators
against their unprivileged prey,
without becoming uncomfortably aware
of our cooperatively unmeasured hypocrisy.
about unpatriotically not supporting
multicultural EarthTribe democracy.

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Love Us

When the StraightWhite Patriarchal President
sent out his Praise and Thanks Message
“We love you”
to those who would cathartically enjoy beheading
VicePresident St. Peter’s Pence
hates homophobic St. Paul,

This felt like too much tolerating
an unconstitutional intolerable
absence of basic civil respect,

Inspired by a left-brain dominant
bottom-line economic
and politically fascist preference
for direct militant vengeful
Action

Over endless parliamentary procedurally deadly debate
about who is rightfully in SuperCharged White
Might is Right
supreme patriarchal power.

How does this same Valentine Iconic message sound
directed toward the same Insurgency of Untouchables
when issued by Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr’s ghost
teacher and activist healer
through non-violent communication
only

Perhaps another instance of compassion’s word choices
leading to theologically unreasonable GoldenRule positions
tolerating intolerable
Western Corporate Patriarchal Aggressors,
BusinessAsUsual
rapists of MotherEarth
and other drunken sensory diversions,
depressions,
bipolar oppressions,
chronic stressed out cognitive
v. affective non-verbal dominantly
monoculturally miseducated
lack of true wealth is health
enculturation

What happens if “We Love You”
speaks from brown-skinned Obama Oval Office
to these same We Are Save the Steal Here/Now Messiahs
impassioned insurgents of Intolerable Violence
speaking WhitePower against all Other
and acting outwardly
from our inside fragile Strength!
(in klanish interdependent numbers)

Then what would you,
and what might they
have intolerably concluded
about the wisdom of shunning
long-term left-brain violent
intolerant survivalist ZeroSum
SeizeTheDay behavior,
take no hostages,
or maybe one or two…

Before right-brain
ecofeminist self/other EarthMother
and SacredSource
speaks up like Thunder
and ends with pathological climate Winds
of intolerable fires,
hurricanes,
flooding waves of untouchable thirst
and intolerable starvation,
homelessness and deprivation
of Earth’s Here/Now great
not quite so White privileged
grandchildren

Living together through silent natural springs
of spiritual acceptance,
active empathic “I Love Us”
rather than mere sympathy for your loss
“We Love You”
(even you useless weak losers).

Non-verbally
non-violently pro-active sacred curiosity,
interdependent faithfulness
courage to trust in cooperative integrity,
to compassionately communicate
Win/Win Messages to heartlessly violent
Win/Lose UnTouchables.

All that said
and set Prince Valiantly aside,

“You are doing your patriotic duty
to stop this steal
back to a healthier cooperative solidarity
in uniting EarthDemocratic Trust”

To swim back against evolution’s regenerative
natural/spiritual stream of healthy eco-political consciousness

Co-empathic with all love relationships
once aspiring to cooperatively become
a healthier sacred egalitarian
economic and politically active
(yet not empire-building reactive)
green communion.

Healthy democratic LoveMessages
invite more of a compassionate response

Win/Win thriving communion
of ecosystemically healthy communities
for well-being EarthUnity,
healthy prosperity
of all co-empathic non-predators,
at least not Here
and not RightWing
WestWing
Now

This overpowering “patriotic duty”
to think and feel intolerable
untouchable misunderstanding
of long-term ecofeminist political win/win
nonviolent communication analysis

Of healthcare regenerative memories
of a nation,
a planet,
a person

A few of whom re-emerge from StraightWhite patriarchal
miseducational lack of organic holistic healthy resilient
systems

Education that Enlightens
and invites empowering civics education discussion circles
which might have better served 43 co-dependent Senators

In a recent full-Southern purifying sweep
still hoping for a Revival
of perpetual disunion,
self-Righteous intolerance,
untouchable fear
of white-skinned eco-political Failure
to polyculturally
healthy Thrive

Throughout this polyglot
of Love You messages;
useful to whom
for what empowering/enlightening
disempowering/unenlightened
climatic end?

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Healthy Change ReFormations

I suppose a healthy Taoist
is a wealthy Change artist,
designer
researcher,
mediator,
facilitator,
mentor,
resilient liver
more than a despondent dier.

Taoism,
like Zeroism,
and Universal Unitarianism,
is a multicultural path
toward restoring,
and resiliently retaining,
MotherEarth’s natural
AND spiritual
empowerment

Still left-hemisphere deductively dominating verbal voices
in warm conversation with
EarthTribe’s blue/green sacred feelings
organically ecofeminist
holistically synergetic,
interdependently integral
economic and political
Yang/Yintegrity co-invested,

Which,
in a gay white alliance
with BlackFamily Lives Matter husbands,
requires cooperative talent for noticing,
and correcting unenlightened privilege,
with a warm soft-felt sense of humor,
“You don’t act right half the time.”

Inviting empowering response,
“But, look what a great transformational job you’ve done
with my more enlightened half.”

Better co-invested in polyculturally correct
GoldenRule outcomes,
win-win sealed and certified
economically sacred long-term resilience
ecologically secular short- through long-term
co-invested,
infested with delight
in sharing joyful journeys

In green secular empowerment
standing steely mountainous strong–
left-hemisphere patriarchal–
and yet also blue sacred enlightenment

Tender mercies of graced Beauty
qualitatively emerging
evolving
resolving
involving democratically expanding health
wealth nonzeroistic merging

Whole QueenGaia Spirits
of sacred TurquoiseMundi
standing bicamerally tall

Left-hemisphere prominence
flowing bilaterally in
and out Right-bihemispheric dipolar
co-arising integrity of here
now bilateral Truth
Beauty con-science

Integral re-connection
restoring ego-health
within ecosystemic safe
felt binomial balance

InBetween Holy Trinities
of EarthClimate empowering Justice
equally invested in EarthClimate enlightened caregiving Health
synonymous with Living EarthTribe Systems
optimizing health/safety perennial
resilience

Long-term EarthPeace compassion
co-present ego inside LeftVoiced
actively mediating sufficient
fair ecosystemic outside RightHealth Choice

Equitably democratic
healthy economic
and political GoldenRules
of win/win outcome ratios
outgoing choices
of incoming voices

Quite a bit less patriarchally conflicted
about short personal lifetime
v long-term EarthClimate
multigenerational
multicultural healthcare commitments

In solidarity with EgoCentered
Resilient Family
Resonant Community
Holy Communions,
steeped in multicultural blue/green
integrity

Empowering organic gardens,
enlightening ecofeminist farmers
cooperative
holistic
nonhistoric–
merely everyday win/win
DNA rethinkers

Sufficiently endowed
with indigenously preverbal
naturally enspirited Wisdom
for health
tribal wealth
governance

Democratically empowering healthy Taoists
enlightening wealthy Change artists,
designers
researchers
mediators
facilitators
mentors more than degenerative
nonviolent noncommunicators

On our best days
also
resiliently dynamic livers
seeking win/win multicultural change
in wealthy resonant climates breathing out
and healthy in.

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