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Before Christ Began

Before we begin,
I want to introduce
my most hopeful self

Before we begin
life’s communication
we know love’s energy

Mother and Child
intimacy
sacred mild
intricacy
integrity…

Resonant hearts beating
repeating
+1 then 0 then -1
circling around again
without growing rest
or restless

As invisible
as air to Goddesses,
as healthy water
to wishing fish

Octaves of musical notes
resilient health
capitalized Ego unfolding
ecosystemic green integrity
engaging this enculturing assembly.

Before we begin
communication of positive
and negative
and not-not 0-soul,
arrestive paradox

What could be before
beginning
winning
sinning

In this
hopefully
polycultural robust life,
I want to re-introduce
my messianic peak hopes
mind/body
divine/humane
nonverbally felt and humanely thought
Right as 0-rain
and Left as 1 egotistical pain

Without LeftBrain dominant
and RightBrain multi-sensory peak
prominent
integral neurosensory positive life
invites therapeutic love

Peak win/win womb expansion
toward rebirth
emphatically amusing
romantically musing,
not quite so…
I don’t know…
dogmatically confusing?

MindFully bodied
and yet polymathically driven
with empathic musical language
impressing polypathic GreenWays
and Golden Means
polyvagally neuro-sensexual

1/0
full and empty rests
nests
patriarchal-capitalist pests

Lacking interdependent serenity
of EarthMother’s pregnant 0/1
advent
adventurous
curious
courageously matriarchal
green ecofeminist
wounded womb
of win/win innocence

ReBirthing sacred integrity
of 0/1 minded bodies,
reflecting before we begin
100% wanting to re-introduce
win/win musical intent
full octave bent
toward 1/0 and 0/1
dipolar co-arising balance

Verbally predative songs of life
sung in nonverbal listening
internal
silent dancing love.

Before we began
learning win/lose trauma
ecopolitical drama,
Christ only knows
and wisely feels
win/win EarthTribal
euphoric wombed
too soon post-partum wounded,
winning and losing
life’s interdependent
divine mindful songs
humanely dancing
life’s interdependent love

For healthy dipolar Voices
making wealthy 1-above/0-below
circles more engagingly spacious
than hierarchical lines
lonely at the royal
monotheistic Top

1 enlightened Ego
feeding and breeding
0-codempowering
co-binary
cooperative
eco-green mind operas
swelling into body
operations

Win/win strategic health
caring
wearing
baring down
and inside silent songs,
regeneration

Despite unhealthy
unwealthy lose/lose/lose
triune mortality
of people
plants
and planet

Reversing
restoring
restorying peaceful advents
despite sins
and returning
anthro-supremacist songs
of our Straight White FatherGods,
kinda dogmatically stuck
in don’t give a look
back in the great
EarthMama
sacred GaianMusing Womb

Ready to burst
with joy

EarthMother shoulder
bolder voice
passion
compassion
peace,
restoring
recoloring Earth’s most sacred
inside dancing joist
rejoicing justice

Deep longing
for healthier choices
before we end
we need to re-introduce
our EarthTribal
ego-selves

Protecting
this pregnant Advent
of eco-echoing
feminist elves

Enlightened
as LeftBrain dominant
ChristMass trees

Empowering RightBrain prominent
BodhiSattva bicameral
bilateral
bigenderal
regenerative seas

Root-minded and branch-bodied
bipartisan
binomially ego/eco-balancing

Enlightened
adventurous
secular Ways
and Golden Health Resilient
sacred Means

Before We begin,
I hope to introduce
invite
invest
sacred vest
Advent
reinvent
our best mind/bodied selves

Before Christ begins
again.

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Every SacredEarth Relationship Changes

  1. Everything changes and ends,
    reports Richo mindfulness

To which Ohcir co-responds,
including positive co-arising
intention.

  1. Relationships do not always come and go
    according to unconditional warm
    co-invested appreciation,
    when we fail to bicamerally resonate
    together brilliantly resilient
    therapeutic co-empowerment.
  2. Secularized anthrosupremacist life
    is not always fair
    healthy
    safe,
    much less panentheistically cherished.
  3. Pain is part of evil loss
    and win/lose trauma,
    lose/lose drama
    is part of degenerative
    dogmatic death,
    as e-v-i-l survivalism
    reverses l-i-v-e mindful
    ReStore EarthJustice
    thrivalism.
  4. People,
    and other organic creatures,
    are not liberally loving
    and conservationally loyal
    and appropriately lusty
    all the time,
    unlike trauma-free dogs
    and healthy MotherTrees
    thriving in wealthy
    EarthTribal forests.

In dialogue with David Richo, Ph.D psychotherapist, “The Five Things We Cannot Change…and the Happiness We Find by Embracing Them” p. xi.

