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Hedonistic Hate

When we compare the numbers
and percentages of innocent,
trusting lives lost
in significant part because of Christian
militarized
capitalized
patriarchal
monotheistic judging fundamentalism,
punishing Afghanistan
and other Islamic cultures
over the past four or five decades,

To the number
and percentage of innocent
economically and politically trusting lives
lost in significant part
because of Moslem militarized
capitalized
patriarchal
monotheistic vengeful fundamentalism,
punishing the U.S.
and other NorthWestern Christian cultures

The outsized scale of human
and environmental casualties
in Afghanistan
does not redeem Bin Laden’s terrifying success
on 9/11.

But, this difference in chronic ballistic stress
does suggest why
a well-capitalized terrorist
was able to garner so much economic
and political support
from those already too familiar
with sudden
tragic
violent losses of family
and friends
on 9/11.

This is not to say U.S victims
and non-victims (should there be any)
asked for vengeful death
nor deserved such tragic
excruciating loss,

But
these same losses
may remind us
we, as a democratically healthy
responsible wealthy nation,
a polycultural society,
could have listened with more extensive
bilaterally compassionate ears
and mass mediated eyes,
to the rapacious horror,
loss,
trauma,
fear,
anger,
hate,
chronic anxiety,
post- and pre-traumatic stress disorder

Perpetuated by militarized
capitalized
patriarchal
monotheistic
dogmatic
RightWing
LeftBrain dominant privilege
elitism
supremacy
autistic autocracy
greedy kleptocracy
dissociative denialism

Doubt in cooperative polycultural powers
of global compassion
love
active and provoking hope,
healthy trust in win/win resolutions.

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Great LoveSongs

If I can say it,
but not sing it,
or even hum a resonant melody
that feels like it,
then perhaps my greater gift
is silence,
at least for now,
until toxic seeds
ripen into our healthiest
resilient,
harmonious,
fertile wealth.

So, sing to me,
divinely doctrined Missionaries
and patriarchal Terrorists
offering personal
individualized
autonomous salvation
swept into heavenly soprano Paradise,

When
and where
and why on Earth
does God hum
and Goddess ooh,

“Partisan dissonance is healthy”?

Or, in reverse,
Cooperatively sung
re-connecting
re-ligioning harmony is
economically
or ecologically
or theologically
or politically
or psychologically
or socially
or religiously pathological,
unrailed,
derailed,
demonic.

Isn’t Holy Spirit resonance
of co-invested cooperative compassion
chanting
and channeling just the opposite?

In Her organic EarthTribal Golden Rule
Resonant Ratios
Golden Rings flowing
glowing
all-encompassing Holistic Elixir
of vibrant vibrato faith?

Filling our bilateral ears, hearing
what eyes see conducting nonviolent change,
mouthing tastes of sweetness
and bitterness,
saltiness
and sourness,
majors
and minors noticing
what nose natures comparatively smell,
feeling surrounded
by outside touching
operatic transformations,
large and small stage colonizations,
intricately performed fugue creolizations

Peacefully listening with diverse equanimity
integrity
dignity
unity without uniformity

Feeling quality of healthy v. challenging sound
resounding societies and astonishing cultures,
polycultures and monocultures,
democratic and autocratic tones,

Giving positive and negative voice
to dogmas and creeds,
dramas and greed,
nuts and seeds,
breeds and feeds,
thoughts and deeds,
intentions and bleeds
divine pleads and humane heeds

Regenerating active just investments
and peacefully rejoiced infestments,
secular passion
and sacred Out/InTegrity,
Above/Below harmony

EitherNature/OrSpirit deductive
verbal LeftBrain tools
BothSecular/AndSacred inductive
Golden Win/Win Holonic Paradise
pools and schools
of indigenously wise profound.

