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Adventures In Happy Endings

Throughout 2016 I have been reading Rob Brezsny’s Pronoia
Is The Antidote For Paranoia
now ending before I reach 2017.

This postmillennial bible of multiculturalism
ends with several questions or statements
with space to write in my responses.

I am about half through these end pages.
Here is a condensed version of this conversation,
to date:

“Imagine that you get three wishes on one condition:
They can’t benefit you directly;
they have to be wished on behalf of someone else.
What would they be?”

  1. Peace and justice throughout sacred Earth’s more cooperative organic Tribes.
  2. And economic and political goodwill for ecofeminists,
    matriarchs of Earth’s extending families.
  3. And all Gaia’s (0)riginally Sinless win/win newborns.

“Comment on this thought:
Imagination is more important than knowledge
and play is more interesting than belief.”

And imagination is not accessible without memory
and play feels more accessible with trust
than distrust.

And role-play is better for deep learning
cooperative v competing beliefs
about how to become a more peacefully communicating
multiculturally-adept
adult.

“Pronoia is a gnostic art.
Everyone is potentially a visionary
capable of revealing more of its mysteries
Write your oracles and definitions of pronoia here.”

Pronoia co-passioning designs
rather than
paranoid conspiracies of autocratic anthropocentrism
engage indigenous wisdom
of restorative justice
and resilient peace.

“‘When I grow up,’ wrote Ramona McNabb, ‘I want to be a river.’
What impossible magnificence would YOU like to be
when you grow up?”

A two-headed tornado
bilaterally communicating
mirror reverse-revolving
co-powering funnels
ingesting Earth’s complexity
exhaling anthropocentric chaos
through appositionally equi-valent dipolar tails
feeding on and off each other’s co-impassioned
bicameral synergy.

“Tell what techniques you’ve discovered
about feeding honey to crocodiles.”

Waste of sacred time
and organic space.
Like feeding pearls to swine
who would much prefer to eat me.

“What would you have to do in order to keep getting smarter and smarter?”

Invite my egocentric, and anthro-centric, hubris
to become humbler and humbler,
until entirely co-passioned
to keep becoming trauma-informed polyamorous integrity
and feeling polyvagal painless peace.

“What’s the single most important question you’d like to resolve
before you die many years hence?”

Why didn’t Me v We paranoia die sooner
so Me+We could pronoia thrive sooner?

“‘Bodhisattva’ is a term used by Buddhists to describe a saint
who has developed spiritual equanimity
and a consistent ability to act with wisdom and kindness
but who nevertheless postpones his [sic] ascension into nirvana
in order to help free all other beings from their suffering.
In Beauty and Truth Lab parlance, a ‘dissident bodhisattva’ believes that existing political and cultural institutions must be overthrown
and replaced
in order to liberate all beings from their suffering
and achieve spiritual equanimity.
Write a story in which you are a dissident bodhisattva.”

Better to resonantly love
this deeply resilient co-passionate communication
of truly felt compassion
and beautifully peaceful pleasures.
Bring non-violent communication
to Whole EarthSystem incarnation.

Although,
before pronoia imagining our healthiest
and richest
and deepest bodhisattva incarnation,
I suppose it’s always good to prepare our most co-intelligent
PolyCulturing ReGenerative Design.

So, perhaps positively deviant co-messiahs
of cooperative economic and political bodhisattva (0)-zone polypaths
might passionately begin with writing down how I would like to feel
0/1-prime cobinary indigenously wise nondualistic dipolar relationship
over the next 12 AnthroMind/EarthBody
Passion/Pleasure years

I could anticipate having sufficiently (0)-woke left
before I 1-Whole EarthBody right retire,
when I will hope to learn why I didn’t retire now,
before I co-passionately sing
and coitally dance
while rewriting ecotherapeutic EarthTribe’s
BodhiSattva ReCreation Story.

“You are Ruler Of The World.
What three decrees will you immediately issue
to begin the mass healing?”

  1. All public and private investments,
    both impassioned time and pleasing money,
    currently supporting competitive
    WinnerCasteWe v LoserCasteThey preservation
    of monoculturing monopolistic monotheistic grandeur
    and corrupting wealth,
    rather than multicultural health
    and polycultural wealth,
    are now democratically,
    yet not officiously,
    reinvested in cooperative WinWin
    ecopolitically viral and virtuous
    EarthTribe Climate HealthCare Games,
    and other forms of nutritionally recreative
    deep learning inter-religious passion play,
    ecopolitically green transformative partying.
  2. All Patriotic and Paternalistically dominant anthrocultures
    are now officially,
    yet not autrocratically,
    also Matriotic and Maternalistically prominent
    Earth as SacredMother
    Golden Rule nurturing meritocracy.
  3. All males and females,
    heteros and homos,
    upper and lower castes,
    conservators and liberators
    are now virtuously positive,
    and not viciously negative,
    on the EarthTribal full-transgenderal Octave Spectrum
    of multiculturing polyamorous panentheistic
    indigenously wise polypaths
    toward deeply exotic/erotic
    prime peak experienced
    wealthy neuro/ecological cobinary
    prime 1 SunGod MonoThesis = 0 EarthGaia HypoThesis
    compassionately communing
    upper/lower recaste
    transformational relationship.
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Nativity Birth Stories