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Sacred CoInvestments

Rebuilding bipartisan explorations,
at least two-sided appositions,
like generously inclusive
and conservatively exclusive
worldviews of MotherEarth

Sacred polytheistic strains
and peak experiences felt
through love of life
resilient win/win relationships

And secular monopolistic pains
deeply thoughtful
LeftBrain speaking thoughts
devoid of win/lose trauma

Patriarchal-Capitalist mistrust
of Polycultural-Communal lust
for life’s multiculturing organic
peak experience truths

Inviting Other ecosystemic worldviews
to speak
and listen
for who they are
less
advocating, instead,
for who we are becoming
more organically
universally united

By what Other and I,
however superior
and inferior LeftBrain thought,
most passionately care about repeating
from past organic
peaceful
robust
cooperative experience

What we most love,
cherish
of our own peak and valley
appositional
black through white harmonic
resonant
transportive
mystical experiences
warm
unconditional regard.

Neither pleasure/pain felt body
nor thoughtful mind
without sacred
prime mindbody peak
and valley,
together and separate,
in and out,
after cathartic transcendent release
as not so much
prematurely before.

Deeply and resiliently listen
for what Other most loves,
cherishes
of their own personal experiences
of relationship
communication
integrity,
bipartisan pleasure
in ego-partisan penance,
release

While absence of relationship,
excommunication
and disintegration
fade distantly apart.

If Other is able,
And when you mindfully become
a deep empathic
nonpartisan compassionate
and actively curious listener,
researcher,
analyzer,
feeler,
empath,
transcendently liberated-conservational
ego/ecosystemic
BothSidesNow mystic,

Then democracy trusting you
might find oppositional defiant
menacing republican capitalist Other
also feels safe enough
to more vulnerably disclose
how Republicans too
have been traumatized
by win/lose
LeftBrain dominant
privileged thoughts
without organic EarthTribe
peak experience memories,
feelings,
win/win co-passionate imagination

By learning to listen for
and provoke
invoke
invest
vest
prophecy
and predict,
sing
and sacred dance
negative dissonant
capital loss
religiously re-engaging positive resonant
communion gain
through cooperative
bipartisan
bihemispheric
bilateral
binomially co-invested
peak co-infestment Tao experience,
contextually informed
EarthTribe trauma prevention.

Reds,
similar to Greens,
remember Golden Rule
deep compassionate listening,
feeling,
trembling for a multicultural
multigenerationally transcendent compassion
universally unitarian
warm unconditional passion experience

Appreciation for shared EarthPeace
world views of Others
shared across significant subcommunities
invoking sacred
peaceful
democratic trust

In positive health
supporting republican EarthPatriotic wealth
among fellow win/win
good-humored multicultures

Pray together
for less Win/Lose survivalist
trauma-tumored monocultures.

Well-educated
and drop-out AnthroSupremacists
would spread our minds
and bodies wide
for standing firmly
on ecofeminist MotherEarth

With both secular and sacred
monopolistic and pantheistic
natural and spiritual
body and mind
integral health care giving
is receiving
bicamerally warm
unconditional intentions
to conservatively prevent further trauma
by liberally inviting
deeper and wider
sacred ecotherapeutic
peak and valley
co-empathic body nutrition
and mind value
enlightening
and empowering,
regenerative
and resilient co-experiences.

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Appropriately Polite Company

It seems maniacal,
Black Rabbit Hole easy
kinda sleazy
to sexualize every thought

And, yet,
all too easy
to desexualize
to decontextualize
multisensory feelings
deep and widely organic
roots from ancient EarthMother wisdom

Sometimes polycultural transparency above
conjoining multicultural vulnerability below
give peak orgasmic conversational sway

To passion’s Left/Right co-balancing day
of protruding Yang verbal dominance
seducing Yintegrity’s river-valleyed
eagerly inviting pre-verbal
pregnant wombs of co-invested
cooperative win/win interests
in peak and valley neurosystemic
indigenous traditions,
spiritedly natural

Seldom known to partisan politics
and weaponized capitalistic
colonizing rapacious prominence
of patriarchal nationalistic populism

As if, somehow,
matriarchal EarthTribe integrity
of deeply thought/felt hearts
with womanist
deep valley ecopolitical minds
were less morally appropriate
than indecent ecocidal exposure.