Discord grows LeftBrain dominant
military-industrial
Win/Lose ZeroSum
enslavement to competitive over shouting,
to over extracting,
to monoculturally extinguishing
healthy harmonious
resonant
blue/green theo/eco-logical
sky enlightening radiance
Earth empowering cadence
bicamerally balancing integrity’s pleasure
promise

Reducing anxious traumatic stress dissonance
of win/lose anthro-supreme overshouting
by anticipating harmonically inspired
win healthy communion
to win wealthy call outs
chorused shouts

Alleluia
ending GreatLove songs,
Ohm
and Amen,
oohing
and humming sacred grace

Missioning terrific peace
well-sung
more than terrorist colonizing war
unstrung.

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Touch the Earth, Reach the Sky

Touching Earth,
reaching sky.

I walk salt shores
where all Souls fly
over joy’s ocean,
under sad bad lands
my faith in quests
we could understand.

Touch this Earth
to feel our sky.

Wise fools ask
our reasons why,
In glad lives
our answers glow,
in sad love
we learn to grow

To heal our Earth
and teach this sky

We are born
while I shall die,
Life’s my time for in between,
to build you a star,
to chase our dream

Touching Earth
while feeling sky

Hugging laughter
feeds my cry,
May I see
what we can give
for future’s child
to sacred live

We touch this Earth
to reach light’s sky

Soaring courage,
healthy high,
All Souls joining
in Earth’s flight
to touch Her right
I reach through night
for love’s last
last
last splendid sight.

This variation on Grace Lewis-McLaren’s hymn  (#301, Singing the Living Tradition) is dedicated to All Souls-PlanetEarth, especially New London, on the occasion of our Great Return, September, 2021.

Gerald 0’Liver 

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She Didn’t Mean to Play

What Earth didn’t mean to say:

Being pro-life
is like being against
matriotic health
and/or wealth.

Denying communion
for supporting maternal rights
to unhappily choose abortion
is unlike denying anthrosupremacist sacraments
for ecopolitically supporting MotherEarth
traumatic last-rites
to choose globally inclusive Ecocide.

War and fear mongering
are more effective,
more powerfully frightening,
than peace is compassioning,
more empowering healthy
and enlightening wealthy.

Moving on from thinner sympathy,
where healthy wealth is dissonantly fading,
to impassioned empathy
of economic
and politically profound commune-ication
ideation
is never poly-entheistically compassionate,
co-investment easy to cooperatively
sacred vocationally
compassionately accomplish

Outside v Inside
in polycultural full-spectrum worldview healthy
integral wealth creolizing patriarchal
capitalist
monocultural purposes
could not remain
LeftBrain dominant over-rewarded
win/lose reductive
Either/Or deductive dissociated
from ecopolitical ZeroSum scarcity
of transparently anthrosupremacist
win/lose traumatic bare survival experiences

By squeezing
and raping the regenerative life
out of BlueSky/GreenEarth matriarchal physicians
indigenously spiritual/naturally experienced
Yintegrally/Yanging harmoniously about
ecofeminist WholeEarth health-interdependent contexts

Cooperatively co-invested
in Open WholeEarth regenerative wealth
is health
bicameral worldviews;
not so much nationalistic

Is not so much
cooperative tribalistic
NonZeroistic Realistic
RightBrain Trust is Beauty
proven sensory-neural systemic development
resiliently and integrally
beautistic metaphysical
EarthHealth science
re-ligioning Wealth
non-ecosadistic statistics.

We search for secular need for purpose
in our Truth thoughts
to uncover want feelings
for ego/eco-therapeutic
sacred Beauty
polypathic meaning.

We search for secular need for purpose
in our Truth thoughts
to uncover want feelings
for ego/eco-therapeutic
sacred Beauty
polypathic meaning.

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Speaking of Common Goods

What I wanted to say
the other day
when exalting healthy kindness
for potentially freeing us
from Straight White Men’s great meanness

Costing Earth’s Green Commons
and charging disinterest against
co-investing in healthy wealth
of all we cooperatively cherish
as good-wellness humored
for me
and win/win curious We

Surpassing them then
now here
and future well-humored there.