If you have a favorite Messiah Story,
one that makes your sweetest Ego swell,
and stay that way,
then you also have a favorite political narrative
about how you would prefer your wealthiest power development
to optimize our healthiest ecological abundance.

For example,
for Christians,
is the Messianic re-creation story
merely redemptive grace coming down
and inbound?

Or also bodhisattva co-redemptive,
where grace,
like money,
flows more abundantly
when everybody has more than enough
gift-it-forward compassion
to also gift outwardly,
abound around town?

So, which still ReGenerating Story
you powerfully embody to co-invest ,
inhaling and exhaling,
extends or shrinks your primally significant economic choice

Wholesome Sacred Earth’s outside health
or whole-sum Organic HomoSapient inside wealth
or co-invested co-redemptive both?

Still empowering Messianic salvation
raining down grace
like light radiates regenerating power
love irradiates interdependent life systems

Authentically interreligious Messiahs
are not known for Win v Lose
divide and separate demonically dark cultic powers
of ego investment in overpowering Othered
outcaste-preserving players

Instead
more challenging
love your sad gift-hoarding enemies too
wisely knowing no one wins salvation
until every sapient species co-invests
in-down caste/out-up caste transformational co-redemption
of sacred EarthMother’s ecologically committed
polyculturing WholeEarth Peace

Climate paradise
perfected for
MessiahPassion/BodhisattvaPleasure
spiritual/natural co-investors.

How was original organic EarthTribe life created?
to ecologically love
abundant WinAnthro/WinEarth political reform

Speaking only from my own Ego experiences
cooperatively engaging as much outside
and outbound regenerative freedom
from degenerative inside and downcast gift-hoarding
as Anthropocene possible

For all sentient crownMessiah/rootBodhisattva species
of co-intelligent cobinary polyvagal design
living co-passion here
loving co-pleasing now
life-love’s universal trust,
unitarian grace

Peace-full belonging
feels like neurosystemic Messiahs past
still flowing through Bodhisattva future
co-redeeming ecosystems

In and out ego/eco-logical
up-caste and down-caste
AnthroCrowning and EarthRooting
SunFather and GaiaMother
primal co-relationship
of transforming grace
recaste
to further future co-redeemers

Inter-religiously messianic saviors
liberally graced
and conservatively gifted
by sentient polyculturing bodhisattvas

Pantheistic GaiaMother inside
empowered listening
long before monotheistic GodFather outside
enlightened speaking

Like every healthy newborn
wealth reborn
peace restoring messiah.

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Mindfulness As Usual

If I had an IQ of 17,
would this be normal?

My son,
with cerebral palsy,
no language capacity, no LeftBrain ability to read or write
or speak using linguistic tools,
with no hint of verbal or violent dominance issues,
has an angelic peace-loving IQ
in the 17 ballpark

On several behavioral measures of IQ
(does he have a swallow reflex?
Does he flinch
if his toe is pinched
or his foot is tickled?).

For him,
this IQ is normal,
when he’s feeling healthy,
relatively free of trauma
(including social
and political
and economic
and ecological
and theological
and biological, etc.),

Having a good win/win cooperative,
synergetic,
unconditionally warm regarding day.

And, for me,
his IQ seems normal,
or he would not be
the magnificent young man I know
and love
and care for
and listen to,

As he most times sits in silent
(hopeful bliss?)

Yet sometimes roars his verbal agency
to be seen
with unconditional warm regard
and heard with warm and sacred prophecies,

Our indigenous EarthTribe time
will never be less wisdom
than restoring ecojustice
compassionately co-invested
healthy and safe enough.

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Deep Valleys

Perilous fall risks
these double-binding thoughts
with feelings still nascently attached
positive and negative,
often complexly ambiguous
as an old variegated sock
chew toy

Stumbled over in emotive colored sequences
contrasting tasteful language
comparing visions sweet and sour,
bland touch not grand
but better than feeling bitter
qualitative resonant/dissonant scales
of magnificent maleficence
and malicious magnificence

Narrow
overflowing personally compelling
dispelling private passions
remain within a high and wide
yet deep and narrow
multigenerational polyculture
of co-empathic compassion

To heal sacred MaternalEarth
and thereby correlate
all Her multiculturing
divinely languaged
singularly health-hearted
dizzying slip-shod business

Positive and negative
universal uniting
and severing
ecopolitically co-invested emotions

Eco-logically restorative
climate resilient growing
peaceful co-messymanic valleys
of resonant reconnection

As reliable as an old
hand knit pair
of variegated socks
before repurposed
as sacred scented chewtoys.

