Patterns
reveal natural Space redundancy
Voiced
an internal muse
appositional Choice
As Rhythms
unveil Time’s spirited
enculturing
multi-regenerational
interdependent
synergetic repetition.
Tag Archives: Gratitude
Urgent Health Democracy
Amusing sacred A-musings
like Atheistic A-gnostics
ReDiscover resilience
where Trauma is some part of Life
Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance
ReUncover indigenous integrity
to feel wise reculturing nuances
between naturally Therapeutic
multicultural spirit dynamics
Health optimal democracy
grows wealth of opportunity
for deep octaves
of integral systemacy
Integrity
rather than feeding
and overwatering
more Traumatic risk
of patriarchal
capital-growing
opportunistic duty
To ReGenerate eco/theo-logos reflections
on what we healthiest communionate:
Am I Self protagonist
against Other antagonist
egocentric?
Or
EcoSystemic’ly healing
healthy wealth in-forming out-goes
AnthroSublime
more than Self/Othering
AnthroSupremacist
winning over sinning today
to avoid losing disembodied identity
in some disenfranchised tomorrow
Hurtfully devolutionary
monoculturally ordinary
retributively penitentiary
cruel and unusual anti-fairy
dissociatively deflectionary
not inter-religiously extraordinary
Apartheid
lack of compassion’s transparency
experientially coreflectionary
nondeflective musicarried
win/win vulnerably co-revolutionary
Our MeWe
green peace operatic
operations wu-wei
healing PatriCapitalist historic harm
dousing further climate flames
of even more CancelCulture NonCommunion
lack of amusing charm
in LeftBrain’s dominating ways
Toxic
anti-systemic worst days
entropic best nights
endemic absence
of bilateral
binomial
bicameral cooperative plays
Musing inspirations
do not lose gratitude
for our best day attitudes
nor operatic curiosity
about Politically Incorrect furiosity
Worst day fears and angers
about what EarthTribe lives endangered
have been WholeEarth lost
to future expiring
un-musing
unraveling spirals
of dynamic
epic
Earth respirations
inspirations
exhalations
operatic muse desperations
In A-gnostic octaves
double-fractal coloring keys
Me without We forgiving
history’s broken win/lose nest
dissociating nature-spirit’s We celebration
indigenously healthy best
In tegrity,
co passion
a musing muses
of nonviolently sung communication
danced in spiraling fire circles
of octave-structured resounding sound
and music Earth empowering
and sacred Sky enlightening sight
Bicamerally co-governing
therapeutic co-invested
anti-trauma co-infested
co-amusing muse
Singing HerPassion storic
rebirthing
revolving
EarthMother/Child infantstructured
co-operations
Amusing sacred A/C-musings
co-arising A-theistic energies ergodic
A through Z octavely harmonic
eco-logos theognostics
ReDiscover Win/Win cooperative resilience
where Trauma is always red-sky warning
some win/lose non-therapeutic part
of EarthTribe Musing Life
Win/lose LeftHemisphere dissociating
lack of RightSung resonance,
co-redemptive resilience.
UnWeaponed Education Tools
Sacred health
is also secular green wealth
integrity
is a Taoist
non-zeroist yang/yintegral
inclusive tool for progressive social ecology
Collaboratively informed with co-arising
co-gravitating
co-empathic
co-passionate
multiculturing processes
of cooperative interreligious
inter-reconnecting
intersectionally recommunicating theology.
This bicameral balancing re-education project
for developing healthy organic communication
reweaves RightSide cultural wealth prominence
with LeftSide climate health dominance
for and of all interdependent
inter-communing embodied minds
Deep and wide listening and seeing,
feeling and touching,
smelling and tasting
sensory-neural polypathic systems
Are our empathic metacommunication ego systems
re-connecting
re-ligioning internal nutritional economic exchanges
with external communication sensory networks
experienced across a health/wealth variable range
from projecting Lose/Lose
violent outcomes
through protecting Win/Win
nonviolent incomes.
Nutrition’s neuro-sensory integrity messages
respond to ecologically resilient health relationships
and EarthJustice energy democratization,
Win/Win nonzero-zone cooperative games
for repurposing inclusive polycultural values
Progressively communicating
nonviolent green communions
transubstantiating
theologically resonant wealth
developing
tools that cannot become
misinforming
weapons
against fluid wealthing
that cannot become walled
LeftBrain dominating minds
resisting WholeEarth open systemic matters
favoring multicultural education
supporting economic ecological prosperity
as polytheistic theological RightMind pleasure
Nonhedonistic Yang
scientific paradise
deep listening
cooperative learning
hidden within polypathic Yintegral
grace grateful
promise
Of metaphysically sacred wealth
is also secular health,
EarthIntegrity’s great transformative potential.