What I had hoped to say
and would have said
had I felt less concerned
I had already bled too much
and listened not enough
to you here YangNow voices
also listening for YintegralHere choices
of those long, yet immortally, dead

Classic classless classy prophets
of Goddess Earth’s climatic doom
sometimes fear-mongering,
too seldom cooperative kindness managing
Mystics of multiculturing
inter-religioning Creation’s kind absence
of permanent
monotheistic
LeftHemisphere capitalist gloom

Dark nights
predicting dawn’s healing brights
LeftBrain universal kindness thoughts
enlightening
RightMind unitarian nonviolent feelings
empowering

Two appositional
dipolar co-arising world views.

I would have more concisely spoken up and out
for Earth’s health and safety
optimizing our Polyculturing Communion,
positive Political Correcting
Common GoodHumored Good

Got the godly goods
with more catholic unitarian focus
on Pope Francis’s
Principle of the Common Good
(#156, Laudato Si’)

Might playfully confront
his internal intuitively wise Pope Franny
commonly and goodly,
healthy and wealthily speaking
of kind and kindred sacred ecology
inseparable from the notion motion,
and ecopolitical win/win revolutionary commotion
of Earth’s Green Common Good

RightWing seen and heard
through a dualistic Either sacred Or secular
evolutionary assumption
our best competitive nationalistic win/lose zero-sum right
to upper caste Patriarchal/Capitalist scarcity
promotes humorless defensiveness,
hoarding
un-encyclical anthrosupreme
nastiness.

And yet,
in a still small bicameral voice,
co-empathically sensed
as EarthMother’s ecowomanist choice
Polycultural Communion
invites a more positive win/win ecology
of politically correct kindness
free
and freeing.

This deductive Left and Right inductive
health wealth safety
synergetically speaks well-humored
scientific/aesthetic
Truth/Beauty CommonSense,
a central synergy
and interdependent integrity
Principle of EarthWealth Justice.

With a bit more timeless moment,
we could have,
and yet remain feeding
still eating from too gladly shared
Earth’s Common Health/Wealth Good

The exponential NonZero Sum revolution
of WinLeft/WinRight reconditioned evolutions

Invoked by pro-life ecopolitical co-investing groups
and our cooperative
UniversalLeft/UnitarianRight individual members
co-empathically co-enlightening,
thoroughly embedded nature/spirits
not so frightening,
empowering health green curious Common Good
access to our own
Polycultural Communion
positive humored fulfillment brightening

Not at mean expense
and exorbitant StraightWhiteMale
LeftBrain dominant disinterest
repressing hypocritical bad-humored faith
defiantly disenfranchising future EarthTribe regenerators,

Health positive prophets and mystics,
internally organic oceanic ecopolytheists,
with great health/wealth transitioning potential
through PolyculturalCommunion
shared kindness narratives
and not so much controlling PatriarchCompeting Win/Lose
me meanness Degeneration Stories
of coming Lose/Lose disinvested unhealthy futures

Death of PolyCulture
dual Left/Right dark
nihilistically sardonic
excathedral Papal Rapturous
eloquent uncatholic elegance

Unable to see ourselves drowning
in PatriarchalCapitalist
sacramentally scarce
unkind and meaningless
humorless
ego/eco-baptismal waters.

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Fear of Failure

I know you don’t want to hurt
or even disappoint
me

And I know you don’t want to hurt
yourself.

Yet still your shame
and self-blame hurt

Your self-judging
punishing closet frame
suffocates our transparent life
my caring curiosity craves,
and mutual vulnerability
our sharing courage braves.

Addiction to feeling happy
is not free
and connected to sensory satisfaction
nor to ego significant gratification
and certainly not natural and spiritual bilateral wealth
of healthy feeling substantiation,

Which, as you know,
I also recognize as body and mind healthy
choice voices.

Before you even small voice object,
I also recognize you may feel natural
or spiritual choice
has nothing to do with driving off
without “goodbye,
see you safely soon.”