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Blue Brush Witness

As she lays down her blue brush
in a blue-trimmed cream
dream stone basin
of darkening water

She realizes
inside voice has been thinking
about double negative paradox
as -x/-y
can’t win pathology

Of way too much Patriarchal Capitalist
dogmatic Business As Boorishly Usual,
monochromatic
monopolistic
monocultural
monotheistic

Describing
and prescribing her
BusyMess
is cruel
cold
calculating dismissal
disregard
don’t matter

Let her splatter!
while he eats
his white survival cake

Mindlessly unwoke
to future predative
desecration issues
promoting and marketing
trauma-inflation corporations
inviting frequent-flyer
evangelically missioned Narcissists

Who probably don’t think much
of a universal peak salvation experience
yet do feel deeply united,
maybe even energetically synergetic,
about their own sacred memories
of EarthMother’s original Win/Win
multi-colored co-invested
warm wet unconditionally cooperative
co-relationships

Through time’s changing
hue and culture and cry
LeftBrain verbally emerging
too dominant

Thereby, curiosity remains difficult to contain
to deeply listen for feelings to explain
this sound and sight for blue brushes
tinting her slowly turning water
growing
blueing
flowing sadly
back through Patriarchal
Capitalist
anthroprivileged time

Emerging blue
and grey
darkening ecocide.

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Dark

Dark chances,
unhealthy and unsafe trauma
HiStories

Degenerating predative dogmas
not wanting to let go of ballistics
even for dawning light’s sacred promise
to grab full-immersion hold
and heal dark mythologies
lose now and again later ecologies
repeat rehearsed
inside-only voiced
dark passion narratives

Speaking out alarmed Betrayal
from those you were taught to Trust–
[it was Her job!
I have an unconditional contract
on a warm wet naturally wombed
and spiritually unwounded
birthright!

Defying Other’s Anger
about my gift-economy Hypocrisy
about my sacred Golden Rule restriction
win/win positive aspiration,
invoked by nature’s spiritual
Hippocratic Oath
to at least do no damage
losing trusted breath in
so losing full breath back out
again
and again
and repeat breathlessly again.

My own most difficult,
occasionally traumatic,
distressingly long, slow
letting go transition

Feels almost inevitably headed
for natural health-Lose
spiritual health-Lose
despair

Unless we all keep trying our best,
not just me
cleaning up your mess
to suffering servant impress

All us AnthroPrivileged victims
aware of traumatic over-populated
rabid traumatic
and pandemic health risks,
and runaway
emerging PTSD
and dementia
and suicide
and matricide
and ecocide

Make it almost impossible
to respect ourselves
yet not fear
retributive justice officers
and judges
and monolithic Yang-Jehovah

Dispensing punishments and fines
and shame
and blame
where the only obvious victim
I can see
is me.

My dark protagonist continues
to be victimized,
even now in aging memories

Every day past light
leads, at dusk,
to dark future
leads, at dawn,
to soon past light…

Yet my attachment to enlightenment
encourages me to disregard
co-arising dipolar dark empowerments
bicamerally re-associated

Yet awkwardly, sometimes
with high-risk trauma histories
monoculturally LeftBrain
EgoCentric predative Yang

AnthroPrivileged Voices
stuck on healthy and safe past orthodox
value systems
personal
and economic
and political
and separate and unequal
bi-sensory
and anti-sexual competitive dogmatic traditions

Not spiritually or naturally learning
so not wanting to let go
even for dawning light’s healthy promise
to grab resilient hold
and heal dark
post-traumatic lose/lose
zero-sum global
ecocidal winterish nightmares

Dipolar co-arising
unconditional warm sun rising
well-moisturized
copassionately co-invested day dreams
and horizontal dances,
core-chakra interpersonal win/win
exercises
nonviolent practice
practice
practice

Until we get our cooperative peak experience
sacredly awesome
and restorative ecojustice
left and right again

BiLateral
BiCameral creolization
in timeless tides
of over-swelling
regenerativity

Not quite
so bleakly alone
trapped in silent screaming stark
Dark.

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UnAppreciated Americans

Our President
here at the local nonpartisan association
also appreciates Americans
he has never met
or heard
or smelled

Not to mention out to get
never ever tasted,
at least without informed consent,
or vulnerably seen
or transparently felt
with copassioned
trauma-free intent,
yet not actually met,
just yet

And
I am confused
that our President would feel
he needs to say this,
as if appreciating Americans
were a partisan platform
advocating politically
and economically unusual
universal health
and safe global wealth
resiliently inclusive policy priorities

Sacredly patriotic
EcoMatriotic regard
for nutrition-based
economic historical
poly/mono-culturing
cooperative/competing
wu-wei YintegralPower/YangLight
sacred/secular
transubstantiating neuro-sensory
WinWin/WinLose/LoseLose
co-mediating
eco-political communication systems

I readily concede
I could be wrong
but I can at least imagine
Donald Trump
feeling and believing,
although jaded
disappointed
and dispassionately,
that he appreciates
all those NonWhite
NonStraight
NonPatriarchal EcoFeminists
he has never met

And would just as soon
not change his monopolistic bliss
to CounterCulturally encounter Othering
dark ignorance,
just yet.