Curious UnChosen Gifts
To my StraightWhiteMale
right-wing
left-brain
monoculturally dominating brothers,
and your antifeminist glamorous
amorous womanly allies,
You have not yet heard me,
if you only hear my resistance,
sharing my non-culpable experience
with non-choice of gender attraction
and gender identity.
It’s not only that my queer gender identity
is not my fault,
because not my choice;
but also my gender identity
and sensory-neural attachments, as also true of yours,
are my sacred gift.
CoArising identity and CoGravitating attraction ,
like awareness and consciousness,
are not just heavy social responsibilities,
but also enlightened
and empowering opportunities.
We’re not legitimately known by who
or what
we hate and hurt;
But we can be redeemed by who
and what
we love and heal.
We may have no more choice
about who
and what
and when
and where
and why
and how we love,
than choice to respond with awe and wonder,
or boredom and disdain,
to Earth’s natural enspiriting Beauty
Of dawn
and dusk,
spring
and autumn,
ocean
and mountain
restorative reconnections
Which feel both Healthy
and True,
of the deepest
and highest
and yet safest resilient
and resonantly robust multicolored wealth
of nonchoiced
unfaulted gifting grace.
Roots of Worship
My roots of Creator worship
are fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and curiosity
Whether this might also be true
and sometimes disappointingly false
for you
A resonantly sacred
sometimes prophetic
heart
With a resilient
health developing
ecosystemic mind
For whom my tricky part,
or one of many
as I recall…
Furtive sidewind glances
to my youthful left
Where he sat
in his magnificent
thick stacked darkness,
My closet worship thing
is impossible to come out
with perfect timing
with someone I am powerfully,
intoxicatingly, enraptured by
with
within
and preferably not without
Yet have no hope or intention
of ever being naked
or even transparent,
and certainly not vulnerable,
within his sight and hearing.
If said out loud,
then unveiled too soon
to not cause unwanted predative
seductive concerns.
If not said too soon
then inevitably disclosed too late
to retain resonant
and resilient trust
No hidden agendas,
no closet colonizing cases,
no aging platonic relationships
continuing to work
and play better
in just right silence
of unseen
unheard
unfelt
untouched emotions
without attaching motions
Back through roots of Creator worship
fed and watered
by Creation appreciation
and thick stacked curiosity.
SunLight SolAttitude
When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through windows dawning bright,
A sharp shadow line
vertically cuts across my bridge
and brow of smell and seeing senses,
InBetween left within shadow
and right without radiance,
narrow sides of double-bonded Truth,
curious and hidden Beauty.
Right eye clearly articulating
bright prominent sight
dominantly lit up height
for best resonant enlightenment
Is blinded by bright
to not fight
automatic rays deflecting night,
While shadow Left,
not yet overpowered
with Right red-eyes blinded punishment,
benighted verbal authority,
BiLaterally
yet integrally knows he she sees
seas
and seasons dipolar co-arising contrast
best as starkest
never darkest
win/win economic dawning options
of BothLeft/AndRight gold radiating rain
in droughts known
through beatified non-pain,
bicameral light regained,
empowered feelings unslain
Again
full bicameral stereo polyphonic,
Radiantly healthy thoughts
not verbally sustained
without dark ultra winnings
winging out and in reimaged, full
golden silent solidarity
mountain-rivered,
ego-system eco-quivered,
Belonging to Earth committed bright
compassion soul
ZeroZone of full
new partial shadows
in light rememory,
undelivered solitude
for health safe night
When my solitude
silently stands in sunlight
radiating GoldenRule enlightenment
and rational empowerment
through this window just now dawning bright.
Banquet of Gratitude
Spirits of unnatural forgiveness
for past bullying behavior
and sacred redemption
from internalized shaming,
self-blaming
Begin in our shared multiculturing
co-empathic nature
uncomfortable with win/lose historic
and contemporary choices,
ecopolitical system analyzed
and deep egocenteredly felt
Longing for an interfaith return
to win/win healthy solidarity
as part of regenerative
indigenous TurkeyWisdom Earth
with all Her multiculturing
multigenerational
organic and energetic
matriarchal fore-giving
life systems
Democratizing
co-operating
co-empowering
co-enlightening
Skills with verbal and nonverbal,
left and right hemisphere,
non-violently laid down listening life
communication
Not playing shame
and self/other blame
win/lose judgmental competition games
embedded in negative emotions,
not positive win/win regenerate motions,
notions,
songs and impulsive dances,
positive analogies
and deeply complex metaphoric
healthy
wealthy
wiser experiences
When our gratitude remembers to ask
Is this my best
shamelessly ecological EarthPatriotic/Matriotic self?