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Self Regard

Opportunities to rest
in unconditional self-regard
also present risks
of unmitigated narcissism.

While self-respect
is a prerequisite
for pursuing resonant win/win integrity’s
full bodied potential savor
flavor
favor

MeWe co-passion
for EgoSelf
as also part of
sacred EcoOther
co-arises global
unconditional regard
for healthy life
over harmful death
and all conscious
curious creatures
in-between Alpha
and Omega
great transitions.

Ego wealth of self/other compassion
values love
above all else,
although perhaps more could be said
for an unconditionally regarded
sense of humor,

Ego/EcoSystemic joyful
resilient compassion
remains cooperatively therapeutic
powering through competitive
narcissistic trauma histories

Of win/lose closeted
micro-aggressions
miscommunicating
what was originally intended
to express warm unconditional regard
for oneself
as part of cherished Other

Dipolar
(not bipolar)
co-arising regard
co-gravitating toward
a shared sense of healthy humor

Which is a loving fruit
of the Holy Spirit
the serious narcissist lacks
in his dominating patriarchal
capitalist
anthrosupremacist
EarthView

Of unconditional
LeftBrain prominently learned
disregard
for empowering cooperatively curious
and warm
and enlightened joyful
bipartisan co-relationships

Loving
open
transparent
vulnerable
non-judgmental
means compassionate
unconditional Me-and-We
integrally cooperative regard.

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Sacred Discourse

The OldSchool patriarchal Pentateuch
precedes the polycultural HolyNew Paraclete.

This Pentateuch
begins with the beginning
of theo-TribalEgo cultural correlations;
Genesis begets Exodus,
the ChosenTribe’s emigration
into sacred Promised Land

Of special transparency
and divine vulnerability
for a religious Priesthood
found in Leviticus.

Levite Priests
Jesus recognized
and dismembered as Pharisees
and Sadducees,
their scribes
and self-delighted accountants

Tediously enumerating
the fourth Book of Numbers

The fifth and PentUp final exodus
prefacing a new climate
and polyculture of regenesis,
predicted throughout the Old Testament
pre-framing the New Testament
begins much later with Matthew
Mark
Luke
and John’s preamble
of the sacred DeuteroDiscourse Word

These four
internally speaking in three dimensional quantities of Power
pulled transcendently together
by bilateral qualities of time’s timeless Light.

But,
backing up into the exodus
of the DiscursiveDeutero Pentateuch,
this fifth Book
redundantly discourses
Deuteronomy.

What is our deliberative duty
to a Straight White Patriarchal YHWH?

Was Jesus right
to give priority to discourses
of EarthDaddy’s liberal love
foretelling a future PolyCultural Communion,
Win/Win Paradise?
Land of OatMilk
and Green Cooperative produced
organic Honey?

Or are we too
a stiff necked
win/lose debating
zero-sum devolutionary
supremacist People?

Do we doubt,
continue to debate,
Jesus’ personal spiritual experience
of sacred EarthNature?

Do we continue with Old Deuteronomy
of FortressEarth
effacing and denying Global Climate Pathology?

Do we continue
conserving Patriarchal Capital Elitism?

Do we further thicken
straight White fortresses
for the highest privileged Levites
and best war-mongering Accountants?

Greedy to sell more weapons for conserving hate
on the front porch of YHWH’s Earth Paradise Temple,
rather than deliberately inviting
nonviolent communication tools
of liberating perennial climate love?

Do we choose hurting
and win/lose zero-sum punishing,
or healing
and win/win
nonzero-soul
of cooperative discourse?

Do we choose
possible straight white species survival
or probable Whole
Open
EarthDeuteronomic
gospel of good health thrival?

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BiCameral ChoiceMaking

It’s not my choices
I regret,

But,
sometimes what I didn’t choose
to do
or join
or say
or at least not forget

About not hatching up
or mashing down
some healthier choices
in a wealthier nontraumatic time
for restoring EarthTribe Justice
kismet.