If no physically tolerable choice
of resources to feed serotonin
and water dopamine,
I know, from years of isolated,
neglected experience,
how frightening loss of lonely ego-powered control
can feel.

Speaking not of choice,
but inside swatting interminable Voice
never still
until you self-shame
and blame
hiding hurts
and unfree frames
us both,
unhappy you,
not Here,

And me
loving enough for Us,
not yet Now

Still worrying
what will voiceless nonchoice happen
disempowered There
and unenlightened Then
suddenly Amen

Our silently uninvited End.

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Curious UnChosen Gifts

To my StraightWhiteMale
right-wing
left-brain
monoculturally dominating brothers,
and your antifeminist glamorous
amorous womanly allies,

You have not yet heard me,
if you only hear my resistance,
sharing my non-culpable experience
with non-choice of gender attraction
and gender identity.

It’s not only that my queer gender identity
is not my fault,
because not my choice;
but also my gender identity
and sensory-neural attachments, as also true of yours,
are my sacred gift.

CoArising identity and CoGravitating attraction ,
like awareness and consciousness,
are not just heavy social responsibilities,
but also enlightened
and empowering opportunities.

We’re not legitimately known by who
or what
we hate and hurt;
But we can be redeemed by who
and what
we love and heal.

We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we love,
than choice to respond with awe and wonder,
or boredom and disdain,
to Earth’s natural enspiriting Beauty

Of dawn
and dusk,
spring
and autumn,
ocean
and mountain
restorative reconnections

Which feel both Healthy
and True,
of the deepest
and highest
and yet safest resilient
and resonantly robust multicolored wealth
of nonchoiced
unfaulted gifting grace.

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UnOrthodox Grace

Unorthodox grace
is not limited to restoring healthy face
that your queer sexual wealthy place
is not your disgrace;

Deviation from hetero-statistical means
is your sacred gift
from EarthQueen

Outstanding difference
is not only
and always
your heavy depleting responsibility;
but also your socially enlightened
and culturally empowering opportunity.

We are not illegitimately unknown
and excommunicated
first and foremost by seed planters
overruling births that could not feel more legitimate
to those innocently born
and those giving graced birth
through organic solidarity–
graced labor rights
of compassionate re-creation.

We are also not legitimately known
by who or what we hate;
But we can become redeemed
by who and what we love.

We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we express love
than choice to respond with awe
and wonder,
or boredom
and disdain,
to Earth’s natural inspiring
holistic spirited Beauty
Truths of trusted grace

Revisited each dawn and dusk,
each spring and autumn,
each ocean surf and mountain breeze,
each deepening sea and elevating land,
each plant and harvest,
each beginning and ending
empowering light and dark muses

Of graced beauty
which feels racing true
and recasting healthy,
of the highest
and deepest EarthMother legitimacy,
for safest
universally uniting resilience,

Resonantly robust
multicolored wealth
of unorthodox mind
embodied grace.

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Addicted to Suffering Loss

So, she said,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
surprise,

Sew,
I run into your aversion
to unpatriarchal Principles of Reversion
whenever I deeply listen
to your dark passions first,
then redial,
notice,
[occasionally speak]
as if I trust what I can win/win hear
in PreVersed
unrehearsed response

To liberal GoldenRule applications
of sacred theological Law
restoring ecological
Synergetic Order

Smelling and tasting,
Touching and feeling
and seeing cooperative reversions
redeeming dipolar sacred co-investments
in ecosystemic reversals
of secularizing bipolar egos inside
repurposing competitive god-like divestment
away from healthy choices
outside

Extractive
uncreating
pathological apart-heiding

Liberally enlightened co-passioning Left
and conservational empowering Right
disassociatively blind

Meaning double-binding repurposing
lose/lose reversion
illicit perversion
of unrehearsed win/win
integrity pre-versed.

Reverting win/lose depressing bipolar answers
into win/win impressive sacred dipolarizing questions
of what might
left and right
more cooperatively bright
resolve resiliently win/win?