Does this theologically reflect
our healthiest ecosystemic
ecotherapeutic wealth
of perennial win/win communion meals
ego/eco-balancing EarthWisdom?
I want to produce a Thanksgiving InterFaith Feast
that extends my feeling
and awareness of graced multiculturing family,
verbally and nonverbally communicating
gratitude for healthy compassion,
But, even more deeply,
we long to become a polyculturally deep feeding
and breeding spiritual paradise naturally pleasured
Thanksgiving Banquet
of win/win blue/green
secular/sacred communion,
Not so much triumphalistic
and communications empirical;
More deeply EarthEvangelic,
co-messianic
as purple mountain majesties.
Sad Kindness
Neither happiness or sadness
can preclude each other’s continued personal
political
and economic,
social
and psychological,
sensory
and neurological potentiality
If only because sadness
has something to teach us
about happy health
and sad pathology,
About EarthCentric virtuous circles
competing with AnthroPrivileged vicious exploitation,
About this possibility of creative
and regenerative
v destructive
and degenerative
climate tensions,
chronic intentions
competing against
healthy win
wealthy wintegral attention
If only because MotherTrees
and other EarthFeminists
are not the only virtuous circling rings
slow-growing revolutionary spirals
capable of merging
imagining
remembering
reconnecting
restoring green justice Pleasures
in Eden’s MotherTree ReGenesis
of both win/win Health
and epic win/lose to lose/lose
Pathology of Extraction
Cannot preclude each other’s continued
InFormative
restorative justice and green peace potentiality
If only because climate pandemic pathology
has something to social
political
economic win/lose distancing
teach us about happy anticipation v sad anxiety,
About win/win v win/lose ecopolitical strategy,
leftwing multiculture-valuing healthy global democracy
v rightwing monoculturing
straight white privileged
evangelistic AnthroSelf-righteousness
Sadly willing to compromise
current and future regenerations
of green resilient
global community,
co-passionately happy communication,
sacred communion.
Economic kleptocracy
hiding between anti-green libertarianism
and AnthroNationalistic Patriotism
sadly EarthBound unfreedom to commit fully
to Earth’s multiculturally
polyculturally healthy GreenPeace
and Freedom from rightwing fundamentalistic
either/or
win individualism or lose to interdependent socialism,
Ruminating unhealthy All or Nothing self-redemption stories
confusing disvalues for uniformity
with social values for unity,
Defaulting stuckness in debates
competing for military-industrialized supremacy
for resiliently strong values felt
within flowing interdependent dialogical waves
of pre-historically timeless
win/win values
for Whole EarthSystemic Patriotism
Still happily hidden
in dipolar co-arising apposition,
in-between positive wonder
and negative awe,
between economic potential
for global climate health
and local ecologically integrating,
multiculturally interdependent political wealth
Of gladness
for ecofeminist kindness
and not so many pandemic
patriarchal climates
of unhealthy
autonomously depressing
social distancing
divisive
deductive
reductive
left v right winged sadness.
Not Often Enough
Sometimes,
not often enough,
I connect with all the good Ones
who grow so much in me
And
when we re-member these times
lost in right now space,
We gather no grand finale harvest
But remain so very grateful
for whom We have been
and where We have gone
and when We might romp once again
before this time’s curious end.
Bending just, and unjustly, around
life’s next grateful
fateful
corner,
Zero summing all these great Ones
who grow so much in graceful We.
Creative Teachers
Compassionate Students
Left hemisphere’s cognitive nature of mind
emulates Right hemisphere’s inductive spirit
of creation
and destruction,
regeneration
and degeneration,
and all doubly-resonant tipping points
balancing analogous metaphors in-between.
For these disciples,
polypathic travelers,
perpetual emigrants into spirit
and immigrants from secularized
mundane
under-valued nature,
students of ecosystemic resilience,
Earth’s yang nature is Master
and yin spirit is Mistress
with unflagging strength of an oak
and complex flowing grace
of a willow,
Both rooted
and further rooting
from original NonZero Sum seeds
of integrity’s sacred potential
down,
And reaching
leafing
flowering
compassion climaxing
from ZeroSum DNA origins
up
Through heart and mind
and on down
round again to
and from
many regenerations of feet
for reproducing healthy DNA roots
of sacred Earth’s rememory.
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