And,
most of all,
I regret

My apparent inability
to make choices univocally
when my only ecological deadline ability,
now moored upon my biological disability
to independently grow less traumatic degenerativity,
post-healthy inside climate stress disorderly

Cosmological personal death of me,
dirth of humane resilient We,
despair of MotherEarth’s just right cold/warmly
revolving light and dark climate power
regenerativity

More explicitly integral
yang yintegrity
of bicameral resonance regrowing wealth
of fairness cosmologically healthy

Heavenly Peace
rebirths Just EarthWomb warm Cosmology
blue/greenly co-investing
in strongly resilient
yet flexibly resonant,
empowering
and harmonically enlightening
life choice inter-connecting systems.

Powers to choose,
like all power,
can be more or less than ZeroSum,

Power,
like light v dark,
includes passion,
dispassion,
compassion,

Favoring regenerative life systems,
and disfavoring degenerative dark death
monotheistic
monocultures of chaotic hate
revenge
punishment,
retributive choice voices
of fear-filled anger
win/lose
heading toward lose/lose

Nonsystemic
nonlife
nonchoices,
dualdark felt
nihilistic voices

Speaking up
and out,
It’s not my pro-healthy life choices
I regret.

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Creation Stories

A Taoist Creation Narrative
begins with healthy win/win feel this
and sick unwealthy win/lose don’t do that
too capitalistically patriarchal
Yang dominant

Including do not begin with YangGod Words alone
creating Earth
from chaotic
unYintegrally segregated
dualdark Ether

And every polypathic
InBetween
Both/And multiculturing providence,

Although a Judeo-Christian scriptural Story
of God the MonoFather as SoleCreator
is not incompatibly opposed
Against a Taoist eco/theo-narrative
humanely and divinely inspired by speak
bipartial egopatrilinear/ecowomanist
bicameral natural/spiritual questions
about how to healthiest create
wealthiest care
for our BlueAbove/GreenBelow Commons Earth
communion.

This Taoist epic journey
begins with Yang as Heaven,
radiating rain and light
on Earth’s Common
dynamic double-boundary
changing surface of blue resonant surfing waters
and green/black resilient organic lands

And Yintegral EarthPower
revolving
receiving
transubstantiating
creolizing these enlightening wet Misteries
into Her sacred MotherWombing soil
NonZero pregnant Soul

In-between these two
dipolar co-arising
all Blue/Green healthy life support systems
in
and on
and beyond Earth,
healthy and wealthy
in our cooperatively co-invested best light

And brightest win/win co-empowering
ecopolitical
egowomanist
non-anthrosupremacist
nonviolent
non-LeftBrain dominant
non-StraightWhiteWesternMale competitive busyness

Either/Or debate privileged
over cooperative feeling
both-enlightening/and-empowering
dialogue

Integral Sun’s enlightening,
and often frightening, CreationStory space
balancing
Earth’s empowering ReCreative Win/Win Time

Revolving health
bicameral wealth
restoring EarthJustice
inhaling and exhaling
nonviolent polypathic recommunicating Ways

TrueHealth universal information
SafeBeauty united exhalation

So, what God created
and Goddess Earth has given rebirth toward
takes place across each day and night’s sacred surface
of bilaterally dynamic robust brilliance
co-empathic
co-governing polyculturally healthy
informing surface space

InBetween divine rain water
and humane soiling time,
between Left radiant Light
and Right deep mysteriously felt Power,

InBetween Heaven’s YangDominant yesterday
and Earth’s Yintegral tomorrow
health potential wealth
compassion stories.

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Indigenous OldSouls

OldSouls believe Earth’s ecosystems
need healthy humane theological experience
more than
theological HeavenlyRain/EarthSoil reflection
needs wealth-restoring EarthJustice.

OldSouls also believe this is a problem;

Not a sacred sign
of resilient EarthSystemic strength
through cooperative
co-invested indigenous wisdom
and humane solidarity,

polyculturally enlightening nature
and multiculturally empowering spiritual experience,

healthy soil smelled
and safe water tasted
tested
invested

LeftWing yintegral nonzero summary
felt theological experience
and RightWing yang
ecological Win/Win gain.

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Healing BodyMinds

After Yang’s struggle
suffering
seismic seizures

Dawn’s Yin’s peace
restoration
expansion
without grasping
even life v death

Before Yang’s next struggle
suffering
seizure
battling ego’s timeless absence

Like Left hemisphere’s
embodied dominance,
shadow subject
of objective dreams

Then Right hemisphere’s energy prominence,
bilateral compassion;

Yang’s ego-natural body
reincarnating Yin’s primordial
eco-spirited mind

Where polynomial 1
seizes 0
to make polypathic 1,
and not not reproducing polyphonic 0,
and every revolving
spiraling
hypersuasive tipping point
in-between

HolyWinded Spirit’s Earthly journeys–
Wealthiest introspection
for healthiest extraspection;
atomic images
becoming shivered waves.

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