Political democratic health
AND economic ecological wealth
co-transubstantiating
positive redoubling binary
reverse transitioning

As I recall domestic unvoiced revolutions,
Freud’s Principle of Reversion
has something patriarchal to do
with sexual perversion bisexuality
ambiguous both/and,
transgenderal sacred EarthMother
foreshadowing Father
non-resolved reverse attachments

Preversions of something extracted
distracting
retracting
Sigmund could not hope to positively experience
in a rapturous neurosensory way,

Even in his wildest polyvagal
non-heterosexual forced
found
bound
and gagged violent communication
kind of reversing sexual humanity
back to beast-animus/sacred anima
distant god/goddess rememory

YangHeaven overpowering
unenlightened EarthYintegrity
of dipolar/bipolar co-reversioned
liberating synergy

Which reverses degenerativity
in LaoTse’s Principle of Reversion
to Yang/Yintegral co-bodhisattva balance
in NonZero sums
of Original WholeEarth ReGenerative
dipolar energy

Supporting and healing
polyvagally egalitarian ego identities
while also interdependently individuating
organic peace and bionic justice ecosystems,
bicamerally communicating,
multilaterally congregating,
networking,
interfaithing,
multiculturing,
creolizing,
transubstantiating,
co-reversioning,
restorying Win/Win hopeful thinking
reverting lose/lose faithless feelings.

Taoist God/Dess integral Reversion
principally
primally reverses LeftBrain spatial subjects,
egocentric and metaphoric,
physical and metaphysical,
with RightBrain temporal interdependent objectives,
ecosystemic and analogically ecological
theologically synergetic

God v Goddess fractious ZeroSum integrity
inside ego-fractal NonZero Wholistic
metaphorically polyphonic Systemic
polynomially polypathic
polyvagally polymathic

NeuroSensory
Not(NotZero) wHoley enSpirited interfaith
polyculturally non-violent principles
of ultra-nonviolet re-communing language
wealthy choices

Peacemaking
the reverse of unhealthy war-building injustice

Reverse polarity
win/win restorying
EarthWealth enlightening peace
empowering justice
Principled Reverse of shouting

Dialogical harmonic singing
and interfaith synergetic dancing
metaphonic restorying
GreenGoddess ecofeminist
global ChristChild performance poets
slowdown listening
for ClimateMessianic healthy voices.

Unsew
what you have reverse reaped
so, S/He will resay,
much to everyone’s BusinessAsUsual
StraightWhiteMale
awesomely healthy unsurprise.

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Life and Death Perspectives

Psychologists,
sociologists,
anthropologists,
and theologians, curiously,
are more likely to confuse the tragic end
of sacred EarthLife’s developmental end of significance.

Environmentalists,
holistic ecologists,
integral biologists,
students of pre-historic religious re-connecting rapture
are less likely
to collapse the sacred value of all life systems
into a monopoly of anthrolife,
both godless and goddessly,
both loveless and lovely,
both lost and found,
both barely tolerated and gracefully esteemed,
both survived today and thriving toward tomorrows.

A wider multicultural awareness
of healthy wealthy ecosystems
is less likely to reduce all wise cultural values
omitting pre-verbal and pre-anthro history
of life and death experiences,

Never alphabetized
or quantified
by retold human history
of anthro-regenerative life
and degenerative biosystemic death narratives.

Life as regenerating love experience,
death as lost and degenerating images
of future inside-only integrally known events;
These two, ecto-life and endo-death,
are much older
hoary
ancient,
more sacred, divine memory
than mere human monopolistic imaging
of Earth’s imagined bio-health value
and future opportunities for resonant
regenerative resilience

Re-imagining life and death
histories of EarthLife
told and untold
evokes verbal thoughts
about feeling ecologically connected,
theologically re-connecting reverberating sacred Words,

Dancing rituals,
sung and whistled and chirped and roared exclamations,
celebrations and eulogies

Of Earth re/de-generative creation
in and through spiral cycles,
power and light re/de-volution
of dying life
and death reviving.

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