I don’t know if it is a positive
or negative coronary corollary
to further extend
this metaphoric analogy

Yet Trump,
unlike Biden,
could never get
a multiculturally gifted American
he has not yet met

But I would bet
it would be hard to vet
EarthTribe residents
too healthy to ever regret
not having had the pleasure
of meeting many Trumpian Americans

Cold greetings
likely best to forget
we all come from somewhere

Matriarchally sacred
as an interdependent
health care safety net
includes imaginatively appreciating

All those Others Othering
unfertilized good eggs,
and thus not yet met.

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Sinning Saints Once More

When I was in seminary
my spiritual director advised me to notice,
as had he,
that there are two kinds of:

Clergy

Those who understand their calling
as to coldly forgive
and heatedly challenge
all bedeviled sinners

And those who feel called to mentor
gods and goddesses
and all transgender images in-between
to warmly engage
and repeatedly comfort
all divinely endowed
panentheistic
Holy Spirited saints.

Lay Leaders

Those who live for a vacation
from telling Others why they must not do
whatever trauma-afflicted compulsion
we might feel addictively drawn toward

And those whose felt sacred vocation
is to communicate compassionately with Others
to therapeutically understand
what we would most love to be
and become
co-invested in ego-health
and ecosystemic-wealth
re-associatively together

Unconditionally regarding
both categories of Clergy
and Ego/EcoTherapeutic Lay Leaders
and All PolyCultural EarthTribal Creatures,
verbally dominant
and nonverbally
co-passionately prominent

Comforting the nonverbally afflicted
more than verbally afflicting
the too win/lose oppressed
survivalist
StraightWhiteCorporateMale
Business As Usual
RightWing Evangelical
anti-ecofeminist gospel truth
is Holy Spirit anathema
comfortable
with cognitive/affective chronic
bicameral dissonance.

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A Year Ago

About a year ago,
as the COVID pandemic
seemed to subside,
then swell,
happily ebb
and yet impatiently flow

About a year ago
I was noticing cold autumn nights
bringing first frost
to my metal windowframes
and to my post-surgery tired back
and neglected aging heart.

Outside corner unit 315
my view to the south
of brownfield industrial waste
not salvaged
when converting this condo place
to residential co-invested space.

Outside all our interior doors,
a CommonsGrace ignored
for at least a decade of degeneration
now accelerating divestment
by investors seeking rental profits

And also by resident owners
who could not feel certain
that others felt shamed
by a stained
and torn carpet,
elevators that sometimes worked,
cracked and vaporously blind windows,
dilapidated doors,
impending rot
and gloom
and financial doom.

Now
a year later
our parking place
awaits demolition,
to become hauled away
dismissed
disposed of,
further disgraced,
to be repurposed
refaced
in some future highway
graveled trace.

A year later
our communication grace
is in transition
from feeling alone
victimized by our own hired hands
and by our Commons Governors
indulging an economy of capital scarcity,
patriarchal politics
of executive privilege,
an implied theology
of StraightWhiteMale
monotheistic exceptionalism,
as if godly wisdom comes down
only from an enlightened professional high,
and not from within
our sacred ecofeminist administrators
teachers
mothers
grandmothers
sisters
at least as swell.

Co-invested in cooperative
win/win resolutions,
ecologically reconnecting EarthCare constitutions,
health and safety non-prostitutions,
Yang strong and Yintegral flow
of bicamerally balancing institutions,
mindbodies for longterm healthy democracy,
transparent bilateral trust

Nonviolent communicators
cooperatively planning
and priority budgeting
to heal our side-by-side loneliness
by reconnecting cooperative care
for EarthTribe Wisdom:
a formerly healthy
polyculturally wealthy
sacred planet,
a multiculturally inviting property
for growing edible and ornamental plants
and health-minded wealth-embodied people,
enlightened LeftBrain strong and vital
empowering RightBrain co-empathic flow
of root
and gut
and sacred peak experience feelings

While planning not just to survive
our individual autonomous lives
but also to thrive
through EarthCare
for at least another 7-Regenerations
of healthier healing LeftBrain
ecological co-relations
and safer sacred RightBrain
panentheistic
EarthMatriarchal
co-empathic re-connections.

Our individual victim histories
of patriarchal-capitalism
now repurposed
to help heal our co-invested residential experiences
with PolyCultural Communion,
rejoining planet Earth’s great transitioning
climate of health and safety enterprise

Rather than hiding in self-judgment
and Othering shame
for moving in
to unhealthy and unsafe
historic property demise.

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In and Out CoPassions

I could know no Self
without an Other

We could have no Child
without an EarthMother

No Ego
without an Earth-bound EcoSystem

I could understand no male
linear formation dominantly prominent
without a co-responding female circling
inflowing/outgrowing concomitance

I could not know severance bipolar
of either/or discursive logic
without feeling round wombed dipolar
environmental both/and nurtiuring
spiraling
revolving
seasonally developing
ecologic

I could not form
positive 1
if not for inflowing/outgoing
co-passionate
co-invested
binomial
not not 0.

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